Schmerz Slough of Despond absurdity acedia aloofness apathy ataraxia ataraxy benumbedness blah blahs blank despondency comatoseness death wish dejectedness dejection depression despair despondency despondentness detachment discouragement disheartenment disinterest dispassion dispiritedness down trip downcastness downer downheartedness drooping spirits dullness heartlessness hebetude impossibility impossible impossibleness inappetence inconceivability indifference insouciance lack of appetite languidness lethargicalness lethargy listlessness low spirits lowness lowness of spirit malaise no chance nonchalance not a prayer numbness oppression oxymoron paradox passiveness passivity pessimism phlegm phlegmaticalness phlegmaticness plucklessness resignation resignedness self-contradiction self-destructive urge sinking heart sloth sluggishness sopor soporifousness spiritlessness spunklessness stupefaction stupor suicidal despair supineness taedium vitae the impossible torpidity torpidness torpor unconcern unimaginability unthinkability weariness of life what cannot be what cannot happen withdrawnness