Ornate capital I It was a dull gray morning, and it had been raining all night. Jennie was very unwilling to get up—it was a daily trial to her—but this morning it seemed absolutely impossible, she could not keep her eyes open; and yet, half dozing as she was, she was uncomfortably conscious that she was doing wrong. Seven sounded from the clock—half past—and then she heard Miss Lane and the children descending. She lay still, idly watching the drops as they fell against the panes, trying to make up her mind that she did not care for the disapproval of her own conscience nor for the reproof which she was quite sure awaited her from Miss Lane. In fact, she was indifferent to everything but the dreamy, lazy delight of lying A disrespectful answer rose to Jennie’s lips as the blood rushed over her face. A month ago she would have uttered it, disregarding the consequences; but she had learned a little, a very little, of the meaning of self-control, from her teacher’s words and example; so she kept her lips closed. “You’d better come,” continued Lillie, “Miss Lane’s going to show us about the Christmas things as soon as breakfast is over.” “I don’t care,” murmured Jennie, shutting her eyes slowly. “Very well then;” and Lillie went down stairs, in a state of great indignation, to report to Miss Lane. “Jennie says she don’t care, and is going to sleep again,” she exclaimed, not without a little triumph at her own superior goodness in her “Very well,” she said, in a quiet voice, looking at the child steadily, showing that she read her thought, and calling a blush of consciousness and shame to her cheek. About an hour afterwards, Jennie, coming down, found some bread and butter and a glass of milk on the dining-room table for her. She rang the bell impatiently, and Sallie presently appeared. “Sallie, I want some muffins. Did you save any for me?” Sallie closed the door carefully, and coming near her, said in a half whisper, “Miss Lane said you were to have only this; but I saved you some hot muffins and a piece of steak. I’ll bring ’em in.” And she did so accordingly. “I suppose,” exclaimed Jennie, her face in a blaze, “I’ll eat what I please in my own father’s “And that is what she does think. I declare I never see anything so imposed upon as you all are. You have to come and go at her beck. I wouldn’t stand it,” answered Sallie. “You must not speak so!” said Jennie, rebukingly, recalled somewhat to her senses by the servant’s words; and Sallie retreated abashed. Jennie buttered a muffin and put a piece of the steak upon her plate. She was quite hungry; the steaming viand increased her appetite, but could not quiet her thoughts. “I am doing wrong, wrong, wrong,” kept floating in her mind. She leaned her head on her hand. “I have made a bad beginning, the day will go wrong. I hate to give up—but this is mean—and Miss Lane has never done a harsh or unkind thing to me since she came here. It is deceitful to take these things when she cannot see me. But then, what right has she——” her face flushed for a moment, but Pride still remained to be conquered. “She need not think I am afraid of her, either, though she does think her word is law. I would have this if I wanted it—but I know it is wrong; it is not Miss Lane that I care for.” She put away the tempting breakfast, and ate her bread and butter quickly, and when Sallie came in, said shortly and with averted face, “I did not eat those things because it was not right. I ought to have been up in time. It was wicked in you to try to cheat Miss Lane, though,”—seeing Sallie’s face of mortification—“I suppose you meant to be kind to me.” And Jennie walked up to her own room, angry with herself, Miss Lane, and Sallie, yet with an uncomfortable sense of having been most deserving of blame. Only the evening before she had promised This little child, Alice Ross, had lost her father; and her mother, who was a poor woman in every way, having very delicate health, found it difficult to keep her daughter and herself from starving, and worked all day long with her sore heart to keep the wolf from the door. Alice’s pale, sorrowful face was sad to see, and she came shivering to Sunday school in her thin dress, with her little bare hands stiff and red from the cold, and sat silent and dejected among the bright, childish faces around her, and often wiping scalding tears from her hollow cheeks. Such a pitiful thing it was to see this little one, in the beginning of life, bearing a burden so heavy for her weak shoulders, that the children’s “Papa has plenty of money,” said Rosie, “he might buy things for Alice’s mamma.” And when “papa” came home, the eager sprites “Well, I’ll give you money. I’ll help her. Miss Lane shall tell us what she needs—on one condition.” They were eager for the “condition;” of course, they would do anything. “That you deny yourselves enough to pay me for what I give.” “Of course; but what can we do without, papa? We have everything——” They were rather disappointed for the moment that he had not given them something great to do—some extraordinary self-sacrifice to perform. “We must have dresses and shoes and stockings, and we can’t do without cloaks, unless we stay in the house all the time—and that would “We might sell our skates,” exclaimed Lillie, looking up brightly, but Frank cried out against “taking away all their fun.” “You must be willing to give up some ‘fun,’ Frank; but I want you to keep your skates. Exercise is good and healthful,” said his papa. “But if you don’t give up something you like, it will not be denying yourself; don’t you see?” Frank hung his head. “I’ll tell you all, to-morrow morning, what you can do. You must say good night now, and think about it seriously. Because God has been very good to you, my dears, in giving you all you desire, you must be willing to share with others, even at the sacrifice of some of your pleasures. It is not good for us to have all we wish, and I will see how my little ones bear doing without some gratification for the sake of doing good.” “What early birds you are! What brought you down stairs at such an hour? Isn’t this the first time you have seen the sun rise this year?” He glanced smilingly at Miss Lane, who appeared in the back ground, looking over the glossy heads of Frank and brown Rosie. “I must confess, I was curious, too, and hearing the commotion, I followed to learn the mystery.” “Now, ‘brown Rosie,’ how much do you suppose you thought of it all last night? The sand-man had arrived when you kissed me—did he wait till you put your head on the pillow?” “I did think of it, papa,” said the little one, putting her head on one side, like a bird; “and,” she continued in a low tone, so that only her father could hear, “I asked God about it.” “We can’t think what it can be,” cried Jennie, in much impatience. “Oh, do, papa, tell us quickly.” “Well, my dears,”—a profound silence reigned, four little hearts beat quickly. “Last year your Christmas tree and the presents on it cost me sixty dollars.” A shadow gathered over more than one face. “This is such a sad time for so many, and we must do with less ourselves to help them. If you are willing to do without your presents this year, Alice’s mother shall have the money.” Lillie sighed, Frank made a wry face, and Jennie could not quite help the exclamation: “Oh, my bracelet!” but little Rosie’s brown eyes remained quite bright, and she stroked her father’s cheek contentedly. “Well, my dears, what do you say?” “Oh, papa, you could not think us so cruel; of course we are willing,” the three cried in a breath. “We did not think of that, you know, “Anything would be better than that, papa,” ventured Frank. “It will be so dull—and then, no Christmas presents. Why, who ever heard of such a thing?” “Little Alice, I dare say,” his father replied; “I imagine she has never had a present in her life.” Frank seemed amazed at the idea. His imagination had never fathomed the depth of such misery. “But,” continued his papa, “you can sell Robin, or your watch, or your gun.” “Oh, papa, Robin! And, you see, I’m so used to the watch—and my gun, why, just think, I couldn’t stand seeing the ducks on the lake with nothing to shoot at them.” “Well, my boy, Alice has no stockings, and Mrs. Ross no wood—just think of this room without a fire this morning!” “I know it, it is all right, papa—I’m agreed!” cried Frank, abruptly, leaving the room. “Yes, papa, for I thought you might want Dolly, and you know I love Dolly—that would have been sad.” “I think we must manage a dolly for little Alice, too, Miss Lane,” said Mr. Graham. Rosie started a little anxiously. A look of perplexity puckered her smooth forehead, and all day she moved about in an unusually thoughtful manner. Towards evening, as Miss Lane was going to her own room to get her bonnet and cloak, before setting out for Mrs. Ross’s dwelling, in order to make inquiries into her necessities, she heard a little voice talking in the nursery, and going to the door, peeped in. Rosie sat on the floor, with her little bureau of doll’s clothing before her. She had the precious plaything in her arm, and was soothing it with gentle words. “Now you must not cry, for I shall come to see you sometimes, and I hope Alice will be The tears were in Rosie’s eyes, her lip was quivering. Her sacrifice was greater than that of all the rest. Miss Lane stole away on tip-toe, much touched. When she was ready to go, a timid voice begged leave to accompany her, and the little girl carried her treasure in silence to the poor child, whose face lighted with such joy on seeing it, that content came into Rosie’s face immediately; so that, though her voice trembled, she smiled in begging Alice to “take good care of it,” and trotted home briskly and happily. |