We coaled at Port Said like any ordinary steamer. Although I had more than once made the Red Sea voyage, I had never before taken the slightest interest in the coaling of the vessel on which I was a passenger. This time everything was different. That which interested me before seemed trivial now. And that which had before seemed trivial was now absorbing. I watched the coaling—commonplace as the spectacle was—with vivid curiosity. The red lights, the sooty demons at work, every bag of coals they carried, and all the coal dust clouds they created, were fitting episodes in a voyage such as ours. We took an enormous quantity of coal on board. I remained up most of the night in a frame of mind which I thought none might envy. I myself would have made light of it had I known what was still in store for the On deck, the conversation of our party was always eccentric, but this must be said for it: there was sometimes a scintillating brilliance in it that almost blinded one to its extreme absurdity. The show of high spirits which was very general was, in the main, unaffected. For the rest it was plainly assumed. But those who assumed their parts did so with a histrionic power which was all the more surprising when it is remembered that the origin of their excellent playing was centred in their own fears. I preserved a neutral attitude. I did not venture on any overt act of insubordination. That would have only meant my destruction, without any counter-balancing advantage in the way of baulking an enterprise in which I was a most unwilling participator. And to pretend what I did not feel was a task which I had neither stomach to undertake nor ability to carry out successfully. In consequence I kept my own counsel—and that of Edith Metford. Brande was the most easily approached maniac I had ever met. His affability continued "Marcel, you are improving. Have you attained the telepathic power? You have read my mind." This was said with a pleasant smile. "I can not read your mind," I answered; "I only diagnose." "Your diagnosis is correct. I answer you in a sentence. They are all sympathetic, and human sympathy is necessary to me until my purpose is fulfilled." "You do not look to me for any measure of this sympathy, I trust?" "I do not. You are antipathetic." "I am." "But necessary, all the same." "So be it, until the proper time shall come." "It will never come," Brande said firmly. "We shall see," I replied as firmly as himself. Next evening as we were steaming down the blue waters—deep blue they always seemed The girl was very white and nervous. This contrast from her usual equanimity was disquieting. She clung to me hysterically as she gasped: "Marcel, it is a mercy I have found you alone, and that there is one sane man in this shipful of lunatics." "I am afraid you are not altogether right," I said, as I placed a seat for her close to mine. "Do you really think they mean what they say?" she asked hurriedly, without noticing my remark. "I really think they have discovered the secret of extraordinary natural forces, so powerful and so terrible that no one can say what they may or may not accomplish. And that is the reason I begged you not to come on this voyage." "What was the good of asking me not to come without giving me some reason?" "Had I done so, they might have killed you as they have done others before." "You might have chanced that, seeing that it will probably end that way." "And they would certainly have killed me." "Ah!" I wondered at the sudden intensity of the girl's sharp gasp when I said this, and marvelled too, how she, who had always been so mannish, nestled close to me and allowed her head to sink down on my shoulder. I pitied the strong-willed, self-reliant nature which had given way under some strain of which I had yet to be told. So I stooped and touched her cheek with my lips "If they must kill us, I wish they would kill us now." I stroked her soft cheek gently, and urged a less hopeless view. "Even if the worst come, we may as well live as long as we can." Whereupon to my surprise she, having shot one quick glance into my eyes, put my arm away and drew her chair apart from mine. Her head was turned away from me, but I could not but notice that her bosom rose and fell swiftly. Presently she faced round again, lit a cigarette, put her hands in the pocket of her jacket, and her feet on another chair, and said indifferently: "You are right. Even if the worst must come, we may as well live as long as we can." This sudden change in her manner surprised me. I knew I had no art in dealing with women, so I let it pass without comment, and looked out at the glassy sea. After some minutes of silence, the girl spoke to me again. "Do you know anything of the actual plans of these maniacs?" "No. I only know their preposterous purpose." "Well, I know how it is to be done. Natalie was restless last night—you know that we share the same cabin—and she raved a bit. I kept her in her berth by sheer force, but I allowed her to talk." This was serious. I drew my chair close to Miss Metford's and whispered, "For heaven's sake, speak low." Then I remembered Brande's power, and wrung my hands in helpless impotence. "You forget Brande. At this moment he is taking down every word we say." "He's doing nothing of the sort." "But you forget—" "I don't forget. By accident I put morphia in the tonic he takes, and he is now past telepathy for some hours at least. He's sound asleep. I suppose if I had not done it by accident he would have known what I was doing, and so have refused the medicine. Anyhow, accident or no accident, I have done it." "Thank God!" I cried. "And this precious disintegrating agent! They haven't it with them, it seems. To manufacture it in sufficient quantity would be impossible in "Throw it overboard!" "Rubbish! They would work it all out again." "What then?" I whispered. "Steal the paper and—wouldn't it do to put in an extra x or y, or stick a couple of additional figures into any suitable vacancy? Don't you think they'd go on with the scheme and—" "And?" "And make a mess of it!" "Miss Metford," I said, rising from my chair, "I mean Metford, I know you like to be addressed as a man—or used to like it." "Yes, I used to," she assented coldly. "I am going to take you in my arms and kiss you." "I'm hanged if you are!" she exclaimed, so sharply that I was suddenly abashed. My intended familiarity and its expression appeared grotesque, although a few minutes before she was so friendly. But I could not waste precious time "How can I get this paper?" "I said steal it, if you recollect." Her voice was now hard, almost harsh. "You can get it in Brande's cabin, if you are neither afraid nor jealous." "I am not much afraid, and I will try it. What do you mean by jealous?" "I mean, would you, to save Natalie Brande—for they will certainly succeed in blowing themselves up, if nobody else—consent to her marrying another man, say that young lunatic Halley, who is always dangling after her when you are not?" "Yes," I answered, after some thought. For Halley's attentions to Natalie had been so marked, the plainly inconsequent mention of him in this matter did not strike me. "If that is necessary to save her, of course I would consent to it. Why do you ask? In my place you would do the same." "No. I'd see the ship and all its precious passengers at the bottom of the sea first." "Ah! but you are not a man." "Right! and what's more, I'm glad of it." Then looking down at the rational part of her costume, she added sharply, "I sha'n't wear these things again." |