One night, when the women were coming into the prison, I observed great commotion and disturbance among them. I heard a confused, mixed up, talk about beds being taken out. Two or three of the women stepped out of the ranks, and looked up into their rooms, to see if their beds were taken out of them. Among the number was a woman by the name of Callahan. I had heard of her as being a desperate character; but she had behaved well in the prison. She was a tall, stout woman, with a loud voice. After she had looked into her room, and seen that her bed was gone, she turned to me, and asked,— "What was my bed taken out for?" "I didn't know that it was out." She looked steadily at me for a moment; then, lowered her voice, and asked,— "Do you mean to say that you didn't know that my bed was out?" "Yes, Callahan, I meant to say that I did not know your bed was taken out. Perhaps you are mistaken, it may not be out." "O, yes, it is out; I saw the naked bars." "Come, Callahan, go along like a good woman! Go to your room first, and see, before you ask why it is done." She went into her room. The other women were in theirs. I called,— "Second Division!" All of the rest shut their doors. "Shut your door, Callahan!" I called pleasantly. "No, ma'am, I will not. I don't mean anything against you; but I will not shut my door, nor sleep on the bars. Do you know who reported me, and what my bed is taken out for?" "No, I do not." I was obliged to leave her standing in her door, and go round to the other side of the prison to see the other prisoners slid in. The moment I left Callahan, she began to rave. "By the Holy Jesus, I won't sleep on the bars. And I'll know who reported me, and what I'm reported for,—the miserable set of"— "Callahan, stop!" I ran round and called. Neither of the Shop Matrons appeared, and I was told that it was because they were afraid of Callahan's violence. "No, I won't stop! I'll do something to make them lock me up. I won't sleep on the bars. It was Hardhack that reported me. I wish I'd struck her down!" "No! no! it was Thingsly," said a voice that I did not know. "Hardhack made the balls if Thingsly fried 'em. She's at the bottom of all the deviltry there is done here." Then she commenced a tirade of vituperations and oaths that made my ears tingle. In a few moments the Deputy made his appearance. "Your No. 1 key," he said to me, and proceeded to Callahan's room. I got it; and then followed him. "Now, Mr. Deputy," she said to him, when he went up to her; "you know I won't sleep on the bars. You might as well lock me up first as last, if you are going to punish me. But you ought to tell me what it's for. I haven't done anything but speak in the walk, and all of 'em do that." The Deputy made no reply; but I saw that he had buttoned up his coat as though he expected violence. She went peaceably to her solitary cell, however; but all of the way she begged the Deputy to tell her what he was locking her up for. When she saw me standing by the Deputy, she asked me where Hardhack and Thingsly were. "I don't know; they haven't been in the prison to-night." "They're afraid to come; but I wouldn't hurt the poor little lambs. They know they're guilty, and they know I'm locked up for nothing." "Shall I give her her bread and water to-night?" I asked the Deputy, as he turned to leave. "Yes." I knew the water would be grateful to the poor thing. I wished to ask the Deputy if Callahan had told the truth; but my own consciousness told me that she had. I had learned to esteem the man, and I could not bear to hear him say that he was accessory to such injustice, although I knew that it was his duty as a subordinate officer to do as he had done. I could not help questioning, Ought not the girl to be told what she is punished for? Has she been "admonished?" The poor thing had no redress for such injustice. That was the point that she, too, was revolving in her mind. When I gave her the bread and water, she said to me,— "Look here, now, don't you think they ought to tell me what I am punished for?" "You must not ask me such questions. It isn't for me to sit in judgment upon what the Master does." She was intent on finding out my opinions, so she put her questions in a different way. "If you reported me, wouldn't you tell me what it was for?" "Certainly! I should probably give you a good scolding before I had you punished." "If you was going to punish me just as you were a mind to, for speaking on the walk, would you shut me up here two days and two nights for it?" "Perhaps not; but how do you know that you are to stay here two days and two nights?" "Because they are never shut up for any shorter time." "O'Brien and McMullins were only in for one day and a night." "That was because you begged 'em off. But nobody'll beg me off. Say! would you shut me up here for speaking on the walk?" "Perhaps not; but you knew the rule, and disobeyed,—it is for disobedience that you are punished." "Ever so many of them talked,—they all talk; but none of 'em got punished but me. They've got a spite against me,—is that right." "Perhaps that is your jealousy, Callahan." "No, it isn't. Four of us were talking together. If Thingsly saw one, she saw the whole of us." "Perhaps it isn't for that you are punished." "Won't you find out? Won't you ask Hardhack?" "No, I don't wish to." "Are you afraid of her?" "No!" "Do you like that woman?" "She is nothing to me. But if I were to ask her a question, about what does not concern me, I might not get a civil answer." I was fast arriving to the conclusion that it would be impossible for me to assist in carrying out such a system of government. The next day I spoke to the Deputy about letting her out. He shook his head. "If she was one of your women, and you had the care of her, I might." When the two days were expired, he sent me round word to let Callahan out at six o'clock. With my watch in my hand I did not defer it a moment later. As I was waiting upon her to her room, I asked her,— "Why had you rather go into solitary than sleep on the bars?" "If I sleep on the bars, I lose just as much time, and have to work all the next day. If I can't have my bed to sleep in, I won't work for 'em." "I shouldn't think there would be much rest in solitary." "There ain't; but I don't earn any money for them either." There was retaliation with calculation. "Callahan, I turned the key on you in solitary, and kept you there,—why are you not angry with me?" "You didn't do it out of spite—you never did me any wrong. If they only punished me when I deserved it, I shouldn't be mad." I did not know how to reprove the woman. "Callahan, be as good a woman in the shop as you are with me." "I'll try to; but they wake up the devil in me. I wish you would get me into the kitchen." "I'll try." |