Tessibel Skinner had been married to Frederick Graves for six long weeks: She had become somewhat accustomed to the deception practiced on Daddy Skinner, and Frederick was constantly allaying her fears and misgivings by telling her that she belonged to him now; that she was his darling, his joy, the better part of his life. Many times he assured her between kisses that it wouldn't be necessary to keep the marriage secret long. Each day, each hour, each minute, the girl-wife basked in the thought of her young husband's love. She unfolded the hidden beauties of her nature to him as spontaneously as the opening flower responds to the genial warmth of the rising sun. Early one morning Tessibel arose, a new light shining in her eyes. Because Daddy Skinner was still abed, she started to the shore for water. It was a glad, shining, diamond-studded earth that greeted the view of the expectant girl; there was wonderful stillness everywhere, and for some minutes she stood contemplating the scene before her. South from the Hog Hole to the northern curve at Lansing, the lake was dappled, its surface broken here and there by little capfuls of breeze, which dimpled in the light, while the smooth spots reflected the blazing glory of the morning sun. The leaves of the weeping willow tree swept the rapt, upraised face, and Tess drew down about her head and shoulders one of the thickest branches. These century-old trees were really a vital part of her life—old loves to Tessibel, loves that had kept watch over her since the day of her birth in the shanty. What a wonder-world it was! What a glad, peaceful, new day, her first real day of living—the beginning of life itself; Frederick's life and her life! Now, of course, he would tell his mother they were married—would take her to Daddy Skinner, and—and—She could plan no farther just then. Her whole being was God-lifted. Even the waves lapping at her feet seemed to speak the language of a world to come. She dipped the pail into the lake slowly, filling it with water. Then with a last sweeping glance over the golden-tinted waves, she returned to the shanty. Daddy Skinner by this time was seated in his chair, his grey face wearing an expression of misery. "Ye air sicker this morning, honey, huh?" asked Tess anxiously, lifting the pail to the table. "Yep, brat, awful sick, but mebbe I'll feel better after a while." "Yer coffee'll be ready quicker'n scat, dear," said the girl. "Flop on my bed an' stretch out a minute. Tessibel'll get her daddy's breakfast." Five minutes later she had fried the fish and made the coffee. "I air goin' to give Daddy his eatin's first, Andy," she called up through the hole in the ceiling. "All right; sure, do, kid," assented the dwarf. Daddy Skinner gradually felt better, and during the morning Tessibel's youthful spirits rose by leaps and bounds. All through the day she warbled out her happiness, lovingly bantering the two crippled men. Thus the minutes crept on to eventide, to that hour on the ragged rocks with Frederick. She left the shanty early, that she might commune undisturbed for a time with her dear wild world. Through the gloaming the dull sound of the cow bells came distinctly from Kennedy's farm. The roosters were crowing a last good-night to the sun. The monstrous shadows of the great forest trees were going to And even as Tess dreamed, the passion stars in their invisible courses bent toward her. Impulsively she lifted her arms upward toward those twinkling participants of her secret, emblems of the immeasurable glory of her love for Frederick. By a simple turn, she could see the tree of her old-time fancies, the familiar figure in the tall pine, with swaying, majestic head and beckoning arms. At that moment, she perceived Frederick making his way along the ragged rocks. She could hear her heart's blood pulsing madly, striking at her wrists, throbbing at her temples, making a race the length of her quivering body. Now, she could see him plainly in the dim light, and a smile deepened the dimple at each corner of her mouth. An indefinable shyness kept her from running to him to tell her glad tidings. But what made him walk so slowly and with hanging head? It wasn't like Frederick. Something unusual had happened or he would not lag so in coming to her. She was even more mystified at the peculiarity of his greeting. With nerves as tautly drawn as fiddle strings, she remained very still. In his own time he would tell her all about it. She lifted her arms, but Frederick, unheeding, sank to the rocks beside her. She "Don't!" he said shortly. He drew away from the caressing fingers impatiently. "I've come to tell you something." "Well, here I air," answered Tess, quietly. There was an exquisite tenderness in the young voice. In the white light of the early evening Tessibel could see Frederick's brows fiercely drawn together. Probably his mother was worse and that accounted for the change in him. She became instantly all devotion. "Air ye goin' to tell me about it, honey?" she entreated softly. "It'll make ye feel better.... Tell Tessibel." He turned away, and moved nervously until his shoulders were fitted into a rock cavity; then, he dropped his head back with a prolonged sigh. It was even more difficult than he had imagined. "Of course I needn't tell you ... that I love you, need I, Tess?" he stammered, after a while. He could not assure her too many times of his affection. She leaned against him, adoring, wrapped in the delight of his love as a water lily is wrapped in its green sepals. "I know it, dearest!" she murmured, much moved. "Ye tell me that every day. But what else air ye—" "You'll forgive me, and not be ... too unhappy?" Frederick interrupted her anxiously. Unhappy, while her whole being was transfused with ecstasy! Unhappy, when his life and hers intermingled in one glad, glorious song of inseparable unity! There never could be a diminution of her joy. Frederick loved her! That was enough. "There ain't nothin' I wouldn't forgive," she vowed, misty-eyed. "But, Tess, I feel as though you won't forgive me this," sighed Frederick. "But if you'll promise me—" "I do—I will," she interjected, sitting up. "Why, of course, I'd forgive ye anything." Frederick dared not look at her. Even in the twilight he could feel her eyes searching his face for an explanation. "I need you to help me, Tessibel," he said at length. Help him! Hadn't she ever been ready to help him? He had but to ask her. She dropped her head against his arm again. "Tell Tessibel," she urged, smiling. One slender, girlish arm slipped lovingly about him. A set of small fingers took his cold hand in a firm grasp. "Tess loves ye, dear," came soothingly. "Now tell 'er, an' then ye'll be happier." Shame rose rampant in the boy's breast. "I can't do it," he muttered under his breath. But he knew all the time he would. The events of yesterday, culminating with Waldstricker's brilliant offer, closed every other path. He groaned, catching his lips tensely between his teeth. Some one had to suffer, but the sacrifice must not touch his mother nor estrange the Waldstrickers. That Madelene would be wronged by his action gave him little concern. But at that moment to hurt the girl at his side; oh, how he hated the bitter necessity! Conscious of the despicable part he was playing, but having really decided, he drew himself from the girl's arms. To gain a little more time, he thrust his fingers several times through his damp hair. "Tess," he hesitated, "you've promised you'd never tell about our being married." An encouraging touch turned the boy's twitching face to hers. "An' I ain't never goin' to till ye let me," she asserted soothingly. "Ye ain't lettin' that worry ye, darlin', eh?" She encouraged him to answer by the tender cadence on the end of her question. "No, no, Tess!" Then desperately, "Oh, in God's name, how am I ever going to get it out?" Tessibel became suddenly terror-stricken. It must be something very serious to force from him such language in such heart-rending tones. She shivered nervously. "You mustn't think for a moment, Tess," the boy burst forth, with renewed courage, "that I don't love you! I shall love you always, always." "Always," echoed Tess, reassured. If Frederick loved her, nothing else mattered. Perhaps his mother was—Her thought snapped in two at an ejaculation from Frederick. "And what I do is because—well, because—I must," he stammered. "You understand that, don't you, sweetheart?" "Sure," agreed Tess, puzzled. "And nothing will ever be changed between you and me—" "Nothin' can ever hurt us, Frederick," she interrupted quickly. And Tess believed this to be the eternal truth. Faith the size of a grain of mustard seed had piloted her through severe storms. Since Daddy Skinner had been restored to her, that faith had grown to the size of the mountain itself. "I won't let it," went on the student, swiftly. "Neither must you. You must trust me—you must believe! No, don't put your arms around my neck till I've finished!... And then, oh, my little girl, I shan't let you out of my arms, ever! ever!" Greatly moved, he suddenly reached forth and drew her unresistingly to him, smothering her hair, her eyes with kisses, clinging to her, as if he would never, never let her go. Her heart beat wildly against his.... And she loved him more than all the world, and loved God more because of him. But he released her almost immediately, and Tessibel sank back, sighing. She was no longer nervously eager to divulge her secret. She waited almost mechanically, as one waits for an advancing joy—as a hungry man watches abundant preparation for the appeasing of his hunger. Hearing him groan, she turned troubled eyes up to his. "Daddy always says for to tell bad things quick!" But this only served to call forth another deep breath of misery. After a lapse of what seemed ages to the waiting girl, Frederick gathered courage, and began, "Tess, I've told you how very ill my mother is, haven't I?" "Yes, an' I air awful sorry, dearie," she murmured. The compassion he aroused subdued her voice to a whisper. "And she's asked me to do something for her and I've—got to do it, Tessibel," faltered Frederick. "Sure ye have," Tess agreed. "I didn't decide to do it, honey,"—Frederick was avoiding the vital part—"until I saw how I could not let it make any difference to us. It won't make any difference, dear heart!" And Tess, already living in some distant day with full heart and full arms, breathed. "No, darlin', no difference to us.... 'Course not!" "Oh, I'm glad, so glad to hear you say that!" said Frederick, relief in his voice. "It won't be so dreadful, my sweet, if you trust me. And it won't be long—perhaps a year, perhaps two years—" Tessibel's muscles grew suddenly rigid. "Years, ye say?" she repeated, stupefied. "What years? Why years?" The resigned and submissive Tess changed instantly to an intense, resolute woman, with compelling, fear-clouded eyes. Frederick, alarmed, hastened to explain. "You remember Madelene Waldstricker, don't you?" Did she remember Madelene Waldstricker? Would she ever forget that one night when he had treated her, his own wife, as though she were a stranger? "Sure, I remember 'er," she admitted, flushing. "What about 'er?" Before replying, Frederick snatched her hand and kissed it. "My mother.... Oh, Tessibel, it'll be all right—" He paused, then finished despairingly, "My mother wants me to marry her!" Tess caught the picture his words suggested; then recoiled as if death in monstrous guise had appeared before her, open-armed. Incredulous horror leapt alive in her eyes. He had said, "My mother wants me to marry Madelene Waldstricker." But even though his mother had demanded it, he couldn't! He wouldn't.... But he'd said he must! Tess clenched her hands until the nails pressed into "But ye air married to me," she got out at last, piteously. Frederick put his arms about her. "I know it, girlie dear!... I'm not denying that, but no one knows it but us, just you and me, and I'm afraid ... I've got to do ... this ... Mother ..." "Oh, God, no!" shuddered Tess. Oh, he couldn't mean to desert her now when she needed him so—needed him more than she had even in those days when the shadow of the hateful rope hung over her beloved father; even when Teola's child had been thrust upon her, and Ben Letts had daily menaced her desolate life. She was still for so long a time Frederick feared she'd fainted. "Tess!" he spoke sharply. "What?" But it didn't sound like Tessibel's voice answering. "Will you hear me out, dearest?" he pleaded. "Oh, won't you listen to me?" Surely she was listening intently. He had never spoken when she had not given loving heed, if she were within the sound of his voice. Frederick attempted to raise her face to his, but with a pathetic little word of protest, she slipped from his arms, and fell face downward to the rocks. The tortured boy would rather have had her scream, strike at him, anything, than sink into that accusing, forlorn prostration! "Tessibel! Tess!" he cried. "Whatever I do can't separate you and me. It can't! I swear not to let it!" He stooped and drew her gently to a sitting posture. "No, I won't let it!" he reiterated excitedly. "I won't! No other woman could ever take your place. Can't you see, Tessibel? Can't you understand what I'm telling you?" "Nope," whispered Tess. "I ain't able to understand. Oh—" She lifted a white, twitching face. "Oh, don't go 'way an' leave me! Not now—not just yet!" "But you said," he entreated, "you've always said, honey, you'd stand by me, and you will, won't you? This is the only way you can help. You will, dear, please!" "I 'spose I air got to," she stammered, shivering. "Course I do everything ye want me to. But—but—tell me ... why." "It's just like this," Frederick explained reluctantly. "My mother needs—money. She's got to have it. She's already borrowed a lot of Waldstricker and ... even our lake place is mortgaged to him. His sister loves me—" The speaker felt the slender body recoil as from a blow. "Tess!" he cried, "I don't love her. Oh, can't I get you to understand anything? If you tremble that way, you'll drive me mad. I'm only going to marry her.... Well, to pay the money, that's all." He cut and clipped the words as though he hated them, yet finished his explanation determinedly. As keenly as a darting flame, it burned into Tessibel's soul. "Tell me ... more," she breathed dizzily. "It'll only mean you and I will be apart for a little while, Tess," stated Frederick. "When I get back home, I'm coming straight to you, and—" "She air lovin' ye, ye said?" interrupted Tess, huskily. "But I don't love her, Tess!... I love only you!... You know that, sweetheart!... You hear me, darling?" "Yep, I hear," whispered the girl. Frederick settled back against the rocks, drawing her into his arms. "My father," he proceeded more calmly, "left us without any money. I suppose I didn't realize how hard it's been for mother. She's only just told me she'd mortgaged the lake place to Waldstricker and had borrowed money from him. In a way I've been awfully selfish.... I've only thought of you, dear." Of course, now she couldn't tell him that intimate secret! If he knew, he couldn't, he just couldn't do the thing his mother demanded; and she had promised "Did ye tell Madelene—I mean Miss Waldstricker—ye'd marry her?" she asked. "Well ... yes," stammered Frederick. "And ye—ye—ye kissed 'er?... Oh, say ye didn't kiss 'er!... Ye didn't, did ye?" It was a plea to which Frederick would have given worlds to truthfuly answer, "No." But his conscience, evidently sensitive in small matters, compelled an almost inaudible, "Yes." Raging jealousy, unendurable pain, arose within her. "But ye couldn't—be married—to 'er, Frederick. It ain't possible, it ain't!" "I know I'm married to you," the boy assured her, swiftly. "I'd only be married to her in the eyes of the world!" The eyes of the world, the world through which she had so far walked with proudly lifted head! Her dearly cherished love seemed to be tumbling in ignominious ruins, and that very love had left her defenseless. No one would ever know he belonged to her; that she belonged to him. She would have to creep with bowed head in assumed shame and disgrace even among the squatters. "I'll die," she shivered, thinking of the coming spring. His burning kisses stung her lips, through which his words tumbled one over the other. "You can't!... You shan't die!... Tess, you shan't! I'm only going away for a little while.... You're mine, Tess, do you hear?... You've got to live and love me always! You're mine! Oh, my love! Don't cry like that!..." The crushing strength of his arms hurt her. Suddenly another picture shot across her brain, like a searing rocket. She clung to his arm as if she feared that minute would snatch him from her. Then suppliantly she lifted not only her face, but also her hands. "Oh, she won't be like I air been to ye—like—like—" Frederick heard the anguish in the agonized, girlish voice. "Not like—not like I air been to ye, darlin'. Oh, God, not that!" she cried again. She waited in panting suspense for a fierce denial. Then she struggled frantically in his embrace. All that was alive within her—all the super-vitalized part of her soul—seemed scorched by the picture his significant silence had painted. "Let me go!" she demanded. Frederick tightened his arms about her. "Not yet, not yet! Stay here, rest here, my sweet." But again seeing that image of the small woman in her place, Tess struggled and freed herself. "I air goin' to Daddy now," she whispered. "An' you can go home too, please." But he caught her again to his breast. "You belong to me!" he cried intensely. "I won't go!—I'm going to stay, Tessibel! I will—I will stay!" Tess wrenched herself free. "Ye c'n come again," she promised. "Some other time afore—" Frederick caught her broken sentence and finished it. "Yes, yes, Tessibel," he exclaimed. "I'll come back soon, very soon!" "Sure, soon," quivered Tess, swaying, "go on, please!" She flung up her hands, crying low in suppressed agony, as Frederick whirled from her and walked rapidly away. He had not taken ten steps before he was moved to go back, to take her again in his arms, but thinking over all that had happened, of how hard it had been to flounder through his explanation, he shut his teeth and went on. With super-hearing, Tess listened until the sound of his footsteps died in the lane. He had gone—Frederick—her husband! Gone to another woman! No, that couldn't be! He was hers always and forever. She sank down on the rocks—on the dear, ragged rocks, where she had watched for him She tried to recall all he had said. Oh, yes, he was coming back. What did he mean by coming back? When? She dully wondered if it would be tomorrow, or the day after, or the day after that. Three days, perhaps, three long, interminable days to think of him and to long for him. Could she live three days? She sprang to her feet. She must see him again—now—this minute; hear him unsay that awful thing. Why, he couldn't belong to Madelene Waldstricker! Like a deer, Tess sped along the rocks in the direction of the lane. A night bird brushed a slender wing against her curls as he shot by her. To him she paid no heed save to swerve a little. Wildly, twice, three times she cried, "Frederick!" An owl hooted a mocking response from the willow tree nearby. "Frederick! Frederick!" rang through the night, out over the lake, unanswered. He was gone! The realization of this brought the girl crouching, shivering to the shore, where her feet were lapped by the incoming waves. And there she lay, until as in a dream, a bewildered dream, she heard Daddy Skinner's voice calling her. By a supreme effort she gathered her senses together. "I air comin', Daddy." She stumbled through the night back to the shanty, her secret locked in her breast. |