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RUDOLPH CLEEBURG
Presents
GLORIA CROMWELL
in
“LADY FAIR”
A Comedy-Drama
by
Bronson Reed
A car pulled up sharp at the curb and a woman leaned out to read the tall lettering. It loomed startling and white against a black ground. Along a street where theaters crowded each other like chorus girls in a manager’s office, that inky splash with its tracing of white paled to oblivion all the others.
The man beside her watched her eagerly, studied the delicate profile with a kind of hunger. When she turned, his eyes went alight at the smile in hers.
“It’s stunning, ’Dolph. But then you always do things right.”
“Y’mean that? Do I always manage to suit you, kiddo?”
“You know you do.” There was a low, tender note in the voice that would always be wistful. It was an odd voice—one that, breaking with the swift snap of a violin string, brought tears from its audience as one chokes at a broken chord.
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“H’m, that’s all I want.” He grinned sheepishly. “No fool like an old fool, eh?”
He stepped out as the chauffeur swung open the door, and reached up to help her. Gloria Cromwell—in private life Mrs.Rudolph Cleeburg—was not tall and her intense slenderness made her look frail, yet standing next to her husband she measured a full inch above him. Any passerby taking in the round face, eyes and figure of the well-known manager, his bald pate and prominent features, would have smiled at the information that he was the most artistic producer in America. But then, no passerby would have noticed the hands, key to character, that tapered so incongruously. Even the man himself failed to take count of them. He knew only that he felt beauty like a tangible thing, that he expressed it through the two mediums he loved—the stage and his wife.
He took her arm and they went down the cool dark alley to the stage door. It was a Sunday in September, hazy and languid, the first shadows of twilight creeping into the arms of night.
In almost every building on the block rehearsals were under way. Behind blank front entrances with high iron gates locked fast, throbbed the pulsing life of the theater. No effort too great, no work too intense, to give to the world its most human tonic, amusement.
The dress rehearsal of “Lady Fair” had been called for 8:00P.M. They were early, having made good time from their place at Great Neck. Gloria crossed the stage set for ActI while Cleeburg paused to suggest to the electrician some experiments with the lights.
“Try a couple of reds, Bill, in the foots for ActII. [171] And cut out four or five of the ambers on top. They make her look too yellow, sick around the eyes. Get me? Too much shadow. We want to bring out all the flash in her hair. Light her up. It’s her big scene. And here—have a smoke!”
He followed Gloria. She had tossed her hat on a table and stood taking in the new props he had provided while the company made the customary short tour that precedes a New York premiÈre.
With the shadows of the unlighted stage about her and the dusky quiet of the empty house stretching at her feet, she seemed to the man who went toward her deplorably young and tender, with a something yearning from her that he had tried to reach and never even been able to define. Not for the first time he asked himself: Was it the almost childish form under the soft summer dress—or the delicate line of her long throat—or the intense red curve of lip—or her pallor topped by the tawny hair whose lights and shades he was so intent on featuring? No, none of these! It was the look of her eyes. Wide and hungry, with fright in their depths, they had arrested him six years before as he hurried through his outer office; arrested him and found her a job. The fright had gone long since. And the hunger which had been nothing more than actual physical hunger. But the look that was so much like the quality of her voice still lurked there, eluding him.
He came up behind her as she stood examining the heavy black velvet drapes with crests of blue, purple and gold embroidered in the corners.
“Like ’em?” he asked once more anxiously.
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She veered about. “They must have cost a fortune, ’Dolph. Wouldn’t those blue ones we had on the road have been good enough?”
“Not for you. Only the best for my girl! And look at you against ’em. Those newspaper guys are right—there sure is something about you that’s got the rest of the bunch lashed to the mast!”
“It’s what you’ve made me, ’Dolph.” The words came breathless, with that strange fascinating catch. “You’ve put me over just the way you did the rest. Goring and Wilbur and Chesterton. Without you I’d have been just an actress. Now they call me an artist. And you’ve done that—you’ve done every bit of it.”
With a furtive glance to make sure the electrician was still occupied he went closer, laid an arm across her slim shoulders and gazed eagerly through the shadows into her face.
“Say that again. Of course it ain’t true. They were all piking compared to you. But say it anyhow. It’s music to me—the greatest symphony and greatest opera rolled into one.”
“It is true.”
“Then if I never do anything else for you, that goes on the right side of the ledger—what? Sometimes, little girl, I feel like I was a dog, grabbing you the way I did right after I featured you and you thought you couldn’t turn me down.”
“Nonsense!” She caught his hand and her clasp was so tight it seemed to grip.
“I’m a pretty old piece of scenery and not easy to look at, at that.” He glanced through the drapes at the back [173] drop. It represented a stretch of blue sky pierced with holes through which presently stars would glimmer. “Like that old thing,” he added. “Just a piece of shabby canvas, good enough for background.” And as she started to protest he laughed, a laugh that wasn’t much more than a sound. “Why, even Doug Fairbanks won’t be able to kid himself he’s young when he’s past half a century.”
He turned as several members of the company strolled in and greeted each with a hearty handshake. With a smile for every one and an ear ready to listen, the Cleeburg of to-day had the same enthusiasm as the pudgy newsboy who years before had run fat little legs off to procure for a patron his favorite daily.
“Hello there, glad to see you! Well, they tell me we’ve got a knock-out. Let’s have a look.”
He made for the rear of the house with his stage director who had accompanied the play on tour.
The curtain up, he leaned against the seat in front, a long black cigar jerking from corner to corner of his mouth like a propeller. Not a gesture, not an intonation escaped him. His concentration ignored any world but this. Had the building burned down, that stage before him would still have been the pivotal point of interest.
When Gloria appeared between the black drapes, eyes luminous under the untamed hair, and the thrill of her voice came over the footlights, he sighed and a smile of anticipation spread across his face. It was the look of one whose senses are about to be lulled by rare music.
The play had all the quality of delicately written French drama, its big scene at the end of the second act [174] being calculated to bring even a New York audience straight out of its seat. Gloria and John Brooks were as finely teamed as a pair of high-stepping thoroughbreds. He had been her leading man two seasons. Little ’Dolph, with an eye to the future, had him tied up on a five-year contract.
You would never have taken John Brooks for an actor. There was about his clothes no suggestion of the extreme that Broadway is tempted to affect. They were cut by a conservative tailor and he wore them with the ease of not caring particularly what he had on. Critics called him distinguished. When he walked into a stage drawing-room one knew instinctively that more exclusive drawing-rooms had opened to him. He never talked shop outside and never brought his social activities into the theater. But it was generally known that his friends numbered scientists and men of big business.
On the stage he suggested a clean-cut Britisher, tall and well groomed, easy of manner, clipped of speech, yet with a more intense vitality and that gleam of humor under the straight black brows that is peculiarly, blessedly, of, by, and for America.
The manager sat back, eyes half closed, lapping up the charm of it as a kitten laps cream. When the curtain fell he licked his lips and purred as he turned to the director, Lewis.
“You’re right, Lewy! Never saw a pair to touch ’em. Gad, that give and take, that playing into each other’s hands—nothing like it in this old berg, I tell you!” He sprang up, bounded down the aisle like a rubber ball. “Immense!” he shouted. “That act runs on [175] greased wheels. It’s sure fire! They’ll eat it alive.”
He climbed into a box; with amazing ease jumped on to the stage. Bulky as was his figure, almost pouter pigeon in certain postures, there was nothing funny about Cleeburg in action. It was the fire of his genius, the spark that lighted his homely face with inspiration, that commanded respect. Even with a handkerchief tied round his neck as it always was in hot weather and the open sleeves of his silk shirt flopping like awkward wings, no one thought of smiling. One merely listened.
He gave a few instructions to the property men and slipped back to his wife’s dressing-room, poking his head in at the door.
She was changing to a tea-gown, a lovely shimmery gold thing that brought out the reds in her hair like touches of flame.
“Well, how does it go?” she asked. “Any suggestions?”
“Not half a one. Couldn’t be improved. And John—he was made for you!”
She dropped her eyes to examine a tiny rip in the train.
“Better mend this, Suzanne, before I go on. It might catch on something.”
“Glad we’ve got him sewed up tight. First thing you know, one of the boys’d be offering to star him and then biffo, we’d lose him!”
“He is—wonderful.” She did not raise her eyes as the maid’s needle flashed in and out of the soft fabric, then looked up suddenly. “Lewis thinks we have a big hit.”
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“Lewis knows his business. You never had a chance that touched it—comedy and the big heart stuff combined. Try a little more red, honey. You look pale. Tired out, eh?”
“No—just a bit nervous, that’s all.” She turned hastily to the mirror, picked up a rabbit’s foot and dabbed some color across her cheek bones. As she bent forward, her teeth caught her lower lip and held it. And Cleeburg, noting the reflection of her eyes, fancied fright in them. Nerves, of course! Emotional tuning up of the vibrant artist!
He went out front as the curtain rose on the second act. It revealed a boudoir. Not the sort bestowed upon woman by the average scenic decorator with its brilliant splashes of color and general air of a department store exhibit, but a room that suggested four walls enclosing feminine taste.
Steadily Gloria and Brooks mounted to the big moment when the man’s passion, like a torrent crashing through ice, carried the woman with it. They stood facing each other and the voice of John Brooks came quiet, yet with the threat of doom.
“We’ve played the game, you and I,—to the finish. And we’ve lost. No, not lost, because this is the end we wanted. We’ve been a pair of gamblers, banking on defeat, waiting to have the game get us. Now we’re going to lay down our cards, admit we’re beaten, and take what is greater than victory. You know what that is. I don’t have to tell you I love you—”
The woman gave a terrified “No—no!” with arms thrust out to ward off the thing she had desired. The [177] man followed with a quick laugh as he caught them and her to him.
Cleeburg jumped up and speeding down the aisle made a trumpet of his hands.
“Hey, John—play that for all it’s worth. Give it to ’em strong. You fall down a peg or two at the end. Got to keep up the tension. Get me? Don’t be afraid of too much pep. Can’t be done in this town. Let go! Give ’em the love stuff till they faint.”
Again and again he put them through it. Up to the crucial point it went superbly. Then something seemed to snap. It was less in Brooks’ rendering of the speech than the way he caught up Gloria and swept her to him. Instead of an onrush like a force irresistible, his embrace was almost measured. One felt that with very little effort she could have escaped.
Sitting in the front row now, a puzzled seam between his eyes, Cleeburg noted that Gloria, too, appeared to hold off. Gloria, who flung herself into a part as if it were life! What had happened? He shook his head, began to pace the length of the seats.
“You’ll let down the whole act, children. You’ll lose your curtain. Why, they’ve been wanting this to happen from the beginning. If you don’t give it to ’em and give it to ’em big, they’ll can you. Sure thing! Let’s have another go.”
John Brooks’ thin lips came together. There was something tense about the way he went into the scene this time—muscles tight, hands clenched, voice husky. And when finally he swept her into his arms it was as if he would never let her go. Their lips met as the [178] curtain fell. Even in the empty house one could feel the thrill of it.
Cleeburg gave a chortle of relief. Just for a moment he had been afraid they were going to muff it.
But he apologized for his persistence later over a bite of supper.
“It’s the crux, old man. That’s why I kept you at it. You see, the woman is yours by every law of God. Once you know it, you don’t give a damn for the laws of man.”
“I get you.”
“Put over the feeling that it had to be. If you don’t the whole show goes fluey. You and the little girl do such bully team work, we don’t want one hitch to spoil it. Hope I haven’t played you out.”
“Oh, that’s all right.” The other man smoothed his hair with a gesture of both long hands and looked across the table. “Afraid my thick head has tired Gloria, though.”
She was leaning back, limp, face white as the moon that looked in between the pillars of the roof garden.
“Not a bit.” Her lids lifted quickly and Cleeburg was startled at the fever under them. She leaned elbows on the table. “I was as stupid as John. We just couldn’t seem to get it.”
“Well, don’t worry. It’ll go like hot cakes to-morrow night. You won’t worry, kiddo, will you?” He patted her arm anxiously. “I don’t like to see you look like this.”
“Why, there isn’t a thing wrong with me—truly.” She turned to watch the dancers as they swayed past, two moving as one to the lure of darky music. In the [179] center of the flagged floor a fountain sent up showering spray colored emerald, ruby and gold by lights from within. The place was filled with a soft languor. It seemed set very close beneath the Indian Summer sky.
When she turned back she found Brooks gazing at her.
“Come to think of it,” observed Cleeburg, glance traveling from one to the other, “you don’t look any too chipper yourself, old man. Didn’t notice it when you got in this morning but you’re both played out.”
“Gloria had a little smash-up after the performance last night. Been working at top speed. Nothing wrong with me. We’re both tired, that’s all. There wasn’t a breath of air in the train, either.” Brooks lifted his glass of cider and a dry smile played round his lips. “I drink to thee only with mine eyes,” he said to Gloria.
Cleeburg grinned. “Say, why not come out to the house with us now? Give you something stronger. Stop off, shoot a few things into a bag and a night in the country’ll do you good.”
Brooks put down his glass. “Thanks, no. Think I’d better stick to my own bunk.”
“How about next week then? Run you out after the show Saturday night. You can try a couple of holes of golf with Gloria Sunday.”
“Sorry, old man, I’m booked.”
“Well, any time you like. Ain’t a place, ours, where you have to wait for a bid.”
“I know that.”
“What’s the matter with you anyhow? Last summer, you used to run out every few weeks. This year, have to beg you to come!”
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“Not a bit of it,” laughed Brooks. “Wait till we get this opening off our chests and you won’t be able to get rid of me.”
“Can’t come it too strong to suit us, eh kiddo?”
Gloria’s eyes had drifted out to the swaying throng once more. “Of course not,” she said quickly, and pushed back her chair. “If you don’t mind, ’Dolph, I believe I am tired.”
Cleeburg noticed as they went down to the car that her step lagged. When they had dropped Brooks at his flat and were speeding up Fifth Avenue, sleepy under the quiet hour when life in New York closes one eye, she turned swiftly. “’Dolph—you remember what you called yourself in the theater to-night—before the others came?”
He thought a moment. Then his face went alight, all but the eyes. “Your old back drop, y’mean?”
She nodded. “Don’t ever do that again—don’t!”
Her vehemence made him shift his position so that he faced her.
“Why, honey—”
The break in her voice had been poignant. Her hand clasping his arm was feverish. He felt the heat of it through his thin coat. Even in the dark he could see her eyes, brilliant, with something of the fright he had read in them earlier in the evening. Only it was intensified.
“Honey, what is it?”
“I want you to know I love you,” she rushed on breathlessly. “It wasn’t just gratitude that made me marry you. I’ll always love you. You’re splendid and fine [181] and generous. They don’t come any better. Never doubt it, ’Dolph! Never—will you?” She shook his arm, repeating the question over and over.
“Why—kiddo—”
“And I have made you happy?” she broke in on his amazement. “I have given you something for all you’ve given me?”
He answered quickly enough then.
“Everything, honey. Why, these past five years’ve been more than most fellows get in a lifetime. I ask myself often what an old tout like me ever did to deserve ’em. In the theater and out—hasn’t been a day that wasn’t heaven. That’s what you’ve given me.”
She sat an instant silent. Then before he could divine her intention she had carried his hand to her lips. But it was not their moisture he noticed as he drew it hastily away and slipped an arm round her.
Over Long Island, as Cleeburg drove in the following day, hung a mist that made the low hills look like a mirage melting into the sky. It was as if the smoke of the city reached its long arm far over green stretches and cool woodland, cloaking Nature with the garment of industry.
Little ’Dolph sat forward, hat tossed to the floor, cigar ashes strewn over it like snow. He had smoked incessantly from the moment the car shot past the hedge surrounding the Cleeburg place. He had smoked with brow furrowed and teeth chewing on the butt of his weed, concentrating so intensely that for the first time in years it failed to circle from corner to corner of the friendly mouth. He was worried—and about Gloria. What had got her last night? What had brought the fever to her eyes and that desperate grip to her fingers? What had made her cry, with long sobs like a child’s when his arm went round her? Wasn’t like her. Not a bit. He’d never seen her like that, didn’t know how to handle it.
Overwork must be the answer. She’d been at it for six years seeing results. And before that God knew how many without seeing them! He recalled the poor little starved thing she was when first those eyes with the strange glow back of them had begged for a chance. Since that chance had been hers she hadn’t stopped, not for a minute. And how she had mounted! For a second his look of distress vanished in a broad grin of pride. [183] Gloria had the divine fire, whatever that might be. The light of it had always been in her soul but his was the satisfaction of having kindled it to flame. He had found in her the instrument to express all the seething love of beauty his unbeautiful body harbored. He could not have put it into words but the consciousness was there, a vital thing.
He looked out anxiously at the hazy September landscape. Yes, must be overwork! If it had been anything else, she’d have told him. Dashed like hysteria, that breakdown last night! Give her a long vacation next summer, that’s what he’d do. He’d close her in the spring and take her abroad when he went to clinch those English contracts.
Having reached the only decision possible in view of present demands on her, he settled back, applied a light to a final cigar and puffed peacefully until they pulled up at his office in the same building as the theater.
Toward four-thirty she telephoned that she was feeling much better and laughed at the relief in his voice. If he worried about her that way, she’d give a perfectly rotten performance to-night!
But in spite of her chaffing, Cleeburg, going to her dressing-room at seven, caught her unawares with head drooping into her hands and a look of utter dejection about the slim shoulders. She lifted both quickly as he entered and smiled up at him. He peered at the heavy blue smudges under her eyes.
“Won’t need much make-up, will I?” she laughed, in quick response to the look. “You see, I’m trying to put the grease-paint men out of business.”
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“What is it?” He pulled a chair close to the dressing-table. It was higher than hers and so brought their faces on a level. “Something’s eating you. What? Tell me—tell your old ’Dolph.”
She leaned over, brushed his cheek with her lips, then turned quickly to the mirror and dabbed the color on her face with the same nervous haste he had noticed the night before.
“Nothing’s wrong, dear. Wait till we settle down for a steady run and you’ll see.”
“It’s sure fire! Only keep an eye on that second act. Don’t be afraid to let go.”
From the wings he watched the audience stream in—beautifully gowned women, perfectly groomed men, keen-eyed critics, his own colleagues with soft collars and clothes not too well pressed, here a familiar round-the-towner, there a merchant who took his first night subscription seats as religiously as his pew in church. Truly a motley such as only the Metropolis can produce. Little ’Dolph’s eyes shone and his broad mouth broadened. Those women with their feathery fans and glittering jewels; those men with their sleek heads and smart clothes; the press; the world theatrical; they constituted his court, this theater his kingdom.
Only a few times since the throne had been his had he failed to give them what they expected of him. That was why to-night he saw in every pair of eyes an eager anticipation that was to him like strong stimulant. He slipped round to the front of the house as the curtain rose.
All through the first act he divided attention between [185] the stage and the audience, watching the latter laugh and chuckle and wink and furtively wipe its eye, and nodding as each effect came at the right moment. When the lights went up he dodged backstage, not to Gloria, but to Brooks.
“Great, old boy! You’ve got ’em. Just keep up that tempo. Feeling fit?”
“Fine!”
“Look out for the end of this act, won’t you,” he added half apologetically.
“Thought you were coming to that,” laughed Brooks.
“No offense, you understand.”
But he went back to his seat wishing the big scene finished. He couldn’t help a twitch of uncertainty. If they handled it as they had at first last night it would fall flat as a pancake.
Eagerly he followed every line. It was scintillant as sunlit ice and very thin ice at that. The throng round him skated over it with the actors and when Gloria’s scene with Brooks arrived they were, as he had prophesied, keyed to an emotional pitch that only the limit of acting could satisfy.
Then he held tight to the arms of his chair and literally his breath stopped.
Brooks came to the climax. His vibrant voice fell across the quiet of the house.
“We’ve played the game, you and I,—to the finish. And we’ve lost. No, not lost, because this is the end we wanted. We’ve been a pair of gamblers, banking on defeat, waiting to have the game get us. Now we’re going to lay down our cards, admit we’re beaten, and [186] take what is greater than victory. You know what that is. I don’t have to tell you I love you—”
Cleeburg felt the quick intake of breath, the surge forward, that pulsing reach of an audience. If only they’d play it now for all it was worth!
Gloria pulled back and terror was in her voice.
“No—no!”
For a second Brooks seemed to hesitate. What in Sam Hill was the matter with him? Why the deuce didn’t he let go?
Then suddenly his laugh went high. He strode to her. His arms swept out.
She stood poised as if in resistance, the light from above playing over her, her eyes started up to his. One could feel the catch in her throat, the swaying at the edge of a precipice. And then the eyelids fell, the man’s embrace closed round her like an enveloping flame. Her lips went to his.
With a deep sigh little ’Dolph subsided. The audience did likewise. It had them! An excited buzz, the crash of applause told him that. He dodged out of his seat and to the lobby. Nothing further was to be desired. “Lady Fair” had gone over with a bang.
It was over a month later that the manager finally prevailed upon their leading man to week-end with them. He buttonholed Brooks after the performance one Saturday night and refused to take “no” for an answer.
“Say, John, getting upstage? Cut your swell friends this week. You’re coming out with us, ain’t he kiddo?”
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They were standing within the stage door. Cleeburg linked a persuasive arm in the other man’s.
Gloria smiled without looking directly at Brooks. She drew her squirrel wrap close about her and stepped out of the light.
“John’s always welcome, of course. But if he has other plans we mustn’t interfere.”
“You don’t say!” laughed Cleeburg. “Well, he’s going to chuck any other plans and give us the pleasure of his society.”
Brooks held a light to his cigarette. The flare of it illumined his set mouth, the line of his jaw.
“Another time, old man. There’s a game on at the club to-morrow afternoon.”
“Good! That being the case, we’ll save you money.” He started down the narrow alley to the street.
Brooks looked across at Gloria. She was looking down, struggling with the clasp of her glove.
“Come on,” urged Cleeburg.
An instant more Brooks hesitated. Then his head went back.
“All right, I’m with you.” And he laughed as if with relief.
They stopped off for his bag. They were still using the open car in spite of the winds of late October. Gloria liked the slash of air against her face, liked to get the first salty whiff of the Sound. She leaned back with lids drooping and hands clasped loosely and was silent all the way. The men talked of next year’s prospects.
“‘Lady Fair’ is good for next year and a season in London. Think I’ll let you and Gloria take it over. [188] She’s never had a lick at the other side,” chuckled Cleeburg. “Bound to knock ’em silly.”
Gloria spoke for the first time.
“I wouldn’t think about London—just yet.”
Cleeburg started at the queer note in her voice. They turned into the drive where willows drooped their branches to the ground. Beyond shone the lights of the rambling old house, modernized by the family who had owned and loved it for generations, but untouched as to line or grace. High ceilings, French windows, arched doorways, tall fireplaces—these constituted the charm of the estate little ’Dolph had presented to the woman who had given him happiness.
Supper for two was spread before the flaming logs at one end of the entrance hall. In the center of the table stood a bowl of autumn leaves, the wild red of Gloria’s hair. Cleeburg pulled up another chair as the chauffeur brought in their guest’s bag and helped him out of his overcoat.
The latter stood gazing round the place with a look of real affection.
“It’s good to be back,” he said with a deep breath.
“Well, the house has been here. Your fault that you haven’t!” Cleeburg cocked his ear to the comforting pop of a champagne cork.
“Gloria has enough of my company eight consecutive times a week,” smiled Brooks.
“We missed you anyhow. Didn’t we, kiddo?”
“Of course. Seeing you in the theater isn’t a bit like having you here under our own roof.” She took off her hat, pushing back the weight of hair as she sat [189] down beside him. “They’re distinct and separate lives.”
“I wonder if that’s true,” Brooks put in quickly. “Do you really think the life of the stage can be cut off completely from a man’s everyday existence?”
“Why not?” There was almost an urge in her question, a plea in her eyes.
“I’m inclined to believe,” he answered slowly, “that once the theater is in a man’s blood, it colors everything he thinks and feels and does. He’s got to put so much of himself into it that it becomes an essential part of him.”
“But why is that more true of the stage than of any other profession?”
“Because success on the stage depends less on executive ability than on sincerity. It’s swaying that crowd out there that counts.” He made a sweeping gesture of his long, thin hand. “And they know counterfeit when it’s handed them.”
“You said it,” agreed Cleeburg. “Make a business of acting and you make a failure.”
“Lord,” laughed Brooks, “here I am telling Gloria something she knows instinctively. Never saw a woman so charged with the power to make people feel.” He stopped abruptly.
Gloria had been gazing into her glass as if into a crystal. She set it down and the next words came as though she did not want to say them.
“If that’s so—I guess you’re right. I do live every thought and emotion of every part I play. I suppose that’s why they call us temperamental.” Her full sensitive lips curved in a half-smile. “You don’t need [190] temperament to sell stocks and bonds or argue a case in court.”
“I beg your pardon,” corrected Brooks. “A lawyer often has to be a darned fine actor. I know, because I started out to be one.”
“What’s that?” grinned his host.
“Fact! I haven’t made it generally known. It’s too funny even to make a good press story. But I was admitted to the bar before the stage got me.”
“Well, I’ll be—!” Little ’Dolph’s fork halted in its hurried trip upward.
Gloria pushed her plate aside and leaned farther over the table, eager interest warming her eyes. Brooks brought his round to meet them. Sitting there with the flames flickering over tawny hair and smoky gray dress, she seemed somehow part of them.
“Tell us how it happened, John.”
“Oh, there’s no story strung to it. I’d done stuff each year in college theatricals and the last year we took our show on tour. I got the bug and when an honest-to-God manager offered me a real job I fell for it.”
“Have you ever wanted to go back to law?”
“If I did,” his thin lips twisted, “they’d think it too much of a joke to take me seriously.”
He said it with rather a grim smile and looking at Gloria. She twisted round in her chair, away from him. For a moment silence fell, broken only by little ’Dolph’s apparent enjoyment of his supper.
A gale banged against the windows trying to break its way in. Gloria got up, went over and drew aside the curtain. Brooks followed.
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“I’d love to be out in it!” Her voice throbbed. Night shadows, beckoning, fell across her face.
“It would never let you come back.”
“What a wonderful fight, though, trying to conquer it!”
“Do you think you could?”
“Yes. I think determination can conquer anything—even oneself.”
“If one could be sure of that.” He looked down at the full lips that trembled a little, at the eyes with flames back of them, and walked back to Cleeburg. “Think I’ll turn in, old man.”
Half an hour later Cleeburg stopped at the door of his wife’s room on the way to his own. She was letting down her hair. It fell like a loosened mane over neck and shoulders. He took a deep breath, more of wonder than any other emotion. She turned, saw him and got suddenly to her feet.
“Have you seen what a night it is, ’Dolph?”
She opened the French windows. A gale of dead leaves flung itself into the room. She lifted her face, pulled her purple silk kimono closer and stepped on the balcony. He tried to halt her with a warning against catching cold. She laughed and beckoned to him.
Black clouds raced across the moon. Trees dashed against the house with all the impotence of human effort against the walls of Destiny. There was no rain. The wind leaped up and drove Nature before it, a mocking god bent on destruction.
“By godfrey, if you could only get that on the stage!” whistled Cleeburg.
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Gloria said nothing. Her face was still lifted, lips apart. Her arms darted out so that the long kimono sleeves spread like wings. Her whole body was poised as if for flight.
Cleeburg stepped back and looked at her.
She was part of the storm-torn night. Something about the abandon of the scene frightened him.
“Come in, honey, won’t you? Catch your death if you stay out like this.”
Her arms dropped. She turned and followed him indoors. But opening his own window a while later he saw her slim silhouette outlined against hers, upright with the dusky light of a lamp behind her.
The next day at their noon breakfast he asked what time she had gone to bed.
“I don’t know. The night was so fascinating, I stayed up with it until day came.” She looked as if she had not slept.
Cleeburg lit a prodigiously long cigar, twirled it between his lips and settled back benignly in an armchair by the fire.
“Well, children, I’m here for the afternoon. Drive over to the club or do whatever you like. Little ’Dolph’s going to get busy doing nothing.”
He reached over without altering his position of solid comfort and picked at random one of the Sunday papers piled on the table beside him. His broad face was suffused with a look of utter peace and relaxation. Even the ever-active cigar suspended activities.
Gloria’s lips touched his forehead.
“We’ll go for a walk—back at four-thirty for tea.”
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His eyes went after her the length of the foyer to a side door opening on the gravel walk—Gloria in dull green sport coat and tam, a fur piece swung carelessly from one shoulder; and the tall well-knit man in knickerbockers whose elastic step so easily fell in with hers. Had they followed farther they would have seen two people tramping in silence along a country road strewn with leaves that faded from green to mottled dead brown under a sullen sky. They would have marveled at the set look of the man’s mouth, the quivering of the woman’s. Those sympathetic prominent eyes of his, always seeking the most beautiful way to simulate human emotion, would have clouded with question had they read the pain in both pairs that stared straight along the road without meeting.
Half a mile or so the two walked and then abruptly the man turned.
“I tried to avoid it, Gloria.”
“I know.”
“But he took the matter out of my hands. You saw that.”
“Yes.”
“I could see he was hurt because I hadn’t been out this year. And little ’Dolph isn’t the sort of man you can hurt.”
“No.”
“We both know that, don’t we?”
She looked up at him without answer. Tears stood in her eyes.
He turned his from them and his lips went tighter.
“He’s the finest that walks in shoe leather,” he added.
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“I told him that the night we came in from the road. But I was telling it more to myself than to him. John, I felt just knowing that you—that you cared, was disloyal to him.”
“I wouldn’t have let you know it, Gloria. I was determined never to suggest it by so much as a word. Then when you went smash at the theater the day before we came in, I—somehow I didn’t have to tell you, did I?”
“No.” It was a whisper.
“I want you to believe I couldn’t be anything but square with little ’Dolph. You do, don’t you?”
“Yes.”
“Why, even on the stage, I feel I haven’t the right to take you in my arms. And I must have shown it in some way or other. He noticed the difference at the dress rehearsal.”
She walked on silently at his side.
“But I’m glad you know. Don’t blame me for that. It’s the biggest, finest thing in my life, a thing I can’t help. I wouldn’t be human—”
“We must never mention it again, John,” she broke in and her voice came throbbing as it had the night before. “We can’t help it, just as you say. But we must keep it locked up tight, so that it will harm no one—not even ourselves. We owe that to him.”
“Yes. I’d made up my mind to that.”
“You mustn’t see me away from the theater. You mustn’t come out here any more.”
“I dare say it’s better that way.”
Her eyes traveled along the leaf-strewn road, then [195] up to the sulky sky. And because they were not seeing quite clearly she stumbled and almost fell across a fallen trunk.
The man’s arm went round her, holding the slim body a moment. Then with a conscious tightening of muscles he drew it away and plunged on without a glance at her.
Presently he turned and in the look he gave her was a sort of desperate pleading.
“Is there any harm in telling you just once, Gloria, what you mean to me? I’ve been telling it to myself so long.”
“I—I don’t think you’d better. I—I don’t believe I could listen.”
He looked down. Her eyes, struck with terror, went up to his.
“Please—don’t.”
“It’s all right. I won’t.”
They came to a trail through the woods.
“Shall we take this back?” She turned into it.
He reached up and broke a last branch of red leaves that trickled like blood from a dying tree, and handed it to her.
“Have you noticed how intensely bright this live stuff looks when everything around it is dead or dying?”
Little ’Dolph a mile or so distant, dozed by the fire with cigar still sidling from the corner of his mouth. His dreams were hazy and disjointed. But Gloria as he had seen her on the balcony the night before drifted through them. The howling night swept by, tearing at silken robe and wild hair. She seemed to sway with it. The [196] clouds descended. He had a vague sense of effort to reach out, to hold her, that breathless catch at the heart of nightmare. Then suddenly he lost sight of her. A distant crash and he saw the clouds sweep her up and—while he stood rooted—carry her away.
He sat up with a gasp. The cigar fell from his lips. His heart thumped madly.
“What a shame! The banging of the screen door wakened him!” It was Gloria’s voice and she was coming toward him.
He gave a great sigh of relief.
“By godfrey, I’m glad to be awake! Come here, kiddo. Want to make sure I’ve still got you!”
She whisked the branch of scarlet leaves across his face.
“Just had a dream that took you right out of my young life and I couldn’t catch up!”
She pulled off tam and coat, swung to the arm of his chair.
“Can’t lose me, Dolphy dear!”
“By-the-way,” remarked Brooks, as Gloria served tea, “please don’t mind if I beat it back to town to-night. I’ve got to see my lawyer at tenA.M., and you won’t be going in until to-morrow noon, will you?”
“Yes, I do mind, by George!” came from ’Dolph. “We get you out here once in a blue moon and you can’t even stand it for one day. What do you want with a lawyer anyhow? Hold on to your pocket and attend to your own legal affairs.”
“But if John has to go in, dear, we mustn’t keep him.”
Brooks was looking down at the cap twirling between his hands.
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“See, old man! Your wife understands.”
“All right!” Cleeburg got up, peeved, and went to the bell. “What time do you want the car? I’ll drive you to the station. But hanged if I don’t think you pay us a mighty poor compliment!”
He still showed annoyance when Brooks went up to pack his bag.
“What’s got him, anyhow?” he put to Gloria. “Damned if I ask him again!”
All the way to the station he chewed on his cigar, responding laconically when his guest tried to make conversation. The little manager had a peculiar racial pride that John Brooks unwittingly had speared.
“Good enough to hand out his weekly stipend; good enough to give him his living!” kept spinning round the active brain. “But not good enough any more to sit with at the table! Prefers his Fifth Avenue cronies for that.”
As the car stopped, Brooks swung down, reached out a hand.
“Thanks, old man. Had a great time!”
“The hell you had!” said Cleeburg.
He drove back still turning over his guest’s desertion and madder every minute. When the car pulled up he sprang out, intent upon talking the whole thing over with Gloria. He crossed the veranda, opened the front door.
She was sitting in the chair he had occupied before the fire. Her body was bent forward, head lowered. He went nearer. She was stripping the branch she had brought in of its blood-red leaves. One by one she broke them off and dropped them into the fire. And her eyes never left them as they curled up and shriveled to a crisp.
We who sit in the orchestra of life are inclined to smile, to lend willing ear to whispers of scandal from behind the footlights. Perhaps the standards are a bit less rigid on the surface. But so are emotions. They cannot be hidden as the rest of the world has learned to hide them but must be brought forth on the stage nightly that we at play may know the joy of laughter and tears for which our own lives do not exact payment.
Those twin giants, Opportunity and Propinquity, stand guard at the stage door, ushering in with a flourish each newcomer. Human frailty is their stock in trade, the theater their most satisfactory market. For a year they had stalked the steps of Gloria Cromwell and John Brooks. For a year they had appeared at unexpected moments, working in absolute harmony, waiting with tongue in cheek for the unguarded second when the set line of the man’s mouth would relax; when his lips would tell her what his arms had not yet made known; when the woman’s voice with its strange thrilling note would meet his and confess.
And they had been cheated. The unguarded second had come on the dingy stage of a small town theater during the tour of “Lady Fair”—with Gloria crumpling at his feet and his arms going round her in a sudden desperate clasp. Alone in her dressing-room, her opening eyes had met the look in his like a shaft of light struck [199] through blindness. His whispered “Gloria,” the straining of her close as if to hold her always; the swift loosening of that hold; the step backward; the breaking of their locked gaze.
If love could be classified—and of course it cannot—I wonder how we would label love that goes quietly on its way without hysteria, without big scenes, with no effort to grasp that to which it has no right; knowing that it must endure, even while it can never find fulfillment.
’Dolph Cleeburg, with round eyes constantly in search of new angles on old conflicts, did not dream that daily in his own home, in his own theater, those eyes were looking upon drama more vibrant than any he could see in a mimic world—the quiet tragedy of passion which in daily contact with its object, yet soldierwise faces its own death knell.
He took note of nothing but the crowds that jammed the theater. He planned gaily for next season’s tour, to be topped by triumphal entry into London.
“You and John will be a knock-out over there,” he told Gloria, eyes popping. “Even if I am sore at him, I’ve got to admit he knows his job.”
Gloria looked out at the hills, shorn of all but bare-limbed trees and covered with a fine frost, the gray beard of coming winter. It was their final week-end in the country, later than they usually remained. But she had wanted it so.
“Have you spoken to John about going?” she asked.
“Not since he was here. Haven’t spoken to him at all.”
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“Big baby!” she laughed.
“Well, he hurt my feelings. I can’t forget the way he gave us the go-by.”
“Then—then why send him abroad?” It came with a sharp intensity. “We can look the ground over when we cross this summer and engage an Englishman.”
“Not on your life! You and John pull too well together. The pair of you will give ’em a taste of real American pep.”
She hesitated, eyes riveted to the vista of cold hills. Suddenly she wheeled round, one hand grasping the drape that bordered the French window. The next words came like a catapult.
“’Dolph, don’t book me for London! I’m not going! I don’t want to play there.”
“You don’t—” Cleeburg’s jaw dropped in sheer amazement.
“No,” she raced on. “I’ve been thinking about it—a lot. I don’t want to go.”
“But why?”
“I’ve never been over. I don’t know any one—”
“That won’t take long. Why, they’ll be giving you a rush the day after you land. And there’s John for company if you get homesick.”
“Yes, I know. But”—she turned once more to the stripped hills, then back with something like terror in her eyes—“but it’s you I need, ’Dolph. I don’t want to be so far away from you.”
He got out of the chair that hugged his merry fire, went to her, laid a hand that trembled over hers.
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“Y’mean that, kiddo? After six years of me, do I honest-to-God matter as much as that?”
Her hand curled up and over his, holding it tight.
“Oh, ’Dolph, if you knew how much I need you! More now than ever before! Don’t send me away—don’t!”
Cleeburg’s eyes went up to hers. Hers went down before them.
“By godfrey!” he said finally, brushing a hand across his eyes. “Think I’m crying. Ain’t ashamed of it, either.”
She did not answer.
“You, too!” He peered under her lowered lids. “Fine pair of slushes, eh? Well, I want to tell you right now, honey—ain’t a knock-out I ever had that made a hit with me like this does.”
She brought a smile to her silent lips.
“All I’m looking for is the best thing for you,” he went on. “You’re the main guy in this combination. I’m just the old back drop like I told you. If you ain’t going to be happy in London, you don’t go—that’s all. But think it over! I’d like to see my little girl make the Britishers sit up. We’ll give them the once-over this summer. Then you can decide.”
The memory of that afternoon with Gloria against the sunless winter twilight begging not to be sent away from him, was to little ’Dolph like some treasure one keeps in a vault—to be taken out, gazed upon and locked away again. Sometimes in the rear office that was his sanctum, when things had gone wrong or a lull came in the [202] day’s activities, he would sink back in his chair, a smile slowly radiating his plain features, and before him would come a woman with arms outstretched toward him as if for protection against all the world. The wonder of it made him glow, sent the worries of business scurrying into the background.
He was seated so one Saturday afternoon between the matinÉe and evening performances, after having rounded up the tour for next season. The immortal cigar circled contentedly and he lolled back, contemplating a sweep of intense blue sky—but seeing rather the Long Island hills against a somber one—when his secretary brought word that John Brooks was outside and wanted to see him.
Cleeburg nodded.
“Lo, stranger,” he said a bit sheepishly as the latter came in. “Time you showed up.”
“I’ve been trying to see you for the past month,” Brooks informed him, throwing hat and coat on a chair and pulling another close to Cleeburg’s desk, “but you passed me up every time we met. Never mind, old man,” he added with a short smile as the other started to lay down his cigar, “I know why. You were sore at me—and with reason. We’ll let it go at that. I’m sorry.”
“So’m I,” grinned little ’Dolph and sat back again. “When I like a fellow, I like him. Enemies can’t hurt my feelings. Now what’s on your mind?”
Brooks got up as suddenly as he had sat down, took a turn the length of the room, and came back.
“’Dolph”—he began somewhat awkwardly and stopped. “’Dolph,—when this season closes I’m going [203] to ask you to get some one else for the road. I can’t go out next year.”
For the space of a breath the manager said nothing. He sat blinking uncertainly as if not sure of his ears. Then he jerked forward.
“What’s that?”
“I know it seems a rotten trick to pull. But I want you to take my word, ’Dolph, that I wouldn’t do it if I hadn’t justifiable reasons.”
“Am I to understand that you’re handing me your notice?”
“Yes, old man.”
“You’re notifying me that you quit?”
“Yes.”
“When?”
“When we close. If you can let me off before then—”
Cleeburg’s laugh cut the sentence like an ax. It held—sharp, contemptuous. Then his teeth shut on his cigar until the end broke off in his mouth.
“Who’s offering to star you?” came tersely.
A flash from the other’s eye answered the arraignment. But his reply was low and quiet.
“Nobody.”
“Since when did you take me for an easy mark?”
“’Dolph,” Brooks began, “you and I have been on the level with each other always. I’ve played fair and I’m going to keep on playing fair. I’m quitting for reasons I can’t make clear to you now. You’ll have to take my word for it.”
“The hell I will!” Cleeburg shot out. “This has been coming a long time. I saw it when you were in the [204] country. Swelled head—that’s the answer! Didn’t think they could do it to you. But those society snobs have got you thinking you’re Edwin Booth.”
The other man’s thin lips opened. His eyes narrowed with a look almost of menace. Then in silence he picked up a flexible paper cutter and bent it slowly in two. There was a snap. He chucked the pieces on the desk.
“That’s a damned injustice, Cleeburg. Wish you hadn’t said it. But it won’t change matters any. I’m quitting.”
“Look here, sorry if I was hasty. You hit me hard—that’s all! Sit down. Let’s talk it over—cards on the table. What’s the big idea?”
“I told you.”
“No, you didn’t. Somebody’s after you. Somebody’s going long on the golden promise stuff. I ain’t a fool. That’s plain as the nose on your face. Now who is it? Kane? Coghlan? Surprised they didn’t try to get you long ago.”
“They did. I turned them down.”
Beads of perspiration had gathered on Cleeburg’s head. He pulled a handkerchief from his coat pocket and mopped mechanically.
“Anything wrong downstairs?”
“N-no.”
The manager looked up sharply. “If there’s trouble, just spill it and I’ll settle things to your satisfaction.”
“Nothing wrong, old man.”
“Then look here, let’s get down to cases. If it’s business, we’ll talk business. You’ve got to stay. Gloria can’t get along without you.”
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Brooks’ eyes shifted to the window.
“I don’t want any trouble for her,” little ’Dolph pursued. “I’ve got you billed together next season. Her public looks for you both. I’ll meet any offer you got. Yes—and top it.”
Brooks turned back slowly, shook his head.
Cleeburg sprang up.
“Well, get me straight—will you? You’re tied up tight. And I won’t let you off. Now I’ll just about show you where you stand.” His thumb went down on the press-button in his desk as if it were going through the top. “Bring me Mr.Brooks’ contract,” he told his secretary.
Brooks walked over to the window. His hands were shaking. His face was dead white. He stood staring out with jaws set and the look of a man going into battle.
But Cleeburg saw nothing of that. His own hands opened and shut spasmodically. He tramped steadily back and forth the space of his desk, muttering to himself like the rumble of storm. Under the puzzled question that brought brows together was a frown of fury.
When the contract was handed him, he rustled quickly through the pages, scanning the closely typed sheets, studying it clause for clause.
“No, sir! I’ve got you!” he ended triumphantly.
“’Dolph, I’ve never asked favors—not from you nor any other man. But I ask you now to let me off without any kick. You know me well enough to realize I wouldn’t, without some good reason.”
“Then I’ve got to know what that reason is.”
“I can’t tell you.”
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“Not the ghost of an excuse, yet you want me to let you quit without a murmur! What d’you think I am?”
“I think you’re man enough not to try to hold me, contract or no contract.”
“That won’t work! Here it is, black on white.” He banged down the contract. “No loophole for three years! It’s ironclad.”
“Then I’ll have to break it,” the man at the window said quietly.
Cleeburg went close to him. For some unaccountable reason this man calmly breaking all rules of the game, made him feel apologetic. An outraged sense of justice added to his fury.
“Oh, you will—will you? Well, we’ll just look after that. Whatever you’ve got up your sleeve, Brooks, it’s a skunk trick. And I won’t stand for it, d’you hear? I’ll stop you from tying up with anybody else. S’help me, I will!”
“I’m not tying up with anybody else. I’m quitting—for good.”
“What?”
“That’s why I want you to release me.”
Cleeburg gave the same hard contemptuous laugh as before.
“What’re you trying to put over?”
“Nothing.”
“You mean to tell me you’re chucking a profession when you’re right on top?”
“I’m going back to the law—if the world hasn’t too keen a sense of humor to accept a one-time actor as a lawyer.”
[207]
The manager gave him one long uncomprehending look, then flung back his head and roared. It was laughter not pleasant to listen to. Brooks stood it silently for a stretch while his hands twitched. Then his eyes flared as if fire were behind them. Still he did not turn from the window.
“Let’s end this, will you? We’re not getting anywhere. And I’ve given you my ultimatum.”
“Well, I’ll give you mine.” Cleeburg had lost all count of words. The bruise of bucking against a stone wall had made him see red. “You stick to Gloria or I’ll make it so hot for you that they’ll hoot you out of this town! That’s the only way to handle—swine!” He broke off, turned on his heel, went back to the desk. Suddenly he leaned across it. “What the hell do you want, anyhow?”
Brooks came round like a pivot. The other man’s breath held at the look on his face. “I want your wife! Now for God’s sake throw me out, will you!”
It was quite still in the room. Even the words were spoken in something less than a whisper. When they had come there was no outward intimation that a man had pulled down a mountain crashing about his head.
Cleeburg’s hands clenched where they lay on the desk. He stared across it without changing position. The blood mounted to his wet forehead, then receded, leaving it gray white. His face was that of a man ready to kill. Then he shook his head a little vaguely, felt for the chair behind him, pulled it up to the desk. But he did not sink into it. He caught hold of the arm and stood so, steadying himself.
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“Nothing on God’s earth would have made me tell you, ’Dolph,” Brooks went on hoarsely. “I thought I could make you let me off without a word. But you can see for yourself—” He paused—then abruptly: “Do you know what it means to take her in my arms, loving her? Do you know what it means to want another man’s wife and feel her lips on yours every night?”
Cleeburg moistened his own. They opened and closed. His nails dug into the varnish of the chair. His eyes, so long unseeing, visualized in a flash the scene they had gazed upon so often—Gloria in the arms of the man facing him, himself urging them to more intense expression, more abandon of love. Like a raging animal the fighting male leaped up in him—then subsided, knowing it had to fight only itself. He met the straight look. In turn it met his. And he knew that set mouth had spoken truth, clean, uncompromising; could not have spoken at all if it had been otherwise. He groped uncertainly,—spoke at last half in fear, the first thought that had seized him.
“Does—does she—know?”
John Brooks looked into the tortured face and lied without hesitation.
“No.”
“You mean—she hasn’t even guessed?”
“No. And I don’t want her to.”
“That’s why you kept away from us?”
“Yes.”
“That’s why you went back to town last time you were with us.”
“Yes.”
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“And I thought you were a damned snob!” A hand that trembled came across the desk top. “Sorry I said what I did. Pardon!”
The other made an attempt to treat it lightly. Two shaking hands clasped.
“No trouble about getting off now, eh?”
“I—I’d like to eat dirt for the way I talked to you,” said Cleeburg.
“Forget it! Your assumption was the only logical one. Another man would be after me with a gun for what I’ve told you.”
“Look here,” little ’Dolph stumbled on, “I—I’ll star you myself.”
“No,” Brooks smiled a bit grimly. “I’m quitting—for good.”
’Dolph Cleeburg’s eyes, comprehending now, took in the drawn face and tired look of the man who had fought a losing battle—and won. And some strange click of memory brought simultaneously the same look of desperation in another face. Where had he seen it? When? Why did it haunt him? He sat down, picked up the halves of the paper cutter and tried to piece them together. Suddenly they rattled to the desk. Gloria! Gloria’s white face that night after he had put them through their paces, the night she had clung to him, the night of her strange outburst of hysteria. Gloria’s face when he suggested sending them abroad! Gloria’s face a dozen times since!
His gaze moved slowly toward the door, straining as a man stares through the dark. His thumb pressed the button on his desk, not as before, but mechanically. He [210] waited without moving. Yet his secretary stood in the doorway fully half a minute before he spoke.
“Find out if Miss Cromwell is in her dressing-room. Say I’d like to see her here.”
Brooks took a quick step toward him.
“What do you want her for.”
“To tell her you’re quitting.”
“That’s not necessary. See here, ’Dolph, let’s drop it. You and I understand each other.”
“No harm telling her, is there?”
The other man stepped back and sat down with a gesture that told the futility of argument. He, too, sat with eyes on the door.
Neither spoke. Little ’Dolph’s face seemed to sag. The skin fell heavily round the jaws. The eyes had a vague, helpless look. He took out his handkerchief, folded it carefully and put it back in his pocket. He got up, changed the position of a chair, came back to the desk.
“’Dolph, what are you going to do?” Brooks brought out at last.
“Just tell her,” he repeated.
The door opened and Gloria came in, dressed for the street.
“I’ve been waiting for you to take me to dinner,” she told Cleeburg. “What’s kept you, dear?”
He got up, pushed his chair in her direction.
“News,” came uncertainly after a second’s pause. “Rotten news. John’s leaving us.”
The bomb was flung. He stood peering into her face, waiting for its answer rather than that of her lips.
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There would be surprise—there must be that! And after the first start of amazement, a protest. And indignation! The outburst of the actress about to lose the support on which she depends. His hands clenched. That she might not see, he clasped them behind him. God, let her know the anxiety natural under the circumstances! Let her rise up determined to hold this man to his business contract! Let her threaten with all the impersonal fury he himself had shown! Let her prove that to her John Brooks was merely part of her professional life! That as such she would not let him go!
He waited while his silent lips moved in prayer.
Gloria’s first swift glance was to Brooks. His linked with hers. Her fingers locked and unlocked. Twice she opened her lips without speech, then turned back to Cleeburg.
“Has anything happened? There—there’s been no trouble between you, has there?” was all she said.
“Of course not,” Brooks put in quickly. “I’ve told ’Dolph I’m quitting for good. That’s all there is to it.”
Little ’Dolph did not take his eyes from her. Now it would come—surely. She had been too amazed, too taken back before. He waited for the throbbing voice to answer.
“You—you’re leaving the stage?” it asked too quietly.
“Yes,” Cleeburg plunged in. “He’s quitting us—cold. Get that? He’s leaving us in the lurch. What do you make of it?”
With a look of sudden fear, Brooks sprang up. “See here, ’Dolph—”
[212]
“John must have some good reason—”
“Do you know what it is?”
She glanced quickly from one to the other. Something in both faces brought her, too, to her feet. “Why should I?”
“You didn’t seem surprised when I told you.”
“I am surprised, of course.”
“Then why in God’s name don’t you make him give you some explanation?”
“Hasn’t he given you one?” she asked very low.
“Yes! Do you want to hear it?”
“’Dolph!” the other man fairly leaped at him.
“Wait a minute!” Cleeburg stretched out a hand. His throat was so parched, he could scarcely bring out the words. “Wait a minute! I’ve got to go through with this. I’ve got to know.” He turned to Gloria. “You asked if anything happened. The biggest thing has happened since you came into the room. I sent for you to tell you John was going. That means you lose the best support you ever had or will have. It knocked me out completely. And you take it without a murmur. You’ve got him under contract, yet you don’t make the ghost of an effort to hold him.”
Gloria’s voice shook as she answered.
“Why should I try to hold him against his will?”
“Why wouldn’t you put up the fight of your life to hold him—unless you’re afraid to?”
“Afraid to?”
“Let’s drop this!” came swift and sharp from Brooks.
“I can’t—I’ve got to know,” Cleeburg broke in pitifully. Then to Gloria like a man pleading for life: [213] “You didn’t want me to book you and John for London. You preferred not to go. That’s a fact, ain’t it?”
“Yes.”
“Was it—was it because you didn’t want to be over there with him—alone?”
She stared as he put the question—stared into the eyes that were like a bleeding animal’s.
“I didn’t want to go without you. You know that.”
He saw her mouth quiver at the corners and her teeth hold the lower lip. And all her nervousness that night of the dress rehearsal swept before him in torturing detail. He shook his head helplessly. He grasped the arm of a chair as he had once before and steadied himself. Haltingly the words he had known he must speak came at last.
“Why wouldn’t you go without me? Was that—was it because you knew what I know now—that he loves you?”
She gave a start. He saw her eyes fly to the other man’s. There was nothing of indignation in that look, nothing of anger. Terror—yes—and question! But back of both a glow—the instinctive look of the one woman to the one man that will live as long as the world. Because unconscious, it was all the revelation the man who watched her needed. A sort of groping wonder at his blindness seized him. Then little ’Dolph sank into the chair and, like a candle snuffed, hope went out of his eyes.
What she said as she turned back to him was merely a veil drawn across thought to hide its nakedness.
She went over, laid a hand on his shoulder and looked [214] into the poor haggard face that had not learned, as have women, to conceal its suffering. Her own was as white.
“’Dolph, dear—whatever John has told you, I want you to believe that he’s never, by so much as a word, been disloyal to you.”
He patted her hand and tried to smile.
“I know that, kiddo. It’s all right. Honest it is.”
“Don’t blame him. We’ve been together so much. The theater is so different from any other kind of life. It’s so—so intimate.”
“’Dolph has been one hundred per cent there.” Brooks squared his shoulders as he spoke and went toward the door. “Another man would have put a bullet through my head.”
“You—you’ll go on being his friend, ’Dolph?”
“Don’t worry, kiddo.”
“You and I will have each other.” Her voice broke.
His empty eyes came round to her.
“You’re going to stay on with me?”
“Of course I am.”
“Y’mean it?”
“Of course I do.” She looked to Brooks and held out her hand. “Good-by, John.”
He came over and took it and held it for a moment—tight.
“Good-by, Gloria. I’ll be leaving town next week, if ’Dolph’s willing to have an understudy take my place from to-night on. I’m not likely to see you again.”
Their eyes met and managed to smile. Then Gloria looked away. Something in her throat was fluttering like a wild thing.
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When she looked back the door had closed.
“You’re all right, honey,” Cleeburg murmured huskily.
Three hours later he let himself into the quiet office, switched on the light and went to the desk. A broken paper knife lay near the inkstand. He picked up the pieces, held them together with half a smile, then let them drop from his hand into the waste basket.
The chair he had pushed forward for Gloria stood as she had left it. He drew it over, sat down, and with broad mouth firm but hands that shook a little, pulled a sheet of foolscap toward him and took up a pen.
The pen moved across the sheet, sometimes hesitating, sometimes swift as a comet. But the determined line of little ’Dolph’s mouth never relaxed.
My dearest little girl:
I’ve been thinking a lot since dinner, and when a fellow has sort of lost the habit of thinking about anything but his next show it comes hard. But don’t you jump at the conclusion that what I’m going to say is hasty or that it ain’t final. For years there was a funny old feeling inside of me that I had something to tell the world and no way to tell it. I wanted to put over something on the stage that would sound like music or look like a beautiful painting. Scenery wouldn’t do it. The women I had trained couldn’t do it. I didn’t even know, myself, just what it was. I used to tell myself often I was a poor nut. Then you came along with that voice of yours and those eyes and the fire that hasn’t any name, and did it all for me. If there hadn’t ever been anything more for me than seeing those hopes come true, it would have been enough. But I’ve had you for almost six years. You made me happier than you know, kiddo. And what has a poor old dub like me ever done to expect more than the happiness life has already handed me through [216] you? Why, that’s a fortune that makes the Rockefeller millions look like thirty cents. If I try to hog more, if I keep you from the thing you’ve got a right to, the thing you gave me for six years, shooting’s too good for me.
You don’t think I could let you stay on with me, knowing that you and John belong together, do you? And you do belong together. You know I always said you made a fine team. Why, kiddo, it would finish me. I want you to be happy, that’s all. And I saw to-day where that happiness is for you.
I fixed it so that John couldn’t get off to-night. And I’m going to fix it now so that you’ll play together the rest of your lives. I’m sailing Monday to fix up those English contracts. When I come back in the fall you’re going to be free. No, not free, I’m wrong. I want to take you and John by the hands and say—Bless you, my children!
You remember, I called myself once your old back drop. Well, being that is about the best thing that’s ever happened to me. And I’ll keep on being that if you’ll let me, until you quit the game. Let me go on putting you over just like always and I’ll be O.K. Don’t you worry.
God bless you, kiddo.
’Dolph.
He folded the sheets without reading them, put them into an envelope, sealed it carefully, went downstairs and looked up the head usher.
“Take this to Miss Cromwell and give it into her hands yourself,” he said. “And here, kid.” And he slipped the boy a dollar.