A theatrical dressing-room, hung with red. Door upper right. Across upper left corner, a Spanish screen. Centre, a table set endwise, on which dance costumes lie. Chair on each side of this table. Lower right, a smaller table with a chair. Lower left, a high, very wide, old-fashioned arm-chair. Above it, a tall mirror, with a make-up stand before it holding puff, rouge, etc., etc. Alva is at lower right, filling two glasses with red wine and champagne. ALVA. Never since I began to work for the stage have I seen a public so uncontrolled in enthusiasm. LULU. (Voice from behind the screen.) Don't give me too much red wine. Will he see me to-day? ALVA. Father? LULU. Yes. ALVA. I don't know if he's in the theater. LULU. Doesn't he want to see me at all? ALVA. He has so little time. LULU. His bride occupies him. ALVA. Speculations. He gives himself no rest. (SchÖn enters.) You? We're just speaking of you. LULU. Is he there? SCHÖN. You're changing? LULU. (Peeping over the Spanish screen, to SchÖn.) You write in all the papers that I'm the most gifted danseuse who ever trod the stage, a second Taglioni and I don't know what else—and you haven't once found me gifted enough to convince yourself of the fact. SCHÖN. I have so much to write. You see, I was LULU. I must first accustom myself to the light. ALVA. She has kept herself strictly to her part. SCHÖN. (To Alva.) You must get more out of your performers! You don't know enough yet about the technique. (To Lulu.) What do you come as now? LULU. As a flower-girl. SCHÖN. (To Alva.) In tights? ALVA. No. In a skirt to the ankles. SCHÖN. It would have been better if you hadn't ventured on symbolism. ALVA. I look at a dancer's feet. SCHÖN. The point is, what the public looks at. An apparition like her has no need, thank heaven, of your symbolic mummery. ALVA. The public doesn't look as if it was bored! SCHÖN. Of course not; because I have been working for her success in the press for six months. Has the prince been here? ALVA. Nobody's been here. SCHÖN. Who lets a dancer come on thru two acts in raincoats? ALVA. Who is the prince? SCHÖN. Shall we see each other afterwards? ALVA. Are you alone? SCHÖN. With acquaintances. At Peter's? ALVA. At twelve? SCHÖN. At twelve. (Exit.) LULU. I'd given up hoping he'd ever come. ALVA. Don't let yourself be misled by his grumpy growls. If you'll only be careful not to spend your strength before the last number begins— (Lulu steps LULU. He doesn't seem to have noticed at all how cleverly you have used your performers. ALVA. I won't blow in sun, moon and stars in the first act! LULU. (Sipping.) You disclose me by degrees. ALVA. I knew, though, that you knew all about changing costumes. LULU. If I'd wanted to sell my flowers this way before the Alhambra cafÉ, they'd have had me behind lock and key right off the very first night. ALVA. Why? You were a child! LULU. Do you remember me when I entered your room the first time? ALVA. You wore a dark blue dress with black velvet. LULU. They had to stick me somewhere and didn't know where. ALVA. My mother had been lying sick two years then. LULU. You were playing theater, and asked me if I wanted to play too. ALVA. To be sure! We played theater! LULU. I see you still—the way you shoved the figures back and forth. ALVA. For a long time my most terrible memory was when all at once I saw clearly into your relations— LULU. You got icy curt towards me then. ALVA. Oh, LULU. He told me that at the time. ALVA. Since I've grown older, I can only pity him. He will never comprehend me. There he is making up a story for himself about a little diplomatic game that puts me in the rÔle of laboring against his marriage with the Countess. LULU. Does she still look as innocently as ever at the world? ALVA. She loves him. I'm convinced of that. Her family has tried everything to make her turn back. I don't think any sacrifice in the world would be too great for her for his sake. LULU. (Holds out her glass to him.) A little more, please. ALVA. (Giving it to her.) You're drinking too much. LULU. He shall learn to believe in my success! He doesn't believe in any art. He believes only in papers. ALVA. He believes in nothing. LULU. He brought me into the theater in order that someone might eventually be found rich enough to marry me. ALVA. Well, alright. Why need that trouble us? LULU. I am to be glad if I can dance myself into a millionaire's heart. ALVA. God defend that anyone should take you from us! LULU. You've composed the music for it, though. ALVA. You know that it was always my wish to write a piece for you. LULU. I am not at all made for the stage, however. ALVA. You came into the world a dancer! ALVA. Because if we did no man would believe us. LULU. If I didn't know more about acting than the people on the stage do, what might not have happened to me? ALVA. I've provided your part with all the impossibilities imaginable, though. LULU. With hocus-pocus like that no dog is lured from the stove in the real world. ALVA. It's enough for me that the public finds itself most tremendously stirred up. LULU. But I'd like to find myself most tremendously stirred up. (Drinks.) ALVA. You don't seem to be in need of much more for that. LULU. No one of them realizes anything about the others. Each thinks that he alone is the unhappy victim. ALVA. But how can you feel that? LULU. There runs up one's body such an icy shudder. ALVA. You are incredible. (An electric bell rings over the door.) LULU. My cape.... I shall keep in the proscenium! ALVA. (Putting a wide shawl round her shoulders.) Here is your cape. LULU. He shall have nothing more to fear for his shameless boosting. ALVA. Keep yourself under control! LULU. God grant that I dance the last sparks of intelligence out of their heads. (Exit.) ALVA. Yes, a more interesting piece could be written about her. (Sits, right, and takes out his note-book. Writes. Looks up.) First act: Dr.Goll. Rotten already! ESCERNY. Up to the middle of the third act it didn't seem to go so well to-day as usual. ALVA. I was not on the stage. ESCERNY. Now she's in full career again. ALVA. She's lengthening each number. ESCERNY. I once had the pleasure of meeting the artiste at SchÖn's. ALVA. My father has brought her before the public by some critiques in his paper. ESCERNY. (Bowing slightly.) I was conferring with Dr.SchÖn about the publication of my discoveries at Lake Tanganika. ALVA. (Bowing slightly.) His remarks leave no doubt that he takes the liveliest interest in your work. ESCERNY. It's a very good thing in the artiste that the public does not exist for her at all. ALVA. As a child she learned the quick changing of clothes; but I was surprised to discover such an expressive dancer in her. ESCERNY. When she dances her solo she is intoxicated ALVA. Here she comes. (Gets up and opens the door. Enter Lulu.) LULU. (Without wreath or basket, to Alva.) You're called for. I was three times before the curtain. (To Escerny.) Dr.SchÖn is not in your box? ESCERNY. Not in mine. ALVA. (To Lulu.) Didn't you see him? LULU. He is probably away again. ESCERNY. He has the last parquet-box on the left. LULU. It seems he is ashamed of me! ALVA. There wasn't a good seat left for him. LULU. (To Alva.) Ask him, though, if he likes me better now. ALVA. I'll send him up. ESCERNY. He applauded. LULU. Did he really? ALVA. Give yourself some rest. (Exit.) LULU. I've got to change again now. ESCERNY. But your maid isn't here? LULU. I can do it quicker alone. Where did you say Dr.SchÖn was sitting? ESCERNY. I saw him in the left parquet-box farthest back. LULU. I've still five costumes before me now; dancing-girl, ballerina, queen of the night, Ariel, and Lascaris.... (She goes behind the Spanish screen.) ESCERNY. Would you think it possible that at our first meeting I expected nothing more than to make the acquaintance of a young lady of the literary world?... (He sits at the left of the centre table, and remains there to the end of the scene.) Have I perhaps erred in my LULU. (Busy with the lacing of her bodice.) If there's just one evening I don't go on, I dream the whole night that I'm dancing and feel the next day as if I'd been racked. ESCERNY. But what difference could it make to you to see before you instead of this mob one spectator, specially elect? LULU. That would make no difference. I don't see anybody anyway. ESCERNY. A lighted summer-house—the splashing of the water near at hand.... I am forced in my exploring-trips to the practise of a quite inhuman tyranny— LULU. (Putting on a pearl necklace before the mirror.) A good school! ESCERNY. And if I now long to deliver myself unreservedly into the power of a woman, that is a natural need for relaxation.... Can you imagine a greater life-happiness LULU. (Jingling her heels.) Oh yes! ESCERNY. (Disconcerted.) Among cultured men you will find not one who doesn't lose his head over you. LULU. Your wishes, however, no one will fulfill without deceiving you. ESCERNY. To be deceived by a girl like you must be ten times more enrapturing than to be uprightly loved by anybody else. LULU. You have never in your life been uprightly loved by a girl! (Turning her back to him and pointing.) Would you undo this knot for me? I've laced myself too tight. I am always so excited getting dressed. ESCERNY. (After repeated efforts.) I'm sorry; I can't. LULU. Then leave it. Perhaps I can. (Goes left.) ESCERNY. I confess that I am lacking in deftness. Maybe I was not docile enough with women. LULU. And probably you don't have much opportunity to be so in Africa, either? ESCERNY. (Seriously.) Let me openly admit to you that my loneliness in the world embitters many hours. LULU. The knot is almost done.... ESCERNY. What draws me to you is not your dancing. It's your physical and mental refinement, as it is revealed in every one of your movements. Anyone who is so much interested in art as I am could not be deceived in that. For ten evenings I've been studying your spiritual life in your dance, until to-day when you entered as the flower-girl I became perfectly clear. Yours is a grand nature—unselfish; you can see no one suffer; you embody the joy of life. As a wife you will make a man happy above all LULU. (Having somewhat loosened her laces, takes a deep breath and jingles her spurs.) Now I can breathe again. The curtain is going up. (She takes from the centre table a skirt-dance costume—of bright yellow silk, without a waist, closed at the neck, reaching to the ankles, with wide, loose sleeves—and throws it over her.) I must dance. ESCERNY. (Rises and kisses her hand.) Allow me to remain here a little while longer. LULU. Please, stay. ESCERNY. I need some solitude. (Lulu goes out.) What is to be aristocratic? To be eccentric, like me? Or to be perfect in body and mind, like this girl? (Applause and bravos outside.) He who gives me back my faith in men, gives me back my life. Should not the children of this woman be more princely, body and soul, than the children whose mother has no more vitality in her than I have felt in me until to-day? (Sitting, right; ecstatically.) The dance has ennobled her body.... (Alva enters.) ALVA. One is never sure a moment that some miserable chance may not throw the whole performance out for good. (He throws himself into the big chair, left, so that the two men are in exactly reversed positions from their former ones. Both converse somewhat boredly and apathetically.) ESCERNY. But the public has never yet shown itself so grateful. ALVA. She's finished the skirt-dance. ESCERNY. I hear her coming.... ESCERNY. She has two ballet-costumes, if I'm not mistaken? ALVA. I find the white one more becoming to her than the rose. ESCERNY. Do you? ALVA. Don't you? ESCERNY. I find she looks too body-less in the white tulle. ALVA. I find she looks too animal in the rose-tulle. ESCERNY. I don't find that. ALVA. The white tulle expresses more the child-like in her nature. ESCERNY. The rose tulle expresses more the female in her nature. (The electric bell rings over the door. Alva jumps up.) ALVA. For heaven's sake, what is wrong? ESCERNY. (Getting up too ALVA. Something's gone wrong there— ESCERNY. How can you get so suddenly frightened? ALVA. That must be a hellish confusion! (He runs out. Escerny follows him. The door remains open. Faint dance-music heard. Pause. Lulu enters in a long cloak, and shuts the door to behind her. She wears a rose-colored ballet costume with flower garlands. She walks across the stage and sits down in the big arm-chair near the mirror. After a pause Alva returns.) ALVA. You had a faint? LULU. Please lock the door. ALVA. At least come down to the stage. ALVA. See whom? LULU. With his bride? ALVA. With his— (To SchÖn, who enters.) You might have spared yourself that jest! SCHÖN. What's the matter with her? (To Lulu.) How can you play the scene straight at me! LULU. I feel as if I'd been whipped. SCHÖN. (After bolting the door.) You will dance—as sure as I've taken the responsibility for you! LULU. Before your bride? SCHÖN. Have you a right to trouble yourself before whom? You've been engaged here. You receive your salary... LULU. Is that your affair? SCHÖN. You dance for anyone who buys a ticket. Whom I sit with in my box has nothing to do with your business! ALVA. I wish you'd stayed sitting in your box! (To Lulu.) Tell me, please, what I am to do. (A knock at the door.) There is the manager. (Calls.) Yes, in a moment! (To Lulu.) You won't compel us to break off the performance? SCHÖN. (To Lulu.) Onto the stage with you! LULU. Let me have just a moment! I can't now. I'm utterly miserable. ALVA. The devil take the whole theater crowd! LULU. Put in the next number. No one will notice if I dance now or in five minutes. There's no strength in my feet. ALVA. But you will dance then? LULU. As well as I can. LULU. (When Alva is gone.) You are right to show me where my place is. You couldn't do it better than by letting me dance the skirt-dance before your fiancÉe.... You do me the greatest service when you point out where I belong. SCHÖN. (Sardonically.) For you with your origin it's incomparable luck to still have the chance of entering before respectable people! LULU. Even when my shamelessness makes them not know where to look. SCHÖN. Nonsense!—Shamelessness?—Don't make a necessity of virtue! Your shamelessness is balanced with gold for you at every step. One cries "bravo," another "fie"—it's all the same to you! Can you wish for a more brilliant triumph than when a respectable girl can hardly be kept in the box? Has your life any other aim? As long as you still have a spark of self-respect, you are no perfect dancer. The more terribly you make people shudder, the higher you stand in your profession! LULU. But it is absolutely indifferent to me what they think of me. I don't, in the least, want to be any better than I am. I'm content with myself. SCHÖN. (In moral indignation.) That is your true nature. I call that straightforward! A corruption!! LULU. I wouldn't have known that I had a spark of self-respect— SCHÖN. (Suddenly distrustful.) No harlequinading— LULU. O Lord—I know very well what I'd have become if you hadn't saved me from it. SCHÖN. Are you then, perhaps, something different to-day? SCHÖN. That is right! LULU. (Laughs.) And how awfully glad I am about it. SCHÖN. (Spits.) Will you dance now? LULU. In anything, before anyone! SCHÖN. Then down to the stage! LULU. (Begging like a child.) Just a minute more! Please! I can't stand up straight yet. They'll ring. SCHÖN. You have become what you are in spite of everything I sacrificed for your education and your welfare. LULU. Had you overrated your ennobling influence? SCHÖN. Spare me your witticisms. LULU. The prince was here. SCHÖN. Well? LULU. He takes me with him to Africa. SCHÖN. Africa? LULU. Why not? Didn't you make me a dancer just so that someone might come and take me away with him? SCHÖN. But not to Africa, though! LULU. Then why didn't you let me fall quietly in a faint, and silently thank heaven for it? SCHÖN. Because, more's the pity, I had no reason for believing in your faint! LULU. (Making fun of him.) You couldn't bear it any longer out there? SCHÖN. Because I had to bring home to you what you are and to whom you are not to look up. LULU. You were afraid, though, that my legs might have been seriously injured? SCHÖN. I know too well you are indestructible. LULU. So you know that? LULU. No one is keeping you here. SCHÖN. I'm going as soon as the bell rings. LULU. As soon as you have the energy! Where is your energy? You have been engaged three years. Why don't you marry? You recognize no obstacles. Why do you want to put the blame on me? You ordered me to marry Dr.Goll: I forced Dr.Goll to marry me. You ordered me to marry the painter: I made the best of a bad bargain. Artists are your creatures, princes your protegÉs. Why don't you marry? SCHÖN. (Raging.) Do you imagine you stand in the way? LULU. (From here to the end of the act triumphant.) If you knew how happy your rage is making me! How proud I am that you should humble me by every means in your power! You debase me as deep—as deep as a woman can be debased, for you hope you can then jump over me easier. But you have suffered unspeakably yourself from everything you just said to me. I see it in you. Already you are near the end of your self-command. Go! For your innocent fiancÉe's sake, leave me alone! One minute more, your mood will change around and you'll make a scene with me of another kind, that you can't answer for now. SCHÖN. I fear you no longer. LULU. Me? Fear yourself! I do not need you. I beg you to go! Don't give me the blame. You know I don't need to faint to destroy your future. You have unlimited confidence in my honorableness. You believe not only that I'm an ensnaring daughter of Eve; you believe, too, that I'm a very good-natured creature. I am SCHÖN. (Desperate.) Leave my thoughts alone! You have two men under the sod. Take the prince, dance him into the earth! I am thru with you. I know when the angel in you stops off and the devil begins. If I take the world as it's made, the Creator must be responsible, not I! To me life is not an amusement! LULU. And, therefore, you make claims on life greater than anyone can make. Tell me, who of us two is more full of claims and demands, you or I? SCHÖN. Be silent! I don't know how or what I think. When I hear you, I don't think any more. In a week I'll be married. I conjure you, by the angel that is in you, during that time come no more to my sight! LULU. I will lock my doors. SCHÖN. Go on and boast! God knows since I've been wrestling with the world and with life I have cursed no one like you! LULU. That comes from my lowly origin. SCHÖN. From your depravity! LULU. With a thousand pleasures I take the blame on myself! You must feel clean now; you must think yourself a model of austerity now, a paragon of unflinching principle! Otherwise you could never marry the child in her boundless inexperience— SCHÖN. Do you want me to grab you and— LULU. Yes! What must I say to make you? Not for the world would I change with the innocent kid now! Tho the girl loves you as no woman has ever loved you yet! SCHÖN. Silence, beast! Silence! SCHÖN. (Raising his fists.) God forgive me— LULU. Strike me! Where is your riding-whip? Strike me on the legs— SCHÖN. (Grasping his temples.) Away, away! (Rushes to the door, recollects himself, turns around.) Can I go before the girl now, this way? Home! LULU. Be a man! Look yourself in the face once:—you have no trace of a conscience; you are frightened at no wickedness; in the most cold-blooded way you mean to make the girl that loves you unhappy; you conquer half the world; you do what you please;—and you know as well as I that— SCHÖN. (Sunk in the chair, right centre, utterly exhausted.) Stop! LULU. That you are too weak—to tear yourself away from me. SCHÖN. (Groaning.) Oh! Oh! You make me weep. LULU. This moment makes me I cannot tell you how glad. SCHÖN. My age! My position! LULU. He cries like a child—the terrible man of might! Now go so to your bride and tell her what kind of a girl I am at heart—not a bit jealous! SCHÖN. (Sobbing.) The child! The innocent child! LULU. How can the incarnate devil get so weak all of a sudden! But now go, please. You are nothing more now to me. SCHÖN. I cannot go to her. LULU. Out with you. Come back to me when you have regained your strength again. LULU. (Gets up; her cloak remains on the chair. Shoving aside the costumes on the centre table.) Here is writing-paper— SCHÖN. I can't write.... LULU. (Upright behind him, her arm on the back of his chair.) Write! "My dear young lady SCHÖN. (Hesitating.) I call her Adelheid... LULU. (With emphasis.) "My dear young lady..." SCHÖN. My sentence of death! (He writes.) LULU. "Take back your promise. I cannot reconcile it with my conscience—" (SchÖn drops the pen and glances up at her entreatingly.) Write conscience!—"to fasten you to my unhappy lot...." SCHÖN. (Writing.) You are right. You are right. LULU. "I give you my word that I am unworthy of your love—" (SchÖn turns round again.) Write love! "These lines are the proof of it. For three years I have tried to tear myself loose; I have not the strength. I am writing you by the side of the woman that commands me. Forget me. Dr.Ludwig SchÖn." SCHÖN. (Groaning.) O God! LULU. (Half startled.) No, no O God! (With emphasis.) "Dr.Ludwig SchÖn." Postscript: "Do not attempt to save me." SCHÖN. (Having written to the end, quite collapses.) Now—comes the—execution. CURTAIN |