Still the clouds gather, still must fear and doubt Time sped on at the Cottage as smoothly as it had done before Margaret left it. The spring came sooner than she could have believed; the beautiful early summer followed. She was out almost all day, rambling by the sea-side, working in the garden, visiting the poor. She heard at intervals from Elizabeth, and so traced her progress through the Italian States. At length, she said that her father and herself had it in contemplation to return to England in June; and that they had been very earnestly pressed by Lord and Lady Raymond to Mrs. Fitzpatrick was well contented to go. Margaret could not refuse; her heart sank, now that the time came, when she thought that Mr. Haveloc's estate was at no great distance from Wardenscourt; and that if he were not abroad, she might Margaret thought it almost a pity she was so careful to hide the sweetness she might possess; and she thought, with a smile, of the caustic remarks that Harriet would be likely to make upon her manner. "Harriet is out riding with Mr. Gage," said Lucy turning to Margaret, "do wait here till she comes in; she will be so delighted to see you. But for you, dear Mrs. Fitzpatrick," she said, again taking her hand, "I should recommend, do you know, an hour's complete rest, before you dress for dinner." Mrs. Fitzpatrick thought her advice very kind and excellent, and went up to her room. Margaret remained with Lady Raymond. In a few minutes, Harriet and Mr. Gage rode up to the steps. Harriet dismounted hastily, and ran up into the verandah. "She is looking very well, is she not?" said Lucy. She looked brilliant, in perfect health, excited by exercise, the red and white of her fine complexion more intense; the dark hue of her chestnut hair, defining the oval contour of her forehead and cheeks. She sprang forward to greet Margaret, as warmly affectionate as ever. "And you, ma mie—I wish I could say every thing I want at once. Lucy, love, the Sedleys were not at home; I say, George. Well, if he is not looking at the chestnut's fore foot! I never knew such a fidget about horses. George! how polite you are to Miss Capel." "Miss Capel!" said Mr. Gage, coming up quickly into the verandah, "I am heartily glad to see you again." His manner was so much more blunt and frank than before—he reminded her so strongly of Captain Gage, that she was quite astonished. "Ah, how I have improved him!" Mr. Gage laughed, and told Harriet that she had nearly lamed her chestnut, and might be satisfied with her morning's work. Harriet took off her hat, and sat down with her back to him, saying, that what she had marred, he might mend; he was good for nothing else. Her voice, her face, so full of happiness, contradicted her words. Mr. Gage went out to look after the horses, which were equally beloved by both of them. Lady Raymond, coming up to her sister, stood arranging her hair, which was slightly ruffled by her hat. "Well, Mrs. Gage, you took your time this morning," she said; "you find Mr. Gage's company very agreeable, I conclude; since you certainly give me but little of yours. Always, I assure you, my dear Miss Capel, rambling about with Mr. Gage." Margaret smiled at Harriet, who looked half bashful, half mischievous. "It is very well it has turned out so tolerably," said she; "because I always tell George that you had a great hand in bringing things about." "But you are quite happy, Harriet?" "Yes; pretty comfortable. George really did take a house for me—a very pretty house. So that when he is obliged to leave Dublin, I shall let him go, and remain behind; for I like the society very much." "How independently she talks," said Lucy, laughing. "George has so many faults," pursued Harriet; "I fancy sometimes he must be jealous. If you knew the trouble I had to get any of his brother officers introduced to me. I only know two—such sweet young men! One of them plays the cornopean admirably, and the other makes the most excellent toffy." "Might I ask what toffy is?" enquired Margaret. "It is made, my love, by boiling treacle and sugar," replied Harriet. "Oh, and lemon-peel!" said Lady Raymond. "No; almonds," replied Harriet; "that was the way we made it one morning when George was gone to a steeple-chase; and when he came back he could not think what made everything so sticky. That is the only objection to the compounding of toffy. You still like Mrs. Fitzpatrick, Margaret?" she said, turning to her with much softness of expression. "Very much! I am truly attached to her," replied Margaret. "I am glad of it. No doubt she is a delightful person," said Harriet. "But you are not going to be an old maid. I have my wits about me; and I will take any bet that any body pleases to offer, you don't go back single. Everard Gage comes here this very day, does not he, Lucy?" "Yes; but Everard—" said Lady Raymond. "I know he will be as hard to rouse as "But pray, Harriet, not for me," said Margaret. "Do not disturb Mr. Everard's tranquillity on my account." "The best match decidedly about this neighbourhood is Mr. Haveloc, of Tynebrook," said Lady Raymond, laughing. "I strongly recommend him to Miss Capel's notice; and though he is at present in London, he is soon expected to return. Lord Raymond likes him extremely." "Didn't I meet him at Chirke Weston, Margaret?" asked Harriet. "I think you did," replied Margaret. "Ay! you were too young then, or else it was really much neglect on your part—staying in the very house," said Harriet. "You will have it all to begin again." This was very pleasant, certainly, to have two kind friends planning to throw Margaret and Mr. Haveloc together as much as possible. Margaret faintly entreated that Harriet "But about Mr. Haveloc," said Lady Raymond, drawing her chair close into the window. "As Mrs. Fitzpatrick is up stairs, I will tell you such a romantic story about him. You know Mrs. Fitzpatrick had a very lovely daughter. Well; Mr. Haveloc was devotedly attached to her; it was all settled—they were going to be married, when she fell into a rapid decline, and died. Raymond saw him there, and said—" Here Lady Raymond expressed Lord Raymond's sayings by lifting up her hands and eyes, and dropping them both together; "and I think that it was which made Mr. Haveloc rather religious." "Is he religious?" asked Harriet, pulling the leaves carelessly from a geranium. "Oh, I think so!" returned Lady Raymond, "he has been building schools on his estate; and is wild now about repairing "Well, what an odd fancy," said Harriet, winding her riding whip round her fingers. "I always thought he was a moonshiny sort of a person. I suppose he was engrossed by Miss Fitzpatrick when I saw him. You know people gave him to Bessy about that time." "So I remember; it was the first thing almost that I heard of him," said Margaret. "Shall we dress, pet?" asked Harriet, fondly passing her arm round Margaret's Margaret assented, and Harriet left the room with Lady Raymond. Margaret stood for a few minutes leaning against the window, trying to compose herself, or to appear composed. "Shall I never be wise or womanly?" she asked herself, "shall I never bear to hear his name mentioned without such a pang as I now feel? Is this, as one sometimes reads, to embitter my whole life—this wretched mistake? It is too severe a penalty for my folly! How can I meet him calmly, if I am thus agitated by the very narrative of circumstances that I have long known, and long made up my mind to forget?" But as thinking did not seem likely to make matters better, Margaret roused herself, and went up stairs to dress. She was quite startled to find Mrs. Fitzpatrick in her room, in her black velvet, ready for dinner. "I am late—am I not?" said she, "Not early, my dear, but you will find time enough, you are always so rapid." Mason set to work directly; Mrs. Fitzpatrick sat beside the toilet, talking. At last, Margaret, who had scarcely replied, turned her head round, and said, "How long do we stay here?" "How long, my dear? Why, we have but just arrived," said her friend with a smile. "True," said Margaret, "there is no reason; only I do not feel very well." "The journey, perhaps," said Mrs. Fitzpatrick, kindly, "we must see what a night's rest will do for you; but do not talk of going away, for I have made up my mind that you enjoy yourself very much." Margaret smiled sadly, and accompanied her friend into the drawing-room. It was already lighted up, and the scented air of the warm summer evening, struggled in through the closed curtains. The guests were standing and sitting in groups, talking Mrs. Fitzpatrick and Margaret were presented to him, and he received them with kindness. "You remember Miss Capel, at Chirke Weston, my dear, don't you," said Lucy. Lord Raymond did not—but he said he did, and asked her, "if she left all her friends well in that part of the world." Harriet came close to Lord Raymond, and whispered something in his ear, which made him laugh; and then seizing hold of Margaret, she exclaimed to some one reclining almost at full length in an easy chair: "Everard—wake up! this is Miss Capel!" Margaret blushed crimson; the person addressed, who appeared to be in the last stage of exhaustion, forced himself into a sitting posture, smiled favourably on Margaret without speaking, stared; and sank back again. "What a wretch he is," said Harriet, standing quite close to him while she made her remarks, "does he not look like a "Ah!" said the person appealed to. At that moment, he was directed to take Miss Capel to dinner, which great exertion he underwent. Harriet, on the other side, allowed him but little peace. She contrived to make the most provoking demands on his memory and his descriptive powers, neither of which were particularly vivid. She would ask how far it was from Halifax to Quebec? What the falls of Niagara looked like? How many miles an hour one could go in a sledge? All these questions were easily despatched by the words: I don't know—I can't tell—I forget. And then a slight pause, while Harriet ate her dinner; but as she ate little, and talked much, her attacks soon began again. "I say, Everard, are the ladies pretty over in Canada?" "Some of them." "But now, answer me on your word of honour, have they not red noses?" A laugh. "How do you think George is looking?" "Oh! very well." "What a touching thing it was to see you two meet." "Did you think so?" "Margaret, just fancy two brothers who had not seen each other for three years, George comes into the room with his mouth full of something about my chestnut, and seeing Everard in the arm-chair, asleep, says: 'Ah! Everard, you there!' Upon which my friend to the right, answers: 'Eh! George how are you?' I shed tears. Two horses, I need not say, would have been more affectionate." "I am sure I kissed you," said Everard, anxious to defend himself. There was a general laugh. "Of course," said Harriet, quickly recovering from her confusion, "very proper Lord James, who looked as bold as his wife, which was saying a great deal for him, was stopped in the act of launching some witticism on the public, and contented himself with laughing longer and louder than any body else. "How do you like Everard? Don't you think him very handsome?" inquired Harriet as soon as the ladies left the dining-room, "he is considered the best looking of the Gages." Margaret smiled at Harriet's eagerness to provide for her, but begged again with genuine earnestness to be left to her fate. Lady James Deacon came up to them, was named to Margaret, and became gracious in her manner. She showed her a new species of knitting, and on Mrs. Fitzpatrick standing by to learn it, she transferred her instructions to her with great good humour. She rallied Harriet, in the pauses, upon her handsome brother-in-law, and alluded to some other conquest, which Margaret felt and looked pained; she disliked all jests upon what she could not help considering as sacred subjects; and she thought a wife's vows too important to become the object of such light discourse. She looked uneasily at Harriet, who stood laughing at all Lady James chose to say, or hint. Mrs. Gage saw this in a moment, and with her usual abruptness, she drew Margaret out upon the terrace. |