Your arms have held me till they seemed my home. Your heart denies me; and the spells I weave Are powerless to hold you. You must roam, And I must, grieving, hide the thing I grieve. Oh, love that does not love me, will there come No time when I am all too dear to leave? Is life so rich without me? Will there be No ache of loneliness? No sudden sting Of loss—of longing? Will your memory Dwell on no passionate, sweet, familiar thing, Soft touch or whispered word? Are you so free From any ties but those new days may bring? So much I miss you that I do not dare To let my heart turn backward, nor my eyes Search the wide future that is swept so bare Of all I coveted. Yet deeplier lies Than any misery of dull despair The fear that you may some day come to prize The things I stand for, when I am not there To fill your needs with all my sympathies. |