At evening when the twilight curtains fall, Before the lamps are lit within my room, My memories hang bright upon the gloom, Like ancient frescoes painted on the wall. And I can hear the call of birds and bells And shadowy sound of waves, and wind through leaves And wind that rustles through the burnished sheaves, And far off voices whispering farewells. I dream again the joy I used to know While straying by the sea that hardly sighed A sorrow in my singing, as the tide Crept up to clasp me, smiled, and let me go. And I remember all the glad lost hours, The racing of brown rabbits on the hill, The winds that prowled around the lonely mill, Laburnum laughter, music of the flowers. The berries plucked with loitering delight, Staining the dusk with purple, till the thought Of starry little ghosts behind us caught Our hearts and made us fearful of the night. The London evenings huddled in the rain Whose misty prisms shone with lamplight pale, Making our hearts seem sinister and frail, Fainting our thoughts with mystery and pain. I have a world of memories to dream, To touch with loving fingers as a sigh Revives a little flame and lets it die. Ah, were the days as lovely as they seem Now that they look so peaceful lying dead? And is it all the hope of Joy we have, The broken trophies of the things she gave And took away to give us dreams instead? The things we love and lose before we find The way to love them well enough and keep, That now are woven on the looms of sleep That now are only music of the wind. 1918 London grows sad at evening, And we at the windows sit To watch her moods, Wearying with her. Even a noise of laughter from the street Sounds in our ears Like something dropped and shattered on the stone. Then her musician comes, A wandering, malicious spirit; The organ grinder, playing those old tunes We know too well, That hurt us with fatigue. Till Hope like a harlequin, His glitter hidden in a ragged coat, The lamplighter, goes by, Planting his pale flames in the dusk. 1918 Ah! the spring, Sudden, surprising, Melting the iron scales around the heart As the earliest sun Melts the cold case of dew on leaves— Ah! the streets like odorous rivers Chanting the echoes of seas— Ah! the flowers in shop-windows Beseeching, persuasive, Reluctant to let their beauty flow away From thoughts that mirror them in passing— Beautiful exiles Fluttering in their chains, Thrilled with the noise of bees, The music of meadows Still hovering around them— Flower fingers, flower-touches, Passional, reminiscent, Rippling the soul's still waters— Flower galaxies, Enamelled bridges arching from dream to dream, Garlands splashing over the eyes of satyrs, The furtive woodland eyes, The pointed inquisitive ears— Pallid flowers foaming on hill-crests, Gushing heavenwards From a sea of stormy mountains— Opening and shutting exquisite doors, As the senses open to music, Shut upon silence, Open to beauty, Close their caskets upon love— Ah! the flowers in the windows, Amorous of poets Making a chaplet of song! 1919 |