Day was breaking when Drew came on deck the next morning. The noises of the vessel, which had clanked and whined all night through his broken sleep, seemed to him to take on new life as he reached the deck; but the brig, as she lay rolling in the trough of the sea, had the gray, tired look of ships coming home from long voyages. There were no clouds in the sky, but the stars had faded out, and even as he gazed the rim of the sun appeared above the sea, flattened out on the horizon, then rose in an elongated ball. For an instant a red pendant seemed to cling to the far edge of the ocean; then it vanished, and the sun, The ocean had the glassy aspect of the preceding day; as far as the eye carried not a catspaw darkened the surface. In every direction the white sails of the Portuguese men-of-war rose and fell on the long blue swells. Fifty yards astern the triangular dorsal fin of a shark moved slowly across their track. Drew watched its silent progress with the fascination that the landsman, seeing it for the first time, bestows upon it as the embodiment of the cruelty and mystery of its abode. He turned at the sound of a footstep, and, seeing Medbury beside him, greeted him, and then nodded astern. "It's a shark, isn't it?" he asked. "I never saw one before." "Yes," replied the mate. "It's queer, but everybody seems to know them right off. Sort of natural dislike, I guess." "It beats all," he muttered; "there isn't air enough to float a soap-bubble." He walked to the pennant halyards, and, untying them, jerked the fly free from its staff. "It hasn't lifted an inch in fifteen hours," he said. "Confound it! I believe the world has died overnight!" Then he laughed at his own ill-nature. "It always gets on my nerves—weather like this," he explained to Drew. He turned and walked to the other side of the vessel as Captain March came on deck. He also looked aloft, glanced at the binnacle from mere force of habit, and then swept the horizon with half-shut eyes. His face was inscrutable, and absolutely without emotion. "It's going to be hot," was his only remark. Then he walked to a camp-chair, and, drawing it to the rail, sat down, and began to whistle softly. "I guess I'll rig up the triangle this morning and scrape the mainmast," he said. "It's a good chance." The captain squinted aloft, but said nothing. "I'll start at the foot," continued the mate, as if in answer to unspoken criticism. "Maybe it'll breeze up before the men get much above the deck." "All right," said the captain, and went on whistling. "There isn't a breath of air," said Medbury. "I believe everything's dead." "Nothing dead about this roll," replied Captain March. "Well, it ought to be," replied the mate, and walked forward. "I don't know as the crew's going to rise up and call him blessed when he orders them aloft on that job in a swell like this," Then the barefooted crew came aft with buckets and brooms to wash down the decks, and he and Drew went below. When they came back to the deck, after breakfast, two men were at the grindstone sharpening their knives, and a third was scraping a bright pin-rail forward. Medbury sat on the forward end of the house, making double-crown knots in the ends of new man-ropes. He did not look up as Hetty and the minister came and stood over him, watching his work. Captain March came past the group in his morning walk. "You're not going to scrape the mainmast, eh?" he said, as he went by. His eyes twinkled. Medbury did not look up as he answered: "No; I guess I'll keep them on deck." Hetty looked aloft at the mast thrashing through a wide arc. Medbury glanced at her with a shamefaced smile, but he made no reply. Drew laughed. "Do you know, I had heard so much of the harsh treatment of sailors by their officers that I came on this voyage prepared for something of the sort, and dreading it," he said, in his slow, deep voice; "but I have seen nothing but consideration." Medbury's mouth twitched with scornful amusement; it almost seemed to him that Drew had unknowingly called him pusillanimous. He was by no means a hard man, and was popular with his crews; but he was young and a certain amount of swagger seemed amusing, while, in addition, he had all the contempt of the American sailor for the stolid alien creatures who more and more were finding their way into the forecastles of ships that carried his country's flag. "Yes," broke in Hetty, eagerly; "it is only a brute who will take advantage of his power. I have been going to sea all my life, but I have never seen cruelty. All the sailors I know are the largest-hearted of men. I hate the tales that blacken them." "I have known them only ashore," said Drew, "and I certainly never knew a more joyous, open-hearted people—hardly the sort to make tyrants of." He turned to Medbury: "But you were going to say—?" Medbury sharply drew the strands of his rope through the outer walling of the knot as he replied: "Oh, nothing." "I fancy," began Drew, "that sailors are too practical a class, too constantly surrounded by danger, not to know the value of self-restraint. It is wise to keep far from one the passion that fires the mind beyond Medbury glanced up as he spoke, and caught the look that Hetty fastened upon the speaker. There was nothing in the quiet gaze beyond interest and the sympathy of kindred convictions, but it gave Medbury the curious sensation of standing apart from them, of being irrevocably alone. He turned away with a new pain about his heart. He was still thinking of Hetty's look when Drew, busily erecting his card-house of the sailor's life upon a foundation of calm philosophy, asked him if he had ever seen cruelty on shipboard. His tone was the confident one of the philosopher who, having formulated a theory, calmly awaits the facts that will establish it. "You two might call it that," Medbury answered, not without a touch of resentment in his voice; "I shouldn't. It's easy enough to talk about self-restraint, but when it means Drew was dimly aware that the situation had somehow become charged with feeling, and remained silent; but Hetty, with clearer instinct, recognized the cause of Medbury's heat, and resented it, while she recognized its potential force, feeling that she had unwittingly been drawn from the calm current of broad discussion into an inner vortex of personal emotion. That she had become unduly interested in Drew—she clearly saw that the thought was in Medbury's mind—she indignantly denied to herself. She turned toward the sailor with resentment shining in her eyes; but at the sight of his head bowed above his work, there flashed over her a strange revulsion of feeling. It was not tenderness, though compounded of She turned and looked out across the shining sea, feeling its immensity, its power in the moving waves, to be somehow strangely like the life that inclosed her and swept her on without the power of volition. She did not turn as Drew spoke. From time to time in the last few days he had read aloud from the "Idylls of the King" while she worked at some trifle, or sat with hands clasped in her lap and watched the waves in a pleasurable emotion to which his fine, unaffected voice had contributed quite as largely as the words of the poet. At this moment his question, in its abrupt withdrawal from the general interest, seemed tactless. For an instant she made no answer. "No, not now," she said at last. "Just at present it seems too unreal, too far away, to move me. I don't believe I am an imaginative person; life appeals to me too strongly." She had turned to watch Medbury's work while she was yet speaking, and Drew, lingering a moment, had gone away with the impression of dismissal. This she felt, and was troubled by it, and vexed at finding herself "I believe I could do that," she said as she watched him. He looked up with a flush of pleasure. "Want to try?" he asked, and jumped to his feet. "I'll get a piece of manila and teach you." He threw down a coil of running rigging for a seat for her, and together they laughingly began the lesson. "I always envied the things boys did," she said. "I know how I used to watch them, but was too afraid of being called a tomboy ever to attempt anything. It's hard to be ambitious and sensitive, too." "I know you could run when you were a child," he said, smiling. "Do you remember the time you snatched my hat and I did not catch you till you got to Martha Parsons's gate? Then you turned and looked so serious that I did not dare to take it." "I do," he said promptly. "I took it and went away; afterward I went back, but you had gone. Then I thought of all the things I ought to have said and done when it was too late." "Well, it was silly enough," she said, dismissing the subject. "I don't know what made me do it." He had unlaid the strands of the rope while they talked, and now, placing it in her hand, he showed her how to make a bight with one strand and pass a second around the first, and a third around the "Now you try," he said, and, undoing the knot, passed the rope to her. In a moment she held it up triumphantly. "What do you do next?" she asked. "Now we will put on the double crown." "It is hard," she said after a moment more. "It looked simple enough while you were doing it." She held the rope in her hand and looked at him in smiling despair. "I shall never learn." "Yes, you will," he assured her. "You only need a little patience." "You will need the patience," she answered. "Haven't I always had it with you?" he asked in a low voice. "Is that right?" she demanded, holding up the knot. "Yes; now run the end—no, this end—through the bight. That's right; now pull "Pull it tighter," he answered, and, leaning forward, drew it taut, for an instant covering her hands with his own. She drew hers away quickly and dropped them in her lap. "It's no use," she told him; "I shall never learn." "Try!" he urged. "No; I cannot even try." She looked about her with restless eyes. Something in her face stirred his foreboding. "Do you mean, Hetty—" "Oh, I mean nothing," she cried impatiently. "I wish the sea would go down. It's dreadful." She sprang to her feet, and, moving to the rigging, leaned against the sheer-pole and watched the blue sea rise almost to the "What's the matter?" he demanded. "Why don't you whistle for a wind?" she asked him. "Why don't you? I think I'll go below until you do." "Isn't it pleasanter here?" he said. "You would call it a beautiful day at home." "Yes, I should," she acknowledged. "It seems like April—April at home. I can shut my eyes"—she shut them—"and see just how it looks: the big willow by our gate growing green in a night, and the grass, and the sunlight on everything—or rain; only the rain makes the grass greener, and you don't mind it at all in spring, as you do at other times." He had watched her while she stood with eyes closed, but when she opened them suddenly and looked at him with a smile, he turned away in confusion, as if he had been "That's the way your face always looks to me," he said, with the boldness of embarrassment. "What do you mean?" she asked. Her lips parted as if to smile, but closed again in a neutral line that was neither smile nor frown, but might easily become either when she had heard his explanation. "Like April—your face is like that. It's always changing. I like it always, but best when you smile, of course." "I cannot smile at a speech like that," she said primly, and turned a serious face from him. For five minutes he kept his eyes turned from her, and then looked to see if her April face had changed again. It had not, and a sigh escaped him. At the sigh her face had become severe, but almost immediately he saw her lips "There!" he cried triumphantly, and laughed with her. "Oh, Tom, you're ridiculous!" she cried, and struggled against her laughter. But her face became serious again at once, and she added: "I do not like such speeches. They sound silly." "All right," he replied, but not in the tone of one cast down. Captain March's keen eyes, as he walked the deck, looking aloft, saw a slightly frayed spot in the maintopsail-halyard. Crossing the deck, he stopped by the side of his mate. "Looks as if that halyard wouldn't stand much strain," he said. "Better look at it before long, Mr. Medbury." He pointed to the place as Medbury looked up. "I will, sir," answered Medbury. "Hawkins never did look after the little things," the captain went on, with gentle Medbury had not lifted his eyes from his work as the captain had talked, but now he glanced up, to find Hetty's eyes watching him keenly. Something in the intensity of her look stirred his foreboding. He was not wholly unacquainted with the intuitive divination "Do you know why they would not come?" she asked. Her voice was tense. He tried to show surprise at the question, but knew that he failed. "I suppose they didn't want to," he answered. "Don't you know?" she demanded. He hesitated, and she sprang to her feet. "You needn't tell me," she cried with suppressed passion. "I know. I know you got them to. They'd do it for you. You seem to have obliging friends. Oh!" She turned away, but came back immediately. "And now I suppose everybody in Blackwater is laughing over the story. And laughing at me! I didn't want you to come; but if I'd known this, do you think I would have set foot on this vessel while you were aboard? He had heard her in a tumult of contending emotions—shame and sorrow for hurting her, pity, remorse. Heart-sick, he rose to his feet. "I didn't mean to hurt you, Hetty. Good Lord! you know that! You must know it!" "Oh, needn't care!" she cried in scorn. Then, manlike, because he was sorry, but had no answer, he became angry. "You are a hard woman," he said, in a sudden letting-go of all self-control—"a hard and heartless woman." She shrank from him as if he had struck her, and her face grew white. "I wish you wouldn't," she whispered passionately—"wouldn't speak to me. You hurt me." He did not understand, and his face hardened, and his eyes grew hot with impotent anger. It was as if all the conventions had dropped away from him, and he had become the primitive man. He could crush her with one hand, he blindly told himself; yet she mocked him and his strength. All his life he had loved her, followed her in devoted service, but to what end? To be shunned, "You've hurt me for many a long year," he answered hotly, "but you'll hurt me no more." With that he walked away as Cromwell must have gone from the Long Parliament. |