What regret we sometimes feel, after the death or departure of friends, at never having shown them the respect, the gratitude, we felt [pg 087] It may have been that at times we could not speak, because we thought too much of how to say it. Another time we lost the opportunity, because we were always shirking it. Deep devotion is sometimes a little erratic; always afraid of doing too little, doing it badly or inopportunely. Oftener still the tokens of affection are checked, because we think we could show it in some better way; we put off till brighter days the dreams we cherished, the sweet yearning to open the heart to the loved ones, and let them see for once what a large place they fill there. Alas! the days fly past, suddenly comes death, or, sadder still, separation without hope of return, leaving the bitter thought: "Others will show them better than I have done, how [pg 088] ConclusionLacordaire, in preparing for a retreat in the country, said he only required for his realization of a dream of happiness and solitude, three things,—(1) God; (2) a friend; (3) books. God!—We never fail to find Him when we are pure, holy, and fulfilling hourly our duty. A Friend!—Responds always to the heart's call, if only that heart be loving and devoted. Books!—Oh! if only this little book of Gold Dust might be allowed to form [pg 089] It will take up so little room! |