I’ve been trying to keep tab on the Twins’ weight, for it’s important that they should gain according to schedule. But I’ve only Dinky-Dunk’s bulky grain-scales, and it’s impossible to figure down to anything as fine as ounces or even quarter-pounds on such a balancer. Yet my babies, I’m afraid, are not gaining as they ought. Poppsy is especially fretful of late. Why can’t somebody invent children without colic, anyway? I have a feeling that I ought to run on low gear for a while. But that’s a luxury I can’t quite afford.

Last night, when I was dead-tired and trying to give the last licks to my day’s work without doing a Keystone fall over the kitchen table, Dinky-Dunk said: “Why haven’t you ever given a name to this new place? They tell me you have a genius for naming things—and here we are still dubbing our home the Harris shack.”

“I suppose it ought to be an Indian name, in honor of Ikkie?” I suggested, doing my best to maintain an unruffled front. And Duncan Argyll absently agreed that it might just as well.

“Then what’s the matter with calling it Alabama?” I mordantly suggested. “For as I remember it, that means ‘Here we rest.’ And I can imagine nothing more appropriate.”

I was half-sorry I said it, for the Lord deliver me always from a sarcastic woman. But I’ve a feeling that the name is going to stick, whether we want it or not. At any rate, Alabama Ranch has rather a musical turn to it....

I wonder if there are any really perfect children in the world? Or do the good little boys and girls only belong to that sentimentalized mid-Victorian fiction which tried so hard to make the world like a cross between an old maid’s herb-garden and a Sunday afternoon in a London suburb? I have tried talking with little Dinkie, and reasoning with him. I have striven long and patiently to blow his little spark of conscience into the active flame of self-judgment. And averse as I am to cruelty and hardness, much as I hate the humiliation of physical punishment, my poor kiddie and I can’t get along without the slipper. I have to spank him, and spank him soundly, about once a week. I’m driven to this, or there’d be no sleep nor rest nor roof about our heads at Alabama Ranch. I don’t give a rip what Barrie may have written about the bringing up of children—for he never had any of his own! He never had an imperious young autocrat to democratize. He never had a family to de-barbarize, even though he did write very pretty books about the subject. It’s just another case, I suppose, where fiction is too cowardly or too finicky to be truthful. I had theories about this child-business myself, at one time, but my pipe of illusion has plumb gone out. It wasn’t so many years ago that I imagined about all a mother had to do was to dress in clinging negligees, such as you see in the toilet-soap advertisements, and hold a spotless little saint on her knee, or have a miraculously docile nurse in cap and apron carry in a little paragon all done up in dotted Swiss and rose-pink, and pose for family groups, not unlike popular prints of the royal family in full evening dress, on Louis Quinze settees. And later on, of course, one could ride out with a row of sedate little princelings at one’s side, so that one could murmur, when the world marveled at their manners, “It’s blood, my dears, merely blood!”

But fled, and fled forever, are all such dreams. Dinkie prefers treading on his bread-and-butter before consuming it, and does his best to consume the workings of my sewing-machine, and pokes the spoons down through the crack in the kitchen floor, and betrays a weakness for yard-mud and dust in preference to the well-scrubbed boards of the sleeping porch, which I’ve tried to turn into a sort of nursery by day. Most fiction, I find, glides lightly over this eternal Waterloo between dirt and water—for no active and healthy child is easy to keep clean. That is something which you never, never, really succeed at. All that you can do is to keep up the struggle, consoling yourself with the memory that cleanness, even surgical cleanness, is only an approximation. The plain everyday sort of cleanness promptly resolves itself into a sort of neck and neck race with dirt and disorder, a neck and neck race with the soap-bar habitually running second. Sometimes it seems hopeless. For it’s incredible what can happen to an active-bodied boy of two or three years in one brief but crowded afternoon. It’s equally amazing what can happen to a respectably furnished room after a healthy and high-spirited young Turk has been turned loose in it for an hour or two.

It’s a battle, all right. But it has its compensations. It has to, or the race would wither up like an unwatered cucumber-vine. Who doesn’t really love to tub a plump and dimpled little body like my Dinkie’s? I’m no petticoated Paul Peel, but I can see enough beauty in the curves of that velvety body to lift it up and bite it on its promptly protesting little flank. And there’s unclouded glory in occasionally togging him out in spotless white, and beholding him as immaculate as a cherub, if only for one brief half-hour. It’s the transiency of that spotlessness, I suppose, which crowns it with glory. If he was forever in that condition, we’d be as indifferent to it as we are to immortelles and wax flowers. If he was always cherubic and perfect, I suppose, we’d never appreciate that perfection or know the joy of triumphing over the mother earth that has an affinity for the finest of us.

But I do miss a real nursery, in more ways than one. The absence of one gives Dinkie the range of the whole shack, and when on the range he’s a timber-wolf for trouble, and can annoy his father even more than he can me by his depredations. Last night after supper I heard an icy voice speaking from the end of the dining-room where Dinky-Dunk has installed his desk.

“Will you kindly come and see what your son has done?” my husband demanded, with a sort of in-this-way-madness-lies tone.

I stepped in through the kitchen door, ignoring the quite unconscious humor of “my son” under the circumstances, and found that Dinkie had provided a novel flavor for his dad by emptying the bottle of ink into his brand-new tin of pipe-tobacco. There was nothing to be done, of course, except to wash as much of the ink as I could off Dinkie’s face. Nor did I reveal to his father that three days before I had carefully compiled a list of his son and heir’s misdeeds, for one round of the clock. They were, I find, as follows:

Overturning a newly opened tin of raspberries, putting bread-dough in his ears; breaking my nail-buffer, which, however, I haven’t used for a month and more; paring the bark, with the bread-knife, off the lonely little scrub poplar near the kitchen door, our one and only shade; breaking a drinking-glass, which was accident; cutting holes with the scissors in Ikkie’s new service-apron; removing the covers from two of his father’s engineering books; severing the wire joint in my sewing-machine belt (expeditiously and secretly mended by Whinnie, however, when he came in with the milk-pails); emptying what was left of my bottle of vanilla into the bread mixer; and last but not least, trying to swallow and nearly choking on my silver thimble, in which he seems to find never-ending disappointment because it will not remain fixed on the point of his nose.

It may sound like a busy day, but it was, on the whole, merely an average one. Yet I’ll wager a bushel of number one Northern winter wheat to a doughnut ring that if Ibsen had written an epilogue for The Doll’s House, Nora would have come crawling back to her home and her kiddies, in the end.