It has turned quite cold again, with frosts sharp enough at night to freeze a half-inch of ice on the tub of soft-water I’ve been so carefully saving for future shampoos. It’s just as well I didn’t try to rush the season by getting too much of my truck-garden planted. We’re glad of a good fire in the shack-stove after sun-down. I’ve rented thirty acres from the Land Association that owns the half-section next to mine and am going to get them into oats. If they don’t ripen up before the autumn frosts come and blight them, I can still use the stuff for green feed. And I’ve bargained for the hay-rights from the upper end of the section, but heaven only knows how I’ll ever get it cut and stacked.

Whinnie had to kill a calf yesterday, for we’d run out of meat. As we’re in a district that’s too sparsely settled for a Beef Ring, we have to depend on ourselves for our roasts. But whatever happens, I believe in feeding my workers. I wonder, by the way, how the fair Lady Allie is getting along with her cuisine. Is she giving Dinky-Dunk a Beautiful Thought for breakfast, instead of a generous plate of ham and eggs? If she is, I imagine she’s going to blight Romance in the bud.

I’ve just had a circular letter from the Women Grain Growers’ Association explaining their fight for community medical service and a system of itinerant rural nurses. They’re organized, and they’re in earnest, and I’m with them to the last ditch. They’re fighting for the things that this raw new country is most in need of. It will take us some time to catch up with the East. But the westerner’s a scrambler, once he’s started.

I can’t get away from the fact, since I know them both, that there’s a big gulf between the East and the West. It shouldn’t be there, of course, but that doesn’t seem to affect the issue. It’s the opposition of the New to the Old, of the Want-To-Bes to the Always-Has-Beens, of the young and unruly to the settled and sedate. We seem to want freedom, and they seem to prefer order. We want movement, and they want repose. We look more feverishly to the future, and they dwell more fondly on the past. They call us rough, and we try to get even by terming them effete. They accentuate form, and we remain satisfied with performance. We’re jealous of what they have and they’re jealous of what we intend to be. We’re even secretly envious of certain things peculiarly theirs which we openly deride. We’re jealous, at heart, of their leisure and their air of permanence, of their accomplishments and arts and books and music, of their buildings and parks and towns with the mellowing tone of time over them. And as soon as we make money enough, I notice, we slip into their neighborhood for a gulp or two at their fountains of culture. Some day, naturally, we’ll be more alike, and have more in common. The stronger colors will fade out of the newer fabric and we’ll merge into a more inoffensive monotone of respectability. Our Navajo-blanket audacities will tone down to wall-tapestry sedateness—but not too, too soon, I pray the gods!

Speaking of Navajo reminds me of Redskins, and Redskins take my thoughts straight back to Iroquois Annie, who day by day becomes sullener and stupider and more impossible. I can see positive dislike for my Dinkie in her eyes, and I’m at present applying zinc ointment to Pee-Wee’s chafed and scalded little body because of her neglect. I’ll ring-welt and quarter that breed yet, mark my words! As it is, there’s a constant cloud of worry over my heart when I’m away from the shack and my bairns are left behind. This same Ikkie, apparently, tried to scald poor old Bobs the other day, but Bobs dodged most of that steaming potato-water and decided to even up the ledger of ill-usage by giving her a well-placed nip on the hip. Ikkie now sits down with difficulty, and Bobs shows the white of his eye when she comes near him, which isn’t more often than Ikkie can help—And of such, in these troublous Ides of March, and April and May, is the kingdom of Chaddie McKail!