I was lazy last night, so both the ink-pot and its owner had a rest. Or perhaps it wasn’t so much laziness as wilful revolt against the monotony of work, for, after all, it’s not the ’unting as ’urts the ’osses, but the ’ammer, ’ammer, ’ammer on the ’ard old road! I loafed for a long time in a sort of sit-easy torpor, with Bobs’ head between my knees while Dinky-Dunk pored over descriptive catalogues about farm-tractors, for by hook or by crook we’ve got to have a tractor for Alabama Ranch. “Bobs,” I said after studying my collie’s eyes for a good many minutes, “you are surely one grand old dog!” Whereupon Bobs wagged his tail-stump with sleepy content. As I bent lower and stared closer into those humid eyes of his, it seemed as though I were staring down into a bottomless well, through a peep-hole into Infinity, so deep and wonderful was that eye, that dusky pool of love and trust. It was like seeing into the velvet-soft recesses of a soul. And I could stare into them without fear, just as Bobs could stare back without shame. That’s where dogs are slightly different from men. If I looked into a But all I could see in the eye of my sedate old Bobs was love, love infinite and inarticulate, love too big ever to be put into words. “Dinky-Dunk,” I said, interrupting my lord and master at his reading, “if God is really love, as the Good Book says, I don’t see why they ever started talking about the Lamb of God.” “Why shouldn’t they?” asked Diddums, not much interested. “Because lambs may be artless and innocent little things, but when you’ve got their innocence you’ve got about everything. They’re not the least bit intelligent, and they’re self-centered and self-immured. Now, with dogs it’s different. Dogs love you and guard you and ache to serve you.” And I couldn’t help stopping to think about the dogs I’d known and loved, the dogs who once meant so much in my life: Chinkie’s Bingo, with his big baptizing tongue and his momentary rainbow as he emerged from the water and shook himself with my stick still in his mouth; Timmie with his ineradicable hatred for cats; Maxie with all his tricks and his singsong of howls when the piano played; Schnider, with his mania for my slippers “Life, to a dog,” I went on, “really means devotion to man, doesn’t it?” “What are you driving at, anyway?” asked Dinky-Dunk. “I was just wondering,” I said as I sat staring into Bobs’ eyes, “how strange it would be if, after all, God was really a dog, the loving and faithful Watch-Dog of His universe!” “Please don’t be blasphemous,” Dinky-Dunk coldly remarked. “But I’m not blasphemous,” I tried to tell him. “And I was never more serious in my life. There’s even something sacred about it, once you look at it in the right way. Just think of the Shepherd-Dog of the Stars, the vigilant and affectionate Watcher who keeps the wandering worlds in their folds! That’s not one bit worse than the lamb idea, only we’ve got so used to the lamb it doesn’t shock us into attention any more. Why, just look at these eyes of Bobs right now. There’s more nobility and devotion and trust and love in them than was ever in all the eyes of all the lambs that ever frisked about the fields and sheep-folds from Dan to Beersheba!” “Your theory, I believe, is entertained by the Igorrotes,” remarked Dinky-Dunk as he made a pretense “And now I know why she said the more she knew about men the better she liked dogs,” I just as coldly remarked, remembering Madame de Stael. “And I believe you’re jealous of poor old Bobs just because he loves me more than you do.” Dinky-Dunk put down his pamphlet. Then he called Bobs over to his side of the table. But Bobs, I noticed, didn’t go until I’d nodded approval. So Dinky-Dunk took his turn at sitting with Bobs’ nose in his hand and staring down into the fathomless orbs that stared up at him. “You’ll never get a lady, me lud, to look up at you like that,” I told him. “Perhaps they have,” retorted Dinky-Dunk, with his face slightly averted. “And having done so in the past, there’s the natural chance that they’ll do so in the future,” I retorted, making it half a question and half a statement. But he seemed none too pleased at that thrust, and he didn’t even answer me when I told him I supposed I was his Airedale, because they say an Airedale is a one-man dog. “Then don’t at least get distemper,” observed my I made no sign that I had heard him. But Dinky-Dunk would never have spoken to me that way, three short years ago. And I imagine he knows it. For, after all, a change has been taking place, insubstantial and unseen and subterranean, a settling of the foundations of life which comes not only to a building as it grows older but also to the heart as it grows older. And I’m worried about the future. |