"Will you go with Mr. Harcourt and myself?" she asked. "There will be plenty of room, I think." "No. I will go by train and meet you there." When he reached the house on Massachusetts Avenue she had not yet come. Mrs. Pennybacker took him into the parlor. "I am glad to have the opportunity to tell you something of the girl's history before Margaret comes," she said. "The poor child has something on her mind that she feels she must tell you.... No, I don't know what it is." When she had finished that pitiful story of woman's trust and man's perfidy, his face was haggard. He could guess the name. They both thought that her talk would be a plea for the child. Margaret came at last and they were taken to the sick girl's room. "She is very weak," whispered Mrs. Pennybacker at the door, "but perfectly clear in mind. For the last few days she has been in great mental distress about something. It is only since I promised her to send for you both that she has been quiet. Let her do the talking in her own way." At the bedside of the girl Mr. De Jarnette felt a great "Rosalie, this is Mr. De Jarnette." He held out his hand but she would not take it, and he passed to a seat at the foot of the bed where he could see her without being himself under the eyes of any of them. When Margaret bent over her, smoothing her hair, patting the worn cheek, and smiling into her eyes, the mental anguish of the last two days of which Mrs. Pennybacker had spoken, seemed to break out afresh. "Oh, madam, do not take my hand. It is stained with blood.... If—when you have heard all—" "Why, Rosalie, my poor girl," Margaret said soothingly, "you have done nothing that you should plead to me for forgiveness. Your greatest sin has been to yourself and your child—and even then you have been more sinned against than sinning." "Oh, madam, you do not know. It is this that I have brought you to this room to hear." Margaret had drawn a chair to the bedside, thinking that the girl could tell her story, whatever it was, better to her than to a stranger. "What is it, Rosalie? Tell me then if it will ease your mind in the least. What have you ever done to me!" "What have I done?... She asks me what I have done! Oh, madam—look away from me—and listen. 'Twas I who—who killed him!" "She is delirious," said Margaret, in an undertone, and laid a wet cloth on her head. But Richard De Jarnette bent forward, watching the woman with a quick comprehension that took in all she said and was supplying more. "What does she mean?" asked Margaret, turning to the others. "Let her tell her story in her own way," suggested Mrs. Pennybacker. She saw that the girl's breath was becoming labored. "Yes. Listen to me while I have strength to talk. And then—forgive ... if you can. The man that wrought my ruin was your husband—and I killed him." "My husband died by accident," Margaret said with white lips. "He said so with his dying breath." "Then he spoke falsely—even in death," said the woman, "for I killed him!" "But—don't you remember you told me that your betrayer died from natural causes?" "I told you that he died a natural death. He did; it was by my hand." "Let her go on, Margaret." "You know that day you came to the hospital and wanted to take my boy because he looked like yours and because you were so desolate?" "Yes." "And then you heard my story and were so filled with pity for a poor sinning girl that you brought me to your own home and put my child into my empty arms and said, 'This much of life's joy you shall have.' Oh, I have never forgotten those words! Do you remember that?" "Yes," said Margaret. "It was because your own heart was sore that you wanted to bind up mine. But I did not know—oh, believe "I remember that time," said Mrs. Pennybacker in an undertone to Mr. De Jarnette. "We wondered what it was." "I felt after that that I must go away," the sick girl said, "I felt that I could not stay under your roof knowing that I had made your child fatherless. But then—I thought if I should tell you you would send my Louis back to the Home and me to the Hospital, and I would lose him again just as he was getting fond of me. I tried to tell—but I could not." "Can you tell us now connectedly just what you did—and how?" It was Mr. De Jarnette that spoke. His voice sounded stern in its intensity. "Yes—that was what I wanted to do. That was why I sent for you both." She looked up helplessly at Mrs. Pennybacker. "Where must I begin?" "I have told him, Rosalie, all that we know. You need not repeat that. Begin where you went to Mr. De Jarnette in his office." "Yes. I will try very hard to tell it connectedly. But it seems to come to me in bits. Some of it stands out so much more distinctly than the rest." She lay still a moment thinking. Then fixing her preternaturally bright eyes upon him and speaking slowly, she began: Richard De Jarnette gripped the iron rail, smothering a groan. "I went straight to him from the hospital. He was sitting at his desk cleaning his revolver—a pretty thing that seemed to catch my eye and hold it while we talked—it was so bright and shining. I remember thinking that the price of it would pay for many, many loaves of bread.... I told him what I wanted. But—I think something must have gone wrong before I came, for he was very angry—said he had thought that he was through with me—that this was blackmail. Sir, I swear to you I did not know what blackmail was. I had never heard the word." She waited a moment to recover breath and then went on. "Oh. I said bitter things to him then. I seemed to see the child before my eyes, gasping as it did in those days when we starved before the fever came, and it maddened me. He bade me leave it in the Home if I could not Margaret stooped over and took the sick girl's hand. At the sweet touch of sympathy Rosalie turned toward her, the words coming now fast and feverishly. "Then—then—oh, madam, I have been a wicked woman! I did not mean to do it, but while he was speaking something in my brain seemed to burst. I saw strange things all jumbled up together in a flash—the lilacs in our yard at home, a wretched woman of the street with painted face—a baby left upon a mountain side to perish as I had read in my history the Spartans left them, and whirling everywhere before my eyes that cursed shining pistol worth so many loaves of bread!" She stopped, overcome by the recital. There was not a sound but the tick of the clock on the mantel. They were all in the fatal office. Said Richard De Jarnette with a white set face, "Go on!" "Then—I can't seem to remember anything clearly then except that I caught the pistol up and fired. I think he must have started up, for he fell—against me." She closed her eyes and a shudder ran through her. "Oh—h! I have seen his face so often in the night!" "What happened then? Go on!" urged Richard, fearing that her strength might fail. "It was but a moment from the time that shot was fired before I was there. Where did you go?" "It was that I heard," breathed Margaret. "I thought I heard a door shut." "It was just a step around to the side hall where the elevator was. As I turned the corner I heard somebody running from the room across the hall. Then the elevator came. I stepped in, and before anybody knew what was the matter I was in the street.... No, I don't know where I went, or what I did. I think from what they told me afterwards that I went back to the hospital and they took me in. At any rate, I found myself there when I knew anything again—long afterwards. They said I had had a relapse." "Why have you waited so long to tell this?" demanded Richard De Jarnette, so sternly that she cowered down in the bed. "Oh, sir, I was afraid to tell. Afraid—" her voice sank to a frightened whisper—"that they would hang me. Will they—do it—now?" "No!" said Mrs. Pennybacker, constituting herself judge and jury. "No!" "Oh, I have been frightfully afraid. Sometimes I have put my fingers around my throat and pressed hard, to see—" "Rosalie!" "Yes,—and then I always gave it up. I could not do it." "Rosalie, why have you told it now?" "Because—oh, madam, I cannot die with a lie upon my lips—a lie that keeps your child from your arms." "My child—from my arms?" repeated Margaret, groping for her meaning. "Why,—" "Rosalie, you have talked enough now," said Mrs. Pennybacker, kindly. "You are worn out." "One moment," Margaret interrupted. Then dropping to her knees beside the sick girl she took her hand, saying solemnly, "Be at peace! I promise by the love I bear my own child that I will be a mother to yours. From this day he shall bear his father's name." "Oh, madam!" Mr. De Jarnette broke the silence that fell on them then. "There is no need that this should ever be known outside of ourselves. To the world Victor De Jarnette died by accident. So let it rest." When Rosalie spoke again it was only to murmur as if to herself, "I did not know—the world had people in it—like this!" To Mrs. Pennybacker, who bent over her with a reviving draught, she said as simply as a child would say it, "Do you think God will forgive me now?" To Margaret it was an assurance of infinite compassion. But the sick girl started up, crying, "Oh, not as a father! Not that! My father shut his door upon me. My child's father cast him off. If it could only have been 'as a mother'—" "Rosalie, it is! For, as if that was not enough, the dear Lord says: 'As one whom his mother comforteth, so will I comfort you.'" "Does it say that?... Is it true?... 'As one—whom—his mother comforteth!' Oh, my mother would have comforted me! She would have taken me—sinful though I was—to her arms! She would have—" She closed her eyes and lay still. Then they saw her lips move. "'As one—whom—his mother—comforteth.'" Mrs. Pennybacker motioned them silently to go. They reached the lower hall before either spoke. Then Margaret said, not raising her eyes to his, "Richard, if God can so forgive, may not we?" He was silent so long that she looked up at him in wonder. His face was gray. She opened her lips to ask him if he were ill, but at that moment something in his look palsied the words. Her tongue clave to the roof of her mouth. Her breath was shut off. An instant, horrible enlightenment had fallen upon her. Then, "You thought—I did it!" she said. |