Anna was as good as her word, and on her return to Naples shut herself up in solitude and silence, receiving no one, visiting no one, spending much of her time in her own room, going in the morning for long walks in the hope of tiring herself out, speaking but little, and living in a sort of moral somnolence that seemed to dull her sorrows. Her husband and sister continued to enjoy their liberty, as they had enjoyed it at Sorrento. She left them to themselves. She was alternately consumed by suspicions and remorseful for them. In vain she sought comfort from religion, her piety could not bear the contact of her earthly passion, and was destroyed by it. She had gone to her confessor, meaning to tell him everything, but when she found herself kneeling before the iron grating, her courage failed her; she dared not accuse her husband and her sister to a stranger. So she spoke confusedly and vaguely, and the good priest could give her only vague consolation. She abandoned herself to a complete moral prostration. She passed long hours motionless in "The Signora came home an hour ago, and is lying down," said Cesare's man-servant. "Very good. Don't disturb her," returned his master, with an air of relief. "The Signora has a headache, and will not come to luncheon," said Anna's maid to Laura. "Very good. Stay within call, if she should wish for anything," responded Laura, serene and imperturbable. And Cesare and Laura merrily pursued their intimacy, never bestowing a thought upon her whom they thereby wounded in every fibre of her body, and in the essence of her soul. The anguish of jealousy is like the anguish of death, and Anna suffered it to the ultimate pang, at the same time despising herself for it, telling herself that she was the most unjust of women. Her sister was purity itself; her husband was incapable of evil; they were superior beings, worthy of adoration; and she was daily thinking of them as criminals, and covering them with mire. Often and often, in the rare moments when her husband treated her affectionately, she longed to open her heart and tell him everything. But his manner intimidated her, and she dared not. She wondered whether she might not be mad, and whether her jealousy was not the figment of an infirm mind. She had hoped to find peace in flying from Sorrento; now her hope was undeceived; and Anna understood that "They are gay, and I bore them," she told herself. On several occasions, Cesare twitted her on the subject of her continual melancholy, demanding its cause; but Anna, smarting under his sarcasms, could not answer him. One day, in great irritation, he declared that she had no right to go about posing as a victim, for she wasn't a victim, and her sentimental vapourings bored him immensely. "Ah, I bore you; I bore you," cried Anna, shaking with suppressed sobs. "Yes, unspeakably. And I hope that some day or another you'll stop boring me, do you hear?" "I had better die. That would be best," she sighed. "But can't you live and be less tiresome? Is it a task, a mission, that you have undertaken, to bore people?" "I had better die, better die," she sobbed. He went off abruptly, cursing his lot, cursing above all the monstrous error he had made in marrying this foolish creature. And she, who had wished to ask his pardon, found herself alone. Later in the same day she noticed that Laura treated her with a certain contempt, shrugging her shoulders at the sight of her eyes red from weeping. Anna determined that she would try to take on at least the external appearances of contentment. The beautiful Neapolitan winter was beginning. She had eight or ten new frocks made, and resolved to become frivolous and vain. Whenever she went out she invariably met Luigi Caracciolo; it was as if she had forewarned him of her itinerary. He had divined it, with that fine intuition which lovers have. They never stopped to speak, however; they simply bowed and passed on. But in his way of looking at her she could read the words of their understanding—"Remember, every day, till four o'clock." She threw herself into the excitements of society, going much to the theatre and paying many calls. Cesare encouraged this new departure. The people amongst whom she moved agreed that she was very attractive, but whispered that one day or another she would do something wild. "What?" "Oh, something altogether extravagant." One evening towards the end of January Anna was going to the San Carlo; it was a first night. "No," answered Laura, absently. "Why not?" "I've got to get up early to-morrow morning, to go to Confession." "Ah, very well. And you—will you come, Cesare?" "Yes," he said, hesitating a little. "Cousin Scibilia is coming too," Anna added. "Then, if you will permit me, I'll not come till the second act." And he smiled amiably. "Have you something to do?" "Yes; but we'll come home together." Anna turned red and white. There was something half apologetic in her husband's tone, as if he had a guilty conscience in regard to her. But what did that matter? The prospect of coming home together, alone in a closed carriage, delighted her. She went to dress for the theatre. She put on for the first time a gown of blue brocade, with a long train, bold in colour, but admirably setting off the rich ivory of Anna's complexion. In her black hair she fixed three diamond stars. She wore no bracelets, but round her throat a single string of pearls. When she was dressed, she sent for her husband. "You're looking most beautiful," he said. He took her hands and kissed them; then he kissed her fair round arms; and then he kissed her lips. She thrilled with joy and bowed her head. "We'll meet at the theatre," he said, "and come home together." She called for the Marchesa Scibilia, who now lived in the girls' old house in the Via Gerolomini. And they drove on towards the theatre. But when they reached the Toledo they were met by a number of carriages returning. The explanation of this the two ladies learned under the portico of the San Carlo. Over the white play-bill a notice was posted announcing the sudden indisposition of the prima-donna, and informing the public that there would accordingly be no performance that evening. Anna had a lively movement of disappointment, jumping out of her coupÉ to read the notice for herself. Luigi Caracciolo was waiting in the shadow of a pillar, sure that she would come. "Marchesa, you have a very ferocious cousin," he said, stepping forward to kiss the old lady's hand, and laughing at Anna's manifest anger. Then he bowed to her, and in his eyes there was the eternal message, "Remember, I wait for you every day." She shook her head in the darkness. She was bitterly disappointed. Her evening was lost—the evening during which she had counted upon being alone with Cesare in their box, alone with him in the carriage, alone with him at home. And her beautiful blue gown; she had put it on to no purpose. "What shall we do?" she asked her cousin. "I'm going home. I don't care to go anywhere else. And you?" "I'm going home, too." She half hoped that she might still find Cesare at the house, and so have at least a half hour with him before he went out. He was very slow about dressing; he never hurried, even when he had an urgent appointment. Perhaps she would find him in his room, tying his white tie, putting a flower in his button-hole. She deposited the Marchesa Scibilia at the palace in the Via Gerolomini, and bade her coachman hurry home. "Has the Signore gone out?" she asked the porter. No, he had not gone out. The porter was about to pull his bell-cord, to ring for a footman, but Anna instinctively stopped him. She wished to surprise her husband. She put her finger to her lips, smiling, as she met one of the maids, and crossed the house noiselessly, arriving thus at the door of Cesare's room, the door that gave upon the vestibule, not the one which communicated with the passage between his room and Anna's. The door was not locked. She opened it softly. She would surprise her husband so merrily. But, having opened the door, she found herself still in darkness, for Cesare had lowered the two portiÈres of heavy olive velvet. A sudden interior force prevented Anna's lifting the curtains and showing herself. She remained there behind them, perfectly concealed, and able to see and hear everything that went on in the room, through an aperture. Cesare was in his dress-suit, with an immaculate He was not alone. Laura, dressed in that soft white wool which seemed especially woven for her supple and flowing figure, with a bouquet of white roses in the cincture that passed twice loosely round her waist, with her blonde hair artistically held in place by small combs of tortoise-shell, and forming a sort of aureole about her brow and temples, the glory of her womanly beauty—Laura was in Cesare's room. She was not seated on one of his olive velvet sofas, nor on one of his stools of carved wood, nor in one of his leather easy-chairs. She was seated on the arm of the chair in which he himself reclined; she was seated side wise, swinging one of her little feet, in a black slipper richly embroidered with pearls, and an open-work black silk stocking. One of her arms was extended across the cushion above Cesare's head; and, being higher up than he, she had to bend down, to speak into his face. She was smiling, a strange, deep smile, such as had never been seen before upon the pure red curve of her lips. Cesare, with his face turned up, was looking at He kissed her hand, and she was silent, and he was silent; but it was not a sad silence, not a thoughtful silence. It was a silence in which they seemed to find an unutterable pleasure. They found an unutterable pleasure in their silence, their solitude, their freedom, their intimate companionship, in the kiss he had just given her, and which was the forerunner of many others. Anna had arrived behind the curtain at the very moment when Cesare was kissing Laura's hand. She saw them gazing into each other's eyes, speechless with their emotion. Anna could hear nothing but the tumultuous beating of her own heart, a beating that leapt up to her throat, making it too throb tumultuously. The fine white hand of Laura remained in Cesare's, softly surrendered to him; then, as if the mere contact were not enough, his and her fingers closely interlaced themselves. The girl, who had not removed her eyes from his, smiled languorously, as if all her soul were in her hand, joined now for ever to the hand of Cesare; a smile that confessed herself conquered, yet proclaimed herself triumphant. They did not speak. But their story spoke for itself. Anna saw how close they were to each other, saw how their hands were joined, saw the glances of passionate tenderness that they exchanged. "Oh, I am dreaming, I am dreaming." Like one dreaming, indeed, she was unable to move, unable to cry out; her tongue clove to the roof of her mouth; she could not lift the curtains; she could not advance, she could not tear herself away. She could only stand there rigid as stone, and behold the dreadful vision. Every line of it, every passing expression on Cesare's or Laura's face, burned itself into her brain with fierce and terrible precision. And in her tortured heart she was conscious of but one mute, continuous, childlike prayer—not to see any longer that which she saw—to be freed from her nightmare, waked from her dream. And all her inner forces were bent upon the effort to close her eyes, to lower her eyelids, and put a veil between her and that sight. Her prayer was not answered; she could not close her eyes. Laura took her bouquet of white roses from her belt, and playfully struck Cesare's shoulder with them. Then she raised them to her face, breathing in their perfume, and kissing them. Smiling, she offered Cesare the roses that she had kissed, and he with his lips drank her kisses from them. After that, she kissed them again, convulsively, turning away her head. Their eyes burned, his and hers. Again he sought her kisses amongst the roses; and she put down her face to kiss "Perhaps I am mad," Anna said to herself, hearing the wild blows of the blood in her brain. And, to make sure, wishing to be convinced that it was all an hallucination, she prayed that they might speak; perhaps they were mere phantoms sent to kill her. No sound issued from their lips. "Lord, Lord—a word," she prayed in her heart. "A sound—a proof that they are real, or that they are spectres." She heard, indeed, a deep sigh. It came from Laura, after their long kiss. The girl jumped up, freed her hands from Cesare's, and took two or three steps into the room. She was nearer to Anna now. Her cheeks were red, her hair was ruffled; and she, with a vague, unconscious movement, lifted it up behind her ears. Her lips were parted in a smile that revealed her dazzling teeth. Her gaze wandered, proud and sad. "Heaven, heaven give her strength to go away. Give her strength, give me strength," prayed Anna, in her dream, in her madness. But Laura had not the strength to go away. She returned to Cesare; she sat down at his feet, looking up at him, smiling upon him, holding his hand, adoring him. And Cesare, his eyes filled "Cesare cannot weep. They are phantoms. I am mad," said Anna. A terrible fire leapt from her heart to her brain, making her tremble as in a fever; and then a sudden cold seemed to freeze her. She had heard. These phantoms had spoken. They were a man and a woman; they were her husband, Cesare, and her sister Laura. Laura had drawn away from Cesare's fury of kisses, and was standing beside him, while he, still seated, held her two hands. They were smiling upon each other. "Do you love me?" he asked. "I love you," answered Laura. "How much do you love me?" "So much! So much!" "But how much?" "Absolutely." "And—how long will you love me, Laura?" "Always." Now Anna was shivering with cold. She was not mad. She was not dreaming. Her teeth chattered. It seemed as if she had been standing there for a century. She dreaded being discovered, as if she were guilty of a crime. But she could not move, she could not go away. It was too much, too much; she could not endure it! She covered her mouth with her fan, to suffocate her voice, to keep from crying out, and cursing God and love. Laura began to speak. "Do you love me?" she asked. "Yes, I love you." "How much do you love me?" "With all my heart, Laura." "How long have you loved me?" "Always." "How long will you love me?" "Always." Unendurable, unendurable! A wild anger tempted Anna to enter the room, to tear down the curtains, to scream. It was unendurable. Cesare said to Laura, very softly, "Go away now." "Why, love?" "Go away. It is late. You must go." "Ah, you're a bad love—bad!" "Don't say that. Don't look like that. Go away, Laura." And fondly, he put his arm round her waist and led her to the door. She moved reluctantly, leaning her head upon his shoulder, looking up at him tenderly. At the door they kissed again. "Good-bye, love," said Laura. "Good-bye, love," said Cesare. The girl went away. Cesare came back, looking exhausted, deathlike. He lit a cigarette. Anna, holding her breath, crossed the vestibule, the smoking-room, the drawing-room, and at last reached her own room, and shut her door behind her. She had run swiftly, instinctively, with the instinct that guides a wounded animal. Her maid "Anna, Anna," said the calm voice of her husband. "What do you want?" She had to lean on a chair, to keep from falling; her voice was dull. "Was there no performance? Or were you ill?" "There was no performance." "Have you just returned?" "Yes, just returned." But the lie made her blush. "And your Highness is invisible? I should like to pay your Highness my respects." "No," she answered, with a choking voice. "Good-bye, love," he called. "Oh, infamous, infamous!" she cried. But he had already moved away, and did not hear. For a long while she lay on her bed, burying her face in her pillow, biting it, to keep down her sobs. She was shivering with cold, in spite of the feather coverlet she had drawn over her. All her flesh and spirit were in furious revolt against the thing that she had seen and heard. She rose, and looked round her room. It was in disorder—the dress she had worn, her fan, her jewels tossed pell-mell hither and thither. Slowly, with minute care, she gathered these objects up, and put them in their places. Then she rang the bell. Her maid came, half asleep. "What time is it?" asked Anna, forgetting that on the table beside her stood the clock that Cesare had given her. "It's one," responded the maid. "So late?" inquired her mistress. "You may go to bed." "And your Excellency?" "You can do nothing for me." But the maid began to smooth down the bed. Feeling the pillow wet with tears, she said, with the affectionate familiarity of Neapolitan servants, "Whoever is good suffers." The words went through her heart like a knife. Perhaps the servant knew. Perhaps she, Anna, had been the only blind member of the household. The whole miserable story of her desertion and betrayal was known and commented upon by her servants; and she was an object of their pity! Whoever is good suffers! "Good night, your Excellency, and may you sleep well," said the maid. "Thank you. Good-night." She was alone again. She had not had the courage to ask whether her husband had come home; he was most probably out, amusing himself in society. For a half hour she lay on her sofa; then she got up. A big lamp burned on her table, but before going away her maid had lighted another lamp, a little ancient Pompeian lamp of bronze that in old times had doubtless lighted Pompeian ladies to their trysts. Anna took this lamp and left her room. The house was dark and silent. She moved towards Laura's room; and suddenly she remembered another night, like this, when she had stolen through a dark sleeping house to join Giustino Morelli on the terrace, and offer to fly with him. Giustino Morelli, who was he? what was he? A shadow, a dream. A thing that had passed utterly from her life. At her sister's door she paused for a moment, then she opened it noiselessly, and guided by the light of her lamp, approached her sister's bed. Laura was sleeping peacefully; Anna held up her lamp and looked at her. She smiled in her sleep. "Laura!" Anna called, so close to her that her breath fell on her cheek. "Laura!" Her sister moved slightly, but did not wake. "Laura! Laura!" Her sister sat up. She appeared frightened for a moment, but then she composed herself with an effort. "It is I, Laura," said Anna, putting her lamp on a table. "I see you," returned Laura. "Get up and come with me." "What for?" "Get up and come, Laura." "Where, Anna?" "Get up and come," said Anna, implacably. "I won't obey you." "Oh, you'll come," cried Anna, with an imperious smile. "You're mistaken. I'll not come." "You'll come, Laura." "No, Anna." "You're very much afraid of me then?" "Here I am. I'll go where you like," Laura said, proudly, resenting the imputation of fear. And she began to dress. Anna waited for her, standing up. Laura proceeded calmly with her toilet. But when she came to put on her frock of white wool, Anna had a mad access of rage, and covered her face with her hands, to shut out the sight. Four hours ago, only four hours ago, in that same frock, Laura had been kissed by Cesare. Her sister seemed to her the living image of treachery. Laura moved about the room as if she was hunting for something. "What are you doing?" asked Anna. "I am looking for something." And she drew from under a pocket-handkerchief her bunch of white roses. "Throw those flowers away," cried Anna. "And why?" "Throw those flowers away, Laura, Laura." "No." "By our Lady of Sorrows, I beseech you, throw them away." "You have threatened me. You have no further right to beseech me," said Laura quietly, putting the flowers in her belt. "Oh God!" cried Anna, pressing her hands to her temples. "Let us go," she said at last. Laura followed her across the silent house to her room. "Sit down," said Anna. "I am waiting," said Laura. "Then you don't understand?" asked Anna, smiling. "No—I understand nothing." "Can't you imagine?" "I have no imagination." "And your heart—does your heart tell you nothing, Laura? Laura, Laura, does your conscience tell you nothing?" "Nothing," said the other quietly, lifting up the rich blonde hair behind her ears. The same gesture that Anna had seen her make in Cesare's room. "Laura, you are my husband's mistress," Anna said, raising her arms towards heaven. "You're mad, Anna." "My husband's mistress, Laura." "You're mad." "Oh, liar, liar! Disloyal and vile woman, who has not even the courage of her love!" cried Anna, starting up, with flaming eyes. "Beware, Anna, beware. Strong language at a moment like this is dangerous. Say what you've got to say clearly; but don't insult me. Don't insult me, because your diseased imagination happens to be excited. Do you understand?" "Oh, heavens, heavens!" exclaimed Anna. "But you can see for yourself, you're mad. "Oh, Madonna, Madonna, give me strength," prayed Anna, wringing her hands. "Do you see?" asked Laura. "You've called me here to vilify my innocence." "Laura," said poor Anna, trembling, "Laura, it's no guess of mine, no inference, that you are my husband's mistress. I have not read it in any anonymous letter. No servant has told me it. In such a case as this no one has a right to believe an anonymous letter or a servant's denunciation. One cannot on such grounds withdraw one's respect from a person whom one loves." "Well, Anna." "But I have seen, I have seen," she cried, prey to so violent an emotion that it seemed to her as if the thing she had seen was visible before her again. "What have you seen?" asked Laura, suddenly. "Oh, horrible, horrible," cried Anna, remembering her vision. "What have you seen?" repeated Laura, seizing Anna's arm. "Oh, what a dreadful thing, what a dreadful thing," she sobbed, covering her face with her hands. But Laura was herself consumed with anger and pain; and she drew Anna's hands from her face, and insisted, "Now—at this very moment—you have got to tell me what you have seen. Do you understand?" And the other, turning pale at her threatening tone, replied: "You wish to know what I have seen, Laura? And you ask me in a rage of offended innocence, of wounded virtue? You are angry, Laura? Angry—you? What right have you to be angry, or to speak to me as you have done? Aren't you afraid? Have you no fear, no suspicions, nothing? You threaten me; you tell me I am mad. You want to know what I have seen; and you are haughty because you deem yourself secure, and me a madwoman. But, to be secure, you should close the doors behind you when you go to an assignation. When you are speaking of love, and kissing, to be secure you should close the doors, Laura, close the doors." "I don't understand you," murmured Laura, very pale. "This evening, at nine o'clock, when you were in Cesare's room—I came home suddenly—you weren't expecting me—you were alone, secure—and I saw through the door——" "What?" demanded the other, with bowed head. "As much as can be seen and heard. Remember." Laura fell into a chair. "Why have you done this? Why? Why?" asked Anna. Laura did not answer. "Don't you dare to answer? Oh, see how base you are! See how perfidious you are. What manner of woman are you? Why did you do it?" "Because I love Cesare." "O Lord, Lord!" cried Anna, breaking into desperate sobs. "Don't you know it? Haven't your eyes seen it? haven't your ears heard it? Do you imagine that a woman such as I am goes into a man's room if she doesn't love him! That she lets him kiss her, that she kisses him, unless she loves him! What more have you to ask! I love Cesare." "Be quiet, be quiet, be quiet," said Anna. "And Cesare loves me," Laura went on. "Be quiet. You are my sister. You are a young girl. Don't speak such an infamy. Be quiet. Don't say that you and Cesare are two monsters." "You have seen us together. I love Cesare, and he loves me." "Monstrous, infamous!" "It may be infamous, but it is so." "But don't you realise what you are doing! Don't you feel that it is infamous; Don't you understand how dreadful your offence is! Am I not your sister—I whom you are betraying!" "I loved Cesare from the beginning. You betrayed me." "The excuse of guilt! I loved him, I love him. You are betraying me." "You love him stupidly, and bore him; I love him well." "He's a married man." "He was married by force, Anna." "He is my husband." "Oh, very slightly!" "Laura!" exclaimed Anna, wounded to the quick, she who was all wounds. "I'm not blind," said Laura, tranquilly. "I can take in the situation." "But your conscience! But your religion! But your modesty, which is soiled by such an atrocious sin!" "I'm not your husband's mistress, you know that yourself." "But you love him. You thrill at the touch of his hand. You kiss him. You tell him you love him." "Well, all that doesn't signify that I'm his mistress." "The sin is as great." "No, it's not as great, Anna." "It's a deadly sin merely to love another woman's husband." "But I'm not his mistress. Be exact." "A change of words; the sin is the same." "Words have their importance; they are the symbols of facts." "It's an infamy," said Anna. "Anna, don't insult me." "Insult you! Do you pretend that that pretty pure face of yours is capable of blushing under an insult? Can your chaste brow be troubled by an insult? You have trampled all innocence and all modesty under foot—you, the daughter of my mother! You have broken your sister's heart—you, "You have no right to insult me." "I haven't the right? Before such treachery? I haven't the right? Before such dishonour?" "If you will call upon your memory, you will see that you haven't the right." "What do you wish me to remember?" "A single circumstance. Once upon a time, you, a girl like me, abandoned your home, and eloped with a man you loved, a nobody, a poor obscure nobody. Then you deceived me, Cesare, and everybody else. By that elopement you dishonoured the graves of your father and mother, and you dishonoured your name which is also mine." "Oh, heavens, heavens, heavens!" cried Anna. "You passed a whole day out of Naples, in an inn at Pompeii, alone the whole day with a man you loved, in a private room." "I wasn't Giustino Morelli's mistress." "Exactly. Nor am I Cesare Dias'." "I wasn't Giustino Morelli's mistress," repeated Anna. "I wasn't behind the door, as you were, to see the truth." "Oh, cruel, wicked sister—cruel and wicked!" "And please to have the fairness to remember that on that day Cesare Dias rushed to your rescue. In charity, without saying a word to reproach you, he brought you back to the home you had deserted. In charity, without insulting "But you have wounded me in my love, Laura. But I adore Cesare, and I am horribly jealous of him. I can't banish the thought of your love for him; I can remember nothing but your kisses. I feel as if I were going mad. Oh, Laura, Laura, you who were so pure and beautiful, you who are worthy of a young man's love, why do you throw away your life and your honour for Cesare?" "But you? Don't you also love him? You too are young. Yet didn't you love him so desperately that you would gladly have died, if he hadn't married you? I have followed your example, that is all. As you love him, I love him, Anna. We are sisters, and the same passion burns in our veins." "Don't say that, don't say it. My love will last as long as my life, Laura." "And so will mine." "Don't say it, don't say it." "Until I die, Anna." "Don't say it." "My blood is like yours; my nerves are like yours; my heart is as ardent as yours. My soul is consumed with love, as yours is. We are the daughters of the same parents. Cesare has fascinated you, Cesare has fascinated me." "Oh, heavens, heavens! I must kill myself then. I must die!" "Bah!" said Laura, with a movement of disdain. "I will kill myself, Laura." "Those who say it don't do it." "You are deceiving yourself, wicked, scornful creature." "Those who say it don't do it," repeated Laura, laughing bitterly. "But understand me! I can't endure this betrayal. Understand! I—I alone have the right to love Cesare. He is mine. I won't give him up to anybody. My only refuge, my only comfort, my only consolation is in my love. Don't you see that I have nothing else?" "Luigi Caracciolo loves you, though," said Laura, smiling. "What are you saying to me?" "You might fall in love with him." "You propose an infamy to me." "But consider. I love Cesare; Cesare loves me and not you. But Caracciolo loves you. Well, why not fall in love with him?" "Because it would be infamous." "You are beginning to insult me again, Anna. It is late. I am going away." "No, don't go yet, Laura. Think how terrible this thing is for me. Listen to me, Laura, and call to aid all your kindness. I have insulted you, it is true; but you can't know what jealousy is like, you can't imagine the unendurable torture of it. Call to aid your goodness, Laura. Think—we were nourished at the same breast, the same And as if it were she who were the guilty one, she knelt before her sister, taking her hand, kissing it, bathing it with her tears. Laura, seeing this woman whom she had so cruelly wronged kneel before her, closed her eyes, and for a moment was intensely pale. But her soul was strong; she was able to conquer her emotion. For an instant she was silent; then, coming to the supreme question of their existence, she demanded: "And what do you expect in exchange for this pardon?" She had the air of according a favour. "Laura, Laura, you must be good and great, since I have forgiven you." "What is your price for this forgiveness?" "You must not love Cesare any more. Bravely you must cast that impure love out of your soul, which it degrades. You must not love him any more. And then, not only will my pardon be complete and absolute, but you will find in me the fondest "Anna, I cannot." "Listen, listen. Don't answer yet. Don't decide yet. Don't speak the last word yet, the awful word. Think, Laura, it is your future, it is your life, that you are staking upon this love: a black future, a fatal certainty of death, if you persist in it. But, on the contrary, if you forget it—if a chaste and innocent impulse of affection for me persuades you to put it from you—what peace, what calm! You will find another man, a worthier man, a man of your own loftiness of spirit, who will understand you, who will make you happy, whom you can love with all your soul, in the consciousness of having done your duty. You will be a happy wife, your husband will be a happy man, you will be a mother, you will have children—you will have children, you! But you must not love Cesare any more." "Anna, I can't help it." "Laura, don't make your mind up yet. For pity's sake, hear me. We must find a way out of it, an escape. You will travel, you will make a journey, a long journey, abroad; that will interest you. I'll ask Cousin Scibilia to go with you. She has nothing to detain her; she's a widow; she will go. You will travel. You can't think "Anna, I can't help it." Anna moved towards her sister; but when she found herself face to face with her, an impulse of horror repelled her. She went to the window and stood there, gazing out into the street, into the great shadow of the night. When she came back, her face was cold, austere, self-contained. Her sister felt that she could read a menace in it. "Is that your last word?" asked Anna. "My last word." "You don't think you can change?" "I don't think so." "You know what you are doing?" "Yes, I know." "And you face the danger?" "Where is the danger?" asked Laura, rising. "Don't be afraid, don't be afraid," said Anna, carrying her pocket-handkerchief to her lips and biting it. "I ask you if it doesn't strike you as dangerous that two women such as I, Anna Dias, and you, Laura Acquaviva, should live together in the same house and love the same man with the same passion?" "It is certainly very dangerous," said Laura slowly, standing up, and looking into her sister's eyes. "Leave me my husband, Laura," cried Anna, impetuously. "Take him back—if you can. But you can't, you know. You never could." "You're a monster. Go away," cried Anna, clenching her teeth, clenching her fists, driving her nails into her flesh. "It's at your bidding that I'm here. I came to show that I wasn't afraid of you, that's all." "Go away, monster, monster, monster!" "Kill me, if you like; but don't call me by that name," cried Laura, at last exasperated. "You deserve that I should kill you, it is true. By all the souls that hear me, by the souls of our dead parents, by the Madonna, who, with them, is shuddering in heaven at your crime, you deserve that I should kill you!" "But Cesare would weep for me," taunted Laura, again mistress of herself. "It is true," rejoined Anna, icily. "Go away then. Go at once." "Good-bye, Anna." "Good-bye, Laura." Leisurely, collectedly, she turned her back upon her sister, and moved away, erect and supple in her white frock, with her light regular footstep. Her hand turned the knob of the door, but on the threshold she paused, involuntarily, and looked at Anna, who stood in the middle of the room Anna was alone. And within herself she was offering up thanks to the Madonna for having that night saved her from a terrible temptation. For, from the dreadful scene that had just passed, only one thought remained to her. She had besought her sister not to love Cesare any more, promising in exchange all the devotion of her soul and body; and Laura had thrice responded, obstinately, blindly, "I can't help it." Well, when for the third time she heard those words, a sudden, immense fury of jealousy had seized her; suddenly a great red cloud seemed to fall before her eyes, and the redness came from a wound in her sister's white throat, a wound which she had inflicted; and the pale girl lay at her feet lifeless, unable for ever to say again that she loved Cesare and would not cease to love him. Ah, for a minute, for a minute, murder had breathed in Anna's poor distracted heart, and she had wished to kill the daughter of her mother! Now, with spent eyes, feeling herself lost and dying at the bottom of an abyss, she uttered a deep prayer of thanksgiving to God, for that He had swept the red cloud away, for that He had allowed her to suffer without avenging herself. Slowly, slowly All her womanly goodness and weakness were mingled in her renunciation of revenge. The violent energy which she had shown in her talk with Laura had given place to a mortal lassitude. She remained on her knees, and continued to murmur the words of her orisons, but now she no longer understood their meaning. Her head was whirling, as in the beginning of a swoon. She dragged herself with difficulty to her bed, and threw herself upon it, inert as a dead body, in utter physical exhaustion. Laura had undone her. The whole long scene between them repeated itself over and over in her mind; again she passed from tears to anger, from jealousy to pleading affection; again she saw her sister's pure white face, and the cynical smile that disfigured it, and its hard incapacity for pity, fear, or contrition. Laura had overthrown her, conquered her, undone her. Anna had gone to her, strong in her outraged rights, strong in her offended love, strong in her knowledge of her sister's treachery; she had expected to see that proud brow bend before her, red with shame; she "I did not kill her. She has beaten me!" she thought. And yet Anna was in the right; and Laura, by all human and all moral law, was in the wrong. To love a married man, to love her sister's husband, almost her own brother! Anna was right before God, before mankind, before Cesare and Laura themselves. If, when her sister had refused to surrender her husband to her, she had killed her, no human being would have blamed her for it. "And yet I did not kill her. She has beaten me!" She tried to find the cause of her defeat, overwhelmed by the despair with which good people see wrong and injustice triumph. She sought for the cause of her defeat, but she could find none, none. She was right—according to all laws, "Beaten, beaten, beaten! bitterly worsted and overwhelmed!" For the third time in her life she had been utterly defeated. She had not known how to defend herself; she had not known how to assert her rights, and conquer. On that fatal day at Pompeii, when Giustino Morelli had abandoned her; on that fatal night at Sorrento, when Cesare Dias had proposed his mephistophelian bargain to her, whereby she was to renounce love, dignity, and her every prerogative as a woman and a wife; at Pompeii and at Sorrento she had been worsted by those who were in the wrong, by Giustino Morelli who could not love, by Cesare Dias who would not. And now again to-night—to-night, for the third time—betrayed by her husband and her sister—she had not known how to conquer. At Naples, as at Pompeii, as at Sorrento, she who was in the right had been defeated by one who was in the wrong. "But why? why?" she asked herself, in despair. She did not know. It was contrary to all reason and all justice. She could only see the fact, clear, cruel, inexorable. It was destiny. A secret power fought against "I must seek the last word," she thought. She rose from her bed, and looked at the clock. It was four in the morning. She went to her writing-desk, and, leaning her head upon her hand, tried to think what she had come there to do. Then she took a sheet of paper, and wrote a few words upon it. But when she read them over, they displeased her; she tore the paper up, and threw it away. She wrote and tore up three more notes; at last she was contented with this one: "Cesare, I must say something to you at once. As soon as you read these words, no matter at what hour of the night or morning, come to my room.—Anna." She sealed the note in an envelope, and addressed it to her husband. She left her room, to go to his. The door was locked; she could see no light, hear no sound within. She slipped the letter through the crack above the threshold. "Cesare shall speak the last word," she thought. She returned to her own room, and threw herself upon her bed to watch and wait for him. |