Earlier in the morning, Ruth had watched Uncle Jepson and Aunt Martha ride away in the buckboard toward Lazette. She had stood on the porch, following them with her eyes until the buckboard had grown dim in her vision—a mere speck crawling over a sun-scorched earth, under a clear white sky in which swam a sun that for days had been blighting growing things. But on the porch of the ranchhouse it was cool. Ruth was not cool. When the buckboard had finally vanished into the distance, with nothing left of it but a thin dust cloud that spread and disintegrated and at last settled down, Ruth walked to a rocker on the porch and sank into it, her face flushed, her eyes glowing with eager expectancy. A few days before, while rummaging in a wooden box which had been the property of her uncle, William Harkness, she had come upon another box, considerably smaller, filled with A decision had resulted from those periods, for the day before, when a puncher had come in from the outfit, on an errand, she had told him to send Randerson in to the ranchhouse to her, on the following day. And she was expecting him now. She had tried to dissuade Uncle Jep and Aunt Martha from making the trip to Lazette today, but, for reasons which she would not have admitted—and did not admit, even to herself—she had not argued very strongly. And she had watched them go with mingled regret and satisfaction; two emotions that persisted in battling within her until they brought the disquiet that had flushed her cheeks. It was an hour before Randerson rode up to the edge of the porch, and when Patches came to a halt, and her range boss sat loosely in the saddle, looking down at her, she was composed, even though her cheeks were still a little red. “You sent for me, ma’am.” It was the employee speaking to his “boss.” He was not using the incident of a few nights before to establish familiarity between them; his voice was low, deferential. But Willard Masten’s voice had never made her feel quite as she felt at this moment. “Yes, I sent for you,” she said, smiling calmly—trying to seem the employer but getting something into her voice which would not properly belong there under those circumstances. She told herself it was not pleasure—but she saw his eyes flash. “I have found some cartridges, and I want you to teach me how to shoot.” He looked at her with eyes that narrowed with amusement, after a quick glint of surprise. “I reckon I c’n teach you. Are you figurin’ that there’s some one in this country that you don’t want here any more?” “No,” she said; “I don’t expect to shoot anybody. But I have decided that as long as I have made up my mind to stay here and run the Flying W, I may as well learn to be able to protect myself—if occasion arises.” “That’s a heap sensible. You c’n never tell when you’ll have to do some shootin’ out here. “How long will it take you to teach me to shoot?” she asked. “That depends, ma’am. I reckon I could show you how to pull the trigger in a jiffy. That would be a certain kind of shootin’. But as for showin’ you how to hit somethin’ you shoot at, why, that’s a little different. I’ve knowed men that practiced shootin’ for years, ma’am, an’ they couldn’t hit a barn if they was inside of it. There’s others that can hit most anything, right handy. They say it’s all in the eye an’ the nerves, ma’am—whatever nerves are.” “You haven’t any nerves, I suppose, or you wouldn’t speak of them that way.” “If you mean that I go to hollerin’ an’ jumpin’ He was looking directly at her when he spoke, his gaze apparently without subtlety. But she detected a gleam that seemed far back in his eyes, and she knew that he referred to her actions of the other night. She blushed. “I didn’t think you would remind me of that,” she said. “Why, I didn’t, ma’am. I didn’t mention any names. But of course, a woman’s got nerves; they can’t help it.” “Of course men are superior,” she taunted. She resisted an inclination to laugh, for she was rather astonished to discover that man’s disposition to boast was present in this son of the wilderness. Also, she was a little disappointed in him. But she saw him redden. “I ain’t braggin’, ma’am. Take them on an average, an’ I reckon woman has got as much grit as men. But they show it different. They’re quicker to imagine things than men. That makes them see things where there ain’t anything to see. A man’s mother is always a woman, ma’am, an’ if he’s got any grit in him he owes a lot of it His gaze was momentarily somber, and she felt a quick, new interest in him. Or had she felt this interest all along—a desire to learn something more of him than he had expressed? “You might get off your horse and sit in the shade for a minute. It is hot, you’ve had a long ride, and I am not quite ready to begin shooting,” she invited. He got off Patches, led him to the shade of the house, hitched him, and then returned to the porch, taking a chair near her. “Aunt Martha says you were born here,” Ruth said. “Have you always been a cowboy?” A flash that came into his eyes was concealed by a turn of the head. So she had asked Aunt Martha about him. “I don’t remember ever bein’ anything else. As far back as I c’n recollect, there’s been cows hangin’ around.” “Have you traveled any?” “To Denver, Frisco, Kansas City. I was in Utah, once, lookin’ over the Mormons. They’re a curious lot, ma’am. I never could see what on earth a man wanted half a dozen wives for. One “But a woman doesn’t always manage her husband,” she defended. “Don’t she, ma’am?” he said gently, no guile in his eyes. “Why, all the husbands I’ve seen seemed to be pretty well managed. You can see samples of it every day, ma’am, if you look around. Young fellows that have acted pretty wild when they was single, always sort of steady down when they’re hooked into double harness. They go to actin’ quiet an’ subdued-like—like they’d lost all interest in life. I reckon it must be their wives managin’ them, ma’am.” “It’s a pity, isn’t it?” she said, her chin lifting. “The men seem to like it, ma’am. Every day there’s new ones makin’ contracts for managers.” “I suppose you will never sacrifice yourself?” she asked challengingly. “It ain’t time, yet, ma’am,” he returned, looking straight at her, his eyes narrowed, with little “We won’t talk about that, please,” she said coldly. “Then we won’t, ma’am.” She sat looking at him, trying to be coldly critical, but not succeeding very well. She was trying to show him that there was small hope of him ever realizing his desire to have her “manage” him, but she felt that she did not succeed in that very well either. Perplexity came into her eyes as she watched him. “Why is it that you don’t like Willard Masten?” she asked at length. “Why is it that he doesn’t like you?” His face sobered. “I don’t recollect to have said anything about Masten, ma’am,” he said. “But you don’t like him, do you?” A direct answer was required. “No,” he said simply. “Why?” she persisted. “I reckon mebbe you’d better ask Masten,” he returned, his voice expressionless. Then he looked at her with an amused grin. “If it’s goin’ to take you any time to learn to shoot, I reckon we’d better begin.” She got up, went into the house for the pistol and cartridges, and came out again, the weapon dangling from her hand. “Shucks!” he said, when he saw the pistol, comparing its huge bulk to the size of the hand holding it, “you’ll never be able to hold it, when it goes off. You ought to have a smaller one.” “Uncle Jep says this ought to stop anything it hits,” she declared. “That is just what I want it to do. If I shoot anything once, I don’t want to have to shoot again.” “I reckon you’re right bloodthirsty, ma’am. But I expect it’s so big for you that you won’t be able to hit anything.” “I’ll show you,” she said, confidently. “Where shall we go to shoot? We shall have to have a target, I suppose?” “Not a movin’ one,” he said gleefully. “An’ I ain’t aimin’ to hold it for you!” “Wait until you are asked,” she retorted, defiantly. “Perhaps I may be a better shot than you think!” “I hope so, ma’am.” She looked resentfully at him, but followed him as he went out near the pasture fence, taking with him a soap box that he found near a shed, “Oh, I have used a revolver before,” she told him, “not so large a one as this, of course. But I know better than to point it at myself.” “I see you do, ma’am.” His hand went out quickly and closed over hers, for she had been directing the muzzle of the weapon fairly at his chest. “You ought never point it at anybody that you don’t want to shoot,” he remonstrated gently. He showed her how to hold the weapon, told her to stand sideways to the target, with her right arm extended and rigid, level with the shoulder. He took some time at this; three times after she extended her arm he seemed to find it necessary to take hold of the arm to rearrange its position, lingering long at this work, and squeezing the pistol hand a little too tightly, she thought. “Don’t go to pullin’ the trigger too fast or too hard,” he warned; “a little time for the first She pulled the trigger, and the muzzle of the pistol flew upward. “I reckon that target feels pretty safe, ma’am,” he said dryly. “But that buzzard up there will be pullin’ his freight—if he’s got any sense.” She fired again, her lips compressed determinedly. At the report a splinter of wood flew from the top of the post. She looked at him with an exultant smile. “That’s better,” he told her, grinning; “you’ll be hittin’ the soap box, next.” She did hit it at the fourth attempt, and her joy was great. For an hour she practiced, using many cartridges, reveling in this new pastime. She hit the target often, and toward the end she gained such confidence and proficiency that her eyes glowed proudly. Then, growing tired, she invited him to the porch again, and until near noon they talked of guns and shooting. Her interest in him had grown. His interest in her had always been deep, and the constraint that had been between them no longer existed. At noon she went into the house and prepared luncheon, leaving him sitting on the porch alone. When she called Randerson in, and he took a chair across from her, she felt a distinct embarrassment. It was not because she was there alone with him, for he had a right to be there; he was her range boss and his quarters were in the house; he was an employee, and no conventions were being violated. But the embarrassment was there. Did Randerson suspect her interest in him? That question assailed her. She studied him, and was uncertain. For his manner had not changed. He was still quiet, thoughtful, polite, still deferential and natural, with a quaintness of speech and a simplicity that had gripped her, that held her captive. But her embarrassment fled as the meal progressed. She forgot it in her interest for him. She questioned him again; he answered frankly. And through her questions she learned much of his past life, of his hopes and ambitions. They were as simple and natural as himself. “I’ve been savin’ my money, ma’am,” he told her. “I’m goin’ to own a ranch of my own, some day. There’s fellows that blow in all their wages in town, not thinkin’ of tomorrow. But I quit “But I ain’t stingy, ma’am. I reckon I’ve proved it. There’s a difference between bein’ careful an’ stingy.” “How did you prove it?” He grinned at her. “Why, I ain’t mentionin’,” he said gently. But she had heard of his generosity—from several of the men, and from Hagar Catherson. She mentally applauded his reticence. She learned that he had read—more than she would have thought, from his speech—and that he had profited thereby. “Books give the writer’s opinion of things,” he said. “If you read a thoughtful book, you either agree with the writer, or you don’t, accordin’ to your nature an’ understandin’. None “Are you always right?” “Bless you, ma’am, no. I’m scarcely ever right. I’ll get to believin’ a thing, an’ then along will come somethin’ else, an’ I’ll have to start all over again. Or, I’ll talk to somebody, an’ find that they’ve got a better way of lookin’ at a thing. I reckon that’s natural.” They did not go out to shoot again. Instead, they went out on the porch, and there, sitting in the shade, they talked until the sun began to swim low in the sky. At last he got up, grinning. “I’ve done a heap of loafin’ today, ma’am. But I’ve certainly enjoyed myself, talkin’ to you. But if you ain’t goin’ to try to hit the target any more, I reckon I’ll be ridin’ back to the outfit.” She got up, too, and held out her hand to him. “Thank you,” she said. “You have made the day very short for me. It would have been lonesome here, without aunt and uncle.” “I saw them goin’,” he informed her. “And,” she continued, smiling, “I am going to ask you to come again, very soon, to teach me more about shooting.” “Any time, ma’am.” He still held her hand. And now he looked at it with a blush, and dropped it gently. Her face reddened a little too, for now she realized that he had held her hand for quite a while, and she had made no motion to withdraw it. Their eyes met eloquently. The gaze held for an instant, and then both laughed, as though each had seen something in the eyes of the other that had been concealed until this moment. Then Ruth’s drooped. Randerson smiled and stepped off the porch to get his pony. A little later, after waving his hand to Ruth from a distance, he rode away, his mind active, joy in his heart. “You’re a knowin’ horse, Patches,” he said confidentially to the pony. “If you are, what do you reckon made her ask so many questions?” He gulped over a thought that came to him. “She was shootin’ at the target, Patches,” he mused. “But do you reckon she was aimin’ at me?” |