For eight weary weeks Stargarde had, in the opinion of her friends, been afflicted by the terrible being who undoubtedly was her mother. But to Stargarde it was no affliction. From the night that she had taken the miserable creature in her arms, washed and fed her and laid her on her own bed, it had seemed rather a joy and privilege than a duty, to wait upon her. Cheerfully and uncomplainingly she placed herself at the disposal of her unworthy parent, guarding and restraining her as far as she possibly could, and making no ado when she was missing, but patiently seeking her in the lowest haunts of the town as a shepherd would seek a lost sheep and return it to the sheepfold. After Mrs. Frispi had been with Stargarde for four weeks her wanderings suddenly ceased. Her evil genius might prompt her to roam, but it was no longer in her power to do so. Her frame, strong as it had been, suddenly yielded to the effects of disease brought on by her irregular life. She lay on her back in Stargarde’s bed with no thought in her guilty soul of preparing for that Day by day he entered the sick-room, sometimes greeted sullenly by the sufferer, at others hailed by a torrent of abuse that made him turn from her with a shudder of disgust; but gradually there came a change. During the past ten days his patient had lain in a sullen, stoical silence, apparently indifferent alike to her sufferings and to Stargarde’s tender ministrations. That she used no more reckless language was something to be thankful for, and with a sense of relief to think that he was no longer in the den of a wild beast, Camperdown stepped into the room one Sunday morning. He held his fiancÉe’s> hand one instant in his own, then went to the bed and glanced sharply over Mrs. Frispi’s attenuated features. She did not look at him, even when he laid his fingers on her bony wrist, for her big blue eyes, slowly revolving in their sunken sockets, were following Stargarde as she moved about the room. “Let me take your temperature,” he said. Mrs. Frispi shook her head impatiently. “Mother,” murmured Stargarde appealingly, coming to stand beside her. In order to give her time to compose herself he affected to be busy with his instrument case. A side glance presently cast in her direction showed him that the tears were still on her cheeks and also that she was not anxious to avoid his scrutiny. “Are you going to throw her over?” she asked quietly. Camperdown stared at her. “Are you going to throw her over on account of me?” asked Mrs. Frispi, again indicating Stargarde by a motion of her head. “No, I am not,” he said decidedly. She made a sound of satisfaction in her throat and went on coolly: “She forgives me, but you will not. You would have kicked me back in the mud. She pitied me. She reminds me of the good people that I was with in New York for a little while when I was a girl. No one has cared for me since. I couldn’t help myself. Suppose she had been brought up where I was.” Camperdown frowned at the horrible possibilities suggested. Yet he took comfort in the sturdy character of his betrothed. “She would have been good anywhere,” he said stoutly. He did not reply to her otherwise than by a shrug of his shoulders. “And you won’t forgive me for disgracing you,” she went on in a kind of languid surprise; “and you call yourself a Christian.” “Brian,” said Stargarde with a passion of entreaty in her voice. “I do forgive you,” he said not unkindly, and after a short struggle with himself; “but you can’t expect me to admire you.” “Admire me!” she exclaimed, burying her face in the pillow. “Oh, my God!” A few minutes later he left the Pavilion and went to his home. The next day and the next and the next Camperdown saw Mrs. Frispi, but she did not speak to him. He saw that she was becoming weaker, and also that she was in a quieter, calmer mood. “To-night she will probably die,” he said on the evening of the third day, “and I shall take Mrs. Trotley and go to Stargarde.” While he was at dinner a message came from the Pavilion for him and for Zilla. The end was coming sooner than they had imagined it would. Zilla hesitated about going; not that she feared death, for she had seen many people die, but from “I cannot wait,” said Camperdown, “and I think that you ought to come with me. There is a cab at the door; you won’t have to walk.” Zilla flashed him a swift glance, darted upstairs for her cloak, and went with him. It was certainly not a hateful sight that they witnessed when they left the rain and darkness of the street and entered Stargarde’s cheerful rooms. Every light was shining brightly. Mrs. Frispi’s sight was almost gone, and to enable her to see some objects in the room that she dearly prized, Stargarde had even had additional lights brought in. The woman lay quietly among the pillows of her snow-white bed, the gaunt framework of her bones almost piercing through the thin covering of skin. Stargarde sat by the bed and in a recess was a girl dressed in the uniform of the Salvation Army. “It is no use,” Mrs. Frispi was uttering in short gasping breaths, as Camperdown and Zilla paused in the doorway; “I can’t see them—tell me.” Around Stargarde’s room hung a number of paintings illustrating an old hymn that she was fond of On these paintings hanging around her bed Mrs. Frispi’s eyes had often rested, and Stargarde, thinking that no more applicable story could be framed to suit her mother’s circumstances, had, in talking to her, woven biblical truths with the progress of the weary traveler. The striking pictures and the graphic words had impressed themselves upon the sin-worn mind. Even now, when her earthly vision was dulled, the dying one had before her mental gaze the representations of the traveler toiling up the mountain, his garments worn and dusty, his step slow, his eyes turned resolutely from the enchanting arbors where sweet songsters invited his delay to the top of the mountain, beyond which were the heavenly vale and the golden city. “While gazing on that city,” repeated Stargarde gently, “Just o’er the narrow flood, A band of holy angels Came from the throne of God. They bore him on their pinions Safe o’er the dashing foam, And joined him in his triumph; ‘Deliverance will come.’” Yet she lay quietly, as quietly as a child about to fall asleep, and giving no sign of distress or emotion except in the hurried and labored rise and fall of her chest. “I believe in God now,” she said solemnly, and moving her almost sightless eyes toward him. “I believe in everything. Oh,” with a sudden great and bitter cry, and straining her gaze in Stargarde’s direction, “what a wrong I have done her!” Stargarde held one of her mother’s hands in her own. At her despairing words she seized the other and folded them both between her strong, fair palms with a consoling clasp. “I wish to go to heaven because she will be there,” said the woman, starting up in bed with a last exertion of strength. “I cast her off when she was a baby, and she kisses me!” Camperdown hastily pushed more pillows behind her and moistened her lips with drops of a stimulant beside him. “I can see plainly now,” she went on, opening wide her blue eyes with their strange and touching expression. “Zeb, mind what she says and don’t vex her. Take good care of her, you,” she continued, addressing Camperdown. “I forgive you Her breath fluttered convulsively for a few minutes, then she sprang forward: “I hear them—the song of triumph they sing upon that shore. Jesus hath redeemed us—to suffer nevermore,” she added. “O Jesus, do not despise me—I am sorry.” Her last words were spoken. She fell back in Camperdown’s arms and he laid her head on the pillows. Stargarde’s face was shining like that of an angel. For many days he had seen her kneeling by that sick-bed, had heard her pleading voice, “O God, give me this soul; save my mother and take her to heaven.” Now her heart’s desire was gratified, and he feared that after the long weeks of watching and confinement to the house a collapse would come; but there was no sign of it yet. Very calmly she asked Zilla if she would care to stay in the room while Camperdown left it. Zilla remained; and Stargarde, while performing the last tender offices for her mother in which she would receive only a small amount of assistance from her friend of the Salvation Army, talked sweetly to the child of the triumphant entry of their mother’s spirit into heaven, and of the putting away of the deserted body under the grass and the flowers where it would lie till the joyful resurrection. When she at last left the Pavilion and put her hand in Camperdown’s for him to take her home, she remarked sagely, “I shall not mind dying, now that I am rich.” |