Back to the bewildering vision And the border-land of birth; Back into the looming wonder, The companionship of earth; Back unto the simple kindred— Childlike fingers, childlike eyes, Working, waiting, comprehending, Now in patience, now surprise; Back unto the faithful healing And the candor of the sod— Scent of mould and moisture stirring At the secret touch of God; Back into the ancient stillness Where the wise enchanter weaves, To the twine of questing tree-root, The expectancy of leaves; Back to hear the hushed consulting Over bud and blade and germ, As the Mother’s mood apportions Each its pattern, each its term; Back into the grave beginnings Where all wonder-tales are true, Strong enchantments, strange successions, Mysteries of old and new; Back to knowledge and renewal, Faith to fashion and reveal, Take me, Mother,—in compassion All thy hurt ones fain to heal. Back to wisdom take me, Mother; Comfort me with kindred hands; Tell me tales the world’s forgetting, Till my spirit understands. Tell me how some sightless impulse, Working out a hidden plan, God for kin and clay for fellow, Wakes to find itself a man. Tell me how the life of mortal, Wavering from breath to breath, Like a web of scarlet pattern Hurtles from the loom of death. How the caged bright bird, desire, Which the hands of God deliver, Beats aloft to drop unheeded At the confines of forever: Faints unheeded for a season, Then outwings the furthest star, To the wisdom and the stillness Where thy consummations are. Out of the dreams that heap The hollow hand of sleep,— Out of the dark sublime, The echoing deeps of time,— From the averted Face Beyond the bournes of space. Into the sudden sun We journey, one by one. Out of the hidden shade Wherein desire is made,— Out of the pregnant stir Where death and life confer,— The dark and mystic heat Where soul and matter meet,— The enigmatic Will,— We start, and then are still. Inexorably decreed By the ancestral deed, The puppets of our sires, We work out blind desires, And for our sons ordain, The blessing or the bane. In ignorance we stand With fate on either hand, And question stars and earth Of life, and death, and birth. With wonder in our eyes We scan the kindred skies, While through the common grass Our atoms mix and pass. We feel the sap go free When spring comes to the tree; And in our blood is stirred What warms the brooding bird. The vital fire we breathe That bud and blade bequeathe, And strength of native clay In our full veins hath sway. But in the urge intense And fellowship of sense, Suddenly comes a word In other ages heard. On a great wind our souls Are borne to unknown goals, And past the bournes of space To the unaverted Face. Sang the sunrise on an amber morn— “Earth, be glad! An April day is born. “Winter’s done, and April’s in the skies. Earth, look up with laughter in your eyes!” Putting off her dumb dismay of snow, Earth bade all her unseen children grow. Then the sound of growing in the air Rose to God a liturgy of prayer; And the thronged succession of the days Uttered up to God a psalm of praise. Laughed the running sap in every vein, Laughed the running flurries of warm rain, Laughed the life in every wandering root, Laughed the tingling cells of bud and shoot. God in all the concord of their mirth Heard the adoration-song of Earth. Behind the fateful gleams Of Life’s foretelling streams Sat the Artificer Of souls and deeds and dreams. Before him April came; And on her mouth his name Breathed like a flower And lightened like a flame. She offered him a world With showers of joy empearled; And a Spring wind With iris wings unfurled. She offered him a flight Of birds that fare by night, Voyaging northward By the ancestral sight. She offered him a star From the blue fields afar, Where unforgotten The ghosts of gladness are. And every root and seed Blind stirring in the mead Her hands held up,— And still he gave no heed. Then from a secret nook Beside a pasture brook,— A place of leaves,— A pink-lipped bloom she took. Softly before his feet, Oblation small and sweet, She laid the arbutus, And found the offering meet. Over the speaking tide, Where Death and Birth abide, He stretched his palm, And strewed the petals wide;— And o’er the ebbing years, Dark with the drift of tears, A sunbeam broke, And summer filled the spheres, Daffodil, lily, and crocus, They stir, they break from the sod, They are glad of the sun, and they open Their golden hearts to God. They, and the wilding families,— Windflower, violet, may,— They rise from the long, long dark To the ecstasy of day. We, scattering troops and kindreds, From out of the stars wind-blown To this wayside corner of space, This world that we call our own,— We, of the hedge-rows of Time, We, too, shall divide the sod, Emerge to the light, and blossom, With our hearts held up to God. Comes the lure of green things growing, Comes the call of waters flowing,— And the wayfarer desire Moves and wakes and would be going. Hark the migrant hosts of June Marching nearer noon by noon! Hark the gossip of the grasses Bivouacked beneath the moon! Hark the leaves their mirth averring; Hark the buds to blossom stirring; Hark the hushed, exultant haste Of the wind and world conferring! Hark the sharp, insistent cry Where the hawk patrols the sky! Hark the flapping, as of banners, Where the heron triumphs by! Empire in the coasts of bloom Humming cohorts now resume,— And desire is forth to follow Many a vagabond perfume. Long the quest and far the ending Where my wayfarer is wending,— When desire is once afoot, Doom behind and dream attending! Shuttle-cock of indecision, Sport of chance’s blind derision, Yet he may not fail nor tire Till his eyes shall win the Vision. In his ears the phantom chime Of incommunicable rhyme, He shall chase the fleeting camp-fires Of the Bedouins of Time. Farer by uncharted ways, Dumb as Death to plaint or praise, Unreturning he shall journey, Fellow to the nights and days:— Till upon the outer bar Stilled the moaning currents are,— Till the flame achieves the zenith,— Till the moth attains the star,— Till, through laughter and through tears, Fair the final peace appears, And about the watered pastures Sink to sleep the nomad years! At evening, where the cattle come to drink, Cool are the long marsh-grasses, dewy cool The alder thickets, and the shallow pool, And the brown clay about the trodden brink. The pensive afterthoughts of sundown sink Over the patient acres given to peace; The homely cries and farmstead noises cease, And the worn day relaxes, link by link. A lesson that the open heart may read Breathes in this mild benignity of air, These dear, familiar savours of the soil,— A lesson of the calm of humble creed, The simple dignity of common toil, And the plain wisdom of unspoken prayer. Dear blossom of the wayside kin, Whose homely, wholesome name Tells of a potency within To win thee country fame! The sterile hillocks are thy home, Beside the windy path; The sky, a pale and lonely dome, Is all thy vision hath. Thy unobtrusive purple face Amid the meagre grass Greets me with long-remembered grace, And cheers me as I pass. And I, outworn by petty care, And vexed with trivial wrong, I heed thy brave and joyous air Until my heart grows strong. A lesson from the Power I crave That moves in me and thee, That makes thee modest, calm, and brave,— Me restless as the sea. Thy simple wisdom I would gain,— To heal the hurt Life brings, With kindly cheer, and faith in pain, And joy of common things. To Beauty and to Truth I heaped My sacrificial fires. I fed them hot with selfish thoughts And many proud desires. I stripped my days of dear delights To cast them in the flame, Till life seemed naked as a rock, And pleasure but a name. And still I sorrowed patiently, And waited day and night, Expecting Truth from very far And Beauty from her height. Then laughter ran among the stars; And this I heard them tell: “Beside his threshold is the shrine Where Truth and Beauty dwell!” He who would start and rise Before the crowing cocks— No more he lifts his eyes, Whoever knocks. He who before the stars Would call the cattle home,— They wait about the bars For him to come. Him at whose hearty calls The farmstead woke again The horses in their stalls Expect in vain. Busy, and blithe, and bold, He laboured for the morrow,— The plough his hands would hold Rusts in the furrow. His fields he had to leave, His orchards cool and dim; The clods he used to cleave Now cover him. But the green, growing things Lean kindly to his sleep,— White roots and wandering strings, Closer they creep. Because he loved them long And with them bore his part, Tenderly now they throng About his heart. By the long wash of his ancestral sea He sleeps how quietly! How quiet the unlifting eyelids lie Under this tranquil sky! The little busy hands and restless feet Here find that rest is sweet; For sweetly, from the hands grown tired of play, The child-world slips away, With its confusion of forgotten toys And kind, familiar noise. Not lonely does he lie in his last bed, For love o’erbroods his head. Kindly to him the comrade grasses lean Their fellowship of green. The wilding meadow companies give heed,— Brave tansy, and the weed That on the dyke-top lifts its dauntless stalk,— Around his couch they talk. The shadows of his oak-tree flit and play Above his dreams all day. The wind, that was his playmate on the hills, His sleep with music fills. Here in this tender acre by the tide His vanished kin abide. Ah! what compassionate care for him they keep, Too soon returned to sleep! They watch him in this little field of peace Where they have found release. Not as a stranger or alone he went Unto his long content; But kissed to sleep and comforted lies he By his ancestral sea. Comrade of the whirling planets, Mother of the leaves and rain, Make me joyous as thy birds are, Let me be thy child again. Show me all the troops of heaven Tethered in a sphere of dew,— All the dear familiar marvels Old, child-hearted singers knew. Let me laugh with children’s laughter, Breathe with herb and blade and tree, Learn again forgotten lessons Of thy grave simplicity. Take me back to dream and vision From the prison-house of pain, Back to fellowship with wonder— Mother, take me home again! I soothe to unimagined sleep The sunless bases of the deep. And then I stir the aching tide That gropes in its reluctant side. I heave aloft the smoking hill; To silent peace its throes I still. But ever at its heart of fire I lurk, an unassuaged desire. I wrap me in the sightless germ An instant or an endless term; And still its atoms are my care, Dispersed in ashes or in air. I hush the comets one by one To sleep for ages in the sun; The sun resumes before my face His circuit of the shores of space. The mount, the star, the germ, the deep, They all shall wake, they all shall sleep. Time, like a flurry of wild rain, Shall drift across the darkened pane. Space, in the dim predestined hour, Shall crumble like a ruined tower. I only, with unfaltering eye, Shall watch the dreams of God go by. Now along the solemn heights Fade the Autumn’s altar-lights; Down the great earth’s glimmering chancel Glide the days and nights. Little kindred of the grass, Like a shadow in a glass Falls the dark and falls the stillness; We must rise and pass. We must rise and follow, wending Where the nights and days have ending,— Pass in order pale and slow Unto sleep extending. Little brothers of the clod, Soul of fire and seed of sod, We must fare into the silence At the knees of God. Little comrades of the sky Wing to wing we wander by, Going, going, going, going, Softly as a sigh. Hark, the moving shapes confer, Globe of dew and gossamer, Fading and ephemeral spirits In the dusk astir. Moth and blossom, blade and bee, Worlds must go as well as we, In the long procession joining Mount, and star, and sea. Toward the shadowy brink we climb Where the round year rolls sublime, Rolls, and drops, and falls forever In the vast of time; Like a plummet plunging deep Past the utmost reach of sleep, Till remembrance has no longer Care to laugh or weep. Before the feet of the dew There came a call I knew, Luring me into the garden Where the tall white lilies grew. I stood in the dusk between The companies of green, O’er whose aerial ranks The lilies rose serene. And the breathing air was stirred By an unremembered word, Soft, incommunicable— And wings not of a bird. I heard the spent blooms sighing, The expectant buds replying; I felt the life of the leaves, Ephemeral, yet undying. The spirits of earth were there, Thronging the shadowed air, Serving among the lilies, In an ecstasy of prayer. Their speech I could not tell; But the sap in each green cell, And the pure initiate petals, They knew that language well. I felt the soul of the trees— Of the white, eternal seas— Of the flickering bats and night-moths And my own soul kin to these. And a spell came out of space From the light of its starry place, And I saw in the deep of my heart The image of God’s face. While eager angels watched in awe, God fashioned with his hands Two shining spheres to work his law, And carry his commands. With patient art he shaped them true, With calm, untiring care; And none of those bright watchers knew Which one to call most fair. He dropped one lightly down to earth Amid the morning’s blue— And on a gossamer had birth A bead of blinding dew. It flamed across the hollow field, On tiptoe to depart, Outvied Arcturus, and revealed All heaven in its heart. He tossed the other into space (As children toss a ball) To swing forever in its place With equal rise and fall; To flame through the ethereal dark, Among its brother spheres, An orbit too immense to mark The little tide of years. Out of the frost-white wood comes winnowing through No wing; no homely call or cry is heard. Even the hope of life seems far deferred. The hard hills ache beneath their spectral hue. A dove-gray cloud, tender as tears or dew, From one lone hearth exhaling, hangs unstirred, Like the poised ghost of some unnamed great bird In the ineffable pallor of the blue. Such, I must think, even at the dawn of Time, Was thy white hush, O world, when thou lay’st cold, Unwaked to love, new from the Maker’s word, And the spheres, watching, stilled their high accord, To marvel at perfection in thy mould, The grace of thine austerity sublime! (Domine, cui sunt Pleiades curae) Father, who keepest The stars in Thy care, Me, too, Thy little one, Childish in prayer, Keep, as Thou keepest The soft night through, Thy long, white lilies Asleep in Thy dew.
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