After Anne Harding had been twenty-four hours on the case, she came to Sophy, who was writing letters in the library. Just to address the envelope to Charlotte, which she did beforehand, comforted her. How real and home-like looked the familiar names! There was her house of refuge when—if ever—she could escape. But she told nothing of her husband's condition to Charlotte. "Can we go where it's quite private, Mrs. Chesney?" said Anne Harding. "I've some things I must talk to you about." Sophy took the nurse up to her bedroom and locked the door. "What is it?" she asked, fixing her dilated eyes on the shrewd black ones. "Please don't look so frightened," said Anne kindly. "Go on, please," said Sophy. Anne took up the poker, and began breaking the big lump of coal in the grate as she said this. Little spirals of greenish-yellow smoke escaped from the cracks made by the poker, then jetted into flame. She was so sorry for this beautiful, scared woman, that she looked doggedly at the lump of coal all the time that she was speaking. "It's just that Mr. Chesney is getting extra morphia—I mean taking it himself—lots of it——" she began bluntly. "Oh!" cried Sophy. It was a sort of gasp. Then she said hurriedly: "But it's impossible, nurse. How can he get it? Gaynor, his valet, and I had all there is. Now we've turned it over to you—with both the syringes." "He's getting it, ma'am," said Anne firmly. "And he's taking it hypodermically, too." "Oh, don't you think you are mistaken?" "No, Mrs. Chesney. I couldn't be." "But—but—— Have you——" She could not bring it out. She could not ask this little stranger woman whether she had searched Cecil's things for the stuff—for another syringe. "Yes, I've hunted—thoroughly—through everything," Anne said quite as a matter of course, guessing what she had meant to ask. "He sleeps so heavily, when he does sleep—from the accumulated effects, you know—that I've even been able to feel between the mattresses. I've searched the edges for a rip where he might have stuffed it inside. I've looked through everything—but his letter-box." She shattered the lump of coal quite as she said this. "That's why I've come to you. He's in one of those heavy sleeps. I've got the letter-box and the key in my room. I want you to open it and look for me. I didn't quite like to do that." Sophy gulped shame. Its tang was bitterer than wormwood. Then she felt a sudden anger against this cool, white-capped little creature who summoned her suddenly to violate her husband's private property. "No. I can't do that, Nurse," she said coldly. "Not on an uncertainty." "But it's quite certain," said Anne Harding patiently. "Wait— I'll prove it to you." She turned at last and looked at Sophy. "In order to be quite sure," she said—"you know, ma'am, Dr. Bellamy had told me he felt pretty sure that Mr. Chesney was getting more than the chart showed. Well, to be quite sure, I substituted salt and water for four out of the six doses I've given in twenty-four hours. Now you see, ma'am, to cut a patient down suddenly in the doses like that would make him suffer something awful if he was really not getting more himself." Sophy sat gazing at her. "How would it make him suffer?" she said at last. Her voice was almost a whisper. "Oh, nerves—terrible—we've no way of imagining what they go through when the drug's taken away sudden. I nursed a case once where the doctor had that method. But I'd never do it again, ma'am. The patient twisted the bars at the foot of the bed in his agony like they had been paper. It was a brass bed. No, ma'am. I'd never be party to a thing like that again." Sophy felt as if she were ill herself. "Don't!" she said. She put up her hand over her face, as she leaned sick and weak in her chair. "Don't tell me things like that—please." "I'm sorry, Mrs. Chesney," said the nurse in her kind, blunt way. "But you see I had to prove my point to you. It's a most important one. That box must be searched, ma'am. And you see I don't like to go into Mr. Chesney's private papers. Now you, as his wife, can do it without its being any harm. Wait a minute, though—are you sure of this man, Gaynor?" "Absolutely." "It's very hard to be sure of people in a morphia case, Mrs. Chesney. Sometimes just pity makes 'em give the drug to the patient." "I am quite sure of Gaynor. I'll tell you why," Sophy added, feeling that it was due the nurse to do so. And she told her of the part that Gaynor had played in the tragic story. "Well, I should say he's safe then," admitted Anne, when Sophy had finished. "And now that I feel sure of that, won't you let me bring you that box, Mrs. Chesney? You want to save Mr. Chesney, and that's the only way to do it—to help me and the doctor," she added shrewdly. Sophy could scarcely have grown paler than she was. "Go ... bring it...." she said in a faint voice. Anne brought the red morocco box, with C.G.C. stamped on it in worn gold letters, and handed it with the key to Sophy. As the nurse set the box upon her knees, Sophy looked so ghastly that Anne exclaimed: "Oh, pray, pray, Mrs. Chesney, don't take it so hard! It's for his good we're doing it—to save him." "Yes," said Sophy. With a firm gesture she thrust the key suddenly into the small spring-lock and turned it. As she felt the lid rise beneath her hand, it seemed to her as though she had by this act shared his degradation—drawn part of it into her own blood. With her slender, nobly shaped hands she began to search among the letters and documents.—Nothing. The colour began to rise again into her white face. Eagerly she turned the contents out upon her lap. Nothing. Nothing. "You see!" she cried, her tone was almost joyous. "There's nothing of the kind—you were mistaken! There's nothing—nothing!" Anne frowned. Then she said soberly: "Well, I've got to find it—somehow. It's wonderful their cleverness at hiding the stuff." "But, Nurse Harding," said Sophy reproachfully, that vivid colour still in her face, "a hypodermic syringe-case isn't a thing that can be hidden away easily. You've told me that you've looked everywhere. Isn't it rather cruel to be suspicious to this extent?" "Mrs. Chesney," said Anne Harding, her black eyes like little gems with hard, cruelly-kind astuteness. "If the angel Gabriel was given me for a morphia patient, I'd pluck his wings—for fear he'd hide the nasty stuff among the feathers!" She was a character, was Anne Harding, so utterly unlike any English nurse that Sophy had ever seen before, that she wondered whether indeed she could really be English. Anne was very quick at following the probabilities of thought-sequence, for she smiled suddenly her childish smile, that contrasted so oddly with the almost elf-like shrewdness of her eyes, and said: "Pray forgive my speaking that way. I come from the Chesney was quite amiable with the little nurse. He knew of course that she suspected him, but the very fact that he had so entirely outwitted her made him feel a sort of grim pleasure in her presence. "She's a good little rat," he said to Sophy. "Not over-burdened with brains, though." And he smiled his secretive smile. "Give me just one week longer, Doctor Bellamy, and I'll find it— I'll find it or give up nursing!" Anne Harding pleaded. But Bellamy determined to speak with frankness to Chesney himself. He went to his room that day and said without preliminary ado: "Chesney, for your own sake I'm going to take the liberty of being brutally frank. What I think you're doing is only a regular symptom of your ailment. Here goes, then: Haven't you another hypodermic and morphia in your possession?" Chesney eyed him cruelly. "It's a queer profession—yours," he said. "It gives a little chap like you courage to insult a big man—just because he happens to be ill and therefore weak, for the moment." Bellamy looked at him without changing countenance. "I was afraid you'd take it this way— I wish you wouldn't. The very way you're acting now is a symptom." "You don't seem able to remove these symptoms," said Chesney, with his slight, mocking grin. "I can't—unless you help me. It's in your own hands, you know. You've always reminded me of a lion, Chesney. Now you make me think of a lion that gnaws off its own paw to get out of a trap." "On the contrary," said Cecil, laughing that silent laugh of his, "I'm in fine fighting trim, I assure you. Wait—here's a bit of verse on the subject: "'The lion and the eunuch were fighting for a prize, Bellamy looked at him with undiminished composure. "Ah, Chesney—you're in a bad way," he said regretfully. "What the hell do you mean by that?" demanded Cecil, flaring up. "You try to insult the man who's trying to help you," replied Bellamy. "But an ill man can't insult a physician. Good-morning." And he went away. Three days passed. Chesney was very reasonable for him. Drank the "slops" that were served him without demur—went for drives when the weather permitted. The days were murky with ravelled cloud held up in a network of pale sunshine. Nearly every afternoon and in the night fine showers came hissing on the leaves and over the roof of Dynehurst. He read a great deal. He had given up his heavy political reading, and begun a course of Wilkie Collins. "It's odd how illness makes a chap take to trash in literature," he said to Sophy, whose eyes he saw wondering over the title of the book he had put down when she came in. "It's as if the mind got weak, too, and needed slops like the body." But this odd deterioration in taste was due to the morphia, which at times gave such a deliciously false sense of interest in the most trivial things. Deep, serious thinking was impossible under its disintegrating glamour. It gave rather gay, fleeting fantasies—a sense of delicate mental power as though thought were a sort of glittering toy, to amuse oneself with. After Wilkie Collins he took up the French detective novels—then shifted to "Ouida." These works filled him with glee. "Crewel-work Ruskin," he called them. "But damned amusing for all that. She dips her coat-of-many-colours in her brother's blood every now and then. She might have been great," he declared, "if she hadn't had hÆmorrhages of the imagination. That made her mind anÆmic—but she could spin darned good yarns, by Jove!" He was much amused by his mother's sudden interest in Bobby. "The Mater's vaulting ambition has gone clean over my head and landed on Bobkins," he told Sophy, chuckling. "I bet she'll live to ninety-and-nine, just for the pleasure of speaking of 'my grandson, the Prime Minister.'" He took to calling Bobby "Little William Pitt." "Come here, little William Pitt; you're going to be It, This strange name by which his father called him confused the child and displeased him. He felt that he was being made fun of. Children and dogs dislike the people who laugh at them. He hated to go into his father's room, and resisted so strenuously that Sophy took him there less and less. As the days went by, and still Anne Harding had not found any morphia or hypodermic syringe in Cecil's possession, Sophy began to grow more hopeful. Cecil was certainly far quieter than he had been for some time. She began again to think that Bellamy and the nurse must surely be mistaken. On the afternoon of the fourth day she called Anne into her room, and spoke to her about it. "Don't you think you must be mistaken, this time, Nurse?" she asked eagerly. Anne Harding shook her stubborn, wise little head. "No, Mrs. Chesney," she said. "But where could it be? Mr. Chesney is never long enough anywhere but in his own room to have it hidden about the house." "It isn't hidden about the house," said Anne. "It's hidden in his own room. I know it—as if I'd seen it through the wall, or floor, or wherever it is," she added firmly, seeing Sophy's look of doubt. But this doubt could not withstand such authoritative conviction. Sophy sighed wearily. "I suppose you must be right," she said; "but it seems impossible." She sat looking out of window at the waving mantle of rain which was again blown grey and wild over the swelling breasts of pasture land. Then she turned vehemently. "Think of it!" she exclaimed. "The beauty of a field of poppies! The passionate loveliness of all those scarlet cups full of sunlight. And all the while their hearts are bitter with this evil—this horrible poison! Oh, why don't men wipe them from the earth!" Anne looked at her with that wise kindliness. "You forget all the good that opium does," she said brusquely tender, after her fashion. "It's like so many other things—this Just after this conversation Sophy went to read aloud to Cecil at his request. This also was a new phase. He could never endure reading aloud in former days. Now he would lie, dozing off now and then, evidently soothed agreeably by the sound of her low, rich voice. The weather had turned raw and chilly again with the renewed rain. Sophy shivered suddenly as she sat reading. Anne Harding, who was tidying a little medicine chest on a table near by, noticed this. "Can't I fetch you a shawl, Mrs. Chesney?" she asked, looking up with her alert black eyes. "Thanks; but wouldn't you like a fire lit, Cecil?" Sophy asked. "You're so fond of a fire in your bedroom. I can't think why Gaynor hasn't seen to it." "I don't care for a fire," said Chesney curtly. "Being in bed is stuffy work as it is." He lay nearly always in bed now. "But, Cecil, you're so used to it. I'm afraid being in a damp room like this may give you cold. It isn't as if you were accustomed to doing without fire. Please let Nurse——" "Don't nag!" he said, quite roughly this time. "I can look after my own wants. I'm not quite incompetent yet." Sophy glanced at the nurse, still anxious. She thought Anne Harding's eyes had a rather queer expression—startled. "Don't you agree with me, Nurse?" she asked. Anne lowered her eyes and busied herself again with the little chest. "I don't think it matters," she said, "if Mr. Chesney really prefers it this way." "Do get on with your reading, Sophy," broke in Cecil impatiently. Sophy took up the book again, and Anne Harding went to Tilda for a scarf, which she returned with and put over Sophy's shoulders. As she left the room, finally this time, she glanced keenly at the empty fireplace. She thought she had a clue. |