The situation had solved itself after that. Dismayed and thunderstruck, Loring had been glad to loose his weeping goddess from his arms. It had never occurred to him that his Selene could cry frankly, with choking sobs and great But Sophy stopped crying almost at once. "Morris, dear," she said, "you know I told you I was deadly tired.... I really am too tired to talk to-night— I feel almost ill, I'm so weary. But to-morrow I'll say everything that's in my heart.... Go to bed now, will you, like a kind darling? I ... I'm better alone when ... when I feel like this." Loring looked at her, then down at the hearth-rug. His lips pursed. "You'll clear this up for me to-morrow?" he asked in a sullen voice. "Yes, dear— I promise." "All right, then. Sorry you feel so seedy." He went towards the door. Before he reached it his gorge rose with wounded pride and bewildered indignation. He turned his head as he went out. "Sorry I've been guilty of blasphemy...." he said. "Loving a goddess is rather steep work at times...." He went out, his eyes hard and resentful. Sophy sank into her chair again. She sat looking into the fire. She remembered how they had sat hand in hand, after their first kiss, looking into another fire only a few months ago. But this was whiskey, she reminded herself—only whiskey. She must prove to him and herself that she was stronger than a mere appetite. But as she sat there staring at the fire, it was Cecil that she thought of, more than Loring. How terrible and fatal it seemed that, twice over, she should be the rival of such things with those she loved. For her sake Cecil had set himself to conquer. Then death had taken him. But before he had died he had killed her highest love for him.... The next day they had a full talk together. He was in a very gentle, penitent humour. He said that he understood just how she had felt. He was on his knees by her chair, in his favourite attitude, holding her waist with both arms. She bent towards him. Her heart was very glad within her. She took his face between her hands and kissed him on the eyes. "You see, dearest," she said, "I'm a very faithful wife. I'm Morris Loring's wife and I won't be made love to by"—she looked straight into the eyes that she had just kissed—"by John Barleycorn," she ended, smiling, to ease the tense moment for them both. Loring dropped down his face into her lap. Then he looked up again. A dance came into his eyes, that had been ashamed for a moment. "I'll.... I'll kill the adulterous beggar!" he murmured. Sophy felt a sharp twinge at her heart. Were all men more or less alike, she wondered? Cecil Chesney himself might have made that remark and in just that way. Things went well after that for some months. Loring's friends even wagged wise heads of grave foreboding over it. "Mrs. Morry's got him too rankly bitted," they agreed unanimously. "He'll rear and come over backwards if she don't look out...." But Sophy was very moderate. She had no prudish objection to his drinking in reason. She didn't enjoy seeing him in the false high spirits engendered sometimes by extra "cocktails," but she only positively objected to the amorousness occasioned by them. He had had his lesson, however. And as the winter wore on, and Sophy became more familiar with the social life of New York, she understood better and better this side of Loring's character. She found that there were very few young men of his "set" who did not drink as a matter of course. Very often, nearly always at balls and dances, many of them would be genially "tight" by the end of the evening. This only made them extremely noisy and "larky" as a rule. She found that the women took this state of affairs with indulgent philosophy. Often they were amused by it. As a whole the social life of New York, quite apart from this feature, did not appeal to her. Its mad speed and ostentation resulted in a sort of golden glare of monotony. Yet there were charming people, both men and women, caught protesting in the maelstrom. They protested bitterly as they went whirling round and round. Yet, when She determined that, since her lot was now cast here, she would temper her surroundings as much to her own taste as possible. For she had found out, among other somewhat astonishing things, that Loring was socially ambitious for her. He was resolved to build an elaborate and sumptuous house in New York—what American journals call a "mansion." Sophy pleaded for ample time in which to decide on the architecture and type of this house. In the meantime they spent their spare hours in hunting for a temporary abode where they might live during the next three or four years. The house of Loring's mother was the usual mass of gilding and marble that characterised the last quarter of the nineteenth century in New York. It was Italian. The lower floor looked like an ancient Roman Bath. On the second floor was a Renaissance fountain. The library chimney-piece was formed of an entire doorway taken from some tomb in Italy, and still bearing the Italian family's coat-of-arms. Sophy found what she wanted at last in a delightful old corner-house in Washington Square. Every one remonstrated. The tide of fashion was rushing like an eagre "up to the Park." Sophy did not care for Central Park. She said that she was sure its Dryads were all made of cast-iron and went bumping up and down every night between the horrific bronze colossi in the main avenue. This did not seem a sufficient reason to Loring's friends for selecting such an out-of-date, deserted spot as Washington Square in which to live for the next four years. However, when Sophy had finished furnishing and decorating the old house, Loring was charmed, and very proud of her. But the house was not completed until the following autumn. In the meantime, Loring, without saying anything to Sophy saw that the world had claimed her again. Now her mind bent itself to the task of redeeming some months of the year for her own use. She began to feel afraid. How was such a delicate visitant as Poetry to be entertained amid all this confusion of tongues and glittering paraphernalia? "I must go to Sweet-Waters for May," she told Loring. "I'll open the house in Newport on the first of June." "But I'm booked for those polo matches on Long Island in May," said Loring. "I'm sorry, dear.... However, you won't miss me when you're playing polo you know.... And I do long for a May in Virginia." "Damn Virginia!" said Loring. Sophy laughed at him. "You'll love me all the more when I come back to you," she coaxed. "Don't 'damn' poor Virginia." "I do damn it.... I'm jealous of it." "You needn't be." She was still smiling at his sulky face. "Yes, I do need ... you put it before me." "Now, Morris...." "Yes, 'Now, Morris'.... 'Now, Morris'...." (He mimicked her reproachful tone.) "It's always 'Now, Morris' when I want what belongs to me...." "Oh! So I 'belong' to you, do I?" she teased affectionately. "Yes! By gad, you do! You married me.... You're my wife. A wife should stay with her husband. You do belong to me." He had his "Marmion" tone very pronouncedly. Sophy said prettily: "I think it would be truer to say we both 'belong.'" "Well.... I'm not leaving you, am I?" She reached out and took the sulky, cleft chin between her finger and thumb. "Poor sing! Did dey 'buse it?" she said, as she addressed Dhu when he had one of his fits of collie-melancholy. But Loring jerked away his chin. "Please don't treat me like a baby," he said stiffly. "I'm very far from feeling like one." Sophy pondered a moment. Then she said: "I hate to remind people of promises ... but you'll remember that you promised me I should have some time, every year, to myself——" "You're tired of me already—is that it?" "Now, dear—how am I to keep from treating you like a baby, when you act so exactly like one?" "It's babyish for a man to want his wife with him, is it?" "Isn't it rather babyish of him not to want her to take one little month to rest in and see her own people?" "I thought my people were to be your people like the woman in the Bible?" "So they are ... but I've seen them all winter." "Tired of us all, eh?" Sophy said nothing in reply to this. "Oh, well!" he exclaimed angrily, flouncing to the door. "If the new salt has lost its savour—go to your old salt-lick——" He bounced out, clapping the door. It was the first coarse thing he had ever said to her. She felt indignant as well as hurt. But when she reflected that his ill temper came from jealousy she was sorry for him, too. "But I must go all the same," she reflected. "If I give in this time, I can never call my soul my own again." She left for Virginia two days later, taking Bobby with her. She and Loring had not quite "made up" before she left. They were very polite to each other. Sophy's heart felt sore. This attitude of his was spoiling her visit home. She thought that he would surely soften before the train drew out. But he did not. He lifted his hat as the engine began its hoarse starting cough. "Well—so long," he said. "A happy May to you!" Sophy felt a proud impulse to reply in kind. Then the sad influence of parting, even for so short a time, melted her. She put her head from the window. "You'll come down to Virginia to fetch me back, won't you, dear?" she asked. "Don't know. Depends on how the games go," he answered curtly. "I'll——" The chuff-chuff of the moving engine drowned the rest of the sentence. |