When they turned into the Rio San Vio, it was nearly one o'clock. Glancing up at the windows of her flat, Sophy saw that the little drawing-room was lighted. Some one came to one of the windows and looked out between the slats of the blinds as the gondola stopped before the house—Rosa, probably—poor soul, sick with anxiety! Amaldi stepped ashore and held out his hand. They went together into the small court and began to mount the stairs leading to her flat. The stairway was enclosed and very dark. On the first landing was a window through which shone a faint gleam of starlight. He stopped and took her in his arms, but very tenderly. He felt her weariness and apprehension. His passion curbed itself to her need. "When shall I see you again?" he whispered. She whispered back: "I will let you know.... I will write." Suddenly she started. Amaldi, too, looked up at the dark stairway. "I heard a door open.... We must go...." she murmured. "Wait. Let me go first," he said, taking out a box of matches. "These will be better than nothing...." He mounted slowly before her, lighting the little wax-matches as he went. It seemed to her that the stairway was endless—she was so tired! She dragged herself up, watching his face and figure spring out in the orange wax-light against the darkness, then fade again as the light died down. Now she could not see him. Then again came As they turned the last landing, and went up the flight leading direct to her apartment, they saw that the door was open and Rosa standing with a candle at the top of the stairs. She gave a cry of joy as she caught sight of Sophy—and came rushing down to meet her. Oh, the Madonna and San Guiseppe be praised! Oh, what had happened? She and Miladi had been so afraid—so terribly afraid!... As she was speaking, a tall figure appeared in the open doorway. Sophy's heart seemed to lose a beat. Lady Wychcote acknowledged Amaldi's greeting, then called to Sophy: "Are you really unhurt?... I fancied all sorts of horrid accidents...." Sophy answered in the natural voice that astonishes one's self at such moments: "Yes. I'm quite all right, thanks. But there has been an accident...." "Ah.... I felt sure of it!" said Lady Wychcote. All three entered the drawing-room. Rosa had rushed off again to tell the other servants of the Signora's safe return. Amaldi felt that he must not leave too abruptly. Lady Wychcote's unexpected presence at the flat struck him as not only unfortunate but very singular, even ominous. Why had she come, then, a day before she was expected by Sophy? One who wished to surprise another in some overt act would follow just such a course. And as he looked at the cold, composed face that now wore an expression of polite interest he felt a stir of fear. What was the real woman cogitating under that civil mask? What was her real feeling towards Sophy? Whether grief had sharpened his perceptions to an unusual acuteness, or whether to-night some unusual force went out from Lady Wychcote, it would be difficult to say—but a conviction as strong as the conviction of his own existence seized him—the conviction that this woman was Sophy's enemy—implacable, ruthless, willed to it with all her being. And as he thought of what a clever, unscrupulous tongue might make of Sophy's being with him at such an hour of night, he felt cold with dread and anger. It seemed too horrible In the meantime, Sophy was describing the Marchesa's fall to Lady Wychcote, who listened with that expression of civil interest, and now and then an interjection of conventional regret. The more Amaldi reflected, the more sinister the whole situation seemed to him. But he was quite powerless. He excused himself in a few moments, saying that he must get back to the villa as soon as possible. Lady Wychcote murmured some expressions of formal sympathy. Sophy gave him a cold, rather rigid, hand. Her eyes looked blank, like the eyes of a puppet. He went out sick at heart with impotent love and wrath. When he had gone, Lady Wychcote said to Sophy: "You look rather ill. Don't you think you'd better have something to eat ... some wine, perhaps?" "Thanks, no. I'll just go to bed. Sleep will be the best thing for me." "But you don't look as if you would sleep much," returned Lady Wychcote. "You seem terribly overstrung...." "Yes. It was a horrid thing to see!" Sophy answered. In her mind the senseless, chaunting voice had begun again: "It never rains but it pours.... It never rains but it pours." Rosa came running back. She, too, pressed her mistress to eat and drink. "No. I only want to lie down ... to be quiet, Rosa." The kind soul, full of affectionate concern, threw an arm about her in order to sustain her better. "Good night," Sophy then said. "I'm sorry to have to leave you at once, like this.... But I'm really worn out...." "Just one thing before you go," returned Lady Wychcote, following as they went towards the door. "I'd like to explain my unceremonious descent on you.... James and Mildred decided to leave Venice this afternoon instead of to-morrow. So, as I knew you were expecting me to-morrow, I thought it couldn't really make any difference "Not in the least. How could it?" "Thanks very much. I hope you will feel rested in the morning." "Thanks. I'm sure I shall." Sophy moved on again. She felt that if she did not soon reach her bedroom she would drop to the floor in spite of Rosa's supporting arm. But now Lady Wychcote was speaking again. She had followed them out into the corridor. "Oh ... by the way ... I'm sorry to detain you, but I want to mention something about Robert...." The spent life in Sophy leaped like flame in the draught of a suddenly opened door. "Yes?" she said. "The poor boy was so upset by your being so late that I promised him a trip to the glass-works to divert him." "That was very kind of you," murmured Sophy. Lady Wychcote continued: "So, if you've no objection, we are to go to Murano rather early to-morrow morning.... A sort of all-day affair. We'll lunch there...." "No, of course I don't object. I think it's very kind of you," said Sophy. "Then ... good night," said Lady Wychcote. Through the haze of fatigue and misery that clouded her, Sophy felt something peculiar in the tone of this "Good night." But then her ladyship's voice often took a peculiar tone in speaking to her. She was too tired to analyse this special shade of expression. A great sigh of relief escaped her as she found herself in her own room. "Chut!" whispered Rosa, smiling wisely, her finger at her lips. Then she lowered it and pointed to the bed under its tent of white mosquito netting. "Guarda!... povero angelotto!" (Look! ... poor little angel!), she murmured. "He wouldn't sleep till I let him come into his dear mamma's bed...." As Sophy saw through the mist of the white curtains, the little sturdy form and dark-red curls of her son, all her being rose in a great wave of love and anguish. And borne She turned away after a moment and let Rosa help her to undress; then as soon as she was alone blew out the shaded candle and stole again towards the bed. A clear September moon had risen. It shone in upon the veiled bed and made it gleam mysteriously—made it look like a shrine. The curtains had a holy whiteness in the moonlight. Sophy went and knelt down beside it, and as she knelt there Bobby stirred, lifted himself on his elbow. "Mother...?" he said. "Yes, darling. I'm here ... just saying my prayers." He gave a little smothered whoop of joy, and scrambled to the edge of the bed, dragging up the netting that divided them. He shook the loose folds down behind her, and threw both arms around her neck, hugging her head tight against him. The warm, lovely perfume of a sleepy child enfolded her. It was like the very essence of love enfolding her. She had to explain everything to him before he would let her go. Then he began pleading: "Don't send me back to my room right away, mother.... I know it was rather girly of me to come and get in your bed like this.... But Rosa's a good old sort. She won't peach on me.... And I think it's rather natural, a chap being a bit girly about his mother when he thinks things might have happened to her, don't you?" Sophy said that indeed she did, and that he should stay with her till morning—that it made her feel ever so much happier and safer to have him near her. Bobby snuggled down blissfully, keeping her hand in both his. "After all," he said, "though I'm not grown, I'm the only man you've got.... It's nice to have a man awfully anxious about you, ain't it, mother?" "Ah, yes, indeed it is!" she murmured. He was silent for a few seconds; then he said: "I am the only man you've got ... really, ain't I, mother?" Sophy's heart stabbed. She put her other arm about him. "Yes, Bobby—yes, darling," she said, holding him to her. "I like awfully being your only man," he murmured. "I ... I like the 'sponsibility." "Dear heart!..." she murmured back, her lips on his curls. He gave another of his snuggling wriggles of content, and was silent again. She thought he was dozing off, when he said suddenly in a by-the-way tone: "I say, mother—is Marchese Amaldi married?" Sophy's heart stabbed again. Why did the boy ask this? "Yes, dear. Why?" she said. "Oh ... nothing in particlar," replied Bobby, his voice more off-hand than ever. "I just wondered...." Then he remarked, still in that casual way: "You haven't told me yet what kept you so late, mother." Sophy told him, and as she spoke she kept thinking: "He has been worrying about Amaldi. He has been thinking of me and him together." And this idea was full of bitter pain to her—the idea that her little son might have been troubling over the possibility of her marriage with yet another man! And, in fact, this thought had harassed Bobby for the last two days. It had embittered even the joy of his first lesson in rowing a gondola that afternoon. When Sophy had not returned by six o'clock, as she had said that she would, dreadful surmises had taken hold of him. Perhaps she was so late because she had decided suddenly to be married to the Marchese. Perhaps she would come back with him and say: "Bobby, this is your new father." The mere idea had filled him with a blackness of resentment and jealousy. Not until Sophy had replied that Amaldi was already married had this feeling subsided, though his joy in having his mother again with him, safe and sound, all his own for the time being, had made him put it aside for the first few moments. But boyhood is terribly reserved in some things. The rack could scarcely have brought Bobby to confess his apprehensions to his mother. Too excited to sleep, and wishing to get away from the "Do you think you'll feel well enough to come, too, mother?" he wound up. "I'm afraid I'll be too tired, dear. But well see...." "Of course, I wouldn't have you come if you felt tired; but it won't be half so jolly without you." "We'll see, sweetheart," Sophy repeated. "I'll surely come with you if I'm able to...." He rushed off into an eager description of Venetian glass-blowing. "And they make every sort of thing, mother.... They even make stuff for dresses.... Oh, mother.... I'd love to buy you a spun-glass gown! 'Twould be like a sort of foggy rainbow—don't you s'pose so? I wonder if I could get glass slippers to go with it?... Wouldn't you like a glass gown, mother? You'd look just like a princess in the Arabian nights! You must have one!..." He chattered like this for some time. Then just as she thought he was falling asleep, he roused. "I say, mother dear.... Don't let Harold Grey know I got in your bed to wait for you.... He's an awfully set chap ... he'd think me so beastly soft. You see, his mother's always had his father to look after her.... So he couldn't understand how I feel about you ... being your only male relative, and all that...." Sophy promised, kissing the red curls again for good night. He was quiet for about five minutes; then once more he roused. "I've just had such a stunning idea, mother," he announced. "I want us to write a book together ... when I know a bit more rhetoric, of course. But we might both be thinking up a subject. Wouldn't it be jolly to have our names printed together like that on the first page?... 'What-you-may-call-it ... by Sophy Chesney and her son Robert Cecil Chesney....'" "That's a beautiful idea, darling; but I'm afraid your name would have to be signed Wychcote...." "No.... I choose to have it Chesney for our book. I am a Chesney, too, ain't I?" "Yes, dear; but...." "Just for our book, mother," he pleaded. "There "Yes, dear. But try to go to sleep now...." "All right-o...." He snuggled closer, settling himself with a deep breath of determination. But suddenly he exclaimed: "Just one thing more.... What do you think of 'Spun Glass' for the title of our book, mother?" "Well, darling—that would depend on what the book is to be about...." "Oh ... about life in general!..." said Bobby largely. Then with the quick drowsiness of healthy childhood he fell fast asleep before she could answer. But Sophy lay long awake. It seemed to her that life clung about her like a strong, dark web, meshing every natural movement of her heart. The idea of thrusting another man into her son's life—another "father"—became more and more painful to her. The idea of giving up Amaldi was unendurable. The idea of his giving up his country for her sake revealed itself suddenly as a sacrifice too terrible for her to accept. The more she struggled for some egress from the clogging meshes, the tighter they closed about her. At dawn she was still wide awake, but when Bobby and his grandmother set out for Murano at eight o'clock she was sleeping like one drugged. |