"Mrs. Grey's carriage," announced a servant. "Oh, must you go so soon?" cried Mr. Thayer. "I am sure my wife needs more counsel." "Let me countermand the carriage. Do stay one night more. You may save our children by doing it," urged Mrs. Thayer. "I must send a telegram home if I stay." "Certainly," said Mr. Thayer. "I will take it myself." "Dear Mrs. Grey," said Mrs. Thayer, "I am so thankful to see you alone. You have opened a new world to me in regard to prayer. Beyond praying for my children night and morning, I have never consulted the Lord about them. I have always acted on the impulse of the moment." "We come to grief, sooner or later, if we do that." "But I am naturally impulsive, and look before I leap. I cannot always stop to think where I shall alight." "If your watch is in good order, do you have to do "There is another trouble I have with Esther. She is too fond of dress." "Most girls are. Their mothers teach them this by talking as if it were a matter of great moment, and by giving them articles of dress as holiday and birthday gifts, thus implying that this is the greatest favor they can do them." "I have done this, but thoughtlessly. It never occurred to me that I was educating my girls into this folly." She spoke in a weary voice, and at length added: "I am all out of patience with myself. I don't see but that I lie at the bottom of most of my children's faults." "Fenelon tells us to be patient with ourselves, and he is right," Mrs. Grey said, gently, and looking with sympathy at the poor mother's flushed cheeks. "And now about Julia," cried Mrs. Thayer. "She is naturally a nice child; but she is copying all Esther's ways. And before I forget it, I want to consult you about an incident that occurred just before you came. Julia is very energetic, and one "Yes, you ought to ask her pardon." "Ask her pardon! Ask a child's pardon!" "Why not? She has her individual rights as you have yours." "But to degrade myself to a child of ten years!" "To ennoble yourself in her eyes. The degradation was in losing your temper." "Well—well—well! This home has got to be pulled all to pieces and built up again, if we are to follow your suggestions." "Pull away," said Mrs. Grey, smiling; "the sooner the better. And now won't you let me see the little nursery people?" Mrs. Thayer's face cleared as she led the way to baby and his brother, both large for their age. "What splendid boys!" exclaimed Mrs. Grey. "Are they not? And the others were just as fine, apparently." Mrs. Grey took the baby from his nurse's arms and kissed it. "I should think this room would be a city of refuge, with these innocent creatures in it," she said. "Yes; doesn't it rest one to see little children before they are spoiled?" "You speak as if spoiling was inseparable from development; as if life were intended to be all retrograde." "Oh, I thought I should find you ladies here," said Mr. Thayer, entering the room. "Suppose we adjourn to the library." "Let me take Mrs. Grey to my room first, to see the children's portraits." Mr. Thayer assented, and they all proceeded thither. Bob, Esther, and Julia had been grouped together and beautifully painted by an artistic hand. "I never saw a finer face than Bob's," said Mrs. Grey, "nor sweeter ones than those of the girls; it is hard indeed to think such children can turn out ill." "Yes," said Mrs. Thayer, "I little thought when these portraits were painted, how Bob was going to break my heart, and Esther refuse to obey." "Mrs. Grey," asked Mr. Thayer, abruptly, "do you think that children properly trained, invariably turn out well?" "There are exceptions to all rules. Some children seem to enter the world with such low tendencies that "I want to ask one question more. Do you find us, as parents, exceptionally full of mistakes, and our children exceptionally bad?" "I believe all parents make mistakes. They find out, sooner or later, that they cannot, of themselves, train their children right, and so cease making the experiment, and seek Divine guidance at every step. I see no evidence that yours entered this world materially more depraved than others. But whatever the case may be, you have no reason for discouragement, if you can once make up your minds to distrust yourselves and leave all to Him who giveth to all men liberally and upbraideth not." Thus with line upon line and precept upon precept, Mrs. Grey tried to show to her eager listeners, that the first step towards reforming their children was a thorough reform in their own lives. She then took leave and gladly returned to her own peaceful home, where so many of her own rules had long been put in practice. Margaret was awaiting her in brilliant spirits, and everything settled down into the old routine; the one busy with scores of interests beyond her own; the other living in an imitation of her as yet remote, but yet original and unique. Meanwhile Mr. and Mrs. Thayer found that it was no easy matter to change habits formed through In the first place, Mr. Thayer began to speak to Bob with a kindly yearning in his voice that startled and puzzled the boy. It was plain that his resentment was over, and that he was feeling pity instead of anger. What could it mean? Bob was full of curiosity and anxiety. Did this tenderness portend some coming penalty of the law—perhaps? Was he to be sent to a Reform school, or to jail, or what? His mother changed too. Julia, between whom and himself a certain kind of intimacy existed, took him aside one day, and said: "Does mamma look sick to you?" "She looks as if she cried a great deal." "But does she look as if she was going to die?" "To die!" he repeated. "Yes, to die," said Julia. What heart lay developed under the lad's vest died within him. This, then, was the penalty that lay before him; his crime was to kill his mother! "Who says she's going to die?" he asked, roughly. "No one says so, but I know she is. Read that." Bob took the little note the child handed him, and read it in silence: My dearly loved Julia:— Not very long ago your energetic little hands undertook to arrange my bureau drawers for me. Coming in suddenly I misunderstood the disorder of my room, and drove you from it angrily. It was wrong; I am sorry for it; I have asked God to forgive me, and now I ask you to forgive your poor, faulty Mother. "I'll bet she is going to die," said Bob. "Never knew her to do anything like that before. I've been an awfully horrid fellow. I wish I hadn't." "I've been horrid, too," said Julia. "And I wish I hadn't." "You've been splendid compared with me," said Bob. "Let's go and tell Esther," suggested Julia. "What for? She won't care." "You seem to think she's a heathen Chinee," said Julia. "So she is, sometimes. But not always." Esther was accordingly taken into confidence, and expressed a wish to box their ears for a pair of ninnies, until she read the note, which struck terror to her heart. "I don't feel at all nice," she said. "Though I'm not as bad as many girls. I know Mrs. Mather pays Melville five dollars a month if she isn't saucy to her. And Jane Waite tells fibs. And Jemima Watson "What for?" "Because she couldn't get an example right. Julia, I wish you hadn't shown me that note. It was real mean in you. You knew it would stick in my throat." Meanwhile Mrs. Thayer was looking forward with anxiety to the day of Esther's proposed lunch party, and the storm that was to follow the announcement that she should not sanction it. Great, therefore, was her surprise when Esther came, voluntarily, to say, in a nonchalant way, put on to hide some real feeling, that she had changed her mind, and did not intend to invite the girls. "I am very glad to hear it," was the reply, "for I did not intend to provide lunch save for the family, as usual, and you would have had to recall your invitations. Henceforth, when you wish for an indulgence of this sort, come and ask my consent." The quiet dignity and firmness with which this was said, impressed Esther with such a sense of amazement that she was in no state to wage war. The family leaf was thus turned over without signs of affray; yet, He who seeth in secret witnessed many a struggle with self and pride, and evil habits on the part of the parents. It is not so easy to own that one's whole theory of domestic life has been wrong; not a trifle to drop all querulous tones, sharp repri Those who do not understand the life of faith, fancy it to be all mysticism and effeminacy. But while it is mystical to the mere looker-on, to its possessor it is almost homely in its practical details; touching every point of life from worship to service, from service to worship, claiming the whole being for Christ, and spending and being spent for those whom He came to redeem. |