November, with its bright, bleak skies, sere leaves tossing, sad winds sobbing, and rains that wept for days and nights together, on dead flowers and dying grasses, moaned itself away at last, and December swept into its place with a good rousing snow-storm, merry sleigh-bells, and bright promises of coming Christmas. The girls coasted and skated, and made snow-men and snowballs and snow-forts. Joy learned to slide down a moderate hill at a mild rate without screaming, and to get along somehow As for Joy, she had always been an only child, and that tells a history. Of the two perhaps she had the more to learn. The simple fact that she was brought wisely and kindly, but thoroughly, under Mrs. Breynton's A little thing happened one day, showing that sadder and better side of Joy's heart that always seemed to touch Gypsy. They had been having some little trouble about the lessons at school; it just verged on a quarrel, and slided off, and they had treated each other pleasantly after it. At night Joy was sitting upstairs writing a letter to her father, when a gust of wind took the sheet and blew it to Gypsy's feet. Gypsy picked it up to carry it to her, and in doing so, her eyes fell accidentally on some large, legible words at the bottom of "I like auntie ever so much, and Tom. Gypsy was cross this morning. She——" and then followed Joy's own version of the morning's dispute. Gypsy was vexed. She liked her uncle, and she did not like to have him hear such one-sided stories of her, and judge her as he would. She walked over to Joy with very red cheeks. "Here's your letter. I tried not to read it, but I couldn't help seeing that about me. I don't think you've any business to tell him about me unless you can tell the truth." Of course Joy resented such a remark as this, and high words followed. They went down to supper sulkily, and said nothing to "O-oh, what a blessed little mother you are! What should I do without you?" "Mother's darling daughter! What should she do without you?" said Mrs. Breynton, softly. But not softly enough. Gypsy looked up suddenly and saw a pale face peering out at them from behind the curtain, its great eyes swimming in tears, its lips quivering. The next minute Joy left the room. There was something dim in Gypsy's eyes as she hurried after her. She found her crouched upstairs in the dark and cold, sobbing as if her heart would break. Gypsy put her arm around her. "Kiss me, Joy." Joy kissed her, and that was all that was They were very busy after this with the coming Christmas. Joy confidently expected a five-dollar bill from her father, and Gypsy cherished faint aspirations after a portfolio with purple roses on it. But most of their thoughts, and all their energies, were occupied with the little gifts they intended to make themselves; and herein lay a difficulty. Joy's father always supplied her bountifully with spending money; Gypsy's stock was small. When Joy wanted to make a present, she had only to ask for a few extra dollars, and she had them. Gypsy always felt as if a present given in that way were no present; unless a thing cost her some self-denial, or some labor, she reasoned, it had nothing to do with her. If given directly out of her father's pocket, it was his gift, not hers. But then, how much handsomer Joy's things would be. Thus Gypsy was thinking in her secret heart, over and over. How could she help it? And Joy, perhaps—possibly—Joy was thinking the same thing, with a spice of pleasure in the thought. It was about her mother that Gypsy was chiefly troubled. Tom had condescendingly informed her, about six months ago, that he'd just as lief she would make him a watch-case if she wanted to very much. Girls always would jump at the chance to get up any such nonsense. Be sure she did it up in style, with gold and silver tape, and some of your blue alpaca. (Tom's conceptions of the feminine race, their apparel, occupations and implements, were bounded by tape and alpaca.) So Tom was provided for; the watch-case was nearly made, and bade fair to be quite as pretty as anything Joy could buy. Winnie was easily suited, "I shall give her Whittier's poems," said Joy, in—perhaps unconsciously, perhaps not—a rather triumphant tone. "I heard her say the other day she wanted them ever so much. I'm going to get the best copy I can find, with gold edges. If uncle hasn't a nice one in his store, I'll send to Boston. Mr. Ticknor'll pick me out the best one he has, I know, 'cause he knows father real well, and we buy lots of things there." Gypsy said nothing. She was rather abashed to hear Joy talk in such familiar terms of Mr. Ticknor. She was more uneasy that Joy should give so handsome a present. She sat looking at her silently, and while she looked, a curious, dull, sickening pain crept into her heart. It frightened her, and she ran away downstairs to get rid of it. A few days after, she was sitting alone working on the photograph case. It was rather pretty work, though not over-clean. She had cut a well-shaped frame out of pasteboard, with a long, narrow piece bent back to serve as support. The frame was covered with putty, and into the putty she fastened her shells. They were of different sizes, shapes, and colors, and she was laying "Just look here!" and she held up before her astonished eyes a handsome volume of blue and gold—Whittier's poems, and written on the fly-leaf, in Joy's very best copy-book hand, "For Auntie, with a Merry Christmas, from Joy." "Uncle sent to Boston for me, and got it, and he promised on his word 'n' honor, certain true, black and blue, he wouldn't let Auntie know a single sign of a thing about it. Isn't it splendid?" "Ye-es," said Gypsy, slowly. "Well! I don't think you seem to care much." Gypsy looked at her shell-work, and said nothing. For the second time that dull, curious pain had crept into her heart. What The hot crimson rushed to Gypsy's cheeks for shame at the thought. But the thought was there. She chanced to be in Peace Maythorne's room one day when the bustle of preparation for the holidays was busiest. Peace hid something under the counterpane as she came in, flushing a little. Gypsy sat down in her favorite place on the bed, just where she could see the cripple's great quiet eyes—she always liked to watch Peace Maythorne's eyes—and in doing so disturbed the bedclothes. A piece of work fell out: plain, fine sewing, in which the needle lay with a stitch partially taken. "Peace Maythorne!" said Gypsy, "you've been doing it again!" "A little, just to help aunt, you know. A little doesn't hurt me, Gypsy." "Doesn't hurt you? Peace, you know Peace did not contradict her. She could not. "Help your aunt!" Gypsy went on vehemently; "she oughtn't to let you touch it. She hasn't any more feeling than a stone wall, nor half as much, I say!" "Hush, Gypsy! Don't say that. Indeed I'd rather have the pain, and help her a little, once in a while, when my best days come and I can; I had, really, Gypsy. You don't know how it hurts me—a great deal more than this other hurt in my back—to lie here and let her support me, and I not do a thing. O Gypsy, you don't know!" Something in Peace Maythorne's tone just then made Gypsy feel worse than she felt to see her sew. She was silent a minute, turning away her face. "Well, I suppose I don't. But I say I'd as lief have a stone wall for an aunt; no, I will say it, Peace, and you needn't look at me." Peace looked, notwithstanding, and Gypsy stopped saying it. "Sometimes I've thought," said Peace, after a pause, "I might earn a little crocheting. Once, long ago, I made a mat out of ends of worsted I found, and it didn't hurt me hardly any; on my good days it wouldn't honestly hurt me at all. It's pretty work, crocheting, isn't it?" "Why don't you crochet, then," said Gypsy, "if you must do anything? It's ten thousand times easier than this sewing you're killing yourself over." "I've no worsteds, you know," said Peace, coloring; and changed the subject at once. Gypsy looked thoughtful. Very soon after she bade Peace good-bye, and went home. That night she called her mother away alone, and told her what Peace had said. "Now, mother, I've thought out an idea." "Well?" "You mustn't say no, if I tell you." "I'll try not to; if it is a sensible idea." "Do I ever have an idea that isn't sensible?" said Gypsy, demurely. "I prefer not to be slandered, if you please, Mrs. Breynton." "Well, but what's the idea?" "It's just this. Miss Jane Maythorne is a heathen." "Is that all?" "No. But Miss Jane Maythorne is a heathen, and ought to cut off her head before she lets Peace sew. But you see she doesn't know she's a heathen, and Peace will sew." "Well, what then?" "If she will do something, and won't be happy without, then I can't help it, you see. But I can give her some worsteds for a Christmas present, and she can make little mats and things, and you can buy them. Now, mother, isn't that nice?" "Yes," said Mrs. Breynton, after a moment's thought. "It is a very good plan. I think Joy would like to join you. Together, you can make quite a handsome present out of it." "I don't want Joy to know a thing about it," said Gypsy, with a decision in her voice that amounted almost to anger. "Why, Gypsy!" "No, not a thing. She just takes her father's money, and gives lots of splendid presents, and makes me ashamed of all mine, and she's glad of it, too. If I'm going to give anything to Peace, I don't want her to." "I think Joy has taken a great fancy to Peace. She would enjoy giving her something very much," said Mrs. Breynton, gravely. "I can't help it. Peace Maythorne belongs to me. It would spoil it all to have Joy have anything to do with it." "Worsted are very expensive now," said "I don't care," said Gypsy, resolutely, "I want to do one thing Joy doesn't." Mrs. Breynton said nothing, and Gypsy went slowly from the room. "I wish we could give Peace Maythorne something," said Joy, an hour after, when they were all sitting together. Mrs. Breynton raised her eyes from her work, but Gypsy was looking out of the window. When the girls went up to bed, Gypsy was very silent. Joy tried to laugh and plague and scold her into talking, but it was of no use. Just before they went to sleep, she spoke up suddenly: "Joy, do you want to give something to Peace Maythorne?" "Splendid!" cried Joy, jumping up in bed to clap her hands, "what?" Gypsy told her then all the plan, a little slowly; it was rather hard. Perhaps Joy detected the hesitation in her tone. Joy was not given to detecting things with remarkable quickness, but it was so plain that she could not very well help it. "I don't believe you want me to give any of it." "Oh, yes," said Gypsy, trying to speak cordially, "yes, it will be better." It certainly was better she felt. She went to sleep, glad it was settled so. When the girls came to make their purchases, they found that Gypsy's contribution of money would just about buy the crochet-needles and patterns. The worsteds cost about treble what she could give. So it was settled that they should be Joy's gift. Gypsy was very pleasant about it, but Joy could not help seeing that she was disappointed. So then there came a little generous impulse to Joy too, and she came one day and said: "Gypsy, don't let's divide the things off There is a rare pleasure in making a gift one's self, without being hampered by this "all-together" notion, isn't there?—especially if the gift be a handsome one, and is going where it is very much needed. So as Joy sat fingering the pile of elegant worsteds, twining the brilliant, soft folds of orange, and crimson, and royal purple, and soft, wood-browns about her hands, it cost her a bit of a struggle to say this. It seems rather a small thing to write about? Ah, they are these bits of struggles in which we learn to fight the great ones; perhaps these bits of struggles, more than the great ones, make up life. "You're real good," said Gypsy, surprised; "I think I'd rather not. It isn't really half of it mine, and I don't want to say so. But it's just as good in you." At that moment, though neither of them knew it was so, one thought was in the heart of both. It was a sudden thought that came and went, and left a great happiness in its place (for great happiness springs out of very little battles and victories),—a memory of Peace Maythorne's verse. The good Christmas time would have been a golden time to them, if it taught them in ever so small, imperfect ways, to prefer one another "in honor." One day before it came a sudden notion seemed to strike Gypsy, and she rushed out of the house in her characteristic style, as if she were running for her life, and down to Peace Maythorne's, and flew into the quiet room like a tempest. "Peace Maythorne, what's your favorite verse?" "Why, what a hurry you're in! Sit down and rest a minute." "No, I can't stop. I just want to know "Did you come down just for that? How queer! Well, let me see." Peace stopped a minute, her quiet eyes looking off through the window, but seeming to see nothing—away somewhere, Gypsy, even in her hurry stopped to wonder where. "I think—it isn't one you'd care much about, perhaps—I think I like this. Yes, I think I can't help liking it best of all." Peace touched her finger to a page of her Bible that lay open. Gypsy, bending over, read: "And the inhabitants shall not say I am sick." When she had read, she stooped and kissed Peace with a sudden kiss. From that time until Christmas Gypsy was very busy in her own room with her paint box, all the spare time she could find. On Christmas Eve she went down just after dusk to Peace Maythorne's room, and called Miss Jane out into the entry. "This is for Peace, and I made it. I don't want her to see a thing about it till she wakes up in the morning. Could you please to fasten it up on the wall just opposite the bed where the sun shines in? sometime after she's gone to sleep, you know." Miss Jane, somewhat bewildered, took the thing that Gypsy held out to her, and held it up in the light that fell from a neighbor's half-open door. It was a large illuminated text, painted on Bristol board of a soft gray shade, and very well done for a non-professional artist. The letters were of that exquisite shade known by the artists as smalt blue, edged heavily with gold, and round them a border of yellow, delicate sprays of wheat. Miss Jane spelled out in German text: "And the Inhabitants shall not say I am Sick." "Well, thank you. I'll put it up. Peace never gets asleep till terrible late, and I'm Perhaps Miss Jane was softened into being obliging by her coming holiday; or perhaps the mournful, longing words touched something in her that nothing touched very often. Gypsy and Joy were not so old but that Christmas Eve with its little plans for the morrow held yet a certain shade of that delightful suspense and mystery which perhaps never hangs about the greater and graver joys of life. I fancy we drink it to the full, in the hanging up of stockings, the peering out into the dark to see Santa Claus come down the chimney (perfectly conscious that that gentleman is the most transparent of hoaxes, but with a sort of faith in him all the while; we may see him "I'm going to lie awake all night," Gypsy announced, as she stood brushing out her bright, black hair; "then I'll catch you, you see if I don't." "But I'm going to lie awake, too," said Joy. "I was going to last Christmas, only—I didn't." "Sit up and see the sun dance, like Patty." "Well, let's. I never was awake all night in my whole life." "Nor I," said Gypsy. "I came pretty near it once, but I somehow went to sleep along at the end." "When was that?" "Why, one time I had a dream, and went "You did!" "I guess I did. The boat was unlocked and the oars were up at the barn, and so I floated off, and there I had to stay till Tom came in the morning." "Why, I should have been scared out of my seventeen senses," said Joy, creeping into bed. "Didn't you scream?" "No. That wouldn't have done any good. See here, Joy, if you find me going to sleep, pinch me, will you?" "Oh, yes," said Joy, with alacrity. "I shall be awake, I know." There was a silence. Gypsy broke it by turning her head over on the pillow with a whisk, and opening her eyes savagely, quite indignant to find them shut. "Joy." No answer. "Joy, you're going——" Joy's head turned over with another whisk. "No, I'm not. I'm just as wide awake as ever I was." Another silence. "Gypsy!" Gypsy jumped. "You're going to sleep." "It isn't any such thing," said Gypsy, sitting up and rubbing her eyes. "I wonder if it isn't most morning," said Joy, in a tone of cheerful indifference. "Most morning! Mother'd say we'd been in bed just ten minutes, I suppose." Joy stifled a groan, and by dint of great exertions turned it into a laugh. "All the longer to lie awake. It's nice, isn't it?" "Ye-es. Let's talk. People that sit up all night talk, I guess." "Well, I guess it would be a good plan. You begin." "I don't know anything to say." "Well, I'm sure I don't." Silence again. "Joy Breynton." "We-ell?" "I guess I'll keep awake just as well if I—shut up—my eyes. Don't you—" That was the end of Gypsy's sentence, and Joy never asked for the rest of it. Just about an hour and a half after, Gypsy heard a noise, and was somewhat surprised to see Joy standing up with her head in the washbowl. "What are you doing?" "Oh, just dipping my head into the water. They say it helps keep people awake." "Oh—well. See here; we haven't talked much lately, have we?" "No. I thought I wouldn't disturb you." Gypsy made a ghastly attempt to answer, but couldn't quite do it. At the end of another indefinite period Joy opened her eyes under the remarkable "Why, Gypsy Breynton!" "What?" "What are you up there for?" "Got up so's to keep awake. It's real fun." "Why, how your teeth chatter. Isn't it cold up there?" "Ra-ther. I don't know but I might as well come down." "I wonder," muttered Gypsy, drowsily, just as Joy had begun in very thrilling words to request Oliver Cromwell to have mercy on her, and was about preparing to "I don't believe they do," said Joy, with a tinge in her voice of something that, to say the least, was not hilarious. "Yes they do," persisted Gypsy; "all the girls in novels lie awake all night and cry when their lovers go to Europe, and they have a real nice time. Only it's most always moonlight, and they talk out loud. I always thought when I got large enough to have a lover, I'd try it." Joy dropped into another dream, and, though not of interest to the public, it was a very charming dream, and she felt decidedly cross, when, at the end of another unknown period Gypsy woke her up with a pinch. "Merry Christmas! Merry Christmas!" "What are you merry Christmassing for? That's no fair. It isn't morning yet. Let me alone." "Yes, it is morning too. I heard the clock strike six ever so long ago. Get up and build the fire." "I don't believe it's morning. You can build it yourself." "No, it's your week. Besides, you made me do it twice for you your last turn, and I shan't touch it. Besides, it is morning." Joy rose with a groan, and began to fumble for the matches. All at once Gypsy heard a very fervent exclamation. "What's the matter?" "The old thing's tipped over—every single, solitary match!" Gypsy began to laugh. "It's nothing to laugh at," chattered Joy; "I'm frozen almost to death, and this horrid old fire won't do a thing but smoke." Gypsy, curled up in the warm bed, smothered her laugh as best she could, to see Joy crouched shivering before the stove-door, blowing away frantically at the fire, her "There!" said Joy, at last; "I shan't work any more over it. It may go out if it wants to, and if it don't it needn't." She came back to bed, and the fire muttered and sputtered a while, and died out, and shot up again, and at last made up its mind to burn, and burned like a small volcano. "What a noise that fire makes! I hope it won't wake up mother. Joy, don't it strike you as rather funny it doesn't grow light faster?" "I don't know." "Get up and look at the entry clock; you're on the front side." Poor Joy jumped out shivering into the cold again, opened the door softly, and ran out. She came back in somewhat of a hurry, and shut the door with a bang. "Gypsy Breynton!" "What?" "If I ever forgive you!" "What is the matter?" "It's just twenty-five minutes past eleven!" Gypsy broke into a ringing laugh. Joy could never bear to be laughed at. "I don't see anything so terrible funny, and I guess you wouldn't if you'd made that old—" "Fire; I know it. Just to think!—and you shivering and blowing away at it. I never heard anything so funny!" "I think it was real mean in you to wake me up, any way." "Why, I thought I heard it strike six as much as could be. Oh, dear, oh, dear!" Joy couldn't see the joke. But the story of that memorable night was not yet finished. The faint, gray morning really came at last, and the girls awoke in good earnest, ready and glad to get up. "I feel as if I'd been pulled through a knothole," said Joy. "I slept with one eye open all the time I did sleep," said Gypsy, drearily. "I know one thing. I'll never try to lie awake as long as I live." "Not when you have a lover go to Europe?" "Not if I have a dozen lovers go to Europe. How is that fire going to be built, I'd like to know?—every stick of wood burned out last night." There was no way but to go down into the wood-shed and get some. It was yet early, and quite dark. "Go the back stairs," said Gypsy, "so's not to wake people up." Joy opened the door, and jumped, with a scream that echoed through the silent entry. "Hush-sh! What is the matter?" "A—a—it's a ghost!" "A ghost! Nonsense!" Gypsy pushed by trembling Joy and ran out. She, too, came back with a jump, and, though she did not scream, she did not say nonsense. "What can it be?" It certainly did look amazingly like a ghost. Something tall and white and ghastly, with awful arm extended. The entry was very dark. Joy sprang into bed and covered up her face in the clothes. Gypsy stood still and winked fast for about a minute. Then Joy heard a fall and a bubbling laugh. "That old Tom! It's nothing but a broom-handle and a sheet. Oh, Joy, just come and see!" After that, Joy declared she wouldn't go to the wood-shed alone, if she dressed without a fire the rest of her life. So Gypsy The girls managed to get into the wood-shed, fill their basket, and steal back into the kitchen without mishap. Then came the somewhat dubious undertaking of crawling upstairs in darkness that might be felt, with a heavy and decidedly uncertain load of wood. "I'll go first and carry the basket," said Gypsy. "One can do it easier than two." So she began to feel her way slowly up. "It's black as Egypt! Joy, why don't you come?" "I'm caught on something—oh!" Down fell something with an awful crash that echoed and reËchoed, and resounded through the sleeping house. It was succeeded by an utter silence. "What is it?" breathed Gypsy, faintly. "The clothes-horse, and every one of Patty's clean clothes!" Scarcely were the words off from Joy's lips, when Gypsy, sitting down on the stairs to laugh, tipped over her basket, and every solitary stick of that wood clattered down the uncarpeted stairs, thumped through the banisters, bounced on the floor, rolled into the corners, thundered against the cellar door. I don't believe you ever heard such a noise in all your life. Mr. and Mrs. Breynton ran from one direction, Tom from another, Winnie from a third, and Patty, screaming, in fearful dishabille, from the attic, and the congress that assembled in that entry where sat Gypsy speechless on one stair, and Joy on another, the power fails me to describe. But this was the end of that Christmas night. It should be recorded that the five-dollar That Christmas was as merry as Christmas can be, but the best part of it all was the sight of Peace Maythorne's face as she lay twining the gorgeous worsteds over her thin fingers, the happy sunlight touching their colors of crimson, and royal purple, and orange, and woodland brown, just as kindly as it was touching the new Christmas jewels over which many another young girl in many another home sat laughing that morning. But Gypsy long remembered—she remembers "That is best of all. Oh, Gypsy, when I woke up in the morning and found it!" |