When Julian Goetze arose the next morning he felt strong within himself to withstand and conquer those fierce impulses of his savage heritage that had answered to the blandishments of Evelin March. And yet he was greatly troubled. He felt that in a large measure he had been to blame. He blushed hotly as he recalled some of the things he had said to this woman whom Harry had called a siren. "Men are all scoundrels," he said, savagely; "I wonder if there are really any who are not so at heart." He rapidly formulated his plan of action, and even the sentences "I will keep Eva's face before me," he thought, "and I will treat her coldly. She is high-spirited and keen; she will notice the change at once and resent it. She is too proud to demand an explanation." He felt himself equal to the ordeal. He was anxious now for her to come that it might be safely passed. As the hours went by he grew impatient; he placed her portrait on the easel and fancied the original was before him. He went through an imaginary dialogue with it in which he was wholly victorious. He no longer felt any emotion for this woman. "I will begin a new life," he said, as he strode rapidly up and down the room; "a new life." But there was a feverishness in "I wish she would come," he muttered, fretfully. His cheeks were hot and flushed, and his hands were like ice, and trembling. And the result was—that he failed—failed miserably and completely. When, an hour later, Evelin March entered the studio and, throwing off her wrap, stood before him, imperious, soulless and beautiful—a delicate odor, as of pansies, from her white flesh, stealing into his brain—his pledges of faith and his fair resolves melted away like walls of mist, and the face of Eva Delorme shrank back into the silent recesses of his heart, and only a small voice within him whispered, "Coward—traitor—" She glanced at him sharply. "Something troubles you, mon His hands were no longer trembling. He was calm enough, now, but it was the calmness of defeat—of having yielded to the inevitable. "I have indeed been waiting impatiently," he said, smiling. "You see that I have been even consoling myself with your picture," and he pointed to the easel. "From an artistic point of view, only, I fancy." "That is unkind. I have been holding a conversation with it that I fear I should hesitate to repeat—with the original." "How interesting! A rehearsal, perhaps." "Perhaps; and I was testing the powers of my work as compared to those of the original." "And with the result"— "That my work is a failure." "How humiliating! May I ask in what way?" "I could withstand the charms of the picture, but with the original"— "Well, and with the original?" "I failed." The face before him was radiant; but down in his heart the small voice, growing very faint, still whispered, "Coward—traitor—fool." That evening Harry Lawton found him sitting gloomily before the window looking out upon the shadows that were gathering in the little garden beneath. As the door opened he glanced up and nodded without speaking. "Circe came?" Again the artist nodded. "And conquered?" Another nod. "Did you suppose for a moment that she wouldn't?" No answer. Lawton assumed a dignified attitude, and began with mock earnestness: "Oh, wise man—thou who knowest so well the heart and the face of Nature—how little thou knowest of thine own soul!" A shade of anguish swept over the artist's face, but he made no reply. "Most gentle and gifted man! Last night I listened long and patiently to the scintillating wisdom of your wonderful brain. Let me now speak, while you, in turn, give ear. "When, last night, you showed me the portraits and told me their history, I foresaw this moment. You are plunged into despair at the contemplation of "I am aware that my logic is not wholly in accord with generally accepted theory. It accords much more nearly, perhaps, with universal practice—of course I refer only to men in the single walks of life. It is well known that all men after marriage are irreproachable. And when you have plucked your stainless lily, you, like the rest, will subsist only upon its fragrance. But really, for the present, I cannot see that your affair with Miss March in any way conflicts with your sentiments for Miss Delorme; and especially as you have known the latter but a few hours in all—hardly sufficient, I should think, to inspire a lifelong devotion. Truly, Julian, I would advise you not to take matters quite so seriously, and let the Throughout this long harangue Julian Goetze had listened in silence. "Oh, Harry," he groaned, as the other paused, "you don't know what a traitor I am!" "Well, possibly my sensibilities are not over fine, but I think you will be more comfortable for taking my advice." Without replying, the artist rose and going into the adjoining room returned a moment later with a decanter and glasses. "I am tired," he said, apologetically, as he caught the look of disapproval in his friend's eye; "it will do me good." "None for me, Julian, before supper, and—I don't think, if—if I were you, I would take any, either." "I am exhausted, Harry; I am The other sighed and did not reply. Goetze filled one of the glasses and drank it off, then he resumed his seat by the window. A little later his friend took leave of him; reaching the street door he hesitated as if about to turn back, then he lifted the latch, and passed slowly out into the lighted street, closing the door gently behind him. The next morning the studio of Julian Goetze was locked. It remained locked all day, and within, stretched upon the floor, unconscious, lay the gifted man, and by his side was an empty flask. |