John Tatham had in vain attempted to persuade Elinor to come to his house, to dine there in comfort—he was going out himself—so that at least in this time of excitement and trouble she might have the careful service and admirable comfort of his well-managed house. Elinor preferred her favourite lodgings and a cup of tea to all the luxuries of Halkin Street. And she was fit for no more consultations that night. She had many, many things to think of, and some new which as yet she barely comprehended. The rooms in Ebury Street were small, and they were more or less dingy, as such rooms are; but they were comfortable enough, and had as much of home to Elinor as repeated visits there with all her belongings could give them. The room in which she slept was next to that in which her boy had usually slept. That was enough to make it no strange place. And I need not say that it became the scene of many discussions during the few days that followed. The papers by this time were full of the strange trial which was coming on: the romance of commercial life and ruin—the guilty man who had been absent so long, enjoying his ill-gotten gains, and who now was dragged back into the light to give an account of himself—and of other guilt perhaps less black than his own, yet dreadful enough to hear of. The story of It was a curious thing in her state of mind, and with the feelings she had towards her husband’s family, that one of the first things she did on establishing herself in her Ebury Street rooms, was to look for an old “Peer To say that this did not startle Elinor, did not make her heart beat, did not open new complications and vistas in life, would be a thing impossible. Pippo Lord Lomond! Pippo, whom she had feared to expose to his father’s influence, whom she had kept apart, who did not know anything about himself except that he was her son—had she kept and guarded the boy thus in the very obscurity of life, in the stillest and most And day by day as he saw her, John Tatham understood her less and less. He did not know what she meant, what she was going to do, what were her sentiments towards her husband, what were her intentions towards her son. He had found out a great deal about the case, merely as a case, and it began to be clear to him where Elinor’s part came in. Elinor Compton could not have appeared on her husband’s behalf, and whether there might not arise a question whether, “It would have been much better,” he said, “in every way if they had called your mother—who of course must know exactly what you know, Elinor, in respect to this matter——” “No,” said Elinor with dry lips. “She knows nothing. She—calculates back by little incidents—she does not remember: I—do——” “That’s natural, I suppose,” said John, with an impatient sigh and a half-angry look. “Still—my aunt——” “Would do no good at all: you may believe me, John. Don’t let us speak of this any more. I know what has to be done: my mother would twist herself up among her calculations—about Alick Hudson’s examination and I know not what. Whereas I—there is nothing, nothing more to be said. I thought I could escape, and it is your doing if I now see that I cannot escape. I can but hope that Providence will protect my boy. He is at school, where they have lit “And how if he becomes Lord Lomond, as I said, before the secret is out?” “Oh, John,” cried Elinor, wringing her hands—“don’t, don’t torment me with that idea now—let only this be past and then: Oh, I see, I see—I am not a fool—I perceive that I cannot hide him as you say if that happens. But oh, John, for pity’s sake let this be over first! Let us not hurry everything on at the same time. He is at school. What do schoolboys care for the newspapers, especially for trials in the law courts? Oh, let this be over first! A boy at school—and he need never know——” It was at this moment that a hansom drew up, and a rattling peal came at the door. Hansoms are not rare in Ebury Street, and how can one tell in these small houses if the peal is at one’s door or the next? Elinor was not disturbed. She paid no attention. She expected no one, she was afraid of nothing new for the present. Surely, surely, as she said, there was enough for the present. It did not seem possible that any new incident should come now. “I do not want to torment you, Elinor—you may imagine I would be the last—I would only save you if I could from what must be—— What! what? who’s this?—Philip! the boy!” The door had burst open with an eager, impatient And Elinor sat still in her chair, struck dumb, grown pale like a ghost, her eyes wide open, her lips apart. The sight of the boy, her beloved child, her pride and delight, was as a horrible spectacle to Elinor. She stared at him like one horrified, and neither moved nor spoke. “Elinor!” cried John, terrified, “there’s nothing wrong. Don’t you see it’s Philip? Boy, what do you mean by giving her such a fright? She’s fainting, I believe.” “I—give her a fright!” cried, half in anguish, half in indignation, the astonished boy. “No, I’m not fainting. Pippo! there’s nothing wrong—at home?” Elinor cried, holding out her hand to him—coming to herself, which meant only awakening to the horror of a danger far more present than she had ever dreamt, and to the sudden sight not of her boy, but of that Nemesis which she had so carefully “I thought,” he said, “you would have been glad to see me, mother! No, there’s nothing wrong at home.” “Thank heaven for that!” cried Elinor, feeling herself more and more a hypocrite as she recovered from the shock. “Pippo, I was saying this moment that you were at school. The words were scarcely off my lips—and then to see you in a moment, standing there.” “I thought,” he repeated again, trembling with the disappointment and mortification, wounded in his cheerful, confident affection, and in his young pride, the monarch of all he surveyed—“I thought you would have been pleased to see me, mother!” “Of course,” said John, cheerfully, “your mother is glad to see you: and so am I, you impetuous boy, though you don’t take the trouble of shaking hands with me. He wants to be kissed and coddled, Elinor, and I must be off to my chambers. But I should like to know first what’s up, boy? You’ve got something to say.” “Pippo, what is it, my dearest? You did give me a great fright, and I am still nervous a little. Tell me, The tired and excited boy looked from one to another, two faces both full of a veiled but intense anxiety, looking at him as if what they expected was no good news. He burst out into a big, hoarse laugh, the only way to keep himself from crying. “You don’t even seem to remember anything about it,” he cried, flinging himself down in the nearest chair; “and for my part I don’t care any longer whether any one knows or not.” And Elinor, whose thoughts were on such different things—whose whole mind was absorbed in the question of what he could have heard about the trial, about his father, about the new and strange future before him—gazed at him with eyes that seemed hollowed out all round with devouring anxiety. “What is it?” she said, “what is it? For God’s sake tell me! What have you heard?” It goes against all prejudices to imagine that John Tatham, a man who never had had a child, an old bachelor not too tolerant of youth, should have divined the boy better than his mother. But he did, perhaps because he was a lawyer, and accustomed to investigate the human countenance and eye. He saw that Philip was full of something of his own, immediately interesting to himself; and he cast about quickly in his mind what it could be. Not that the boy was heir to a peer “Pippo!” cried Elinor, lighting up great lamps of relief, of sudden ease and quick-coming joy, in her brightened eyes and face. “My boy! you’ve won your battle! You’ve got it, you’ve got it, Pippo! And your foolish, stupid mother that thought for a moment you could rush to her like this with anything but good news!” It took a few moments to soothe Pippo down, and mend his wounded feelings. “I began to think nobody cared,” he said, “and that made me that I didn’t care myself. I’d rather Musgrave had got it, if it had not been to please you all. And you never seemed so much as to remember—only Uncle John!” he added after a moment, with a half scorn which made John laugh at the never-failing candour of youth. “Only the least important of all,” he said. “It was atrocious of the ladies, Philip. Shake hands, my boy, I owe you five pounds for the scholarship. And now I’ll take myself off, which will please you most of all.” He went down-stairs laughing to himself all the way, but got suddenly quite grave as he stepped outside—whether because he remembered that it does not be And Elinor meanwhile made it up to her boy amply, and while her heart ached with the question what to do with him, how to dispose of him during those dreadful following days, behaved herself as if her head too was half turned with joy and exultation, only tempered by the regret that Musgrave, who had worked so hard, could not have got the scholarship too. |