Mrs. Mitford did not return, and presently Christian slipped from her hiding-place and ran upstairs. Never having had companions, she had not that absolute desire to confide in someone which is the primary thought of most young girls. She went into her room, washed her face, brushed out her hair, and then entered the nursery. Nurse was seated by the fire, busy over her endless mending and turning. Nurse, of course, knew; her eyes were red, as though she had been crying a great deal. "Why, Miss Christie, darling," she said to the young girl, "wherever have you been? You look pinched and cold." "I haven't had my tea; I expect I look hungry," said Christian, speaking slowly. "What a shame!" cried nurse. "Did they forget to give it to you?" "They didn't," said Christian. "I saw it in the rt just now as I passed the open door, but it looked cold and untempting; I'd rather have none than that sort of tea." "I'll make you some in a minute," said nurse. "Oh, will you, nursey?" Christian felt so cheered that her great trouble of next week seemed to recede in the distance. "And may I toast the bread and put on the butter?" "To be sure, darling! I keep my own tea and bread and butter in this cupboard; and here is fresh milk. And you shall have a new-laid egg." "Oh, I should love it!" said Christian. "Do give me a thick slice of bread at once, nursey, and let me toast it." The next few minutes passed happily, and soon Christian was munching buttered toast, eating her egg, and drinking hot tea. It is wonderful what a good fire, a sympathizing old nurse who is not too curious, and sweet tea and buttered toast will accomplish. Christian had been thinking herself the most miserable, cruelly used, neglected girl in the world; but now once again the sunny side of life appeared. Nurse resumed her work. She was mending a little brown skirt, adding to it and putting fresh braid round the bottom. "Is that my old skirt? I thought I had done with it," said Christian. "It will be as good as new when I have finished my work over it," replied nurse. Her tone was guarded. "She knows, of course," thought the child, "but she is not going to tell. Well, neither will I tell. I will just pretend during all the horrid days that are coming that I don't know anything. I feel waking up within me my very naughtiest self. I know I shall be terribly naughty between now and that black day when spiteful old Neil and I start off for that good-discipline school together. Perhaps—who can tell——" Christian's eyes brightened; a roguish gleam came into their dark depths. She looked full up at nurse, then lowered her eyelashes. "Nursey," she said, "do put down that horrid skirt and play bezique with me." "I can't, my darling; I haven't the time." "Of course you've got time. I don't want that horrid skirt; I hate it. I have plenty of skirts." "But your mother said it was to be got ready for you, miss. She and Miss Neil came up here to-day and "But I am not going to the sea. I couldn't wear a hot thing like that in the summer. What do you mean?" Nurse looked frightened. "There!" she said, irresolution coming all over her old face; "I will please the child. Get the cards, darling; we'll enjoy ourselves." Christian laughed. They sat by a round table and set to work. They were in the midst of their game when Miss Thompson, Christian's resident governess, entered. "Whatever are you doing, nurse?" she said. "You know we have all to work as hard as ever we can. There won't be half enough time to make preparations." "Why, what is all this mystery?" cried Christian. "Preparations for what?" "Nothing, dear—nothing." "There's no such thing as nothing," replied Christian, laughing. Miss Thompson got quite red. "Young girls don't always know what they are talking about," she said in a severe tone. "Nurse has got to work, and I have got to work, and you have got to be good. By the way, where do you keep your story-books?" "Upstairs, downstairs, and in my lady's chamber," answered Christian. "Well, wherever you keep them, I want them collected." "What for?" "I wish to make a list of them." "I can't fly over the house for them to-night. I'll get them to-morrow morning if I must get them." "Well, come into the schoolroom now. There are several things we must arrange." "I will after I have finished my game," said Christian. Miss Thompson thought it better to retire than to make a fuss, and Christian and nurse proceeded with their game. "Why ever do you sigh so, nursey?" asked Christian. "I didn't know I was sighing, lovey." "You didn't know that you were hiding a big mystery. You are a silly old woman. Thompson lets out things, and you let out things, and if I want to poke my finger into the secret I could; but I don't care—not a bit. I'm off now to have a chat with Thompson." Before Christian could carry these words into effect there came a knock at the door. It was burst open, and a rosy-faced, black-eyed little girl of the name of Rose Latimer entered. She was nurse's grand-niece, and was supposed not to be a fit companion for Christian. Nevertheless Christian adored her. She found her far more interesting and more companionable and more get-at-able than any of the girls whom she met or who were invited to play with her. Rose's bright eyes danced when she saw Christian. Christian ran up to her and kissed her hurriedly. "Come!" said nurse; "that aint proper. Rose, you mind your manners. You aint on the same standing as my young lady, and you should remember it." "But indeed she is," said Christian—"that is, if being pretty and ladylike and funny and affectionate makes her on the same standing. Some of the girls I know are perfect horrors; but Rosy—why, she is just Rosy. Sit down, Rosy, dear. Here's a lot of toast left; and nurse shall boil you another egg. But do you know that I am Charlotte Corday to-day? Marat is getting into his bath, and I shall go and kill him in a minute or two. Isn't it thrilling?" "Ah!" cried nurse, who knew nothing either about Marat or Charlotte Corday; "what a perfectly awful thing to say, Miss Christian! You fair terrify me." Christian made no answer. She raised her brows and looked with her intelligent, keen, overstrung little face at Rose. "Will you spend the night?" she said suddenly. "I want to talk to you. Nurse, will you keep Rosy until the morning?" "Miss Christian!" "You can if you like, nursey. She shall sleep with me. She shall; she must." "Miss, I couldn't hear of it." "Very well, never mind about that. Just ask her to stay. She shall sleep in your bed, and I will have a chat with her by-and-by. You wouldn't like, nursey——" "What, Miss Christian?" "Suppose I wasn't to be with you always—I mean you wouldn't like to feel you had refused one of my last wishes. If you come to think of it, it is almost like a a dying wish; isn't it, nursey?" "Oh, dear!" cried the poor nurse, "the child does wring my heart. Rose, run along, then. Go and take off your hat and coat, and come and help me to put the braid on this skirt." During the rest of that evening Christian enjoyed herself. It was really great fun being at the back of the secret. To have a secret going on that she was not aware of would have been irritating, almost maddening; but to know it all the time, and so lead up to it and get people who imagined that they were keeping it so safe and secure to all but betray themselves, was quite interesting. Christian sat down very demurely in the schoolroom, and allowed Miss Thompson to reveal herself as much as she could desire. Miss Thompson imagined she was keeping At last it was time to go to bed. She bade Miss Thompson good-night and peeped into the nursery. Nurse had gone to her room, but Rose was sitting by the fire. Christian tiptoed across the room. "When are you going to bed, Rosy?" "Nurse said I was just to sit up to say good-night to you; then I must go, for I can't keep my eyes open." "You will have to presently. But be off now; get into bed with nurse, and after a little, when she is asleep, slip out and come into mine. You know where my bedroom is." "To be sure, miss." "You did it before, you know, Rose." "Yes, Miss Christian." Rose was standing up within a foot or two of Christian, and her eyes were shining brightly. "You will do it again," said Christian. "Nobody found out before, and nobody 'll find out now. I want you to give me just the most tremendous help, and only you can do it. I shall leave my door ajar. I'll be in bed in half an hour. You slip into bed beside nurse, and when she is sound asleep, get out again and come to me. Then we'll talk; then you'll find out what I really want. Oh, Rose! it is greater than William Tell and the apple. It is nearly, but not quite, as big as Joan of Arc. It is big and monstrous, and only you, Rose, can help me." |