I found it, one day, in a pretty shade Which a vine and a maple together made; ’Twas blooming away in a dress of white, With eyes of a blue transparent light. I knelt at its shrine, And this heart of mine Drank in the fragrance as one drinks wine. Then I said, “Sweet flower, this cooling shade With the summer weather will dim and fade, There’s a place in my heart—a cozy room— Where you may nestle and grow and bloom.” Thus I wooed the flower, In this shady bower, And lovers we were that self-same hour. I carried it home, I pruned it with care, I gave it the sun and the morning air. The honey bees came its dew to sip, But I drove them away with pouting lip; For I loved my flower, And with jealous power I banished the bees from our curtained bower. A butterfly came on wings of lace, And tried to fan my blossom’s face; But I brushed it away with cruel hands, And tore from its wings the velvet bands; Then I kissed my flower; But a summer shower Burst from the clouds with mesmeric power. Then the pale little blossom heaved a sigh, And opened a blue and timid eye To thank the cloud as it did in the shade, Which the vine and the maple together made; But my heart would rebel; I could not quell Its raging fire—it seemed from hell. I slammed the shutters with curses of doom; I made it dark as a dungeon room, Then I hurried away like a thief in the night; But I strolled again in the warm sunlight, And another flower From Fashion’s own bower I culled, and nursed it only an hour. It proved but a weed with a gaudy bloom, And a poisonous odor filled my room. So I turned once more to my wildwood flower, That I locked in my heart that sinful hour, When the angel of love, To its mansion above, Had fluttered away like a wounded dove. How softly I turned the key in my heart; One moment I faltered—the door swung apart— A faint, sweet essence, like heliotrope bloom, Was sick’ning my senses; I moved through the room With a staggering tread, With a brain reeling head, And swooned there—a murd’rer—my flower was—dead. |