MY heart is perplexed, though I’ve tried to discover An answer to solve what it is that I miss, Though I’ve questioned myself more that twenty times over, There seems no reply to a question like this. My friends meet me gladly with words kindly spoken, Salutations of praises and sometimes a kiss, And looks sent along with a sweet flower token. I find in my room—there is something I miss. The blaze up the chimney this evening is talking, The wind and the shutter hum sad an old tune, A cloud o’er the heavens is leisurely walking, A few early snowflakes are vexing the moon. Pale Luna! your countenance seemeth too sober, But why should I murmur or wonder at this? The flame of the woodland died out with October, The birds, too, are gone—there is something I miss. I stir down the embers, and here in the firelight I read the home paper a late train has brought, And into the lives of the absent an insight I take; do they ever of me have a thought? How strange the words sound when no answer is given, Ah! the tone of a friend would to-night insure bliss, And the faces of loved ones would seem like a heaven Of angels, alas! there is something I miss. Will it always be thus? Is this one missing measure To cripple my verse and sadden my song? What a joy it is to regain a lost treasure And in the heart’s casket the setting make strong. But I have grown weary these figures of trying; I wonder if others make failures like this? A smile? Ah, you solved then the truth underlying This problem, and know what it is that I miss. Madisonville, Ky. |