I do not like my garden, but I love The trees I planted and the flowers thereof. How does one choose his garden? O with eyes O’er which a passion or illusion lies. Perhaps it wakens memories of a lawn You knew before somewhere. Or you are drawn By an old urn, a little gate, a roof Which soars into a blue sky, clear, aloof. One buys a garden gladly. Even the worst Seems tolerable or beautiful at first. Their very faults give loving labor scope: One can correct, adorn; ’tis sweet to hope For beauty to emerge out of your toil, To build the walks and fertilize the soil. Before I knew my garden or awoke To its banality I set an oak At one end for a life-long husbandry, A white syringa and a lilac tree, Close to one side to hide a crumbling wall, Which was my neighbor’s, held in several Title and beyond my right to mend— One cannot with an ancient time contend. The sun would never look o’er them and gleam, Save at the earliest hour. So all the day One half my garden under twilight lay. Another soul had overlooked the shade: I found the boundaries of a bed he made For tulips. Well, I had a fresher trust And spent my heart upon this sterile dust. What thing will grow where never the sun shines? Vainly I planted flowering stalks and vines. What years to learn the soil! Why even weeds Look green and fresh. But if one concedes Salvia will flourish not, nor palest phlox One might have hope left for a row of box. Why is it that some silent places thrill With elfin comradeship, and others fill The heart with sickening loneliness? My breast Seems hollow for great emptiness, unrest Casting my eyes about my garden where I still must live, breathing its lifeless air. Why should I have a garden anyway? I have so many friends who pass the day In streets or squares, or little barren courts, I fancy there are gardens of all sorts, Far worse than mine. And who has this delight: There’s my syringa with its blooms of white! It flourishes in my garden! In this brief What if I like my garden not but love The oak tree and the lilac tree thereof, And hide my face, lest one my rapture guess, Amid the white syringa’s loveliness? |