There were seven nights of the moon This August, beloved. There were nights before the seven When we scarcely saw the moon, Or perhaps as we canoed, ere the sun sank, We saw her as a transparent tissue of white Against a sky as white. But when we first saw the moon She had risen before the sun had sunk. Then the next night she was brighter With the evening planet above her, Despite the tongues of fire in the west Where the sun had set on fire Great coils of cloud! And then there were those nights between Her growth and her o’erflowing fullness When hand in hand we walked in your garden Amid the Chinese balloons and coreopsis, Hibiscus, marigold, hydrangeas, Under the rose arches, And by the hedge of California privet, And looked at the lake, And the moon on the lake. And do you remember what we saw As we stared at the wake of the moon On the lake? The ripples made blacknesses, And the moon made silver splendors, And as we stared we saw In the shadows of waves Running into the light of the moon on the water Youths and maids and children Coming from darkness into the light in a dance, Joining hands, falling into embraces, Hurrying to evanishment at the path of light Where the moon had paved the water. I shall never see the moon on the water Without seeing these youths and maids and children, And without thinking of that night Of the full moon! This was the night We saw the moon rise, from the very first, Across the lake o’ertopping the forest. A spire of pine stood up Against a sky made pale as of the northern lights. But in a moment a bit of fire lit the spire of the pine As it were a candle lighted. To time the rising of the moon Free and clear of the spire. And she rose so fast that as we gazed She cleared the spire, And soared with such silent glory above the forest, And sailed to the southwest of the spire. And at that moment the whippoorwills Began to sing in the woodlands near— We had not heard them before in all this summer. And we stood in the loggia In the silence of our own thoughts, In the silence of the full moon! And it was then that the pressure of your hand Gave me a meaning of sorrow. It was then that the pressure of your hand Spoke, as flame which turns in the wind, Of a change in your heart. But if not a change, of another’s heart Toward whom you turned. And I sit in the loggia to-night Waiting for the moon to rise, She will not rise till midnight, And then she will rise, a poor half wreck of herself. No whippoorwill has sung to-night, And none will sing. Hurrying into the dance on the water, Embracing and fading in light, I shall not see. No, in this darkness where I breathe The scent of the sweet alyssum Which you planted and tended I shall wait for midnight, And the rise of our ruined moon. In the darkness of the loggia Under a sky that hopes for no moon to-night, Save the wasted moon of midnight, I am filled with a deep happiness And a thankfulness to the Power Behind the sky: I am filled with a joy as wide and deep as nature That my love for you Can live without your love for me, And asks nothing of you, And nothing for you Save that you find what you seek! |