Sealed in a cocoon-cradle of white silk, Locked fast in sleep; Or bound for years as a chrysalid, while the neap Creative tides rise to the spring and slough The torn strands and the golden pupa stuff, You tear wings free for the connubial flight— Break suddenly the embryo trance, drift off, Whole troops of you in a looped and colorful clutter Wobbling like leaves in a fresh wind’s delight. And over clover meadows in a flutter, Or through sweet scented hollows, You seek the expectant mate, And the mad moment where life turns to death, And both become one essence and one breath, One undivided fate. Together you fly Drunken with life, yet mad to die, Since soul achievement is death after all, All rivals for the wedding festival. Yet only one of you can win the prize; The rest shall sink exhausted in defeat, While the triumphant bridegroom dies In his own rapture and creative fire— All perish in the flame of their desire. For none of you is given strength to live Beyond the quest, or the hymeneal kiss; The disappointed perish One wins his joy, but may not keep or cherish The moment which contains it, sudden doom Falls on the winner of his bliss And on the wings that quiver their frustration. Bombyx! to have more life than is enough To win the mate, achieve the one success, And on that life to mount and half survey The universe— Build cities with it, letter precious scrolls, Plan for the race to be and have the vision To labor for of ages half elysian, Is that a benediction or a curse? Is it a good or evil to have strength To soar beyond the sun, or planets even If none of us at length Reach heaven? If none of our infatuate souls Sip the bright fire of God? If it be all a flying in a dream, A lying down at last in deeper night, To enrich the prodigal sod, To breed new wings For the same flight? |