The monks were working in the garden. A little apart, a man, whose costume suggested that he had not yet taken the full monastic vows, was going over a patch of ground with a rake. The patch was on a slope. Here and there were currant-bushes. The rake loosened the soil which was between them. Presently the man came to a piece of printed paper, which apparently had been carried by the wind till it found lodgment against a bush. He picked it up. It was part of a page of an English newspaper, left, probably, by some sight-seeing Englishman, who, mindful of the things which in that part of the world one ought to do, had tasted of the monastic hospitality. The finder, glancing at what he held, was about to crumple it up and throw it from him, when his eye was caught by the heading of a paragraph--'Death of the Marquis of Twickenham.' When he perceived the words, for a moment his purpose was postponed. He stared as if they conveyed to his mind something which filled him with amazement. Then, remembering where he was, and looking about him to see if he was observed, he crushed the piece of paper into a pellet, which he placed within his cassock. Then he continued to rake as if nothing had happened. Presently the workers retired to their cells to prepare for vespers; the monks first, the man with the rake at a respectful distance in the rear. As soon as he was in his cell, and had closed the door, out came the scrap of paper. He scanned what followed the heading which had caught his eye with a show of eagerness which was distinctly uncanonical. It was a brief statement to the effect that Leonard, third Marquis of Twickenham, had died of congenital disease of the heart on the preceding afternoon, at Cortin's Hotel, in the presence of various members of his family; and was apparently going on to give further particulars when the paper stopped short. It had been torn in such a way that only the first three or four lines of that particular paragraph remained. These the man read over and over again, as if desirous of extracting from them the last shred of their significance. 'Died!--died!--died!--What does it mean?' He turned the piece of paper over and over in his hands. 'There's nothing to show from what journal it comes, but--I think--it's from one of the dailies. And nothing to show the date. It isn't new. It's come from England; and looks as if out in the garden there it had been buffeted by wind and rain. I wonder how old it is; and what it means by saying that I died in the presence of members of my family.' He went down with the monks to vespers, occupied his usual place below the board at supper, joined the fraternity in saying compline, then retraced his steps towards the straw pallet on which he was supposed to rest. A few minutes afterwards he was standing in the presence of the Father Superior. Without a word of introduction he laid upon the table at which the Prior sat the scrap of paper which he had found beneath the currant-bush. The monk glanced from it to his visitor. 'What is this, my son?' 'If you will look at that paper, father, you will see.' They had spoken in French; but that the Prior understood English was made clear by the evident ease with which he read the printed extract. As his visitor had done, he gave it a second and a third perusal. Looking down, he drummed with his fingertips upon the board. Then, glancing up at the Englishman, he addressed him in his own language. 'Where did you get this?' Its finder explained. 'What does it mean?' 'That is what I seek to know.' 'Nothing, probably--a canard.' 'I cannot say.' 'I'll have inquiries made, and you shall be acquainted with the result.' The Englishman was still. 'Well, won't that content you?' The reply was hardly to the question. 'I thank you, my father, for having forbidden me to take the vows.' 'You thank me--now? It's not so long ago since you were in despair, being fearful lest by my refusal I had slammed the gates of heaven in your face. How often have you besought me to let you enter on the holy life? How long is it since you lay three nights upon the chapel stones, broken-hearted, because I advised you still to meditate upon its threshold? Answer me, my son.' 'I was wrong. You were right, my father--as you always are.' 'As I always am? Our Lady and the Blessed Saints know better. In only one thing was I right--alas! that I should have to say it--I knew you better than you did yourself. How long have you been with us?' 'Nearly five years.' 'So long? Are we so much nearer to the Day of Judgment? What were you when you came?' 'A thing to mock at.' 'Ay, indeed, a thing to mock at; a thing to make the angels weep. And, like many another, you desired to beat your head against the Cross, hoping by a little agony to atone for a life of sin. And have you raised yourself a little from the ditch?' 'Else were I a wretch indeed.' 'That are we all--miserable wretches! It has been my constant grief, in your particular case, that it was written that the first-fruits of your mother's womb should be unstable as water; that he should not excel. May my grief be turned to joy! So you have been beneath this holy roof five years? And now--what now?' 'I seek to leave you.' 'To leave us? You propose to join a fraternity in which the ordinance is more severe?' 'I wish to go back into the world again.' The Prior raised his hands with a show of surprise which was possibly more feigned than real. 'To go back into the world again? You poor fool, you know not what you say. My son, in reading what is on this piece of paper you were guilty of offence. Punishment has followed fast. Already your eyes have been shut out from the contemplation of heavenly things. Return to your cell. Meditate. In a month, if you wish it, I will speak to you again.' 'In a month? But, my father, I cannot wait so long.' 'What word is this--you cannot?' 'I am under no vow of obedience. You yourself refused to let me take it. I am free to go or stay.' 'You are under no vow of obedience? And you have been here five years? What fashion of speech is this?' 'It is true--I am under no vow. And I have to thank you, my father, for my freedom.' 'My son, return to your cell.' 'If you desire it----' 'Desire!' 'But I came to tell you that I should leave you in the morning.' 'Leave us--in the morning! Are you mad, that you speak to me like this?' 'What this house has been to me, and what I owe to you who have given me so much more than shelter, is known only to God and to myself. Don't let us part in anger, or my last state will be worse than my first; but, father, I must go.' 'Must?' 'Yes, my father, must. Speed me on my way with some of those words of help and comfort which you can speak so well; give me your blessing before I go.' The Prior put up his hand as if to screen his face from the other's too keen observation. 'What is the meaning of this--I will not say unruly spirit--but sudden, strange necessity?' 'That piece of paper.' 'But I have already told you that that may mean nothing; that I will have inquiries made, with the result of which you shall be acquainted.' The Englishman continued silent for some moments, clasping and unclasping his hands in front of him; plainly torn by a conflict of emotions, to which he was struggling to give articulate utterance. 'My father, I believe that I see in that piece of paper the finger of Heaven.' 'Men have supposed themselves to see the finger of Heaven in some strange places; your obliquity of vision is not original, my son.' 'But, my father, don't you understand? It shows that my duty lies outside these walls.' 'In supposing it to lie along the broad road, you have again had predecessors.' 'My presence here may be the occasion of actual sin; indeed, if I construe what is written there aright, it already is. If that statement is correct, it points to fraud--to crime. Advantage has been taken of my continued absence--my silence. An impostor has arisen. Have I done right in allowing those who have charge of my possessions to remain in ignorance? Have I not put temptation in their path, and so sinned?' 'All this may be remedied by half-a-dozen lines upon a sheet of paper.' 'My father, I must go. Without, I shall be as much your son as I am within.' 'You think it.' 'I swear it.' 'Swear not at all. Oaths in your mouth are apt to be but vain repetitions. What have you not sworn within the last five years? How much more would you have sworn if I had sanctioned it?' The Englishman was still. 'My son, I ask myself if you are an unconscious hypocrite. Men say that hypocrisy is, in a peculiar sense, your national vice. When I consider you, I wonder. I believe--I will give you so much credit--I believe that you mean what you say; although I know, if you don't, that you mean something altogether different.' 'I swear at least this much, that within a week of my reaching England fifty thousand pounds shall be paid to your credit.' 'Fifty thousand pounds? It is a large sum of money. I know that your family has riches, and that you are a great man in your own land. Your country should be proud of you.' 'My father!' 'My son, you are so poor a creature that I know not how to speak to you. You are like a sponge, quickly sodden, easily squeezed. These five years I have been hoping against hope that I might pluck you as a brand from the burning; at the least little flame, back you fall again.' 'I am not what I was when I came.' 'No. Your physical health is better.' 'My father!' 'My son, is it not true? What guarantee have I that you will endow Holy Church, and this her house, with the sum of which you speak?' 'I will give you my written bond.' 'Will that be a legal instrument in England?' 'Certainly. But do you think that in such a matter my word may not be trusted?--that it will be necessary for you to invoke the law? If so, I must indeed stand low in your eyes.' 'I have heard you vow, with tears of blood, using all the protestations of which you were master, that you would never forsake the shelter of this holy house. Do I understand that you propose that your withdrawal shall be final.' 'I cannot say.' 'Nor I. I think it possible that you may return, when the devil has fast hold of you again.' The Englishman put his hands up to his face and shuddered. 'He always has his finger-tips upon your shoulder; you only have to turn your head to see his face. I admit that in a sense--your sense--you are free. Had you vowed a hundred vows, in your sense you would still be free. It was because I knew it I desired to save your soul from blasphemy. If you will suffer me I will make you a suggestion, to which I beg that you will give serious consideration.' 'I am in your hands, my father.' 'Words, my son; words--words! I desire that you shall have as travelling companion a discreet priest, whom I will recommend, and who will attend to your spiritual welfare.' The other's silence sufficiently hinted that the proposition did not commend itself to him. 'In quitting these precincts your offence is grave. I presume you do not wish to make it greater.' 'I will give you the fifty thousand pounds.' 'Is that so? You are indeed good. If you English crucified Christ afresh, I imagine you would consider the Holy Father sufficiently appeased by a pecuniary compensation. In your country you are the Marquis of Twickenham?' 'I am.' 'You have been guilty of offences so rank, and so notorious, that you fled your father's anger, and hid your face from your kith and kin.' 'I have suffered for my sin.' 'You have suffered? Wait for the wrath to come. 'My father!' 'Your family is Protestant?' 'Alas!' 'You are entitled, from your spiritual elevation, to pity heretics, especially those of your own flesh and blood. Here are pens, ink, and paper. Sit down and write the bond of which you have spoken.' His lordship did as he was told. 'So far, so good. But do not imagine that this is a quittance for the debt which you owe Holy Church. As you are entrusted with this world's goods, so the Church demands from you her tithes. On your property you will provide a sufficient religious establishment. You will build churches and endow them. And in all your affairs you will be advised by Holy Church. As you are seated, write that also.' 'My father!' 'Obey. Or I will summon the fraternity, and in their presence I will call down on you the curse of the Church and of the Holy Ghost, and will chase you from the fold out into the darkness of the night, that night which for you shall be unending. Do not think that because you leave us, we leave you. The arm of the Church is long, and, as you have learned from experience, the fires of hell burn from afar. Write as I have said.' His lordship wrote. 'Do not imagine that this bond which you have given me is but an empty form, any more than is your promise to pay the fifty thousand pounds. You are of the Church, if you are not in it, a leaf, if not a branch; and she will demand from you exact and prompt payment of every jot and tittle which is her due. Above all, do not neglect your religious duties, not for a single hour of a single day.' 'But, my father, I cannot be a monk out in the world.' 'You will neglect them at your proper peril. Do not suppose I shall not know. You will be in error.' 'Do you intend to have me spied upon?' 'We intend to have you kept in sight. You had better do as I advised, and have a discreet priest as your companion.' 'But I am entitled to my freedom!' 'And is the presence of such an one incompatible with your ideas of freedom? My son, you'll be on your knees calling for me within a week.' 'At least--at least wait until I call.' 'In that case, take care lest you call in vain. Remember five years ago. If you become again what you were then, it will be for ever, and ever, and ever! You'll be but a voice perpetually calling out of hell.' 'My father, I--I am stronger than I was then.' 'We will hope it. Though I seem to hear the devil laughing. Now, my son, go!' 'Bless me, my father, before I go.' 'Yes, I will bless you. But be careful, O my son, lest, as Aaron's rod was transformed into a serpent, by your own action my blessing becomes a curse.' His lordship knelt. The Prior blessed him. Then his lordship went to bed, though the straw pallet on which he cast himself could hardly, on that occasion at any rate, be described as a bed of rest. |