Scene I.--Mellefont's room.Mellefont, Sara. MELLEFONT.Yes, dearest Sara, yes! That I will do! That I must do. SARA.How happy you make me! MELLEFONT.It is I who must take the whole crime upon myself. I alone am guilty; I alone must ask for forgiveness. SARA.No, Mellefont, do not take from me the greater share which I have in our error! It is dear to me, however wrong it is, for it must have convinced you that I love my Mellefont above everything in this world. But is it, then, really true, that I may henceforth combine this love with the love of my father? Or am I in a pleasant dream? How I fear it will pass and I shall awaken in my old misery! But no! I am not merely dreaming, I am really happier than I ever dared hope to become; happier than this short life may perhaps allow. But perhaps this beam of happiness appears in the distance, and delusively seems to approach only in order to melt away again into thick darkness, and to leave me suddenly in a night whose whole terror has only become perceptible to me through this short illumination. What forebodings torment me! Are they really forebodings, Mellefont, or are they common feelings, which are inseparable from the expectation of an undeserved happiness, and the fear of losing it? How fast my heart beats, and how wildly it beats. How loud now, how quick! And now how weak, how anxious, how quivering! Now it hurries again, as if these were its last throbbings, which it would fain beat out rapidly. Poor heart! MELLEFONT.The tumult of your blood, which a sudden surprise cannot fail to cause, will abate, Sara, and your heart will continue its work more calmly. None of its throbs point to aught that is in the future, and we are to blame--forgive me, dearest Sara!--if we make the mechanic pressure of our blood into a prophet of evil. But I will not leave anything undone which you yourself think good to appease this little storm within your breast. I will write at once, and I hope that Sir William will be satisfied with the assurances of my repentance, with the expressions of my stricken heart, and my vows of affectionate obedience. SARA.Sir William? Ah, Mellefont, you must begin now to accustom yourself to a far more tender name. My father, your father, Mellefont---- MELLEFONT.Very well, Sara, our kind, our dear father! I was very young when I last used this sweet name; very young, when I had to unlearn the equally sweet name of mother. SARA.You had to unlearn it, and I--I was never so happy, as to be able to pronounce it at all. My life was her death! O God, I was a guiltless matricide! And how much was wanting--how little, how almost nothing was wanting to my becoming a parricide too! Not a guiltless, but a voluntary parricide. And who knows, whether I am not so already? The years, the days, the moments by which he is nearer to his end than he would have been without the grief I have caused him--of those I have robbed him. However old and weary he may be when Fate shall permit him to depart, my conscience will yet be unable to escape the reproach that but for me he might have lived yet longer. A sad reproach with which I doubtless should not need to charge myself, if a loving mother had guided me in my youth. Through her teaching and her example my heart would--you look tenderly on me, Mellefont? You are right; a mother would perhaps have been a tyrant for very love, and I should not now belong to Mellefont. Why do I wish then for that, which a wiser Fate denied me out of kindness? Its dispensations are always best. Let us only make proper use of that which it gives us; a father who never yet let me sigh for a mother; a father who will also teach you to forget the parents you lost so soon. What a flattering thought. I fall in love with it, and forget almost, that in my innermost heart there is still something which refuses to put faith in it. What is this rebellious something? MELLEFONT.This something, dearest Sara, as you have already said yourself, is the natural, timid incapability to realize a great happiness. Ah, your heart hesitated less to believe itself unhappy than now, to its own torment, it hesitates to believe in its own happiness! But as to one who has become dizzy with quick movement, the external objects still appear to move round when again he is sitting still, so the heart which has been violently agitated cannot suddenly become calm again; there remains often for a long time, a quivering palpitation which we must suffer to exhaust itself. SARA.I believe it, Mellefont, I believe it, because you say it, because I wish it. But do not let us detain each other any longer! I will go and finish my letter. And you will let me read yours, will you not, after I have shown you mine? MELLEFONT.Each word shall be submitted to your judgment; except what I must say in your defence, for I know you do not think yourself so innocent as you are. (Accompanies Sara to the back of the stage.)
Scene II.MELLEFONT (after walking up and down several times in thought).What a riddle I am to myself! What shall I think myself? A fool? Or a knave? Heart, what a villain thou art! I love the angel, however much of a devil I may be. I love her! Yes, certainly! certainly I love her. I feel I would sacrifice a thousand lives for her, for her who sacrificed her virtue for me; I would do so,--this very moment without hesitation would I do so. And yet, yet--I am afraid to say it to myself--and yet--how shall I explain it? And yet I fear the moment which will make her mine for ever before the world. It cannot be avoided now, for her father is reconciled. Nor shall I be able to put it off for long. The delay has already drawn down painful reproaches enough upon me. But painful as they were, they were still more supportable to me than the melancholy thought of being fettered for life. But am I not so already? Certainly,--and with pleasure! Certainly I am already her prisoner. What is it I want, then? At present I am a prisoner, who is allowed to go about on parole; that is flattering! Why cannot the matter rest there? Why must I be put in chains and thus lack even the pitiable shadow of freedom? In chains? Quite so! Sara Sampson, my beloved! What bliss lies in these words! Sara Sampson, my wife! The half of the bliss is gone! and the other half--will go! Monster that I am! And with such thoughts shall I write to her father? Yet these are not my real thoughts, they are fancies! Cursed fancies, which have become natural to me through my dissolute life! I will free myself from them, or live no more.
Scene III.Norton, Mellefont. MELLEFONT.You disturb me, Norton! NORTON.I beg your pardon, Sir (withdrawing again). MELLEFONT.No, no! Stay! It is just as well that you should disturb me. What do you want? NORTON.I have heard some very good news from Betty, and have come to wish you happiness. MELLEFONT.On the reconciliation with her father, I suppose you mean? I thank you. NORTON.So Heaven still means to make you happy. MELLEFONT.If it means to do so,--you see, Norton, I am just towards myself--it certainly does not mean it for my sake. NORTON.No, no; if you feel that, then it will be for your sake also. MELLEFONT.For my Sara's sake alone. If its vengeance, already armed, could spare the whole of a sinful city for the sake of a few just men, surely it can also bear with a sinner, when a soul in which it finds delight, is the sharer of his fate. NORTON.You speak with earnestness and feeling. But does not joy express itself differently from this? MELLEFONT.Joy, Norton? (Looking sharply at him.) For me it is gone now for ever. NORTON.May I speak candidly? You may. NORTON.The reproach which I had to hear this morning of having made myself a participator in your crimes, because I had been silent about them, may excuse me, if I am less silent henceforth. MELLEFONT.Only do not forget who you are! NORTON.I will not forget that I am a servant, and a servant, alas, who might be something better, if he had lived for it. I am your servant, it is true, but not so far as to wish to be damned along with you. MELLEFONT.With me? And why do you say that now? NORTON.Because I am not a little astonished to find you different from what I expected. MELLEFONT.Will you not inform me what you expected? NORTON.To find you all delight. MELLEFONT.It is only the common herd who are beside themselves immediately when luck smiles on them for once. NORTON.Perhaps, because the common herd still have the feelings which among greater people are corrupted and weakened by a thousand unnatural notions. But there is something besides moderation to be read in your face--coldness, irresolution, disinclination. MELLEFONT.And if so? Have you forgotten who is here besides Sara? The presence of Marwood---- NORTON.Could make you anxious, I daresay, but not despondent. Something else troubles you. And I shall be glad to be mistaken in thinking you would rather that the father were not yet reconciled. The prospect of a position which so little suits your way of thinking---- MELLEFONT.Norton, Norton! Either you must have been, or still must be, a dreadful villain, that you can thus guess my thoughts. Since you have hit the nail upon the head, I will not deny it. It is true--so certain as it is that I shall love my Sara for ever so little does it please me, that I must--must love her for ever! But do not fear; I shall conquer this foolish fancy. Or do you think that it is no fancy? Who bids me look at marriage as compulsion? I certainly do not wish to be freer than she will permit me to be. NORTON.These reflections are all very well. But Marwood will come to the aid of your old prejudices, and I fear, I fear---- MELLEFONT.That which will never happen! You shall see her go back this very evening to London. And as I have confessed my most secret--folly we will call it for the present--I must not conceal from you either, that I have put Marwood into such a fright that she will obey the slightest hint from me. NORTON.That sounds incredible to me. MELLEFONT.Look! I snatched this murderous steel from her hand (showing the dagger which he had taken from Marwood) when in a fearful rage she was on the point of stabbing me to the heart with it. Will you believe now, that I offered her a stout resistance? At first she well nigh succeeded in throwing her noose around my neck again. The traitoress!--She has Arabella with her. NORTON.Arabella? MELLEFONT.I have not yet been able to fathom by what cunning she got the child back into her hands again. Enough, the result did not fall out as she no doubt had expected. NORTON.Allow me to rejoice at your firmness, and to consider your reformation half assured. Yet,--as you wish me to know all--what business had she here under the name of Lady Solmes? MELLEFONT.She wanted of all things to see her rival. I granted her wish partly from kindness, partly from rashness, partly from the desire to humiliate her by the sight of the best of her sex. You shake your head, Norton? NORTON.I should not have risked that. MELLEFONT.Risked? I did not risk anything more, after all, than what I should have had to risk if I had refused her. She would have tried to obtain admittance as Marwood; and the worst that can be expected from her incognito visit is not worse than that. NORTON.Thank Heaven that it went off so quietly. MELLEFONT.It is not quite over yet, Norton. A slight indisposition came over her and compelled her to go away without taking leave. She wants to come again. Let her do so! The wasp which has lost its sting (pointing to the dagger) can do nothing worse than buzz. But buzzing too shall cost her dear, if she grows too troublesome with it. Do I not hear somebody coming? Leave me if it should be she. It is she. Go! (Exit Norton.)
Scene IV.Mellefont, Marwood. MARWOOD.No doubt you are little pleased to see me again. MELLEFONT.I am very pleased, Marwood, to see that your indisposition has had no further consequences. You are better, I hope? MARWOOD.So, so. MELLEFONT.You have not done well, then, to trouble to come here again. MARWOOD.I thank you, Mellefont, if you say this out of kindness to me; and I do not take it amiss, if you have another meaning in it. MELLEFONT.I am pleased to see you so calm. MARWOOD.The storm is over. Forget it, I beg you once more. MELLEFONT.Only remember your promise, Marwood, and I will forget everything with pleasure. But if I knew that you would not consider it an offence, I should like to ask---- MARWOOD.Ask on, Mellefont! You cannot offend me any more. What were you going to ask? MELLEFONT.How you liked my Sara? MARWOOD.The question is natural. My answer will not seem so natural, but it is none the less true for that. I liked her very much. MELLEFONT.Such impartiality delights me. But would it be possible for him who knew how to appreciate the charms of a Marwood to make a bad choice? MARWOOD.You ought to have spared me this flattery, Mellefont, if it is flattery. It is not in accordance with our intention to forget each other. MELLEFONT.You surely do not wish me to facilitate this intention by rudeness? Do not let our separation be of an ordinary nature. Let us break with each other as people of reason who yield to necessity; without bitterness, without anger, and with the preservation of a certain degree of respect, as behoves our former intimacy. MARWOOD.Former intimacy! I do not wish to be reminded of it. No more of it. What must be, must, and it matters little how. But one word more about Arabella. You will not let me have her? MELLEFONT.No, Marwood! MARWOOD.It is cruel, since you can no longer be her father, to take her mother also from her. MELLEFONT.I can still be her father, and will be so. MARWOOD.Prove it, then, now! MELLEFONT.How? MARWOOD.Permit Arabella to have the riches which I have in keeping for you, as her father's inheritance. As to her mother's inheritance I wish I could leave her a better one than the shame of having been borne by me. MELLEFONT.Do not speak so! I shall provide for Arabella without embarrassing her mother's property. If she wishes to forget me, she must begin by forgetting that she possesses anything from me. I have obligations towards her, and I shall never forget that really--though against her will--she has promoted my happiness. Yes, Marwood, in all seriousness I thank you for betraying our retreat to a father whose ignorance of it alone prevented him from receiving us again. MARWOOD.Do not torture me with gratitude which I never wished to deserve. Sir William is too good an old fool; he must think differently from what I should have thought in his place. I should have forgiven my daughter, but as to her seducer I should have---- MELLEFONT.Marwood! MARWOOD.True; you yourself are the seducer! I am silent. Shall I be presently allowed to pay my farewell visit to Miss Sampson? MELLEFONT.Sara could not be offended, even if you left without seeing her again. MARWOOD.Mellefont, I do not like playing my part by halves, and I have no wish to be taken, even under an assumed name, for a woman without breeding. MELLEFONT.If you care for your own peace of mind you ought to avoid seeing a person again who must awaken certain thoughts in you which---- MARWOOD (smiling disdainfully).You have a better opinion of yourself than of me. But even if you believed that I should be inconsolable on your account, you ought at least to believe it in silence.--Miss Sampson would awaken certain thoughts in me? Certain thoughts! Oh yes; but none more certain than this--that the best girl can often love the most worthless man. MELLEFONT.Charming, Marwood, perfectly charming. Now you are as I have long wished to see you; although I could almost have wished, as I told you before, that we could have retained some respect for each other. But this may perhaps come still when once your fermenting heart has cooled down. Excuse me for a moment. I will fetch Miss Sampson to see you.
Scene V.MARWOOD (looking round).Am I alone? Can I take breath again unobserved, and let the muscles of my face relax into their natural position? I must just for a moment be the true Marwood in all my features to be able again to bear the restraint of dissimulation! How I hate thee, base dissimulation! Not because I love sincerity, but because thou art the most pitiable refuge of powerless revenge. I certainly would not condescend to thee, if a tyrant would lend me his power or Heaven its thunderbolt.--Yet, if thou only servest my end! The beginning is promising, and Mellefont seems disposed to grow more confident. If my device succeeds and I can speak alone with his Sara; then-yes, then, it is still very uncertain whether it will be of any use to me. The truths about Mellefont will perhaps be no novelty to her; the calumnies she will perhaps not believe, and the threats, perhaps, despise. But yet she shall hear truths, calumnies and threats. It would be bad, if they did not leave any sting at all in her mind. Silence; they are coming. I am no longer Marwood, I am a worthless outcast, who tries by little artful tricks to turn aside her shame,--a bruised worm, which turns and fain would wound at least the heel of him who trod upon it.
Scene VI.Sara, Mellefont, Marwood. SARA.I am happy, Madam, that my uneasiness on your account has been unnecessary. MARWOOD.I thank you! The attack was so insignificant that it need not have made you uneasy. MELLEFONT.Lady Solmes wishes to take leave of you, dearest Sara! SARA.So soon, Madam? MARWOOD.I cannot go soon enough for those who desire my presence in London. MELLEFONT.You surely are not going to leave to-day? MARWOOD.To-morrow morning, first thing. MELLEFONT.To-morrow morning, first thing? I thought to-day. SARA.Our acquaintance, Madam, commences hurriedly. I hope to be honoured with a more intimate intercourse with you at some future time. MARWOOD.I solicit your friendship, Miss Sampson. MELLEFONT.I pledge myself, dearest Sara, that this desire of Lady Solmes is sincere, although I must tell you beforehand that you will certainly not see each other again for a long time. Lady Solmes will very rarely be able to live where we are. MARWOOD (aside).How subtle! SARA.That is to deprive me of a very pleasant anticipation, Mellefont! MARWOOD.I shall be the greatest loser! MELLEFONT.But in reality, Madam, do you not start before tomorrow morning? MARWOOD.It may be sooner! (Aside.) No one comes. MELLEFONT.We do not wish to remain much longer here either. It will be well, will it not, Sara, to follow our answer without delay? Sir William cannot be displeased with our haste.
Scene VII.Betty, Mellefont, Sara, Marwood. MELLEFONT.What is it, Betty? BETTY.Somebody wishes to speak with you immediately. MARWOOD (aside).Ha! now all depends on whether---- MELLEFONT.Me? Immediately? I will come at once. Madam, is it agreeable to you to shorten your visit? SARA.Why so, Mellefont? Lady Solmes will be so kind as to wait for your return. MARWOOD.Pardon me; I know my cousin Mellefont, and prefer to depart with him. BETTY.The stranger, sir--he wishes only to say a word to you. He says, that he has not a moment to lose. MELLEFONT.Go, please! I will be with him directly. I expect it will be some news at last about the agreement which I mentioned to you. (Exit Betty.) MARWOOD (aside).A good conjecture! MELLEFONT.But still, Madam---- MARWOOD.If you order it, then, I must bid you---- SARA.Oh no, Mellefont; I am sure you will not grudge me the pleasure of entertaining Lady Solmes during your absence? MELLEFONT.You wish it, Sara? SARA.Do not stay now, dearest Mellefont, but come back again soon! And come with a more joyful face, I will wish! You doubtless expect an unpleasant answer. Don't let this disturb you. I am more desirous to see whether after all you can gracefully prefer me to an inheritance, than I am to know that you are in the possession of one. MELLEFONT.I obey. (In a warning tone.) I shall be sure to come back in a moment, Madam. MARWOOD (aside).Lucky so far. (Exit Mellefont.)
Scene VIII.Sara, Marwood. SARA.My good Mellefont sometimes gives his polite phrases quite a wrong accent. Do not you think so too, Madam? MARWOOD.I am no doubt too much accustomed to his way already to notice anything of that sort. SARA.Will you not take a seat, Madam? MARWOOD.If you desire it. (Aside, whilst they are seating themselves.) I must not let this moment slip by unused. SARA.Tell me! Shall I not be the most enviable of women with my Mellefont? MARWOOD.If Mellefont knows how to appreciate his happiness, Miss Sampson will make him the most enviable of men. But---- SARA.A "but," and then a pause, Madam---- MARWOOD.I am frank, Miss Sampson. SARA.And for this reason infinitely more to be esteemed. MARWOOD.Frank--not seldom imprudently so. My "but" is a proof of it. A very imprudent "but." SARA.I do not think that my Lady Solmes can wish through this evasion to make me more uneasy. It must be a cruel mercy that only rouses suspicions of an evil which it might disclose. MARWOOD.Not at all, Miss Sampson! You attach far too much importance to my "but." Mellefont is a relation of mine---- SARA.Then all the more important is the slightest charge which you have to make against him. MARWOOD.But even were Mellefont my brother, I must tell you, that I should unhesitatingly side with one of my own sex against him, if I perceived that he did not act quite honestly towards her. We women ought properly to consider every insult shown to one of us as an insult to the whole sex, and to make it a common affair, in which even the sister and mother of the guilty one ought not to hesitate to share. SARA.This remark---- MARWOOD.Has already been my guide now and then in doubtful cases. SARA.And promises me--I tremble. MARWOOD.No, Miss Sampson, if you mean to tremble, let us speak of something else---- SARA.Cruel woman! MARWOOD.I am sorry to be misunderstood. I at least, if I place myself in imagination in Miss Sampson's position, would regard as a favour any more exact information which one might give me about the man with whose fate I was about to unite my own for ever. SARA.What do you wish, Madam? Do I not know my Mellefont already? Believe me I know him, as I do my own soul. I know that he loves me---- MARWOOD.And others---- SARA.Has loved others. That I know also. Was he to love me, before he knew anything about me? Can I ask to be the only one who has had charm enough to attract him? Must I not confess it to myself, that I have striven to please him? Is he not so lovable, that he must have awakened this endeavour in many a breast? And isn't it but natural, if several have been successful in their endeavour? MARWOOD.You defend him with just the same ardour and almost the same words with which I have often defended him already. It is no crime to have loved; much less still is it a crime to have been loved. But fickleness is a crime. SARA.Not always; for often, I believe, it is rendered excusable by the objects of one's love, which seldom deserve to be loved for ever. MARWOOD.Miss Sampson's doctrine of morals does not seem to be of the strictest. SARA.It is true; the one by which I judge those who themselves confess that they have taken to bad ways is not of the strictest. Nor should it be so. For here it is not a question of fixing the limits which virtue marks out for love, but merely of excusing the human weakness that has not remained within those limits and of judging the consequences arising therefrom by the rules of wisdom. If, for example, a Mellefont loves a Marwood and eventually abandons her; this abandonment is very praiseworthy in comparison with the love itself. It would be a misfortune if he had to love a vicious person for ever because he once had loved her. MARWOOD.But do you know this Marwood, whom you so confidently call a vicious person? SARA.I know her from Mellefont's description. MARWOOD.Mellefont's? Has it never occurred to you then that Mellefont must be a very invalid witness in his own affairs? SARA.I see now, Madam, that you wish to put me to the test. Mellefont will smile, when you repeat to him how earnestly I have defended him. MARWOOD.I beg your pardon, Miss Sampson, Mellefont must not hear anything about this conversation. You are of too noble a mind to wish out of gratitude for a well-meant warning to estrange from him a relation, who speaks against him only because she looks upon his unworthy behaviour towards more than one of the most amiable of her sex as if she herself had suffered from it. SARA.I do not wish to estrange anyone, and would that others wished it as little as I do. MARWOOD.Shall I tell you the story of Marwood in a few words? SARA.I do not know. But still--yes, Madam! but under the condition that you stop as soon as Mellefont returns. He might think that I had inquired about it myself; and I should not like him to think me capable of a curiosity so prejudicial to him. MARWOOD.I should have asked the same caution of Miss Sampson, if she had not anticipated me. He must not even be able to suspect that Marwood has been our topic; and you will be so cautious as to act in accordance with this. Hear now! Marwood is of good family. She was a young widow, when Mellefont made her acquaintance at the house of one of her friends. They say, that she lacked neither beauty, nor the grace without which beauty would be nothing. Her good name was spotless. One single thing was wanting. Money. Everything that she had possessed,--and she is said to have had considerable wealth,--she had sacrificed for the deliverance of a husband from whom she thought it right to withhold nothing, after she had willed to give him heart and hand. SARA.Truly a noble trait of character, which I wish could sparkle in a better setting! MARWOOD.In spite of her want of fortune she was sought by persons, who wished nothing more than to make her happy. Mellefont appeared amongst her rich and distinguished admirers. His offer was serious, and the abundance in which he promised to place Marwood was the least on which he relied. He knew, in their earliest intimacy, that he had not to deal with an egoist, but with a woman of refined feelings, who would have preferred to live in a hut with one she loved, than in a palace with one for whom she did not care. SARA.Another trait which I grudge Miss Marwood. Do not flatter her any more, pray, Madam, or I might be led to pity her at last. MARWOOD.Mellefont was just about to unite himself with her with due solemnity, when he received the news of the death of a cousin who left him his entire fortune on the condition that he should marry a distant relation. As Marwood had refused richer unions for his sake, he would not now yield to her in generosity. He intended to tell her nothing of this inheritance, until he had forfeited it through her. That was generously planned, was it not? SARA.Oh, Madam, who knows better than I, that Mellefont possesses the most generous of hearts? MARWOOD.But what did Marwood do? She heard late one evening, through some friends, of Mellefont's resolution. Mellefont came in the morning to see her, and Marwood was gone. SARA.Whereto? Why? MARWOOD.He found nothing but a letter from her, in which she told him that he must not expect ever to see her again. She did not deny, though, that she loved him; but for this very reason she could not bring herself to be the cause of an act, of which he must necessarily repent some day. She released him from his promise, and begged him by the consummation of the union, demanded by the will, to enter without further delay into the possession of a fortune, which an honourable man could employ for a better purpose than the thoughtless flattery of a woman. SARA.But, Madam, why do you attribute such noble sentiments to Marwood? Lady Solmes may be capable of such, I daresay, but not Marwood. Certainly not Marwood. MARWOOD.It is not surprising, that you are prejudiced against her. Mellefont was almost distracted at Marwood's resolution. He sent people in all directions to search for her, and at last found her. SARA.No doubly because she wished to be found! MARWOOD.No bitter jests! They do not become a woman of such gentle disposition. I say, he found her; and found her inexorable. She would not accept his hand on any account; and the promise to return to London was all that he could get from her. They agreed to postpone their marriage until his relative, tired of the long delay, should be compelled to propose an arrangement. In the meantime Marwood could not well renounce the daily visits from Mellefont, which for a long time were nothing but the respectful visits of a suitor, who has been ordered back within the bounds of friendship. But how impossible is it for a passionate temper not to transgress these bounds. Mellefont possesses everything which can make a man dangerous to us. Nobody can be more convinced of this than you yourself, Miss Sampson. SARA.Alas! MARWOOD.You sigh! Marwood too has sighed more than once over her weakness, and sighs yet. SARA.Enough, Madam, enough! These words I should think, are worse than the bitter jest which you were pleased to forbid me. MARWOOD.Its intention was not to offend you, but only to show you the unhappy Marwood in a light, in which you could most correctly judge her. To be brief--love gave Mellefont the rights of a husband; and Mellefont did not any longer consider it necessary to have them made valid by the law. How happy would Marwood be, if she, Mellefont, and Heaven alone knew of her shame! How happy if a pitiable daughter did not reveal to the whole world that which she would fain be able to hide from herself. SARA.What do you say? A daughter---- MARWOOD.Yes, through the intervention of Sara Sampson, an unhappy daughter loses all hope of ever being able to name her parents without abhorrence. SARA.Terrible words! And Mellefont has concealed this from me? Am I to believe it, Madam? MARWOOD.You may assuredly believe that Mellefont has perhaps concealed still more from you. SARA.Still more? What more could he have concealed from me? MARWOOD.This,--that he still loves Marwood. SARA.You will kill me! MARWOOD.It is incredible that a love which has lasted more than ten years can die away so quickly. It may certainly suffer a short eclipse, but nothing but a short one, from which it breaks forth again with renewed brightness. I could name to you a Miss Oclaff, a Miss Dorcas, a Miss Moore, and several others, who one after another threatened to alienate from Marwood the man by whom they eventually saw themselves most cruelly deceived. There is a certain point beyond which he cannot go, and as soon as he gets face to face with it he draws suddenly back. But suppose, Miss Sampson, you were the one fortunate woman in whose case all circumstances declared themselves against him; suppose you succeeded in compelling him to conquer the disgust of a formal yoke which has now become innate to him; do you then expect to make sure of his heart in this way? SARA.Miserable girl that I am! What must I hear? MARWOOD.Nothing less than that! He would then hurry back all the more into the arms of her who had not been so jealous of his liberty. You would be called his wife and she would be it. SARA.Do not torment me longer with such dreadful pictures! Advise me rather, Madam, I pray you, advise me what to do. You must know him! You must know by what means it may still be possible to reconcile him with a bond without which even the most sincere love remains an unholy passion. MARWOOD.That one can catch a bird, I well know; but that one can render its cage more pleasant than the open field, I do not know. My advice, therefore, would be that one should rather not catch it, and should spare oneself the vexation of the profitless trouble. Content yourself, young lady, with the pleasure of having seen him very near your net; and as you can foresee, that he would certainly tear it if you tempted him in altogether, spare your net and do not tempt him in. SARA.I do not know whether I rightly understand your playful parable---- MARWOOD.If you are vexed with it, you have understood it. In one word. Your own interest as well as that of another--wisdom as well as justice, can, and must induce Miss Sampson to renounce her claims to a man to whom Marwood has the first and strongest claim. You are still in such a position with regard to him that you can withdraw, I will not say with much honour, but still without public disgrace. A short disappearance with a lover is a stain, it is true; but still a stain which time effaces. In some years all will be forgotten, and for a rich heiress there are always men to be found, who are not so scrupulous. If Marwood were in such a position, and she needed no husband for her fading charms nor father for her helpless daughter, I am sure she would act more generously towards Miss Sampson than Miss Sampson acts towards her when raising these dishonourable difficulties. SARA (rising angrily).This is too much! Is that the language of a relative of Mellefont's? How shamefully you are betrayed, Mellefont! Now I perceive, Madam, why he was so unwilling to leave you alone with me. He knows already, I daresay, how much one has to fear from your tongue. A poisoned tongue! I speak boldly--for your unseemly talk has continued long enough. How has Marwood been able to enlist such a mediator; a mediator who summons all her ingenuity to force upon me a dazzling romance about her; und employs every art to rouse my suspicion against the loyalty of a man, who is a man but not a monster? Was it only for this that I was told that Marwood boasted of a daughter from him; only for this that I was told of this and that forsaken girl--in order that you might be enabled to hint to me in cruel fashion that I should do well if I gave place to a hardened strumpet! MARWOOD.Not so passionate, if you please, young lady! A hardened strumpet? You are surely using words whose full meaning you have not considered. SARA.Does she not appear such, even from Lady Solmes's description? Well, Madam, you are her friend, perhaps her intimate friend. I do not say this as a reproach, for it may well be that it is hardly possible in this world to have virtuous friends only. Yet why should I be so humiliated for the sake of this friendship of yours? If I had had Marwood's experience, I should certainly not have committed the error which places me on such a humiliating level with her. But if I had committed it, I should certainly not have continued in it for ten years. It is one thing to fall into vice from ignorance; and another to grow intimate with it when you know it. Alas, Madam, if you knew what regret, what remorse, what anxiety my error has cost me! My error, I say, for why shall I be so cruel to myself any longer, and look upon it as a crime? Heaven itself ceases to consider it such; it withdraws my punishment, and gives me back my father.--But I am frightened, Madam; how your features are suddenly transformed! They glow-rage speaks from the fixed eye, and the quivering movement of the mouth. Ah, if I have vexed you, Madam, I beg for pardon! I am a foolish, sensitive creature; what you have said was doubtless not meant so badly. Forget my rashness! How can I pacify you? How can I also gain a friend in you as Marwood has done? Let me, let me entreat you on my knees (falling down upon her knees) for your friendship, and if I cannot have this, at least for the justice not to place me and Marwood in one and the same rank. MARWOOD (proudly stepping back and leaving Sara on her knees).This position of Sara Sampson is too charming for Marwood to triumph in it unrecognised. In me, Miss Sampson, behold the Marwood with whom on your knees you beg--Marwood herself--not to compare you. SARA (springing up and drawing back in terror).You Marwood? Ha! Now I recognise her--now I recognise the murderous deliverer, to whose dagger a warning dream exposed me. It is she! Away, unhappy Sara! Save me, Mellefont; save your beloved! And thou, sweet voice of my beloved father, call! Where does it call? Whither shall I hasten to it?--here?--there?--Help, Mellefont! Help, Betty! Now she approaches me with murderous hand! Help! (Exit.)
Scene IX.MARWOOD.What does the excitable girl mean? Would that she spake the truth, and that I approached her with murderous hand! I ought to have spared the dagger until now, fool that I was! What delight to be able to stab a rival at one's feet in her voluntary humiliation! What now? I am detected. Mellefont may be here this minute. Shall I fly from him? Shall I await him? I will wait, but not in idleness. Perhaps the cunning of my servant will detain him long enough? I see I am feared. Why do I not follow her then? Why do I not try the last expedient which I can use against her? Threats are pitiable weapons; but despair despises no weapons, however pitiable they may be. A timid girl, who flies stupid and terror-stricken from my mere name, can easily take dreadful words for dreadful deeds. But Mellefont! Mellefont will give her fresh courage, and teach her to scorn my threats. He will! Perhaps he will not! Few things would have been undertaken in this world, if men had always looked to the end. And am I not prepared for the most fatal end? The dagger was for others, the drug is for me! The drug for me! Long carried by me near my heart, it here awaits its sad service; here, where in better times I hid the written flatteries of my lovers,--poison for us equally sure if slower. Would it were not destined to rage in my veins only! Would that a faithless one--why do I waste my time in wishing? Away! I must not recover my reason nor she hers. He will dare nothing, who wishes to dare in cold blood! |