ROY'S BIG OPPORTUNITY "Roy, Mrs. Hawthorn wants you. She has got some letters for you." Dudley came up excitedly to Roy, directly after dinner was over one Saturday afternoon. "And I say," he continued; "bring them out and let us go down to the beach to read them together. The tide will be out till the evening." Roy hastened off, and wondered at Mrs. Hawthorn's grave look. "Your aunt has sent me some letters to give you, Roy. She has only just received them herself. They are about your friend in India." "From Rob?" said Roy, with sparkling eyes. "Oh, I thought he never would write. How jolly! And I see his writing, that's my letter." He held out his hand eagerly but Mrs. Hawthorn laid her hand on his shoulder gently. "Yes, that was a letter he wrote to you before the fighting. Your aunt has heard since—from a nurse who nursed him." Something in her tone frightened Roy. "Has he been wounded? He is well again, isn't he?" "He is quite well now," she said, in a hushed voice. For a minute Roy gazed at her, with horror and doubt dawning in his dark eyes, then snatching the letters out of her hand he rushed out of the room; and seizing hold of Dudley in the hall he exclaimed almost frantically: "Dudley, something awful has happened to Rob, let us get away from the house and read these letters." He held them tightly in his hand, and would not let Dudley take them from his grasp, till they reached the beach. Then sitting down and leaning against an old weather-beaten rock, Roy, with trembling fingers, first unfolded Rob's letter to himself. "MY DEAR MASTER ROY: Roy read this through. "He's all right, Dudley. What did she mean? Why did she look so funny?" Dudley shook his head. "I don't know, read what Aunt Judy says." Roy spread out his aunt's letter, and read it in unfaltering tones to the end. "MY POOR DEAR LITTLE JONATHAN: The letter dropped from Roy's grasp, and he flung himself down on the beach face foremost. Dudley sat staring out at the sea without speaking. The blow had fallen so heavily, and so unexpectedly, that speech was not forthcoming. At last Roy looked up. "You read the other letters to me, Dudley," he said, in a choked voice. And Dudley, with a good deal of hesitation and effort interrupted by tears, read out as follows: "DEAR MADAM: Roy listened to this with breathless interest, his eyes shining through his tears. "Oh, Dudley, how splendid! oh, Rob, you have been a brave soldier, but I shall never, never see you again!" Down went the little head and a torrent of tears burst forth; whilst Dudley laying his curly head against his cousin's joined him in his weeping. One more letter remained to be read and this was the major's— "DEAR MISS BERTRAM: "And that's all," said Dudley, mournfully; "why, I can't believe Rob is dead—we never knew he was ill." Roy took up the letter, and read through Rob's again. Then he looked across the blue ocean in front of him. "Just read me that bit of the nurse's letter of the fight, Dudley. Can't you think of him marching up to the enemy?" Dudley read the desired bit, and then with a deep drawn breath Roy said: "He acted out the song of the drummer boys, didn't he? He marched on to meet his death like they did. I wonder how it felt. Could you have put yourself in front of the sergeant, Dudley?" "If you had been the sergeant, I could," was the prompt reply. "But the sergeant hadn't been kind to him. Oh, Rob, Rob." "Don't cry so, old chap, you'll make yourself ill. He's happy now. Don't you think we'd better be going in?" But Roy would not leave the beach till the tea bell sounded, and then he crept in with such a white, weary face that kind Mrs. Hawthorn put him straight to bed, and stayed with him listening to his trouble till tired out and exhausted he fell asleep. When Dudley came to bed he found him clutching the letters tight in one hand, and muttering in his sleep, "God first, the Queen next, and then Master Roy!" Once in the night he was roused by Roy's grasping hold of his bedclothes. "Dudley, are you asleep?" "No," was the sleepy answer, "aren't you well?" "Yes, but I can't sleep. Tell me, was it my fault? Did I send Rob to his death? I wanted him to go. Did I make him go?" "Of course you didn't," and Dudley now was wide-awake. "He wanted to go first, and you didn't like it, don't you remember?" "Yes, I think he liked going; but if he hadn't heard that song perhaps he would never have gone, he would never have wanted to be a soldier." "He did a lot of good out there. I don't think he will be sorry now." Roy settled down to sleep again comforted; but for the next few days he seemed quite unable to give his mind to his lessons, and after some correspondence with Miss Bertram, it was arranged that he and Dudley should go home from Saturday to Monday. It was a sad home-coming, and when Roy saw Rob's Bible his grief burst out afresh. The pages showed how much they had been studied, but no verse was more marked than the one Roy had given him. "Endure hardness as a good soldier of Jesus Christ." On Sunday evening the boys paid a visit to old Principle. They had been talking about Rob, when Roy said wistfully, "Rob used his opportunity when he got it, didn't he? I expect he didn't know what a hero he was. I wonder if I shall ever get one come to me. I should like to do something great for God, and great for my country. I shall never give up wishing for a great opportunity to come to me!" Then old Principle spoke, and his tone was very solemn: "'Tis not I that will make you proud and uplifted, laddie, but you have been given the grandest opportunity that ever a poor mortal could be given, and you've taken it and made use of it, thank the Lord!" Both boys gazed up at him with open eyes and mouths. Dudley said after a minute's thought: "We've both had some little opportunities, and Roy has had the biggest. He saved me from drowning, and he went into the cave to fetch you!" "Those weren't proper opportunities," muttered Roy in scorn, "they aren't worth remembering; not after what Rob has done." "Yes, the opportunity I'm talking of was a grander one than them, though old Principle can't forget he owes his life perhaps to both of you boys' thought of him. 'Tis what the Lord Himself left His throne in heaven for," the old man proceeded in the same solemn tones; "'tis the one thing, the only thing we're told brings joy to the happy ones above; nay to the Almighty Himself, and 'tis wonderful that He will let us have the part in it we do!" "What do you mean?" questioned Roy awed and puzzled by old Principle's manner. "I mean this, laddie, you had an opportunity of leading an ignorant soul to the feet of his Saviour; of enlisting a soldier not only in the Queen's service but in the service of the King of Kings; of being the means of filling an empty barren soul with a flood of light and gladness; and of sending out a missionary in the midst of ungodliness and vice, to turn many from the error of their ways. Is it not a greater honor to help to save a soul from destruction, than bring glory to yourself by some feat of physical strength or skill? Thank the Lord on your knees to-night, that He sent you the opportunity you were always hankering after; and thank Him He gave you the grace to seize hold of it, and make use of it for His Glory, not your own!" Old Principle's burst of eloquence almost startled the boys, and they received it in silence; but later on, as they were walking home in the cool of the evening Roy linked his arm in Dudley's and said softly— "I see it all now. My broken leg and everything. It was when I was too weak to go out with you, that Rob and I used to talk over these things." And Dudley replied, with an emphatic nod, "Yes, though you didn't know it, Rob was your big opportunity." |