Donald Rogers had given eight years of his life to working for the welfare of his wife and his little boy. He was a man of one idea, and to that he bent his every effort. It may be that, in his devotion to the future, he had neglected the present, but the thought that Edith, the woman whom he had trusted and believed in all these years, could be unfaithful to him had never crossed his mind. The very idea seemed monstrous—as he looked up and saw her sweet, familiar smile, he felt that he must be the victim of some weird and horrible mistake. Edith, her face flushed and happy, beamed upon them from the open doorway. Hall was the first to speak. “Not yet, Mrs. Rogers,” he said, then looked curiously at Donald, as he noted the latter’s silence. “I suppose you two have been having a nice, long talk about your college days?” said Edith, glancing from Hall to her husband. “Yes, in a way. As a matter of fact, Mrs. Rogers, we were talking about poor old Billy West.” He turned to Donald as he spoke, and failed to observe the look of horror that crossed Edith’s face. “Billy West?” she cried, with a gasp, as she started back, her eyes big with fear. “Yes. You remember I went to see him in Denver that time—after your sister wired me—but I was too late.” Donald interrupted him. His voice sounded harsh and unreal. “Tell Mrs. Rogers what you have just told me,” he said. Hall looked from one to the other in surprise. He had evidently been treading on strange ground—he was unable to see his way clearly. “Why—I—well, to tell you the truth, Mrs. Rogers, I was gossiping a bit—something I don’t often do. I heard a curious story about West while I was out in Denver, and I was just telling your husband about it.” “Go on!” cried Donald hoarsely. “It wasn’t anything,” said Hall nervously. “Perhaps I shouldn’t have mentioned it at all. They told me at the hospital that he had left his Edith groped blindly forward. Her whole world had come clattering down in ruin about her head. She grasped the back of a chair with both hands, and tried to recover her self-control. “Yes,” she gasped. “I—I know.” Hall saw her agitation, but did not in any way understand its cause. “Pardon me, Mrs. Rogers; I’m sorry,” he faltered, then turned to Donald. “I say, old man,” he said, “won’t you please take me out and kick me gently around the block? I feel that I am making all kinds of an ass of myself—gossiping here like an old woman.” Donald stepped suddenly forward. “Mr. West’s death was a great shock to us both, Mr. Hall. Mrs. Rogers has never got over it. You can understand, of course.” He came to her rescue almost unconsciously, protecting her from the breakdown which now seemed inevitable. She stood clutching the back of the chair, her face twitching with emotion, afraid to look at her husband, afraid to look at Hall, her eyes upon the distant blue of the Sound. The blow had “Are we late, dear?” asked her mother, puffing heavily out on the veranda. Edith did not answer; she scarcely seemed to hear. Alice went up to Hall with a smile. “I dressed in fifteen minutes,” she announced gaily. “What have you been doing with yourself?” “Making an ass of myself, as usual,” he muttered; then looked toward Mrs. Rogers. “What do you mean?” Alice inquired as she followed his glance. “What’s the matter, Sis?” she asked, going up to Edith, and putting a hand on her arm. The other tried to smile. “Nothing, dear; nothing,” she said, her voice sounding far off. “Mr. Hall said something he thought made me feel bad, but it wasn’t anything—not anything at all.” “What do you mean, Mr. Man, by saying mean things to my little sister?” demanded Alice playfully, shaking her finger at Hall. His reply was interrupted by Mrs. Pope. “How long before dinner, Edith?” she inquired. “It’s almost seven now.” “It will be a little late, mother. Perhaps ten minutes yet,” Edith managed to say. She glanced timidly at her husband, but his stern, impassive face contained no message that she could read. “Then I needn’t have hurried, after all,” exclaimed Alice, in an aggrieved tone. “How would you like to take a look at the grounds before dinner, Emerson?” “There’s hardly time, my dear.” Mrs. Pope’s manner was severely disapproving. “Oh, yes, there is.” She took Hall by the arm, and moved toward the steps. “Come along, Emerson.” “I will accompany you, Alice,” said her mother, hastily joining them. She evidently intended to keep Alice and the despised possessor of only four thousand a year under her watchful eye. “Won’t you and Donald come too?” asked Alice sarcastically as she left the porch. Donald regarded her without interest. He scarcely heard what she said. “No, we will wait “Call us when dinner is ready,” Alice flung back at them over her shoulder, as she and Mr. Hall disappeared around the corner of the veranda, Mrs. Pope puffing along in their wake, like a fussy little tugboat under full steam. Edith was the first to break the silence. “Donald!” she faltered, her voice breaking pitifully; then took a step toward him. “Is this story true?” he demanded. “Wait, Donald—wait!” she cried. “Don’t judge me harshly.” “Is this story true?” he repeated, his face drawn with anger. She continued to approach him, her arms held out in piteous appeal. “Donald—what do you want me to say?” Donald’s expression turned to one of bitter anguish. The denial he had half-hoped for, in spite of Hall’s story, was not forthcoming. In every word, in every gesture, his wife showed her guilt. “My God, I can’t believe it!” he groaned. “Why did you do this thing?” “Don’t ask me any more—don’t! Can’t you see it’s all past and gone?” “No! It has only just begun. Were you in love with him? Don’t lie to me!” “Donald—I—I—really wasn’t. I—” Her voice choked with sobs; she was unable to meet his searching gaze. “I don’t believe you.” She came near to him, her look, her manner, her every movement an appeal for forgiveness. “Donald!” she cried. “I—I—only thought I was. It wasn’t true. I never loved anyone but you—don’t you see that I am telling you the truth?” “You’ve got to tell me the truth.” His voice was stern—implacable. “Did West ask you to leave me, and go away with him?” “Donald—dear—don’t!” she cried wildly. “Let me explain!” “Answer me!” he demanded angrily. “Yes.” The word was scarcely audible through her sobs. Donald passed his hand unsteadily across his eyes and turned away. It seemed unbelievable. West—his bosom friend—the man he would have trusted “I did not know what I was doing—I was mad. Oh, Donald—forgive me—forgive me!” She put her hand on his arm, the tears streaming down her face. “Did you agree to go?” His voice was even harder and more peremptory. “Yes,” she whispered, “I did.” The bitterness of it all almost overcame him. He loved her very deeply. “How could you?” he moaned. “How could you?” She saw his momentary weakness, and, woman-like, took quick advantage of it. “Donald,” she cried, through her tears, “Donald! Forgive me! I agreed in a moment of madness. I have tried so hard, all these months, to be worthy of you—of your love. Can’t you believe me?” “You would have gone,” he said bitterly. “You would have gone!” “Donald! I—” “Don’t deny it. I know it is true. What did he go to Denver for?” “To sell his property—to—” “To sell it out, so that he would be free to go away with you,” he interrupted hotly. “He died raving over your daily letters, and left you every cent he had in the world. Does that look as though you had changed your mind?” He turned from her with an expression of disgust. “What a fool you have made of me!” he cried. “Donald! Listen to me. You must!” “No! I’ll do the talking now. Did you know he had made his will in your favor?” “No!” “Why did you wire to find out how he was?” “Because he was sick, and I was worried about him. I hadn’t heard a word from him for three days. I knew nothing about the money until that awful night when the lawyer came.” “And you took it! In spite of all—you took it. You accepted this man’s money!” “Donald—I couldn’t help it—I was afraid.” “Afraid of what?” “Afraid to refuse it, for fear you would not understand—for fear you would suspect—and think terrible things about me.” “For fear I might find out the truth,” he flung at her angrily. “For fear you would not be able to hoodwink me, as you had in the past. For fear I might know how disloyal and unfaithful and untrue you had been to me.” His words, and the way he spoke them, roused in her a sudden anger. “Yes, if you wish to put it that way,” she cried defiantly. “For fear you would no longer love me, when I had come to know that your love was the only thing I wanted in all the world.” “And to keep my love,” he exclaimed bitterly, “you were willing to stoop to that—to accept this man’s money.” “Oh—my dear—my dear! I didn’t want his money—I didn’t want it! Won’t you believe me?” “You took it.” “I had to take it. There wasn’t anything else I could do.” “You could have given it away—you could have come to me, and told me the truth—anything but this.” “Could I have done any more good with it by giving it away than I have by keeping it? Think of “No! You have always wanted money. You never lost an opportunity to tell me how much I failed to give you. Now you’ve got it”—he glanced bitterly about him—“at the expense of your honor. You’ve lied to me, and tricked me, and made a fool of me, and now you’ve got it; and, to crown it all, you were even willing to let me share in it. You gave me that check, knowing all this.” He raised his hands in helpless fury. “My God! What a humiliation!” Edith looked at her husband in a frightened way. “If he were alive to-day he would be glad to know that he had helped you,” she said pathetically, seeking some adequate answer to his accusations. Her choice was an unfortunate one—it only increased his rage. “Stop!” he fairly shouted. “Don’t dare to say that to me! Do you think I would accept anything from him?—this man I loved and trusted and honored as a friend—this man that crept into my home Edith cowered before his biting scorn. “Oh! How can you—how can you?” she sobbed. “I did not love him.” “I would respect you more if you had. You might have been honest with him, at least, if you couldn’t be with me. No—you did not love him. You turned from me, and gave yourself to him because he had money! Money! Money! You—you—God, I can’t say the word! Don’t you know what they call women who sell themselves for money?” She flushed darkly at his words. “Don’t dare to say that to me!” she cried. “I may have been disloyal—I may have intended to leave you—but I never wanted his money—never—not for myself. It was for the others.” “Look at yourself,” he interrupted. “Your clothes—your jewels—this place! Has all this been for others? Haven’t you enjoyed it? Isn’t it “You are cruel, brutal!” she cried, dashing the tears from her eyes. “You have no right to say such things to me. I took this money because I couldn’t refuse it. If I had given it away, you would have suspected. I had begun to see what a terrible mistake I had made—I wanted to keep this thing from you—because I loved you.” “Why didn’t you tell me the truth—then—then—not leave me to find it out now? You knew if you told me about this money, you would have to give it up, and you thought you could deceive me.” “No—no, it isn’t true!” “It is true. You thought you could buy your fine clothes, your luxury, your happiness at the expense of my honor—and you have done it. What do you suppose Hall will think of all this when he knows the truth?” “Why need he know anything about it?” “Good God! Haven’t you any sense of decency—of right? Do you suppose for a moment I am going to let things go on like this?” “Donald! What are you going to do?” she “Don’t say that again!” He took a step toward her threateningly. “I don’t want to hear it. Give up every cent of this money, now—at once! Put on your cheap clothes, your home-made hat, your pride—if you have any left. They will look better on you than what you are wearing now. Go back to your cooking—your housework. It will be time enough then to talk about forgiveness.” She shrank from him, her hands clutching nervously at her bosom. After all, even she herself had not realized how horrible the thought of her old life had become to her, now that she had tasted of the new. She shuddered before the sordid vision. “You can’t mean it—you can’t!” “You dare say that?” he demanded; then became suddenly silent, and looked toward the door. Edith followed his glance, and saw Bobbie standing on the threshold, his nurse behind him. “Papa!” cried the little fellow, rushing up to his father with outstretched hands. “Have you seen my new pony?” Donald put out his arms, and took the child to “Mamma got him for me yesterday,” the child prattled on. “He’s brown, and has a shaggy mane, and I like him ever so much better than the old one. I’ve named him Billikins, because he has such a funny face. Won’t you come and see him?” He caught his father by the hand, pulling him toward the door. “I can’t come now,” said Donald, resisting him. “He’s asleep by this time. We’ll see him to-morrow.” “And we’ll go in swimming, papa. I’ve learned a lot since you were here last week. I can keep up dog-fashion.” He capered about, illustrating with his arms. “Mamma’s going to get me a pair of white wings. Aren’t you, mamma?” He turned to his mother for confirmation. “Yes, dear,” she said, with tears in her eyes. “And, papa, I’ve got a sailboat. Patrick is showing me how to sail it. Will you come to-morrow?” “Yes, Bobbie,” his father answered mechanically. “I wish you would stay here every day. I don’t want to ever go back to the nasty old city. Why “Yes, dear.” Donald’s voice was scarcely audible. There were tears in his heart, if not in his eyes. Edith came over to the child, and put her hand upon his curly head. “Kiss papa good-night, dear. It’s time you were in bed.” “I don’t want to go to bed.” The boy looked at his father appealingly. “Papa, mayn’t I stay up a little longer?” “Why, Bobbie, you always go to bed at seven o’clock.” “Not nights when papa comes, mamma.” The nurse took a step forward. “Come, Bobbie, that’s a good boy,” she coaxed, and held out her hand. The tumult in Donald Rogers’ brain ceased. His face took on a look of determination; it was evident that he had arrived at a decision. He put his arm about the child’s shoulder. “Fannie, wait in the dining-room,” he said. “I will call you when I want you.” The nurse turned and went into the house. “Donald—what are you going to do?” Edith “Go over to that desk, and write what I tell you,” he demanded sternly, pointing to the writing-table in the hall. “What—what do you mean?” Her voice trembled with fear, but she made no move to obey. “Do what I tell you,” he said harshly. “No! First I must know what I am to write.” “You refuse?” “Donald,” she cried piteously, “you can’t mean to ask me to give up everything—not now. Wait, dear—for Bobbie’s sake. No one has any claim on this money. I’ll give it all to you, to do with as you like, but I want Bobbie to have this summer. Don’t you see how well he looks—how brown and well and strong? I can’t let him go back to the city in all this heat—I can’t!” She was pleading now—desperately—for the sake of her boy. “Will you do as I say?” he asked ominously. The thought of the thing nerved her to sudden resistance. “No!” she declared angrily. “Not that way. You are asking more than you have any right to ask. I have been foolish, weak, disloyal, and I Donald looked at her in amazement. He had thought, after the discovery of her disloyalty, that “I do—I do—and you know it.” “No,” he said bitterly, “you do not love me. A woman who loves her husband would live on crusts, and go in rags, and beg from door to door before she would sell herself for a few miserable dollars. What if you did have to give up your expensive dresses, your fine house, your automobiles? Is that anything, compared with giving up your husband’s love? Do you think I want my child to owe his health, his happiness, the bed he sleeps on, the nurse who cares for him, the food he eats, the very clothes on his back, to the scoundrel who tried to ruin me, who tried to deal me a deadlier blow than if he had stabbed me in the back with a knife? What if your home was poor, and simple, and plain? What if it had no luxuries, no purple and fine linen? At least, it was honest; at least, I could hold up my head in it, and feel Edith looked at him for a long time. She found no words with which to answer him. “Very well,” she said, at last, slowly. “At least I have my child.” She put out her arms. “Come, Bobbie,” she said. Her husband swept the boy to him. “Get out of my way!” he cried roughly, as she attempted to intercept him; then started down the steps of the veranda. “Donald!” she shrieked. “My God—what are you going to do?” He paused on the steps. “I’m going to New York,” he cried. “You can live on the price of your shame, if you want to. I and my boy shall “Donald! Donald!” she screamed after him. “Come back! Come back!” He went on, not heeding her cries, and, as the bells on the yachts in the harbor marked the hour of seven, she crumpled up upon the veranda floor, clutching at the arm of a chair as she fell; and lay there, a pathetic, sobbing figure, until her mother and sister found her, some ten minutes later. |