At seventeen, Eleanor was through at Harmon. She was to have one year of preparatory school and then it was the desire of Beulah’s heart that she should go to Rogers. The others contended that the higher education should be optional and not obligatory. The decision was finally to be left to Eleanor herself, after she had considered it in all its bearings. “If she doesn’t decide in favor of college,” David said, “and she makes her home with me here, as I hope she will do, of course, I don’t see what society we are going to be able to give her. Unfortunately none of our contemporaries have growing daughters. She ought to meet eligible young men and that sort of thing.” “Not yet,” Margaret cried. The two were having a cozy cup of tea at his apartment. “You’re so terribly worldly, David, that you frighten me sometimes.” “You don’t know where I will end, is that the idea?” “I don’t know where Eleanor will end, if you’re already thinking of eligible young men for her.” “Those things have got to be thought of,” David answered gravely. “I suppose they have,” Margaret sighed. “I don’t want her to be married. I want to take her off by myself and growl over her all alone for a while. Then I want Prince Charming to come along and snatch her up quickly, and set her behind his milk white charger and ride away with her. If we’ve all got to get together and connive at marrying her off there won’t be any comfort in having her.” “I don’t know,” David said thoughtfully; “I think that might be fun, too. A vicarious love-affair that you can manipulate is one of the most interesting games in the world.” “That’s not my idea of an interesting game,” Margaret said. “I like things very personal, David,—you ought to know that by this time.” “I do know that,” David said, “but it sometimes occurs to me that except for a few obvious facts of that nature I really know very little about you, Margaret.” “There isn’t much to know—except that I’m a woman.” “That’s a good deal,” David answered slowly; “to a mere man that seems to be considerable of an adventure.” “It is about as much of an adventure sometimes as it would be to be a field of clover in an insectless world.—This is wonderful tea, David, but your cream is like butter and floats around in it in wudges. No, don’t get any more, I’ve got to go home. Grandmother still thinks it’s very improper for me to call upon you, in spite of Mademoiselle and your ancient and honorable housekeeper.” “Don’t go,” David said; “I apologize on my knees for the cream. I’ll send out and have it wet down, or whatever you do to cream in that state. I want to talk to you. What did you mean by your last remark?” “About the cream, or the proprieties?” “About women.” “Everything and nothing, David dear. I’m a little bit tired of being one, that’s all, and I want to go home.” “She wants to go home when she’s being so truly delightful and cryptic,” David said. “Have you been seeing visions, Margaret, in my hearth fire? Your eyes look as if you had.” “I thought I did for a minute.” She rose and stood absently fitting her gloves to her fingers. “I don’t know exactly what it was I saw, but it was something that made me uncomfortable. It gives me the creeps to talk about being a woman. David, do you know sometimes I have a kind of queer hunch about Eleanor? I love her, you know, dearly, dearly. I think that she is a very successful kind of Frankenstein; but there are moments when I have the feeling that she’s going to be a storm center and bring some queer trouble upon us. I wouldn’t say this to anybody but you, David.” As David tucked her in the car—he had arrived at the dignity of owning one now—and watched her sweet silhouette disappear, he, too, had his moment of clairvoyance. He felt that he was letting something very precious slip out of sight, as if some radiant and delicate gift had been laid lightly within his grasp and as lightly withdrawn again. As if when the door closed on his friend “I had a kind of hunch, too,” he told her, “and I felt as if I wanted to hear your voice speaking.” But she only scoffed at him. “If that’s the way you feel about your chauffeur,” she said, “you ought to discharge him, but he brought me home beautifully.” The difference between a man’s moments of prescience and a woman’s, is that the man puts them out of his consciousness as quickly as he can, while a woman clings to them fearfully and goes her way a little more carefully for the momentary flash of foresight. David tried to see Margaret once or twice during that week but failed to find her in when he called or telephoned, and the special impulse to seek her alone again died naturally. One Saturday a few weeks later Eleanor telegraphed He went to the train to meet her, and when the slender chic figure in the most correct of tailor made suits appeared at the gateway, with an obsequious porter bearing her smart bag and ulster, he gave a sudden gasp of surprise at the picture. He had been aware for some time of the increase in her inches and the charm of the pure cameo-cut profile, but he regarded her still as a child histrionically assuming the airs and graces of womanhood, as small girl children masquerade in the trailing skirts of their elders. He was accustomed to the idea that she was growing up rapidly, but the fact that she was already grown had never actually dawned on him until this moment. “You look as if you were surprised to see me, Uncle David,—are you?” she said, slipping a slim hand, warm through its immaculate glove, into his. “You knew I was coming, and you came to meet me, and yet you looked as surprised as if you hadn’t expected me at all.” “Surprised to see you just about expresses it, Eleanor. I am surprised to see you. I was looking “And a blue tam-o’-shanter?” “And a blue tam-o’-shanter. I had forgotten you had grown up any to speak of.” “You see me every vacation,” Eleanor grumbled, as she stepped into the waiting motor. “It isn’t because you lack opportunity that you don’t notice what I look like. It’s just because you’re naturally unobserving.” “Peter and Jimmie have been making a good deal of fuss about your being a young lady, now I think of it. Peter especially has been rather a nuisance about it, breaking into my most precious moments of triviality with the sweetly solemn thought that our little girl has grown to be a woman now.” “Oh, does he think I’m grown up, does he really?” “Jimmie is almost as bad. He’s all the time wanting me to get you to New York over the weekend, so that he can see if you are any taller than you were the last time he saw you.” “Are they coming to see me this evening?” “Jimmie is going to look in. Peter is tied up with his sister. You know she’s on here from China with her daughter. Peter wants you to meet the child.” “She must be as grown up as I am,” Eleanor said. “I used to have her room, you know, when I stayed with Uncle Peter. Does Uncle Peter like her?” “Not as much as he likes you, Miss Green-eyes. He says she looks like a heathen Chinee but otherwise is passable. I didn’t know that you added jealousy to the list of your estimable vices.” “I’m not jealous,” Eleanor protested; “or if I am it’s only because she’s blood relation,—and I’m not, you know.” “It’s a good deal more prosaic to be a blood relation, if anybody should ask you,” David smiled. “A blood relation is a good deal like the famous primrose on the river’s brim.” “‘A primrose by the river’s brim a yellow primrose was to him,—and nothing more,’” Eleanor quoted gaily. “Why, what more—” she broke off suddenly and colored slightly. “What more would anybody want to be than a yellow primrose by the river’s brim?” David finished “That’s because I’ve got a yellow ribbon on my hat.” “No, the resemblance goes much deeper. It has something to do with youth and fragrance and the flowers that bloom in the spring.” “The flowers that bloom in the spring, tra la,” Eleanor returned saucily, “have nothing to do with the case.” “She’s learning that she has eyes, good Lord,” David said to himself, but aloud he remarked paternally, “I saw all your aunts yesterday. Gertrude gave a tea party and invited a great many famous tea party types, and ourselves.” “Was Aunt Beulah there?” “I said all your aunts. Beulah was there, like the famous Queenie, with her hair in a braid.” “Not really.” “Pretty nearly. She’s gone in for dress reform now, you know, a kind of middy blouse made out of a striped portiÈre with a kilted skirt of the same “Behaving worse?” “She’s theory ridden and fad bitten. She’ll come to a bad end if something doesn’t stop her.” “Do you mean—stop her working for suffrage? I’m a suffragist, Uncle David.” “And quite right to remind me of it before I began slamming the cause. No, I don’t mean suffrage. I believe in suffrage myself. I mean the way she’s going after it. There are healthy ways of insisting on your rights and unhealthy ways. Beulah’s getting further and further off key, that’s all. Here we are at home, daughter. Your poor old cooperative father welcomes you to the associated hearthstone.” “This front entrance looks more like my front entrance than any other place does,” Eleanor said. “Oh! I’m so glad to be here. George, how is the baby?” she asked the black elevator man, who beamed delightedly upon her. “Gosh! I didn’t know he had one,” David chuckled. “It takes a woman—” Jimmie appeared in the evening, laden with violets and a five pound box of the chocolates most in favor in the politest circles at the moment. David whistled when he saw them. “What’s devouring you, papa?” Jimmie asked him. “Don’t I always place tributes at the feet of the offspring?” “Mirror candy and street corner violets, yes,” David said. “It’s only the labels that surprised me.” “She knows the difference, now,” Jimmie answered, “what would you?” The night before her return to school it was decreed that she should go to bed early. She had spent two busy days of shopping and “seeing the family.” She had her hours discussing her future with Peter, long visits and talks with Margaret and Gertrude, and a cup of tea at suffrage headquarters with Beulah, as well as long sessions in the shops accompanied by Mademoiselle, who made her home now permanently with David. She sat before the fire drowsily constructing pyramids out of the embers and David stood with one arm on the mantel, smoking his after-dinner cigar, and watching her. “Is it to be college, Eleanor?” he asked her presently. “I can’t seem to make up my mind, Uncle David.” “Don’t you like the idea?” “Yes, I’d love it,—if—” “If what, daughter?” “If I thought I could spare the time.” “The time? Elucidate.” “I’m going to earn my own living, you know.” “I didn’t know.” “I am. I’ve got to—in order to—to feel right about things.” “Don’t you like the style of living to which your cooperative parents have accustomed you?” “I love everything you’ve ever done for me, but I can’t go on letting you do things for me forever.” “Why not?” “I don’t know why not exactly. It doesn’t seem—right, that’s all.” “It’s your New England conscience, Eleanor; one of the most specious varieties of consciences in the world. It will always be tempting you to “I’m in earnest, Uncle David. I don’t know whether I would be better fitted to earn my living if I went to business college or real college. What do you think?” “I can’t think,—I’m stupefied.” “Uncle Peter couldn’t think, either.” “Have you mentioned this brilliant idea to Peter?” “Yes.” “What did he say?” “He talked it over with me, but I think he thinks I’ll change my mind.” “I think you’ll change your mind. Good heavens! Eleanor, we’re all able to afford you—the little we spend on you is nothing divided among six of us. It’s our pleasure and privilege. When did you come to this extraordinary decision?” “A long time ago. The day that Mrs. Bolling talked to me, I think. There are things she said that I’ve never forgotten. I told Uncle Peter to think about it and then help me to decide which to do, and I want you to think, Uncle David, and tell “You’re an extraordinary young woman,” David said, staring at her. “I’m glad you broached this subject, if only that I might realize how extraordinary, but I don’t think anything will come of it, my dear. I don’t want you to go to college unless you really want to, but if you do want to, I hope you will take up the pursuit of learning as a pursuit and not as a means to an end. Do you hear me, daughter?” “Yes, Uncle David.” “Then let’s have no more of this nonsense of earning your own living.” “Are you really displeased, Uncle David?” “I should be if I thought you were serious,—but it’s bedtime. If you’re going to get your beauty sleep, my dear, you ought to begin on it immediately.” Eleanor rose obediently, her brow clouded a little, and her head held high. David watched the color coming and going in the sweet face and the “I thought perhaps you would understand,” she said. “Good night.” She had always kissed him “good night” until this visit, and he had refrained from commenting on the omission before, but now he put out his hand to her. “Haven’t you forgotten something?” he asked. “There is only one way for a daughter to say good night to her parent.” She put up her face, and as she did so he caught the glint of tears in her eyes. “Why, Eleanor, dear,” he said, “did you care?” And he kissed her. Then his lips sought hers again. With his arms still about her shoulder he stood looking down at her. A hot tide of crimson made its way slowly to her brow and then receded, accentuating the clear pallor of her face. “That was a real kiss, dear,” he said slowly. “We mustn’t get such things confused. I won’t bother you with talking about it to-night, or until you are ready. Until then we’ll pretend that it didn’t happen, but if the thought of it should ever disturb you the least bit, dear, you are to remember “Yes, Uncle David,” Eleanor said uncertainly, “but I—I—” David took her unceremoniously by the shoulders. “Go now,” he said, and she obeyed him without further question. |