Ruth waited impatiently for the noon hour, so that she might ask Nels what news he had of Professor Pendragon, but when she finally met him he had not seen nor heard from the Professor since the day they all had tea together. On Sunday morning Dorothy was to go to him to begin his portrait and Ruth was to accompany her. Until then she probably would get no news. In the afternoon when she returned to the house she found Gloria there before her, having returned early from the motion picture studios. Terry was there too, reading the last of his new comedy which was now completed. Gloria was enthusiastic about it and Billie Irwin, who had been quite depressed for over a fortnight, was now as cheery as if the contract was already signed, for Gloria had picked out a part that must certainly be given to Billie if she, herself, was to play the lead. They all talked as if the production of the play was assured, and as if no one but the author would have a word to say about how it should be cast, a thing that seemed quite logical to Ruth until Terry himself explained that he would have very little to say about it, except as to Gloria, and she would be given the leading rÔle when the play was produced, To hear the others talking one would think that the play was going into rehearsals tomorrow with all the parts distributed among Gloria’s friends. Even Ben Stark begged Terry to try and hold out one of the parts until he saw how his road tour was coming out, and they were all discussing how the various parts ought to be dressed. Terry had no opportunity to talk to Ruth alone, but they exchanged significant glances when George appeared with tea, looking so correct and conventional that it was difficult to believe that they had seen him the night before burning incense and kneeling to a snake. “Any news?” Terry whispered, and Ruth could only shake her head. When George had left the room Terry ventured to speak of him: “What’s all this that George is telling me about going up to the Peyton-Russells’ with you to amuse the guests with vaudeville magic?” he asked. “Oh, he’s been telling!” exclaimed Gloria. “I intended it to be a surprise. He’s really quite wonderful, you know, or at least he was quite wonderful if he hasn’t forgotten.” “It can’t do any harm, my knowing, as I’m not to be one of them,” said Terry. “You know I’d like to go, just to see George.” “Consider yourself invited then. Angela will ask any one that I tell her I want. They’ve got loads of room and men are never too numerous even in the trail of the fair Angela.” “Don’t you think that George ought to go back to his profession? If he’s as good as you say it ought to be easy to get him signed up on the Orpheum circuit. If he doesn’t know the ropes here in the States I’ll be glad to help him,” said Terry. “It can’t be done—the biggest salary in the world wouldn’t tempt George away from my service. It’s the Eastern idea of gratitude. We had that all argued out ten years ago. I told George that he ought not to give up his career to serve me, but he wouldn’t listen to me at all. He said that I had saved his life, therefore it belonged to me. He almost wept at the idea of having to go, and yet I sometimes think that it is my life that belongs to George instead of his life that belongs to me. He is a most despotic servant and tries to rule all of my actions. If my conduct displeases him he inconsistently threatens to leave, but of course he doesn’t mean it.” Gloria was smiling, reciting the peculiarities of an amusing servant, but to Ruth her words were appalling. “Meet me at Mori’s tomorrow at five.” She had never heard of Mori’s, but she could look it up in the telephone directory. Evidently Terry had some plan. The thought cheered her immeasurably. The situation in the house was a curious one, for Amy shrank with terror whenever George came near her, at the same time leaping to do his slightest bidding. Ruth, so far as possible, ignored George completely and he never spoke to her directly unless it was absolutely necessary, and Gloria did not seem to either observe or sense that there was a strained atmosphere in the house. The distrust of George and foreboding of the future descended on Ruth the moment she entered the house in the afternoon and remained with her, colouring all her thoughts until she entered the Art Students’ League in the morning. Here she forgot everything in passionate pursuit of art, daily lifting her ambition to higher ideals and daily seeming to Seeing her earnestness her fellow students strove to help her, giving her advice and criticism and now and then a word of encouragement, and Ruth, whose confidence in herself was fast slipping, listened to everything, following the advice last received and struggling to “find herself.” The thing that hurt her most was the fact that as yet she had seemed to attract no particular notice from her instructors. In Indianapolis she had been rather important and she could not think that the greater attention she had received there was entirely due to there not being so large a number of students. She longed to ask one of the instructors, but it was hard to do that. They came through, looked impersonally at her work and made brief comments about drawing, proportion, composition, etc. Finally the courage came to her very suddenly in the portrait class one morning. She had come early and was in the front row. Very slowly the instructor, the most frank and vitriolic of all the instructors, according to Nels, was coming toward her. Suddenly she knew that she would speak to him that day. As he stopped from time to time, her courage did not desert her. She waited quite calmly until he reached her side. She rose to let him have her chair, and for some seconds he looked at her work without speaking. Then he began: “Don’t you see that your values are all wrong? Ruth listened almost without emotion. It was as if he was speaking to some one else. “By the way,” continued the instructor, looking up at her suddenly, “didn’t I see some work of yours in one of the Sunday newspapers about a month ago?” Ruth nodded; she could not speak. “I thought so; I was pleased and surprised at the time to see how much better your work in that line was than anything you have done here. That’s what is the trouble with this; it’s a cartoon.” “But I want to be a portrait painter; I’m interested more in landscapes. Please tell me the truth. Do you think I have talent—possibilities—will I ever do anything?” He looked at her, frowning, yet with a half smile on his lips. “Tell me first, what are you studying for? Are you collecting canvases to take home and show Mother, or do you intend to try for a career—to make a profession of painting?” “It is my profession—I’ve never wanted to do anything else—I must be a great painter.” She spoke with almost hysterical intensity. A shadow passed over the instructor’s face. “It is difficult to say who has and who has not talent. So far I have seen no signs of it in your work here. Unquestionably you have the cartoon She had listened attentively, almost hopefully, until those last words. Then she knew that he was doing what Nels would have called “stalling.” He did not believe that there was any chance for her. He rose and went on about his tour of inspection, and Ruth sank down into the empty chair. She did not work any more, but sat still, looking at her work, but not thinking of it—not thinking of anything. She was roused by seeing the other students filing out at the luncheon hour. She did not want to see Nels and Dorothy; she would not go to their restaurant, instead she would eat the “cheap and wholesome” lunch offered in the building. There she would be with strangers. She ate something, she did not know what, and returned to her life class, but again she could not work. She was beginning to think definitely now. She had no talent—no future. If she could not be a great artist, a great painter, there was nothing in life for her. She didn’t want anything else, not even love. If she could come to Terry with a great gift, she would not stop hoping that he would love her, but to be just an ordinary woman—just a wife. If she was not to be a great painter, then what was she to be? Very carefully she went over every word of the professor. He had admitted that it was difficult to say exactly whether she had talent or not; he had only said that he had discovered no signs of it. Yet he was only one man. “On time,” he said with mock surprise. “No, I am ahead of time. I just came from the League.” They went in together—a big room crowded with innumerable tiny tables and many people, yet when she found herself seated opposite him, pouring tea, they seemed to be quite alone together. Perhaps it was because the tables were so tiny, perhaps because of the small, soft, rose-shaded light on each one, that she seemed to be nearer him than ever before, both physically and spiritually. “You were looking quite downcast when we met; His tone was friendly, intimate, comforting, inviting confidence. “No, it’s not that. Much more selfish. I was thinking of my own troubles.” “I didn’t know you had any.” “Yes, it’s art. You know I have thought for years—three years to be exact—that I would one day be a great painter and today I discovered that I have no talent.” “You can’t know that; you’re discouraged over some little failure. I don’t know anything about art, but you’ve only been studying a few years and that’s not time enough to tell.” “Yes, it is—I’ve compared my work with that of other students and I’ve been afraid for some time. Today I asked Burroughs, one of the instructors, and now I know.” “But that’s only one man’s opinion. Just what did he say?—I know the pedagogue-al formula, three words of praise and one of censure to keep you from being too happy, or three words of adverse criticism and one of praise to keep you from being too discouraged. Wasn’t it like that?” “No; he just said very frankly that he would not say that I had no future at all, but he did say that if I had any my work at school had never given any indication of it. He said my portraits looked like cartoons, and then he remembered those awful “You never will live that down, will you?” said Terry, smiling. “That isn’t fair, I didn’t mean that, only it’s all so discouraging, to want to paint masterpieces and to be told to draw cartoons.” “Did he tell you that?” Terry spoke eagerly. “Not in so many words, but that’s what he meant.” “Then he rather admired your ability to do cartoons?” “I suppose so.” “Then why don’t you go in for that? One must do something, you know—play some game and that is better than most.” Ruth did not answer. “If you’d like I dare say you could do theatrical caricatures for the Sunday Express every week. It wouldn’t take much time. Of course you’d soon get as fed up with the theatre as a dramatic critic, but it would be interesting for a time and you could continue to study, to take time to prove whether or not you have talent. If you say I may, I’ll speak to Daly about it the next time I see him.” “I’d like it I think—after all, as Mr. Courtenay said, it’s better to be a good cartoonist than a bad painter, and I can always keep on studying. It will not be exactly giving up my ambition, only I won’t be gambling everything on it.” Then, as if half “Is it absolutely necessary that we should have something very definite to talk about?” he asked, smiling. “Suppose I just asked you to meet me for tea, because.” Was he teasing her, she wondered. “But now that we are together, because, let’s talk about Gloria. I won’t know anything more about Professor Pendragon until Sunday. I’m going there with Dorothy Winslow, who is going to do a portrait of him, but in the meantime I’d feel very much happier if he was out of the house, or if not George, at least the snake. Couldn’t you kill it, Terry? That might make George so angry that he’d leave. And anyway, the snake is the important thing. Without the snake George would be comparatively harmless. You must kill the snake.” “But, my dear girl, how do you propose that I am to make away with George’s little pet? It belongs to George, you know. I don’t even know where he keeps it, and if I did it is his property and it wouldn’t be legal, you know—” “I wish you wouldn’t laugh at me—” “I’m not laughing at you. Even if I can’t quite believe all the things that you believe, I can still see that the situation is serious, but I can’t see how killing the snake would help any. My idea is a bit different and perhaps quite as bizarre in its way. “It sounds good, but there’s no way to do it. I’ve given Gloria my word that I’ll not mention her name to him and the other day she even made me promise not to mention his name to her again.” “Even so, there must be other people who know both of them.” “He’s only been in America two years—they’d move in different circles, naturally.” “Yes, but circles cross—and look here, those pictures will be coming out soon.” “I don’t imagine he goes to the movies, certainly not now that he’s ill.” “Yes, but he reads the newspapers; he’ll see her pictures.” “But that isn’t meeting her. If he’s at all like Gloria, he’ll be too proud to look her up; besides we may be talking nonsense. How do we know that they don’t really hate each other?” “That’s not the worst. People don’t usually hate over ten years. They may be utterly indifferent. I realize that possibility, but I don’t believe they are indifferent. It’s all just guessing.” “The simplest way would be to get rid of the snake,” persisted Ruth. “Yes, I know, but who’s to do it, and how?” “Even if it has the significance you suppose, what’s to prevent him getting a new one?” “They don’t sell them in the department stores, you know,” said Ruth, smiling. “Let’s wait until you see Pendragon again before we do anything rash,” Terry closed the discussion. He came home with Ruth, who wondered if Gloria would observe them coming together, and if it might not wake in Gloria some latent jealousy. “I’ve persuaded Ruth to take up cartooning as a profession,” he announced. His putting it into words like that before all of them seemed to make it final. “You mean those political things of fat capitalists and paper-capped labouring men?” asked Ben Stark. “Certainly not,” said Terry. “You’re horribly behind the times. That sort of thing isn’t done. If she goes in for political cartoons at all she will draw pictures of downtrodden millionaires defending themselves from Bolsheviki, rampant on a field of red, or of a mob of infuriated factory owners throwing stones at the home of a labour leader—she may draw a series of pictures showing in great detail how a motion picture actress makes up to conceal the wart on her nose before facing the camera.” “It isn’t at all settled yet,” said Ruth. “I may “I don’t think there’ll be any trouble,” said Terry. “There’s always a demand for that sort of thing.” Altogether, however, the announcement produced surprisingly little comment from Gloria and her friends. They seemed to take it as a matter of course, like Gloria’s going into motion pictures. She had been, despite her fears, rather successful, and had been offered a new contract, which, however, she was unwilling to sign until she knew more about the production of Terry’s comedy. If Terry’s play really got a New York production, Gloria would be only too glad to desert the camera. The revelation of Ruth’s duplicity to Professor Pendragon was threatened in a most unexpected manner, Sunday morning. First Dorothy called for her at the house, and this time, manifested more curiosity about her surroundings than she had done previously, because this time her mind was not on the more important matter of frocks. “Who do you live with here?” she asked Ruth, as she waited for her to put on her hat and coat. Ruth hesitated; she hated deception of any kind, or making mysteries. After all it was very silly of Gloria. If one must leave ex-husbands scattered around the world, one should contemplate the possibility “With a woman who was a friend of my father,” she answered at last, but Dorothy was not to be put off so easily. “I mean what’s her name?” she asked with frank curiosity. “Gloria Mayfield—she’s really my aunt,” said Ruth with a desperate realization that she might as well speak now as have her secret come out later under less favourable circumstances. After all, Dorothy didn’t know that Pendragon was one of Gloria’s husbands and she might not mention their relationship to him anyway. “The actress?” asked Dorothy, with a rising inflection composed of astonishment, envy, and doubt in her voice. “Uh—huh.” She tried not to be pleased at the look in Dorothy’s blue eyes. “She’s in pictures, isn’t she, now? I saw her picture in at least three newspapers this morning.” “I don’t know—I’ve not seen any newspapers this morning,” she answered. “Will I meet her?” asked Dorothy. She was a most distressingly natural and unaffected person. She always said what she thought and asked for what she wanted without the slightest effort at concealment. “I dare say you will if you come often enough. “Perhaps I could paint her,” again suggested Dorothy. “I don’t think Gloria could sit still long enough.” Things were developing too rapidly for Ruth. She had known that Dorothy would be interested, but she had not thought that her interest would take this turn, though she might have guessed, for Dorothy looked at everything and every person as so much available material. She worked incessantly with both hands and brain. She didn’t just study art; she lived it in the most practical manner possible. She was becoming quite well known as a fashion artist and could have been busy all the time, had she not continued her studies. As it was she did quite as much work as many fashion artists who devoted all their time to it. And she never for a moment let herself think that being a fashion artist today would debar her from becoming a famous portrait painter tomorrow. She was building high hopes on Professor Pendragon. On the way to his hotel Ruth told her about her decision to go in for cartooning professionally, and she rather hoped that Dorothy would discourage her, but she was disappointed. “Splendid! You’re doing the right thing. You know I don’t think you’ll ever get any place with painting. Nels thinks that, too, but you have a genius for caricature. Those things in the Express “Famous!” Ruth put as much scorn as possible into the one word. “Of course—beginning with Cruickshank there have been ever so many caricature artists in the last two centuries whose names will last as long and longer than most of the painters.” Ruth did not respond to this. She was wondering if after all she might not one day, not only be reconciled to the work destiny had given her, but be actually rather proud of it. They were expected by Professor Pendragon and were conducted immediately to his apartment, but when the boy knocked at his door, he did not open it as on the former occasion, instead they were met by a white uniformed nurse. “Professor Pendragon begs to be excused from his appointment. He is very much worse. The paralysis has extended from his knee to his hip. He asked me to say that he will be glad to make good his promise as soon as he is well.” The effect of this announcement was bad enough on Dorothy, who naturally was bitterly disappointed, but its effect on Ruth was much worse. Professor Pendragon’s misfortune had fallen upon him on the night that she first watched George, and a repetition of George’s ceremonial had brought with it the increased misfortune to him that she had feared. She was eager to hurry away and find an Professor Pendragon called to the nurse to let them come in. He was propped up on a chaise longue, with newspapers and the remains of breakfast scattered about on the floor and on a low table beside him. His face was very pale and Ruth thought that he looked as if he had not slept. She tried not to look at some photographs of Gloria prominently displayed on the scattered sheets. Evidently he had seen them, so now he knew that she was in New York, or at least in America. “I’m awfully sorry to disappoint you and myself. But you see a man can’t have his portrait painted in a pose like this,” he said. “I can’t imagine what’s wrong with me, but of course it won’t last long. A friend of mine has asked me out to his place in the Berkshires and I think I’ll go. Perhaps this may be the result of nerves, and anyway, lots of cold air and altitude and quiet can’t do any harm. When I return I’ll be very glad to make good, but perhaps by that time you will have so many commissions that you won’t have time for me.” “No chance,” said Dorothy. “I shall be waiting for you.” And then: “How long do you think it will be?” “You’ll know definitely after Christmas eve, next dark of the moon, you know.” He was smiling, Dorothy laughed nervously. “What nonsense; of course you’ll get well and the moon hasn’t anything to do with it anyway. We’re awfully sorry that you’re ill, and don’t forget to let me know when you get back to town.” When Ruth took his hand to say good-bye she thought he looked at her reproachfully, but she dared not meet his eyes. Dorothy was looking down at the pictured face of Gloria that was smiling up at them, but apparently she looked with unseeing eyes, for she did not say anything. In a way it would have relieved Ruth’s conscience if Dorothy had spoken. She might then have discovered whether Pendragon knew of her deception and what he thought. One thing she knew. Professor Pendragon was really facing death—a mysterious, relentless death that could not be overcome or even combated. When he died no one would search for his murderer—no one would believe that his death was anything but natural, and the force that had killed him would still go on through the world, too mysterious and unbelievable for modern minds to compass. |