On that second day of June it befell that I was stirring early, and I was out at dawn, for I had much to do; but I did not do it then, as I had meant. When I was come out into the fresh breath of morning, and was walking over the dewy grass to my shed, of a sudden my soul was drenched with the sense of a great truth, even as my feet and legs were drenched with dew. And the truth was this: All work is useless. It is but a waste of time that might be better spent in watching the sun come up through the mists of morning to rule over his kingdom; or in seeing him sink behind the bearded hills in the golden haze of evening. At either So my cares slipped from off my shoulders as a garment, and I turned my steps to the steep path, and came to the shore, and over the sand and pebbles to my clam beds at the point; and I hurried, for I would not miss the rising of the sun. But I did miss it, and saw the sun shining through a thick haze, with his lower edge just risen out of the sea. The tide was high, and the waters whispered gently at my feet, and stretched away in all manner of opalescent colors until, toward the south, they were lost in a tender pearl-gray that seemed to cover everything. One needs to be alone at such a time; alone or with one other. And Eve had not divined my intention any more than I had, but she had been sleeping sweetly, with one white arm curved above her head upon the pillow, and she had smiled in her sleep, and I had withdrawn cautiously and quietly. She supposed that I would be working at my preparations. Working! And I laughed silently to myself. But I wished that I had known what I should do. Perhaps she would not have minded being waked. So I stood there, scarcely moving, looking out into that tender pearl-gray, until the sun was half an hour high or more. Some of the magic was gone, and I knew that it was to be hot; hot and moist and sticky. And I laughed and turned away. Work no longer seemed so useless a waste of time. I must be at mine. There are many things to be seen to besides the digging of clams. I marched back along the shore, and up the path, and through the wet grass. The grass must be cut. Usually I keep it cut, but there is a dearth this year of men who work by the day, and I can get no man to help me. What is done I shall have to do myself. So I came to the hole scooped in the ground just without the shadow I was restless, and dragged Eve out, and we went prowling along the shore, although it yet lacked an hour of the time set for the assembling of our company; but there was Old Goodwin leaning against a tree above the clam beds, gazing out over the water. I followed his gaze, and I saw his ocean steamer lying there, at anchor. She had come in since sunrise, for the water then had been empty of steam yachts. And men were swarming over her rail and were getting settled upon stagings—planks—that hung there. Old Goodwin turned to us. "Good-morning," he said, smiling his quiet smile of peace. "Good-morning," I returned. "It seems like afternoon to me. It is a long time since sunrise. Your boat wasn't there then. What are they doing to her? Painting a gold band around her?" He smiled once more. "No gold," he said. "She needed paint. I thought that gray would be a good color. It wears well, and doesn't show bruises." "He has given her to the navy," Eve whispered. Her eyes were shining. "I thought I might as well," said Old Goodwin as if apologizing. "I have given up New York—for a time anyway—and shall not need her. "Now?" I asked. "It is rather sudden." He laughed. "Not now. There is hardly time. There comes the Arcadia." I had seen her looming through the haze. She seemed to be coming rapidly, and there was little wind. I mentioned it. "Fergus had a motor put in her this year," Old Goodwin answered. "He hated to. Said it was spoiling a beautiful boat, but he had to do it." Then there was a noise up the path, and Tom Ellis appeared with Cecily. "Hello, people," he said. "Are we the first? I was afraid we would be, but I couldn't hold Cecily any longer." Cecily smiled. "Don't take any notice of him, Eve, and he'll run down pretty soon." "And," Tom went on, "Cecily could have painted for another half hour and earned fifty dollars more. You see what a sacrifice I have made for you." "And your country." "Country comes first, doesn't it, Adam? Ought to, but I'm afraid the clams had a good deal to do with it. What do you think of my uniform?" Tom had on the worst looking clothes that I have ever seen on a respectable man who did no work. They were soaked with a mixture of oil and grease and dirt, and spattered with mud, which covered them in great patches here and there, and "I am lost in admiration, Tom," I said. "The others will hardly be able to equal that." "No," Tom returned proudly; and he threw down his rake. He had brought an instrument very like a potato digger, a short-handled rake with huge tines. "The only private, you know. I thought my uniform ought to have distinction. Cleaned up Mr. Goodwin's cars for the purpose." Old Goodwin laughed suddenly at that. "Then I whitewashed the henhouse, with this artistic result. It's quite fun whitewashing henhouses. Ever try it, Adam? Did it I laughed. "I have had that pleasure in the distant past, and I don't want any more of it. But you have not accounted for the mud." Tom surveyed the mud and shook his head. "Can't account for it," he said. "Haven't been near any mud. I can't imagine how it got there, unless Cecily borrowed the clothes. But this party, Adam, is a sort of farewell party for me. I've enlisted. I go to-morrow." "Go to-morrow!" I cried. "Where? And what have you enlisted for?" "That is somewhat ambiguous as a question, but I will answer all its meanings. I've enlisted because my country needs me. All the posters "Four years!" gasped Cecily, wide-eyed. "You never told me that, Tom." "Didn't I? It must have been an oversight, Cecily. You won't mind, will you? And I've enlisted to go to Newport and drive some admiral or other around in a large gray car. Oh, it's not half bad. When the submarines begin to school off Nantucket, perhaps they'll let me go out there once in a while and get a load." "Tom," said Eve, patting his arm, her eyes shining again, "I think it's splendid. I could kiss you for it." "Wait, Eve, until Cecily's not around," Tom whispered; "and perhaps Adam could be spared. Then, if you like—" "I'm going to Newport to-morrow," Cecily broke in decidedly. "I'm going to live there." "Oh, I say!" said Tom. And Old Goodwin offered to take them both over next day in his new car, and let Tom drive. And he offered further to ferry Cecily back and forth as often as she liked, and to lend them a car if they wished. So everybody was happy,—excepting perhaps Tom and Cecily,—and the Arcadia was just rounding to her anchorage, and we watched while I wondered at it, but I wondered more at Eve. For Eve has pacifist leanings, as I have reason to know and as I have said before; and here she was with all the signs of approval for Tom's action, and ready to kiss him for it. It might be that Eve was entirely willing that the war should be fought vicariously, and that she would sacrifice all her friends in the cause—but not her family. That All the company were there. I drew near to Eve. "If Alice Carbonnel were here now," I said, "and Harrison, we should be complete." "Alice!" Eve returned. "I wish that I knew!" Alice Carbonnel was in Belgium, the last we knew, and Harrison Rindge, her husband, was hunting for her. I hope he has found her—safe. We are very fond of Alice Carbonnel, Eve and I. "There is somebody else to come, Adam," said Eve. "You would never guess. It is my mother." I smiled, remembering another day when I had met Eve just at that spot to take her to another clambake; a smoking dome upon a point, beneath a pine. The point and the pine belonged to a queer fellow that I knew—knew well, I thought sometimes, and sometimes not. And so I smiled, remembering. And she smiled too, and she slipped her hand within my arm, and looked up at me with that light in her eyes that makes them pass all wonders. "Oh, Adam," she said, "that was a happy day—for me. Oh, but it was hard, and I was afraid." "A happier day for me," I said, pressing her arm close to my side. "But here comes your mother." And Mrs. Goodwin came sailing down the path, with our little daughter skipping beside her, and she smiled as she came, which was not what she had been used to do in that time that I remembered. And our company being all assembled, and the beds being uncovered, although the tide was not yet at its lowest, I gave the order We dug for an hour, and got clams enough for a regiment. All the baskets were filled to overflowing. And we stopped digging, one by one, and straightened our backs slowly, with many creaks and groans, and we drifted to the bank and in and out; and when the drifting process was over, I found myself next to Eve, with Elizabeth on the other side of her, and Ogilvie completing the circle. Bobby stood afar off, looking out "I notice, Jack," Elizabeth observed, "that Olivia has a lonesome look." Ogilvie turned and looked, and turned back again and smiled. "She has, hasn't she? Bobby too." Elizabeth never quivered. "Don't you want to relieve her loneliness?" He shook his head. "I couldn't relieve it. I told you. I'll try later—her last chance." Elizabeth laughed. I was picking up a bushel basket filled with clams. Clams are a heavy fruit. Ogilvie seized one handle. "Here!" cried Elizabeth. "I'm going to take that side. I want to help Ogilvie protested, and so did I, but she was firm. "I want to go with you, Adam. You needn't think I can't carry my side, for I can." So we set off, Eve and Jack Ogilvie with a market basket of clams and various hoes, and Elizabeth and I carrying that bushel of clams between us. Elizabeth was strong, I found, and sure-footed; surer than I. The others came straggling after, carrying their loads. "Elizabeth," I began, "what is the matter with Bobby?" She smiled and turned to observe Bobby. "I'm sure I don't know. He seems to be well occupied with Olivia." Then she changed suddenly. And she sighed softly, and then she smiled up at me. It was a brave attempt, and almost a success. "And Ogilvie?" I asked softly. She laughed, and spoke low. "Jack has found a little yeogirl. He was telling me about her. She is the loveliest thing that ever was, and the sweetest and the gentlest. She may be all that, of course, but there are some lovely, sweet, and gentle girls of his own kind. But, at any rate, Olivia is nothing to him now. It has done him that much good already." I was silent, thinking. I wondered how I should like it if Pukkie, being "I'm glad that's done," said Elizabeth. "Amen!" said I. Then came Tom Ellis and Cecily, and set their basket down; and Tom, without stopping, went to my pile of cordwood, and brought an armful and laid the sticks in order on the stones. "Come, Adam," he said, soberly. "Don't say it, Tom!" cried Cecily sharply. "I'll help you with your wood." So there was a procession of us going to the woodpile and back, and the sticks were laid in order, three layers, on the stones; then another layer of great stones, each stone as big as a football, on the top of the wood. Then I came with a can of kerosene, and sprinkled the wood liberally. Eve had some matches, and she held one out to Ogilvie. "Light up, Ogilvie," said Tom. "It's your honor." And Ogilvie lighted the pile, and Tom made some feeble joke about a funeral pyre, and Cecily almost wept; and the fire blazed up fiercely, and When the fire had burned long and the stones were hot, we raked the ashes off; and shook down upon the stones fresh seaweed from the pile, Eve did not place her guests. She considered, a pretty thoughtfulness in her eyes and about her mouth, and cast her place-cards in a little heap on the table, saying that they might place themselves; for she did not know what was going on, and feared to make a bad matter worse. They did place themselves, after much hesitation and drifting about. Elizabeth sat next to me. She seemed to think me a kind of refuge. And Ogilvie sat at Eve's right,—she saw to that,—and Olivia next because she could not help it, and then Bobby. Where the rest sat did not matter. And Old Goodwin and Tom and I took our forks and opened the smoking dome, and set upon the table chicken and fish and lobsters and brown bread, and great pans of clams steaming in their gaping shells. Then all would have set themselves to the business of eating; but I had my instructions. I took an old dust-encrusted bottle from Eve's place, and opened it, and went about and poured into the glasses luminous golden stuff from that old bottle. "Oh," he said to Eve, "I never had that done to me before." And we all laughed, and fell to eating. We opened the clams with our fingers, and took the clam by the head, and gave him a swirl in the saucer of melted butter, and threw our heads back, and took his body into our mouths, and bit him off and cast the head aside, and took the next one. All there had had much experience in the process, and the clams that had seemed enough for a regiment were soon eaten, and there was a prodigious pile of shells under the table so that one could not move his feet without rattling. And the My place is not very big, only the clipped lawn in front of the house, and about an acre on the south side ending in the bluff, and a couple of Not that any of them showed any disposition to wander over it. The older ones seemed well content to settle down again under my pine, Bobby was mooning alone at the edge of the bluff, Elizabeth was standing I drifted toward Eve, and she drifted toward me, and we came together, which might be reprehensible but was not strange. We generally do come together. She was clad all in light, filmy white, with two red roses at her bosom, and her hair a glory. And her eyes—there are no other such eyes as hers. "Eve," I whispered, "do you want to be disgraced? How can you expect anything else when you dress as It was more than her eyes that smiled as she looked at me. "Yes," she whispered in return. "I want to be. Shan't I show you our clump of trees?" She laughed as she finished. I hesitated. "But Ogilvie—and Olivia." "Stupid!" she said. "I did not show him every nook. Come!" So we wandered about, but we brought up at a secluded nook in our clump, and Eve held up her face to mine. But when I had done it she put her finger on my lips and listened. "Sh!" she breathed. And I sh-sh-ed, and heard Ogilvie's voice, but I could not distinguish any words. "They are not having a good time," Eve whispered. "He is," I answered; for Ogilvie laughed. It was a merry laugh. "We don't want to snoop, Adam," said Eve. "Let's—" "Shall we join the others?" Ogilvie asked, still laughing. "You may if you like," said Olivia in a voice filled with discontent. "And leave you here?" "And leave me here. I'll take care of myself." "Very well. Good-bye, Olivia. I may not see you again." "Not see me again? You mean to-day?" Was she regretting? "I mean for a great many days. Perhaps never." "Are you going away?" "I can't tell you. I go where I am sent. Good-bye." There was a silence. Then, as we stole out, the sound of a single sob. Then sounds of anger. As we emerged from one side Olivia emerged from the other. She made straight for Bobby, where he yet stood on the edge of the bluff, looking silently over the water. A maid came running out of the house, and went to Jimmy Wales, and called him to the telephone. In two minutes he came hurrying out again. "Bobby!" he called. "Jack! Come along. It's a hurry call for the Nantucket lightship. We'll go with you, Jack. Just as you are." He whispered to me as he passed. "Submarines reported off the Nantucket lightship," he said. "All the Elizabeth was standing near, and she heard. Jack and Bobby and Jimmy started on a run. "Good-bye, Jack," Elizabeth called in a clear voice. He turned and waved. "Good-bye, Bobby," she called again, but her voice was not so loud. He turned. "Good-bye," he said. It was like casting at her head a chunk of ice. Ice would not be the most disagreeable thing on that day, but one would prefer it in some other way than thrown at his head. Elizabeth seemed to think so, for she shrugged her shoulders almost imperceptibly, and I saw tears in her eyes as she turned away. Captain Fergus hurried after the And I saw the red shoulders of the blackbird as he flew. He lighted on a reed stem, which swayed down nearly to the surface of the water; and so swaying up and down, he sent out his clear whistle again and again. He is not troubled by the thought of submarines. His heart is not in turmoil over them. |