That night, when Claude arrived at the St. Regis, Charmian was still out. She did not return till just after midnight. When she came into the sitting-room she found Claude in an armchair near the window, which was slightly open. He had no book or paper, and seemed to be listening to something. "Claudie! Why, what are you doing?" she asked. "Nothing," he said. "But the window! Aren't you catching cold?" He shook his head. "I believe you were listening to 'New York'!" she continued, taking off her cloak. "I was." She put her cloak down on the sofa. "Listening for the verdict?" she said. "Trying to divine what it will be?" "Something like that, perhaps." "There is still a good deal of the child in you, Claude," she said seriously, but fondly too. "Is there? Too much perhaps," he answered in a low voice. "What's the matter? Are you feeling depressed?" She sat down close to him. "Are you doubtful, anxious to-night?" "Well, this is rather an anxious time. The strain is strong." "But you are strong, too!" "I!" he exclaimed. And there was in his voice a sound of great bitterness. "Yes, I think you are. I know you are." "You have very little reason for knowing such a thing," he answered, still with bitterness. "You mean?"—she was looking at him almost furtively. "Whatever you mean," she concluded, "I can't help it! I "Would be! When?" "Oh! I don't know! In a great moment, a terrible moment perhaps!" She dropped her eyes, and began slowly to pull off her gloves. "Talking of the verdict," she said presently, glancing toward the still open window, "is the date of the first full rehearsal fixed?" "Yes. We decided on it this evening at the theater." "When is it to be?" "Next Friday night. There's no performance that night. We begin at six. I daresay we shall get through about six the next morning." "Friday! Have you—I mean, are you going to ask Mrs. Shiffney?" During their long and intimate talk at dinner that evening Claude had invited Mrs. Shiffney to be present at the rehearsal, and she had accepted. Now it suddenly occurred to him that she was his enemy. Would she still come after what had occurred just before he left her? "I have asked her!" he almost blurted out. "Already! When?" "I went round to the Ritz-Carlton t-night." "Was she in?" "Yes. But she was—but she went out afterward, to Mrs. Inness." "Oh! And did she accept?" "Yes." Charmian's eyes were fixed upon Claude. He saw by their expression that she suspected something, or that she had divined a secret between him and Mrs. Shiffney. She looked suddenly alert, and her lips seemed to harden, giving her face a strained and not pleasant expression. "How is she coming?" she asked. "How?" "Yes. Are you going to fetch her? Or am I to?" "That wasn't decided. Nothing was said about that." "She can't just walk in alone, without a card to admit her, or anything. You know what an autocrat Mr. Crayford is." "But he knows Mrs. Shiffney. We met him first at her house in London, don't you remember?" "You don't suppose he's going to let everyone he knows into a rehearsal, do you?" Claude got up from his chair. "No. But—Charmian, I can't think of all these details. I can't—I can't!" There was a sharp edge to his voice. "I have too much to carry in my mind just now." "I know," she said, softening. "I didn't mean"—the alert expression, which for an instant had vanished, returned to her face—"I only wanted to know—" "Please don't ask me any more! I asked Mrs. Shiffney to come to the rehearsal. She said she would. Then we talked of other things." "Other things! Then you stayed some time?" "A little while. If she really wishes to be at the rehearsal—" "But we know she wishes it!" "Well, then, she will suggest coming with you, or she may write to Crayford. I'm not going to do anything more about it." His face was stern, grim. "Now I'll shut the window," he added, "or you'll catch cold in that low dress." He was moving to the window when she caught at his hand and detained him. "Would you care if I did? Would you care if I were ill?" "Of course I should." "Would you care if I—" She did not finish the sentence, but still held his hand closely in hers. In her hand-grasp Claude felt jealousy, warm, fiery, a thing almost strangely vital. "Does she—is she getting to love me as I wish to be loved?" The question flashed through his mind. At that moment he was very glad that he had never betrayed Charmian, very glad of the Puritan in him which perhaps many women would jeer at, did they know of its existence. "Charmian," he said, "let me shut the window." "Yes, yes; of course." She let his hand go. "It is better not to listen to the voices," she added. "They make one feel too much!" |