  An Interlude.That part is finished! I lay down my pen, And wonder if the thoughts will flow as fast Through the more difficult defile. For the last Was easy, and the channel deeper then. My Master, I will trust Thee for the rest; Give me just what Thou wilt, and that will be my best! How can I tell the varied, hidden need Of Thy dear children, all unknown to me, Who at some future time may come and read What I have written! All are known to Thee. As Thou hast helped me, help me to the end; Give me Thy own sweet messages of love to send. So now, I pray Thee, keep my hand in Thine; And guide it as Thou wilt. I do not ask To understand the ‘wherefore’ of each line; Mine is the sweeter, easier, happier task, Just to look up to Thee for every word, Rest in Thy love, and trust, and know that I am heard. The Thoughts of God.They say there is a hollow, safe and still, A point of coolness and repose Within the centre of a flame, where life might dwell Unharmed and unconsumed, as in a luminous shell, Which the bright walls of fire enclose In breachless splendour, barrier that no foes Could pass at will. There is a point of rest At the great centre of the cyclone’s force, A silence at its secret source;— A little child might slumber undistressed, Without the ruffle of one fairy curl, In that strange central calm amid the mighty whirl. So, in the centre of these thoughts of God, Cyclones of power, consuming glory-fire,— As we fall o’erawed Upon our faces, and are lifted higher By His great gentleness, and carried nigher Than unredeemÈd angels, till we stand Even in the hollow of His hand, Nay, more! we lean upon His breast— There, there we find a point of perfect rest And glorious safety. There we see His thoughts to usward, thoughts of peace That stoop in tenderest love; that still increase With increase of our need; that never change, That never fail, or falter, or forget O pity infinite! O royal mercy free! O gentle climax of the depth and height Of God’s most precious thoughts, most wonderful, most strange! ‘For I am poor and needy, yet The Lord Himself, Jehovah, thinketh upon me!’ ‘Free to Serve.’She chose His service. For the Lord of Love Had chosen her, and paid the awful price For her redemption; and had sought her out, And set her free, and clothed her gloriously, And put His royal ring upon her hand, And crowns of loving-kindness on her head. She chose it. Yet it seemed she could not yield The fuller measure other lives could bring; For He had given her a precious gift, A treasure and a charge to prize and keep, A tiny hand, a darling hand, that traced On her heart’s tablet words of golden love. And there was not much room for other lines, For time and thought were spent (and rightly spent, For He had given the charge), and hours and days Were concentrated on the one dear task. But He had need of her. Not one new gem But many for His crown;—not one fair sheaf, But many, she should bring. And she should have A richer, happier harvest-home at last. Because more fruit, more glory and more praise Her life should yield to Him. And so He came, The Master came Himself, and gently took The little hand in His, and gave it room Among the angel-harpers. Jesus came And laid His own hand on the quivering heart, And made it very still, that He might write Invisible words of power—‘Free to serve!’ Then through the darkness and the chill He sent A heat-ray of His love, developing The mystic writing, till it glowed and shone And lit up all her life with radiance new,— The happy service of a yielded heart. With comfort that He never ceased to give (Because her need could never cease) she filled The empty chalices of other lives, And time and thought were thenceforth spent for Him Who loved her with His everlasting love. Let Him write what He will upon our hearts, With His unerring pen. They are His own, Hewn from the rock by His selecting grace, Prepared for His own glory. Let Him write! Be sure He will not cross out one sweet word But to inscribe a sweeter,—but to grave One that shall shine for ever to His praise, And thus fulfil our deepest heart-desire. The tearful eye at first may read the line, ‘Bondage to grief!’ But He shall wipe away The tears, and clear the vision, till it read In ever-brightening letters, ‘Free to serve!’ For whom the Son makes free is free indeed. Nor only by reclaiming His good gifts, But by withholding, doth the Master write These words upon the heart. Not always needs Erasure of some blessÈd line of love For this more blest inscription. Where He finds A tablet empty for the ‘lines left out,’ That ‘might have been’ engraved with human love And sweetest human cares, yet never bore That poetry of life, His own dear hand Writes ‘Free to serve!’ And these clear characters Fill with fair colours all the unclaimed space, Else grey and colourless. Then let it be The motto of our lives until we stand In the great freedom of Eternity, Where we ‘shall serve Him’ while we see His face, For ever and for ever ‘Free to serve.’ Coming to the King.2 Chronicles ix. 1-12. I came from very far away to see The King of Salem; for I had been told Of glory and of wisdom manifold, And condescension infinite and free. How could I rest, when I had heard His fame, In that dark lonely land of death from whence I came? I came (but not like Sheba’s queen), alone! No stately train, no costly gifts to bring; No friend at court, save One, that One the King! I had requests to spread before His throne, And I had questions none could solve for me, Of import deep, and full of awful mystery. I came and communed with that mighty King, And told Him all my heart; I cannot say, In mortal ear, what communings were they. But wouldst thou know, go too, and meekly bring All that is in thy heart, and thou shalt hear His voice of love and power, His answers sweet and clear. O happy end of every weary quest! He told me all I needed, graciously;— Enough for guidance, and for victory O’er doubts and fears, enough for quiet rest; And when some veiled response I could not read, It was not hid from Him,—this was enough indeed. His wisdom and His glories passed before My wondering eyes in gradual revelation; The house that He had built, its strong foundation, Its living stones; and, brightening more and more, Fair glimpses of that palace far away, Where all His loyal ones shall dwell with Him for aye. True the report that reached my far-off land Of all His wisdom and transcendent fame; Yet I believed not until I came,— Bowed to the dust till raised by royal hand. The half was never told by mortal word; My King exceeded all the fame that I had heard! Oh, happy are His servants! happy they Who stand continually before His face, Ready to do His will of wisest grace! My King! is mine such blessedness to-day? For I too hear Thy wisdom, line by line, Thy ever brightening words in holy radiance shine. Oh, blessÈd be the Lord thy God, who set Our King upon His throne! Divine delight In the Beloved crowning Thee with might, Honour, and majesty supreme; and yet The strange and Godlike secret opening thus,— The kingship of His Christ ordained through love to us! What shall I render to my glorious King? I have but that which I receive from Thee; And what I give, Thou givest back to me, Transmuted by Thy touch; each worthless thing Changed to the preciousness of gem or gold, And by Thy blessing multiplied a thousand fold. All my desire Thou grantest, whatsoe’er I ask! Was ever mythic tale or dream So bold as this reality,—this stream Of boundless blessings flowing full and free? Yet more than I have thought or asked of Thee, Out of Thy royal bounty still Thou givest me. Now I will turn to my own land, and tell What I myself have seen and heard of Thee. And give Thine own sweet message, ‘Come and see!’ And yet in heart and mind for ever dwell With Thee, my King of Peace, in loyal rest, Within the fair pavilion of Thy presence blest. ‘Surely in what place my Lord the King shall be, whether in death or life, even there also will thy servant be.’—2 Sam. xv. 21. ‘Where I am, there shall also my servant be.’—John xii. 26. The Two Paths.Via Dolorosa and Via Giojosa. [Suggested by a Picture.] My Master, they have wronged Thee and Thy love! They only told me I should find the path A Via Dolorosa all the way! Even Thy sweetest singers only sang Of pressing onward through the same sharp thorns, With bleeding footsteps, through the chill dark mist, Following and struggling till they reach the light, The rest, the sunshine of the far beyond. The anthems of the pilgrimage were set In most pathetic minors, exquisite, Yet breathing sadness more than any praise; Thy minstrels let the fitful breezes make Æolian moans on their entrusted harps, Until the listeners thought that this was all The music Thou hadst given. And so the steps That halted where the two ways met and crossed, The broad and narrow, turned aside in fear, Thinking the radiance of their youth must pass In sombre shadows if they followed Thee; Hearing afar such echoes of one strain, The cross, the tribulation, and the toil, The conflict, and the clinging in the dark. What wonder that the dancing feet are stayed From entering the only path of peace! Master, forgive them! Tune their harps anew, And put a new song in their mouths for Thee, And make Thy chosen people joyful in Thy love. Lord Jesus, Thou hast trodden once for all The Via Dolorosa,—and for us! No artist power or minstrel gift may tell The cost to Thee of each unfaltering step, When love that passeth knowledge led Thee on, Faithful and true to God, and true to us. And now, belovÈd Lord, Thou callest us To follow Thee, and we will take Thy word About the path which Thou hast marked for us. Narrow indeed it is! Who does not choose The narrow track upon the mountain side, With ever-widening view, and freshening air, And honeyed heather, rather than the road, With smoothest breadth of dust and loss of view, Soiled blossoms not worth gathering, and the noise Of wheels instead of silence of the hills, Or music of the waterfalls? Oh, why Should they misrepresent Thy words, and make ‘Narrow’ synonymous with ‘very hard’? For Thou, Divinest Wisdom, Thou hast said Thy ways are ways of pleasantness, and all Thy paths are peace; and that the path of him Who wears Thy perfect robe of righteousness Is as the light that shineth more and more Unto the perfect day. And Thou hast given An olden promise, rarely quoted now,[8] Because it is too bright for our weak faith: ‘If they obey and serve Him, they shall spend Days in prosperity, and they shall spend Their years in pleasures.’ All because Thy days Were full of sorrow, and Thy lonely years Were passed in grief’s acquaintance—all for us! Master, I set my seal that Thou art true, Of Thy good promise not one thing hath failed! And I would send a ringing challenge forth, To all who know Thy name, to tell it out, Thy faithfulness to every written word, Thy loving-kindness crowning all the days,— To say and sing with me: ‘The Lord is good, His mercy is for ever, and His truth Is written on each page of all my life!’ Yes! there is tribulation, but Thy power Can blend it with rejoicing. There are thorns, But they have kept us in the narrow way, The King’s Highway of holiness and peace. And there is chastening, but the Father’s love Flows through it; and would any trusting heart Forego the chastening and forego the love? And every step leads on to ‘more and more,’ From strength to strength Thy pilgrims pass and sing The praise of Him who leads them on and on, From glory unto glory, even here! [8]Job xxvi. 15. Only for Jesus.Only for Jesus! Lord, keep it for ever Sealed on the heart and engraved on the life! Pulse of all gladness and nerve of endeavour, Secret of rest, and the strength of our strife. ‘Vessels of Mercy, Prepared unto Glory.’(Rom. ix. 23.) Vessels of mercy, prepared unto glory! This is your calling and this is your joy! This, for the new year unfolding before ye, Tells out the terms of your blessed employ. Vessels, it may be, all empty and broken, Marred in the Hand of inscrutable skill; (Love can accept the mysterious token!) Marred but to make them more beautiful still. Jer. xviii. 4. Vessels, it may be, not costly or golden; Vessels, it may be, of quantity small, Yet by the Nail in the Sure Place upholden, Never to shiver and never to fall. Isa. xxii. 23, 24. Vessels to honour, made sacred and holy, Meet for the use of the Master we love, Ready for service, all simple and lowly, Ready, one day, for the temple above. 2 Tim. ii. 21. Yes, though the vessels be fragile and earthen, God hath commanded His glory to shine; Treasure resplendent henceforth is our burthen, Excellent power, not ours but Divine. 2 Cor. iv. 5, 6. Chosen in Christ ere the dawn of Creation, Chosen for Him, to be filled with His grace, Chosen to carry the streams of salvation Into each thirsty and desolate place. Acts ix. 15. Take all Thy vessels, O glorious Finer, Purge all the dross, that each chalice may be Pure in Thy pattern, completer, diviner, Filled with Thy glory and shining for Thee. Prov. xxv. 4. The Turned Lesson.‘I thought I knew it!’ she said, ‘I thought I had learnt it quite!’ But the gentle Teacher shook her head, With a grave yet loving light In the eyes that fell on the upturned face, As she gave the book With the mark still set in the self-same place. ‘I thought I knew it!’ she said; And a heavy tear fell down, As she turned away with bending head, Yet not for reproof or frown, Not for the lesson to learn again, Or the play hour lost;— It was something else that gave the pain. She could not have put it in words, But her Teacher understood, As God understands the chirp of the birds In the depth of an autumn wood. And a quiet touch on the reddening cheek Was quite enough; No need to question, no need to speak. Then the gentle voice was heard, ‘Now I will try you again!’ And the lesson was mastered,—every word! Was it not worth the pain? Was it not kinder the task to turn, Than to let it pass, As a lost, lost leaf that she did not learn? Is it not often so, That we only learn in part, And the Master’s testing-time may show That it was not quite ‘by heart’? Then He gives, in His wise and patient grace, That lesson again With the mark still set in the self-same place. Only, stay by His side Till the page is really known. It may be we failed because we tried To learn it all alone, And now that He would not let us lose One lesson of love (For He knows the loss),—can we refuse? But oh! how could we dream That we knew it all so well! Reading so fluently, as we deem, What we could not even spell! And oh! how could we grieve once more That Patient One Who has turned so many a task before! That waiting One, who now Is letting us try again; Watching us with the patient brow, That bore the wreath of pain; Thoroughly teaching what He would teach, Line upon line, Thoroughly doing His work in each. Then let our hearts ‘be still,’ Though our task is turned to-day; Oh let Him teach us what He will, In His own gracious way. Till, sitting only at Jesus’ feet, As we learn each line The hardest is found all clear and sweet! Sunday Night.Rest him, O Father! Thou didst send him forth With great and gracious messages of love; But Thy ambassador is weary now, Worn with the weight of his high embassy. Now care for him as Thou hast cared for us In sending him; and cause him to lie down In Thy fresh pastures, by Thy streams of peace. Let Thy left hand be now beneath his head, And Thine upholding right encircle him, And, underneath, the Everlasting arms Be felt in full support. So let him rest, Hushed like a little child, without one care; And so give Thy belovÈd sleep to-night. Rest him, dear Master! He hath poured for us The wine of joy, and we have been refreshed. Now fill his chalice, give him sweet new draughts Of life and love, with Thine own hand; be Thou His ministrant to-night; draw very near In all Thy tenderness and all Thy power. Oh speak to him! Thou knowest how to speak A word in season to Thy weary ones, And he is weary now. Thou lovest him— Let Thy disciple lean upon Thy breast, And, leaning, gain new strength to ‘rise and shine.’ Rest him, O loving Spirit! Let Thy calm Fall on his soul to-night. O holy Dove, Spread Thy bright wing above him, let him rest Beneath its shadow; let him know afresh The infinite truth and might of Thy dear name— ‘Our Comforter!’ As gentlest touch will stay The strong vibrations of a jarring chord, So lay Thy hand upon his heart, and still Each overstraining throb, each pulsing pain. Then, in the stillness, breathe upon the strings, And let thy holy music overflow With soothing power his listening, resting soul. A Song in the Night.[Written in severe pain, Sunday afternoon, October 8th, 1876, at the Pension Wengen, Alps.] I take this pain, Lord Jesus, From Thine own hand, The strength to bear it bravely Thou wilt command. I am too weak for effort, So let me rest, In hush of sweet submission, On Thine own breast. I take this pain, Lord Jesus, As proof indeed That Thou art watching closely My truest need; That Thou, my Good Physician, Art watching still; That all Thine own good pleasure Thou wilt fulfil. I take this pain, Lord Jesus; What Thou dost choose The soul that really loves Thee Will not refuse. It is not for the first time I trust to-day; For Thee my heart has never A trustless ‘Nay!’ I take this pain, Lord Jesus; But what beside? ‘Tis no unmingled portion Thou dost provide. In every hour of faintness My cup runs o’er With faithfulness and mercy, And love’s sweet store. I take this pain, Lord Jesus, As Thine own gift; And true though tremulous praises I now uplift. I am too weak to sing them, But Thou dost hear The whisper from the pillow, Thou art so near! ’Tis Thy dear hand, O Saviour, That presseth sore, The hand that bears the nail-prints For evermore. And now beneath its shadow, Hidden by Thee, The pressure only tells me Thou lovest me! What will You do without Him?I could not do without Him! Jesus is more to me Than all the richest, fairest gifts Of earth could ever be. But the more I find Him precious— And the more I find Him true— The more I long for you to find What He can be to you. You need not do without Him, For He is passing by, He is waiting to be gracious, Only waiting for your cry: He is waiting to receive you— To make you all His own! Why will you do without Him, And wander on alone? Why will you do without Him? Is He not kind indeed? Did He not die to save you? Is He not all you need? Do you not want a Saviour? Do you not want a Friend? One who will love you faithfully, And love you to the end? Why will you do without Him? The Word of God is true! The world is passing to its doom— And you are passing too. It may be no to-morrow Shall dawn on you or me; Why will you run the awful risk Of all eternity? What will you do without Him, In the long and dreary day Of trouble and perplexity, When you do not know the way, And no one else can help you, And no one guides you right, And hope comes not with morning, And rest comes not with night? You could not do without Him, If once He made you see The fetters that enchain you, Till He hath set you free. If once you saw the fearful load Of sin upon your soul; The hidden plague that ends in death, Unless He makes you whole! What will you do without Him, When death is drawing near? Without His love—the only love That casts out every fear; When the shadow-valley opens, Unlighted and unknown, And the terrors of its darkness Must all be passed alone! What will you do without Him, When the great white throne is set, And the Judge who never can mistake, And never can forget,— The Judge whom you have never here As Friend and Saviour sought, Shall summon you to give account Of deed and word and thought? What will you do without Him, When He hath shut the door, And you are left outside, because You would not come before? When it is no use knocking, No use to stand and wait; For the word of doom tolls through your heart That terrible ‘Too late!’ You cannot do without Him! There is no other name By which you ever can be saved, No way, no hope, no claim! Without Him—everlasting loss Of love, and life, and light! Without Him—everlasting woe, And everlasting night. But with Him—oh! with Jesus! Are any words so blest? With Jesus, everlasting joy And everlasting rest! With Jesus—all the empty heart Filled with His perfect love; With Jesus—perfect peace below, And perfect bliss above. Why should you do without Him? It is not yet too late; He has not closed the day of grace, He has not shut the gate. He calls you! hush! He calls you! He would not have you go Another step without Him, Because He loves you so. Why will you do without Him? He calls and calls again— ‘Come unto Me! Come unto Me!’ Oh, shall He call in vain? He wants to have you with Him; Do you not want Him too? You cannot do without Him, And He wants—even you. Church Missionary Jubilee Hymn.‘He shall see of the travail of His soul, and shall be satisfied.’—Isa. liii. 11. Rejoice with Jesus Christ to-day, All ye who love His holy sway! The travail of His soul is past, He shall be satisfied at last. Rejoice with Him, rejoice indeed! For He shall see His chosen seed. But ours the trust, the grand employ, To work out this divinest joy. Of all His own He loseth none, They shall be gathered one by one; He gathereth the smallest grain, His travail shall not be in vain. Arise and work! arise and pray That He would haste the dawning day! And let the silver trumpet sound, Wherever Satan’s slaves are found. The vanquished foe shall soon be stilled, The conquering Saviour’s joy fulfilled, Fulfilled in us, fulfilled in them, His crown, His royal diadem. Soon, soon our waiting eyes shall see The Saviour’s mighty Jubilee! His harvest joy is filling fast, He shall be satisfied at last. A Happy New Year to You!New mercies, new blessings, new light on thy way; New courage, new hope, and new strength for each day; New notes of thanksgiving, new chords of delight, New praise in the morning, new songs in the night, New wine in thy chalice, new altars to raise; New fruits for thy Master, new garments of praise; New gifts from His treasures, new smiles from His face; New streams from the Fountain of infinite grace; New stars for thy crown, and new tokens of love; New gleams of the glory that waits thee above; New light of His countenance, full and unpriced; All this be the joy of thy new life in Christ! Another Year.Another year is dawning! Dear Master, let it be In working or in waiting, Another year with Thee. Another year of leaning Upon Thy loving breast, Of ever-deepening trustfulness, Of quiet, happy rest. Another year of mercies, Of faithfulness and grace; Another year of gladness In the shining of Thy face. Another year of progress, Another year of praise; Another year of proving Thy presence ‘all the days.’ Another year of service, Of witness for Thy love; Another year of training For holier work above. Another year is dawning! Dear Master, let it be On earth, or else in heaven, Another year for Thee! New Year’s Wishes.What shall I wish thee? Treasures of earth? Songs in the springtime, Pleasure and mirth? Flowers on thy pathway, Skies ever clear? Would this ensure thee A Happy New Year? What shall I wish thee? What can be found Bringing thee sunshine All the year round? Where is the treasure, Lasting and dear, That shall ensure thee A Happy New Year? Faith that increaseth, Walking in light; Hope that aboundeth, Happy and bright; Love that is perfect, Casting out fear; These shall ensure thee A Happy New Year. Peace in the Saviour, Rest at His feet, Smile of His countenance Radiant and sweet, Joy in His presence! Christ ever near! This will ensure thee A Happy New Year! ‘Most Blessed For Ever.’(Though the date of these lines is uncertain, they are chosen as a closing chord to her songs on earth.) The prayer of many a day is all fulfilled, Only by full fruition stayed and stilled; You asked for blessing as your Father willed, Now He hath answered: ‘Most blessed for ever!’ Lost is the daily light of mutual smile, You therefore sorrow now a little while; But floating down life’s dimmed and lonely aisle Comes the clear music: ‘Most blessed for ever!’ From the great anthems of the Crystal Sea, Through the far vistas of Eternity, Grand echoes of the word peal on for thee, Sweetest and fullest: ‘Most blessed for ever.’ |
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