It was gray dawn, with a reddening sky in the east, when Nort walked up the town road. The fire within him had somewhat died down, and he began to feel tired and, yes, hungry. At the brook at the foot of the hill he stopped and threw himself down on the stones to drink, and as he lifted his head he looked at himself curiously in the pool. The robins were beginning to sing, and all the world was very still and beautiful. When he got up Fergus touched him on his shoulder. He was startled, and glanced around "Well, Fergus, where did you drop from?" He tried to carry it off jauntily: he had always played with Fergus. "I've been waitin' fer ye," said Fergus. "I want ye to come in the wood wi' me. I have a bone to pick wi' ye." Fergus seemed perfectly cool; whatever agitation he felt showed itself only in the increasing Scotchiness of his speech. Nort objected faintly, but was borne along by a will stronger than his own. They stepped into the woods and walked silently side by side until they came to an opening near the edge of a field. Here there were beech trees with spaces around them, and the ground was softly clad in new green bracken and carpeted with leaves. Nort felt a kind of cold horror which he could not understand. "Fergus," he said, again trying to speak lightly, "it was you I saw looking in at David's window." "It was," said Fergus. "I couldna let ye escape me." They had now paused, and in spite of himself Nort was facing Fergus. "We must ha' it oot between us, Nort," said Fergus. "What do you mean? I don't understand." "Yes, ye do." Nort looked up at him suddenly. "Anthy?" "You've said it; ye ain't fit fer her, an' ye know it." Nort turned deadly pale. "Fergus," he said, "do you—have you——" "I promised Anthy's father I'd look after her, an' I wull." "But, Fergus, what have you got against me? I thought we were friends." "What's friendship to do wi' it? Ye ain't good enough for Anthy: an' I wull na' ha' ye breakin' her heart. Who are ye that ye should be lookin' upon a girl like that?" Fergus's voice was shaking with emotion. "Well, I know I'm not good enough, Fergus, you're right about that. No one is, I think. But I—I love her, Fergus." "Ye love her: ye think ye do: next week ye'll think ye don't." At this a flame of swift anger swept over Nort. "If I love her and she loves me, who else has got anything to say about it I'd like to know?" "Wull, I have," said Fergus grimly. Nort laughed, a nervous, fevered laugh, and threw out his arms in a gesture of impatience. "Well, what do you want me to do?" "Go away," said Fergus, "go away and let her alone. Go back whur ye come from, an' break no hearts." Although the words were gruff and short, there was a world of pleading in them, too. Fergus had no desire to hurt Nort, but he wanted to get him away forever from Hempfield. It was only Anthy that he had in mind. He must save Anthy. Nort felt this note of appeal, and answered in kind: "I can't do it, Fergus, and you have no right to ask me. If Anthy tells me to go, I will go. It is between us. Can't you see it?" "Wull," said Fergus, hopelessly, "you an' me must ha' it oot." With this, Fergus turned about and began to take off his coat. Nort remembered long afterward the look of Fergus deliberately Fergus laid his coat and hat at the trunk of a beech tree and began slowly to roll up his sleeves. "Will ye fight wi' yer coat on or off?" Nort suddenly laughed aloud. It was unbelievable, ridiculous! Why, it was uncivilized! It simply wasn't done in the world he had known. Nort had never in his life been held down to an irrevocable law or principle, never been confronted by an unescapable fact of life. Some men go through their whole lives that way. He had never met anything from which there was not some easy, safe, pleasant, polite way out—his wit, his family connections, his money. But now he was looking into the implacable, steel-blue eyes of Fergus MacGregor. "But, Fergus," he said, "I don't want to fight. I like you." "There's them that has to fight," responded Fergus. "I never fought anybody in my life," said Nort, as though partly to himself. "That may be the trouble wi' ye." Fergus continued, like some implacable fate, getting ready. He was now hitching up his belt. Every artistic nature sooner or later meets some such irretrievable human experience. It asks only to see life, to look on, to enjoy. But one day this artistic nature makes the astonishing discovery that nature plays no favourites, that life is, after all, horribly concrete, democratic, little given to polite discrimination, and it gets itself suddenly taken seriously, literally, and dragged by the heels into the grime and common coarseness of things. Nort was still inclined to argue, for it did not seem real to him. "It won't prove anything, Fergus, fighting never does." "'Fraid, are ye?" "Yes," said Nort, "horribly." And yet at the very moment that Nort was saying that he was horribly afraid, and he Fergus's dull, direct, geologic mind could not possibly have imagined what was passing nimbly behind those frightened, boyish blue eyes. Fergus was moving straight ahead in the path he had planned, and, on the whole, placidly. What a blessing in this world is a reasonable amount of dulness! Having prepared himself, Fergus now stepped forward. Nort stood perfectly still, his arms hanging slack at his sides, his face as pale as marble, his eyes widening as Fergus approached. "I can't see any reason for fighting," he was saying. "Why should you fight me?" "Wull, we needna fight—if ye'll go away." For one immense moment Nort saw himself running away, and with an incredible inner sense of relief and comfort. He wanted to run, intended to run, but somehow he could not. He was afraid to fight, but somehow he was still more afraid to run. And then, with a blinding flash he thought of Anthy. What would she say if she saw him running? At that moment Fergus struck him lightly on the cheek. It was like an electric shock to Nort. He stiffened in every muscle, red flashes passed before his eyes, his throat twisted hard and dry, and the tears came up to his eyes. In another moment he was grappling with Fergus, striking wildly, blindly. And he was, curiously, no longer confused. An incredible clearness of purpose swept over him. This purpose was to kill Fergus. There was to be no longer any foolery about it; he was going to kill him. If Fergus had known what Nort was thinking at that moment he would have been horrified and shocked beyond measure. Fergus had not the most distant intent of injuring Nort seriously. He did not even hate him, "The mair haste, Nort, the waur speed." With that he hit out squarely with his wiry, muscular arm—just once—and Nort went down in the bracken and lay quite still. Fergus stood looking down at him: the silent face upturned, very white, very boyish, very beautiful, the soft hair tumbling about his temples, the lax arms spread out among the leaves. And all around the still woods, and quiet fields, and the robins singing, and the sun coming up over the hill. As Fergus looked down his breast began to heave and the tears came into his eyes. "The bonnie, bonnie lad," he said; "he wadna run awa'." Presently Nort stirred uneasily. "Where am I?" he asked. "Come, now," said Fergus tenderly, "we'll get down ta the brook." With one arm around him, Fergus helped him through the woods, and knelt beside him while he dashed the cold water over his face and head. "I hit ye hard," said Fergus, "and it's likely yer eye'll be blackened." Nort sat down with his back to a tree trunk. He was sick and dizzy. It seemed to him that the thing he wanted most in all the world was to be left alone. "I'm going away, Fergus. Leave me here. I shall not go back to Hempfield." Fergus offered no excuses, suggested no change in plan. It was working out exactly as he intended: he was sorry for Nort, but this was his duty. He made Nort as comfortable as he could, and then set off toward town. As he proceeded, he stepped faster and faster. He began to feel a curious exaltation of spirit. It was the greatest moment of his whole life. If you had seen him at that moment, with his head lifted high, you would scarcely have known him. As the town came into view, with the eastern sun upon it, Fergus burst out in a voice as wild and harsh as a bagpipe: "Wha will be a traitor knave? For that which followed I make no excuse, nor think I need to, but I must tell it, for it is a part of the history of Hempfield and of the life of Fergus MacGregor. Ours is a temperance town, and Fergus MacGregor a temperate man; but that morning Fergus was seen going over the hill beyond the town, unsteady in the legs, and still singing. He did not appear at the office of the Star all that day. As for Nort, he lay for a long time there at the foot of the beech tree, miserably sick in body and soul—dozing off from time to time, and trying to think, dumbly, what was left to him in the world. He was as deep in the depths that morning as he had been high in the heavens the evening before. |