Downstairs a clock had chimed, two o'clock only. Then outside from the hen-roost crowing came. But why should Shift-wing call against the clock, Three hours from dawn? The shutters click and knock, And he remembers a sad superstition Unfitting for the sick-bed—Turn aside, Distract, divide, ponder the simple tales That puzzled childhood; riddles, turn them over, Half-riddles, answerless, the more intense!— Lost bars of music tinkling with no sense Recur, drowning uneasy superstition. Mouth open, he was lying, this sick man, And sinking all the while; how had he come To sink? On better nights his dream went flying, Dipping, sailing the pasture of his sleep, But now, since clock and cock, had sunk him down Through mattress, bed, floor, floors beneath, stairs, cellars, Through deep foundations of the manse; still sinking Through unturned earth. How had he cheated space With inadvertent motion or word uttered Of too-close-packed intelligence (such there are) That he should penetrate with sliding ease, Dense earth, compound of ages, granite ribs And groins? Consider, there was some word uttered, Some abracadabra—then like a stage-ghost, Funereally with weeping, down, drowned, lost! Oh, to be a child once more, sprawling at ease, On warm turf of a ruined castle court. Once he had dropped a stone between flat slabs That mask the ancient well, mysteriously Plunging his mind down with it. Hear it go Rattling and rocketing down in secret void. Count slowly one, two, three! and echoes rise Fainter and fainter, merged in the gradual hum Of bees and flies; only a thin draught rises To chill the drowsy air; he for a while Lay without spirit; until that floated back From the deep waters. Oh, to renew now The bliss of repossession, kindly sun Forfeit for ever, and the scent of thyme! Falling, falling! Light closed up behind him, Now stunned by the violent subterrene flow Of rivers, whirling down to hiss below On the flame-axis of this terrible world; Toppling upon their water-fall, O spirit ... |