Christmas Day fell upon a Tuesday in 1911, and on the Saturday before Katherine Bush accompanied her employer, and the two dogs, down to Blissington in the motor. She had only been in one for short drives in the Bois with Lord Algy, so to tear through the frozen country was a great joy to her, although, not possessing proper wraps, she was rather cold. "You must have a fur coat, Miss Bush! I am greatly annoyed that I did not remark that you were insufficiently clad before we started. Here, crouch down under this rug—and there is an extra one at my feet you must wrap round you." Katherine was grateful. "Stirling must find you some warm garment of mine while we are at Blissington. I have no patience with idiots who deliberately take cold." Katherine agreed with her. "Do you know the English country, or are you quite a cockney girl?" she was then asked. "No, I hardly know it at all. I know Brighton, and a lot of seaside places, but we never chanced to go to the country for our holidays." "It is a wonderful place, the English country, the most beautiful in the world, I think; it will interest me immensely to hear your impressions of it; after a week you must tell me." "I shall be very pleased to do so." "We pass Windsor; you must go over it some day—it is only twenty miles from Blissington—. Are you interested in historical associations?" "Extremely—any places which are saturated with the evolution of man and nations are interesting, I think. I am afraid I would not care to go to Australia, or a new country." Lady Garribardine turned and looked at her secretary. The creature evidently had a brain, and this would be a good opportunity to draw her out. "You feel the force of tradition, then?" "Oh, yes—in everything. It acts for generations in the blood—it makes people do all sorts of things, good and bad, quite without reason." Lady Garribardine chuckled—she loved discussions. "How does it act in yourself, for instance?" "I have tried to stop its action in myself, because I saw the effects of the traditions of my class in my brothers and sisters, and how stultifying it was." "You certainly seem to have emerged from them in an extraordinary manner—how did you set about it?" Katherine thought a little and then answered deliberately. "I always wanted to know the reason why of everything and I soon felt sure that there was no such thing as chance, but that everything which happened was part of some scheme—and I always desired to be able to distinguish between appearance and reality, and I got to understand that personal emotion distorts all reality and creates appearance, and so I began to try to dissociate things from personal emotion in my judgments of them." "Yes, but how about tradition?" "Tradition suggested certain views and actions to "And you found?" "Of course, that everything, even instincts, can be eradicated if only their origins can be traced and the will is strong enough to overcome them." "Yes, everything depends upon will. And you found time for all this reasoning while you kept the accounts at the pork-butcher's?" Lady Garribardine's eyebrows ran quizzically up into her forehead, and there was a twinkle in her eye. She was greatly amused. "Yes—in the evenings." "No wonder you have emerged! You do not allow yourself to have any emotions then?" Katherine looked away demurely. "I try not to indulge in them; it is more prudent to watch their action in others." "Have you ever been in love, child?" "It depends upon what one calls love." The tone was dignified. Katherine did not think this quite a fair question. Lady Garribardine laughed appreciatively. "You are quite right. I should not have asked you that, since we were up upon a plane of discussion in which even women do not lie to one another!" "If Your Ladyship will permit me to say so, women have very little notion of truth, I think!" "Oh! that is too bad. You must always stand up for your sex." "Forgive me for differing, but I should be acting from good nature in that case, not from justice." Lady Garribardine was delighted. "So you think we are not truthful as a company?" "Oh, no, we have no love of abstract truth, truth for itself. When we are truthful in our general dealings with people, it is either because we have decent characters or religious views, or for our own ends, not from a detached love of truth." "What a cynic! And how about men?" "A man is truthful because he likes truth, and to tell lies he feels would degrade himself." "And yet men always lie to women—have you remarked that, girl?" "Yes—that seems to be the one exception in their standard of truth." "How do you account for this? Have you found the 'reason why' of this peculiarity?" "It seems presumptuous of me to give my views to Your Ladyship." "I think I am the best judge of that matter," and Lady Garribardine frowned a little. "I asked a question." Katherine answered then immediately. She was not quite pleased with herself for her last remark, it had laid her open to a snub. "Original man had no regard for women—they were as the animals to him—he would not have felt degraded in lying to animals—because such a thing could not occur. He would not consult animals—he simply ordered them." "Well?" "Then as soon as he had to consider women at all he found it easier to lie to them because of their want of "How ingenuous!" "That is how it seems to me, and so things have gone on—tradition and instinct again! Until even now when man is forced to consider women, the original instinct is still there making him feel that it does not matter lying to them." "I believe you are right. You are not a suffragette?" "Oh, no! I like women to advance in everything, but unless you could destroy their dramatic instinct, and hysteria, I think it would be a pity for a country if they had votes." "You despise women and respect men, then?" "Not at all; it would be like despising bread and respecting water. I only despise weakness in either sex." "Well, Miss Bush, I think you have a wonderfully-stored mind. I don't feel that ninety pounds a year and drudgery is the right thing for you. What is to be done?" Katherine gave one of her rare soft laughs. "Believe me, madam, the lessons I am learning in Your Ladyship's service are worth more to me than my salary. I am quite contented and enjoy my drudgery." "So you are learning lessons—are you!" Lady Garribardine chuckled again. "Of the world, the flesh or the devil?" "A little of all three, perhaps," Katherine answered with shy demureness. "Look here, young woman, I have remarked more than once that you possess a quality—almost unknown in ninety-nine females out of a hundred, and non-existent "Ah! Yes!" cried Katherine. "It makes one think." They were rushing along the road from Staines where they could see the splendid pile standing out against the sky. "All those old grey stones put together by brutes and fools and brains and force. I will take you there myself some day." "I shall love to go." Then Her Ladyship became quite silent as was her custom when she felt inclined so to be. The obligation to make conversation never weighed upon her. This made her a delightful companion. They arrived at the park gates of Blissington Court about one o'clock, and Katherine Bush felt again a delightful excitement. She had never seen a big English country home except in pictures. The lodge-keeper came out. He was an old man in a quaint livery. "I cannot stand the untidy females escaping from the washtub who attend to most people's gates. This family of Peterson have opened those of Blissington for two hundred years, and have always worn the same sort of livery, from father to son. Their intelligence is at the lowest ebb, and they make capital gate-keepers. There is generally a 'simple' boy or two to carry on the business. The women folk keep out of sight, it is a tradition in the family—they take a pride in it. I give them unusually high wages, and whatever else grows "How wonderful," said Katherine. "Good day, Jacob!—The family well? Jane quite recovered from the chicken-pox, eh?" "Quite well, Your Ladyship," and the old man's wandering eyes were fixed in adoration upon his mistress's face. "And Your Ladyship's godchild, Sarah, is growing that knowing my daughter can hardly keep her from the front garden." "I am delighted to hear it. I shall be stopping in to see you to-morrow, tell Mrs. Peterson. This is my new secretary, Miss Bush, Jacob—you will know her again, won't you?" "I'll try to, Your Ladyship," a little doubtfully, and he bowed deeply as the motor rolled on along a beautiful drive through the vast park, with its groups of graceful deer peering at them from under the giant trees. Katherine was taking in the whole scene, the winter day, and the brown earth, and the blue sky, and the beauty of it all! Yes—this sort of thing was what must be hers some day when she had fitted herself to possess it. They came to another gate—and yet another—iron ones with no lodges, and then they swept through a wide avenue with sprucely kept edges and so on up to the front door. It was a long irregular building which Katherine saw, principally built in the middle of the seventeenth century, and added to from time to time. It was very picturesque, and when they were inside, the hall proved to be very fine. It was huge and square and panelled with some good Grinling Gibbons carving, and quantities of "These are my people, Miss Bush, not Garribardines," Her Ladyship said, pointing to the portraits. "They were not handsome, as you see, and evidently did not encourage the best artists—the few who did are in the other rooms and the picture gallery. Come, we will go straight in to lunch; I am as hungry as a schoolboy—You will lunch with me." Bronson had gone down much earlier and was awaiting them with two footmen, as dignified as usual. The dining-room was in a panelled passage to the right and was a long, low room of much earlier date. "A relic incorporated later in the present structure," Katherine was told. It was perfectly beautiful, she thought, with its deep brown oak, wax polished to the highest lustre, and its curtains of splendid Venetian velvet in faded crimson and green, on a white satin ground all harmonious with age and mellowing. "I had a terrible struggle to oust the Victorian horrors I had been brought up with, and which had insinuated themselves, as all vulgar things do, into almost every room among their betters—taste was quite dead sixty years ago in my father's day. I had to combat sentiment in myself and ruthlessly condemn the whole lot." "It is most beautiful." Katherine's admiration was indeed sincere. "Yes—it has been a great pleasure to me getting it perfect. You shall see the whole house presently, but now food is the only important matter.—Bronson—I distrust the look of that ham soufflÉ—are you sure it "Very good, Your Ladyship." "One can eat bread and cheese, but one cannot stomach an indifferent soufflÉ—it is like an emotional woman, its charm is just as capricious and just as ephemeral!" The rest of the lunch was to her taste and no further disapproval was expressed. It was the first time Katherine had broken bread with her mistress, or indeed had even assisted at a whole luncheon. Coffee was the extent of her knowledge hitherto. It interested her to see the varied dishes, to watch the perfect service, the style of the placing and removing of the plates—the rapidity and noiselessness of it all. She thought of the pressed beef and the stout and the cheese-cakes and the frightful untidiness of everything at Laburnum Villa. That was the strange difference, the utter want of method and order which always rendered the home table a mass of litter and miscellaneous implements towards the end of a repast, plates and cups pushed here and there and everywhere. How very good to be out of it all! To her great surprise, Her Ladyship drank beer—clear golden stuff poured from a lovely crystal and silver jug into a chased silver tankard. "The best beverage in Christendom!" that epicure said, as she quaffed it. "Have some, Miss Bush. You are young enough to have no dread of gout. It is a vice with me, the worst thing in the world for my rheumatism, and yet I cannot resist the temptation! The day I return home I must fall to my tankard! To-morrow, Bronson removes the accursed thing to the sideboard, Katherine tasted it; it was delicious, and as different from what she knew as beer as the tea had been from her original idea of tea. "Isn't it a heavenly drink, girl! I am glad to see you like it." Then Lady Garribardine chatted on, giving crisp, witty descriptions of the village and the inhabitants, in language which would often have shocked the genteel sensibilities of Mabel Cawber, but the tones of her voice, whether loud or soft, were the dulcet tones of angels. She had indeed that "excellent thing in woman." Katherine's workroom was the old schoolroom up in a wing which contained rooms as ancient as the dining-room, and her bedroom adjoined it; and from this a little passage led to a narrow staircase going down to a door which opened into the small enclosed rose garden. Up another set of steps from her corridor you were brought into the splendid gallery which ran round two sides of the hall, and into which Her Ladyship's own rooms gave. But in Katherine's corner she was isolated and could come and go abroad without ever passing the general living rooms—what an advantage, she felt! And when, later in the afternoon, her things were unpacked, and she was sitting before a glorious wood fire in the old chimney, sniffing the scent of the burning logs and taking in the whole picture of quaint chintz and shining oak, she felt a sense of contentment and satisfaction. Fate was indeed treating her handsomely. |