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The shadows of the River Gums
Were stretching long and black,
As, far from Sydney's busy hum,
I trod the narrow track.
I watched the coming twilight spread,
And thought on many a plan;
I saw an object on ahead—
It seemed to be a man.
A venerable party sat
Upon a fallen log;
Upon him was a battered hat,
And near him was a dog.
The look that o'er his features hung
Was anything but sweet;
His swag and "billy"a lay among
The grass beneath his feet.
And white and withered was his hair,
And white and wan his face;
I'd rather not have ipet the pair
In such a lonely place.
I thought misfortune's heavy hand
Had done what it could do;
Despair seemed branded on the man,
And on the dingo too.
A hungry look that dingo wore—
He must have wanted prog—
I think I never saw before
So lean and lank a dog.
I said—"Old man, I fear that you
Are down upon your luck;
You very much resemble, too,
A pig that has been stuck."
His answer wasn't quite distinct—
(I'm sure it wasn't true):
He said I was (at least, I think,)
"A"—something—"jackeroo!"
He said he didn't want my chaff,
And (with an angry stamp)
Declared I made too free by half
"A-rushing of his camp."
I begged him to be calm, and not
Apologise to me;
He told me I might "go to pot"
(Wherever that may be);
And growled a muttered curse or two
Expressive of his views
Of men and things, and squatters too,
New chums and jackeroos.
But economical he was
With his melodious voice;
I think the reason was because
His epithets were choice.
I said—"Old man, I fain would know
The cause of thy distress;
What sorrows cloud thine aged brow
I cannot even guess.
"There's anguish on thy wrinkled face,
And passion in thine eye,
Expressing anything but grace,
But why, old man, oh! why?
"A sympathising friend you'll find
In me, old man, d'ye see?
So if you've aught upon your mind
Just pour it into me."
He gravely shook his grizzled head
I rather touched him there—
And something indistinct he said
(I think he meant to swear).
He made a gesture with his hand,
He saw I meant him well;
He said he was a shepherd, and
"A takin' of a spell."
He said he was an ill-used bird,
And squatters they might be ———
(He used a very naughty word
Commencing with a D.)
I'd read of shepherds in the lore
Of Thessaly and Greece,
And had a china one at home
Upon the mantelpiece.
I'd read about their loves and hates,
As hot as Yankee stoves,
And how they broke each other's pates
In fair Arcadian groves;
But nothing in my ancient friend
Was like Arcadian types:
No fleecy flocks had he to tend,
No crook or shepherds' pipes.
No shepherdess was near at hand,
And, if there were, I guessed
She'd never suffer that old man
To take her to his breast!
No raven locks had he to fall,
And didn't seem to me
To be the sort of thing at all
A shepherd ought to be.
I thought of all the history.
I'd studied when a boy—
Of Paris and Ænone, and
The siege of ancient Troy.
I thought, could Helen contemplate
This party on the log,
She would the race of shepherds' hate
Like Brahmins hate a dog.
It seemed a very certain thing
That, since the world began,
No shepherd ever was like him,
From Paris down to Pan.
I said—"Old man, you've settled now
Another dream of youth;
I always understood, I vow,
Mythology was truth
"Until I saw thy bandy legs
And sorrow-laden brow,
But, sure as ever eggs is eggs,
I cannot think so now.
"For, an a shepherd thou should'st be,
Then very sure am I
The man who wrote mythology
Was guilty of a lie.
"But never mind, old man," I said,
"To sorrow we are born,
So tell us why thine aged head
Is bended and forlorn?"
With face as hard as Silas Wegg's
He said, "Young man, here goes."
He lit his pipe, and crossed his legs,
And told me all his woes.
He said he'd just been "lammin'-down"
A flock of maiden-ewes,
And then he'd had a trip to town
To gather up the news;
But while in Bathurst's busy streets
He got upon the spree,
And publicans was awful cheats
For soon "lamm'd down" was he.
He said he'd "busted up his cheque"
(What's that, I'd like to know?)
And now his happiness was wrecked,
To work he'd got to go.
He'd known the time, not long ago,
When half the year he'd spend
In idleness, and comfort too,
A-camping in a "bend."
No need to tread the weary track,
Or work his strength away;
He lay extended on his back
Each happy summer day.
When sun-set comes and day-light flags,
And dusky looms the scrub,
He'd bundle up his ration-bags
And toddle for his grub,
And to some station-store he'd go
And get the traveller's dower—
"A pint o' dust"—that was his low
Expression meaning flour;
But now he couldn't cadge about,
For squatters wasn't game
To give their tea and sugar out
To every tramp that came.
The country's strength, he thought, was gone,
Or going very fast,
And feeding tramps now ranked among
The glories of the past.
He'd seen the "Yanko" in its pride,
When every night a host
Of hungry tramps at supper tried
For who could eat the most.
A squatter then had feelin's strong
And tender in his breast,
And if a trav'ller came along
He'd ask him in to rest.
"But squatters now!"——he stamped the soil,
And muttered in his beard,
He wished they'd got a whopping boil
For every sheep they sheared!
His language got so very bad—
It couldn't well be worse,
For every second word he had
Now seemed to be a curse.
And shaking was his withered hand
With passion, not with age—
I never thought so old a man
Could get in such a rage.
His eyes seemed starting from his head,
They glared in such a way;
And half the wicked words he said
I shouldn't like to say;
But from his language I inferred
There wasn't one in three,
Of squatters worth that little word
Commencing with a "D."
Alas! for my poetic lore,
I fear it was astray,
It never said that shepherds swore,
Or talked in such a way.
The knotted cordage of his brow
Was tightened in a frown—
He seemed the sort of party, now,
To burn a wool-shed down.
He told me, further, and his voice
Grew very plaintive here,
That now he'd got to make the choice
And work, or give up beer!
From heavy toil he'd always found
'Twas healthiest to keep,
And mostly stuck to cadgin' round,
And lookin' after sheep.
But shepherdin' was nearly "cooked"—
I think he meant to say
That shepherds' prospects didn't look
In quite a hopeful way.
A new career he must begin,
(And fresh it roused his ire)
For squatters they was fencin' in
With that infernal wire;
And sheep was paddocked everywhere—
'Twas like them squatters' cheek!—
And shepherds now, for all they'd care,
Might go to Cooper's Creek.
He said he couldn't use an axe,
And wouldn't if he could;
He'd see 'em blistered on their backs
'Fore he'd go choppin' wood;
That nappin' stones, or shovellin',
Warn't good enough for he,
And work it was a cussed thing
As didn't ought to be.
He'd known the Lachlan, man and boy,
For close on forty year,
But now they'd pisoned every joy,
He thought it time to clear.
They gave him sorrow's bitter cup,
And filled his heart with woe,
And now at last his back was up,
He felt he ought to go.
He'd heard of regions far away
Across the barren plains,
Where shepherds might be blythe and gay
And bust the squatters' chains.
To reach that land he meant to try,
He didn't care a cuss,
If 'twasn't any better, why,
It couldn't be much wuss.
Amongst the blacks, though old and grey,
Existence he'd begin,
And give his ancient hand away
In marriage to a "gin."
He really was so old and grim,
The thought was in my mind,
That any gin to marry him
Would have to be stone blind.
'Twould make an undertaker smile:
What tickled me was this,
The thought of such an ancient file
Indulging in a kiss!
And, if it's true, as Shakespeare said,
That equal justice whirls,
He ought to think of Nick instead
Of thinking of the girls.
Then drooped his grim and aged head,
And closed that glaring eye,
And not another word he said
.Except a grunt or sigh.
More lean he looks and still more lank
Such changes o'er him pass,
And down his ancient body sank
In slumber on the grass.
I thought, old chap, you're wearing out,
And not the sort of coon
To lead a blushing bride about,
Or spend a honeymoon;
Or if, indeed, there were a bride
For such a withered stick,
With such a tough and wrinkled hide,
That bride should be old Nick.
As streaks of faintish light began
To mark the coming day,
I left that grim and aged man
And slowly stole away.
And when the winter nights are rough,
And shrieking is the wind,
Or when I've eaten too much duff
And dreams afflict my mind,
I see that lean and withered hand,
And, 'mid the gloom of night,
I see the face of that old man,
And horrid is the sight:
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While on my head in agony
Up rises every hair,
I see again his glaring eye—
In fancy hear him swear.
At breakfast time, when I come down
To take that pleasant meal,
With pallid face, and haggard frown,
Into my place I steal;
And when they say I'm far from bright,
The truth I dare not tell:
I say I've passed a sleepless night,
And don't feel very well.
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