FLAXEN'S GREAT NEED. Flaxen wrote occasionally, during the next year, letters all too short and too far between for the lonely man toiling away on his brown farm. These letters were very much alike, telling mainly of how happy she was, and of what she was going to do by and by, on Christmas or Thanksgiving. Once she sent a photograph of herself and husband, and Anson, after studying it for a long time, took a pair of shears and cut the husband off, and threw him into the fire. "That fellow gives me the ague," he muttered. Bert did not write, and there was hardly a night that Ans lay down on his bed that he did not wonder where his chum was, One day he got a letter from Flaxen that startled and puzzled him. It was like a cry for help, somehow. "Dear old pap, I wish you was here," and then in another place came the piteous cry, "Oh, I wish I had some folks!" All night long that cry rang in the man's head with a wailing, falling cadence like the note of a lost little prairie-chicken. "I wonder what that whelp has been doin' now. If he's begun to abuse her I'll wring his neck. She wants me an' da'sn't ask me to come. Poor chick, I'll be pap an' mam to ye, both," he said at last, with sudden resolution. The day after the receipt of this letter a telegram was handed to him at the post-office,
He got into his wagon mechanically and lashed his horses into a run. He must get home and arrange about his stock and catch the seven o'clock train. His mind ran the round of the possibilities in the case until it ached with the hopeless fatigue of it. When he got upon the train for an all-night ride, he looked like a man suffering some great physical pain. He sat there all night in a common seat—he could not afford to pay for a sleeper; sat and suffered the honest torture that can come to a man—to sit and think the same dread, apprehensive wondering thoughts; to strain at the seat as if to push the train faster, and to ache with the desire to fly like the eagle. He tried to be patient, but he could only grow numb with the effort. A glorious winter sun was beginning to Feet crunched along cheerily on the sidewalks, bells of dray-teams were beginning to sound, and workmen to whistle. Anson was met at the door by a hard-faced, middle-aged woman. "How's my girl?" he asked. "Oh, she's nicely. Walk in." "She's sleepin'; I guess you better wait a little while till after breakfast." "Where's Kendall?" was his next question. "I d'n' know. Hain't seen 'im sence yesterday. He don't amount to much, anyway, and in these cases there ain't no dependin' on a boy like that. It's nachel fer girls to call on their mothers an' fathers in such cases." Anson was about to ask her what the trouble was with his girl, when she turned away. She could not be dangerously ill; anyway, there was comfort in that. After he had eaten a slight breakfast of bad coffee and yellow biscuits, Mrs. Stickney came back. "She's awake an' wants to see yeh. Now don't get excited. She ain't dangerous." Anson was alarmed and puzzled at her manner. Her smile mystified him. "What is the matter?" he demanded. Her reply was common enough, but it stopped him with his foot on the threshold. "Open the door; I want to see her," he said in a new tone. As they entered the darkened chamber he heard his girl's eager cry. "Is that you, pap?" wailed her faint, sweet voice. "Yes: it's me, Flaxie." He crossed the room and knelt by the bed. She flung her arms round his neck. "O pappy! pappy! I wanted you. Oh, my poor mamma! O pap, I don't like her," she whispered, indicating the nurse with her eyes. "O pap, I hate to think of mother lying there in the snow—an' Bert—where is Bert, pap? Perhaps he's in the blizzard too—" "She's a little flighty," said the nurse in her matter-of-fact tone. Anson groaned as he patted the pale cheek of the sufferer. "Don't worry, Flaxie; Bert's all right. He'll come home soon. Why don't you "He'll be here soon. Don't worry over that," indicating Flaxen, who was whispering to herself. "They of'n do that." "Do you s'pose I can find my folks if I go back to Norway?" she said to Anson a little after. "Yes: I guess so, little one. When you get well, we'll try an' see." "Perhaps if I found my aunt she'd look like mamma, an' I'd know then how mamma looked, wouldn't I? Perhaps if the wheat is good this year we can go back an' find her, can't we?" Then her words melted into a moan of physical pain, and the nurse said: "Now I guess you'd better go an' see if you can't hurry the doctor up. Yes: now he's got to go," she went on to Flaxen, drowning out her voice and putting her imploring hands back upon the bed. Anson saw it all now. In her fear and pain she had turned to him—poor, motherless little bird—forgetting her boy-husband or feeling the need of a broader Again his mind ran over the line of his life—the cabin, the dead woman, the baby face nestling at his throat, the girl coming to him with her trials and triumphs. His heart swelled so that he could not have spoken, but deep in his throat he muttered a dumb prayer. And how he suffered that day, hearing her babble mixed with moanings every time the door opened. Once the doctor said: "It's no use for you to stand here, Wood. It only makes you suffer and don't help her a particle." "It seems 's if it helped her, an' so—I guess I'll stay. She may call for me, an' if she does," he said resolutely, "I'm goin' in, doctor. How is she now?" "She's slightly delirious now, but still she knows you're here. She now and then speaks of you, but doesn't call for you." So weary was he that, when the doctor came out and said, "You may go to sleep now," he dropped heavily on a lounge and fell asleep almost with the motion. Even the preparations for breakfast made by the hoarse-voiced servant-girl did not wake him, but the drawling, nasal tone of Kendall did. He sat up and looked at the oily little clerk. It was after seven o'clock. "Hello!" said Kendall, "when d' you get in?" "Shortly after you went out," said Anson in reply. Kendall felt the rebuke, and as he twisted his cuffs into place said, "Well, y' see I couldn't do no good—a man ain't Anson turned away and went into the kitchen to wash his face and to comb his hair, glad to get rid of the sight of Kendall for a moment. Mrs. Stickney was toasting some bread. "She's awake an' wants to see you when you woke up. It's a girl—thought I'd tell ye—yes: she's comfortable. Say, 'tween you an' me, a man 'at 'u'd run off—waal—" she ended, expressively glancing at Kendall. Once more Anson caught his breath as he entered the darkened chamber. He was a rough, untaught man, but there was something in him that made that room holy and mysterious. But the figure on the bed was tranquil now, and the voice, though weak and low, was Flaxen's own. He stopped as his eyes fell on her. She was no longer a girl. The majesty of maternity was on her pale face and in her great eyes. A faint, expectant smile Before he could speak, and while he was looking down at the mite of humanity, Kendall stepped into the room. "Hello, Ellie! How are—" A singular revulsion came out on her face. She turned to Anson. "Make him go 'way; I don't want him." "All right," said Kendall cheerfully, glad to escape. "Isn't she beautiful?" the mother whispered. "Does she look like me?" she asked artlessly. "She's beautiful to me because she's yours, Flaxie," replied Anson, with a delicacy all the more striking because of the contrast with his great frame and hard, rough hands. "But there, my girl, go to sleep like baby, an' don't worry any more." "You ain't goin' away while I'm sick?" she asked, following him with her eyes, unnaturally large. "Oh, I'm so glad!" she sighed restfully. He was turning to go when she wailed reproachfully, "Pap, you didn't kiss baby!" Anson turned and came back. "She's sleepin', an' I thought it wasn't right to kiss a girl without she said so." This made Flaxen smile, and Anson went out with a lighter heart than he had had for two years. Kendall met him utside and said confidentially: "I don't s'pose it was just the thing for me to do; but—confound it! I never could stand a sick-room, anyway. I couldn't do any good, anyway—just been in the way. She'll get over her mad in a few days. Think so?" But she did not. Her singular and sudden dislike of him continued, and though she passively submitted to his being in the room, she would not speak a word to him nor look at him as long as she could avoid it; and when he approached As for Anson, he grew to hate the sound of that little chuckle of Kendall's; the part in the man's hair and the hang of his cut-away coat made him angry. The trim legs, a little bowed, the big cuffs hiding the small, cold hands, and the peculiar set of his faultless collar, grew daily more insupportable. "Say, looky here, Kendall," said he in desperation one day, "I wish you didn't like me quite so well. We don't hitch first rate—at least, I don't. Seems to me you're neglectin' your business too much." He was going to tell him to keep away, but he relented as he looked down at the harmless little man, with his thin, boyish face. "Oh, my business is all right. Gregory looks after it mostly, anyhow. But, I say, if you wanted to go into the dray business, there's a first-class opening now. Clark wants to sell." It ended in Anson seeing Clark and buying out his line of drays, turning in Night after night, as he sat beside the fire and held baby, listening to the changed voice of his girl and watching the grave, new expressions of her face, the tooth of time took hold upon him powerfully, and he would feel his shaggy head and think, "I'll soon be gray, soon be gray!" while the little one cooed, and sprang, and pulled at his beard, which had grown long again and had white hairs in it. Kendall spent most of his time at the store, or downtown somewhere, and so all of those long, delicious winter evenings were Flaxen's and Anson's. And his enjoyment of them was pathetic. The cheerful little sitting-room, the open |