Roger had taken Rachel home, and so, when Ninian had gone off with his mother and Mary, there were only Henry and Gilbert left. "Let's go home, Quinny," Gilbert said. "I'd like to walk if you don't mind!" "Very well," Henry replied. They left the hotel and strolled across the street towards the National Gallery. "I wish it were the morning," Gilbert said. "I want to see the newspapers!" "It doesn't greatly matter what they say, does it?" Henry answered. "The play's a success. The audience liked it." "I want to read the notices all the same. Of course, I want to read them. I shall spend the whole of to-morrow reading and re-reading them. Just vanity!" They walked past the Gallery, and made their way through the complicated streets that lie behind the Strand, about Covent Garden, towards Bloomsbury. They did not speak for some time, for they were tired and their minds were too full of other things. Once indeed, Gilbert began to speak ... "I think I could improve the second act a little ..." but he did not finish his sentence, and Henry did not ask him to do so. It was not until they were nearly at their home that Henry spoke to Gilbert about Cecily. "Are you going to Lady Cecily's to-morrow?" he said. "Eh?" Gilbert exclaimed, starting out of his dreams. "Oh, no, I think not! Why?" "I only wondered. She asked you, you know!" They walked on in silence until they reached the door of their house. "I say, Quinny," said Gilbert, while Henry opened the door, "you seem to be very friendly with Cecily!" Henry fumbled with the key and muttered, "Damn this door, it won't open!" "Let me try!..." "It's all right now. I've done it! What were you saying, Gilbert?" They entered the house, shutting the door behind them, and stood for a while in the hall, removing their hats and coats. "Oh, nothing," Gilbert replied. "I was only saying you seemed very friendly with Cecily!" "Well, yes, I suppose I am, but not more than most people. Are you going to bed now or will you wait up for Ninian and Roger?" "I shan't sleep if I go to bed ... I'm too excited. I shall read for a while in my room ... unless you'd like to jaw a bit!" Henry shook his head. "No," he said, "I'm too tired to jaw to-night. See you in the morning. Good-night, Gilbert!" "Good-night, Quinny!" Henry went to his bedroom, leaving Gilbert in the hall, and began to undress. His mind was full of a flat rage against Cecily. She had consented to meet him in St. James's Park, and then, almost as she had made her promise, she had turned to Gilbert and had invited him to call on her, in his company, at the time she had appointed for his private meeting with her. He did not wish to see her again. "She's fooling me," he said, throwing his coat on to a chair so that it fell on to the ground where he let it lie. "I've not done a stroke of work for days on her account, and she cares no more for me than she does for ... for anybody. I won't go and meet her to-morrow, damn her! I'll send a messenger to say I can't come, and then I'll drop her. It isn't worth while going through this ... this agony for a woman who doesn't care a curse for you!" "I'm not going to be treated like this," he went on to himself while he brushed his teeth. "I'm not going to hang about her and let her treat me as she pleases. She can get somebody else, some one who is more complacent than I am, and doesn't feel things. I hope she goes to the Park and waits for me. Perhaps that'll teach her to understand what a man feels like...." But of course she would not go to the Park and wait for him. He would send an express messenger with a note to tell her that he was unable to keep the appointment. "I'll write it now," he said to himself and he stopped in the middle of washing his face and hands to find notepaper. "Damn, my hands are wet," he said aloud, and picked up a towel. "Dear Lady Cecily," he wrote, when he was dry, using the formal address because he wished to let her know that he was ill friends with her, "I am sorry I shall not be able to meet you to-day as we arranged last night." He wondered what excuse he should make for breaking off the appointment, and then decided that he would not make any. "I won't add anything else," he said, and he signed himself, "Yours sincerely, Henry Quinn." "She'll know that I'm sick of this ... messing about. I don't see why I should explain myself to her!" He sealed the envelope and put the letter aside, and sat for a while drumming on his table with the pen. "Mary's worth a dozen of her," he said aloud, getting up and going to bed. |