They sat together that evening without speaking. There was to have been a meeting of the Improved Tories to talk over Roger's plan for enlarging the Army and mitigating the problem of unemployment. They could not get messages to people in time, and so part of the evening was spent in whispered explanations at the door to those who turned up. "I think I'll go to bed," Ninian said, but he did not move, nor did any of them move. It was as if they wished to keep together as long as possible. Magnolia, red-eyed from weeping, had come to them earlier in the evening, declaring that she was frightened. "What are you afraid of?" Roger snapped at her. "'Er!" she answered. "But she's dead!..." "Yes, sir," Magnolia said, "that's why! I don't like goin' upstairs be meself, sir!..." "Oh, rubbish, Magnolia!" Roger exclaimed. "I can't 'elp bein' afraid, sir. I know she's dead an' can't do me no 'arm ... not that she'd want to do me any 'arm ... I will say that for 'er ... but some'ow I'm afraid all the same, sir. I can't 'elp it!" "I want to get a book out of my room," Henry interjected, "so I'll go upstairs with her!" "Oh, thank you, sir," said Magnolia gratefully. "I know she wouldn't 'arm me if she could 'elp it, not if she was alive any'ow, but they're different when they're dead!..." She broke down, blubbering hopelessly. "Oh, I wish I was 'ome," she moaned. "Come on, Magnolia!" Henry said, opening the door for her. "That girl's getting on my nerves," Gilbert murmured when she had gone. Magnolia followed Henry upstairs. They had to pass the room in which the dead woman lay, and Magnolia, when she reached the door, gave a little squeal of fright and ran forward, thrusting past Henry.... "Don't be a fool, Magnolia!" he said, catching hold of her arm and steadying her. "I'm frightened, sir!" she moaned, looking up at him with dilated eyes. "There's nothing to be afraid of. Come along!" He took her to her room and opened the door for her. "You're all right now, aren't you?" he said, switching on the light. "Yes, thank you, sir!" "Good-night, then!" "Good-night, sir!" When she had shut the door, he heard her turning the key in the lock, and he smiled at her precaution. "That wouldn't hinder Mrs. Clutters' ghost if she ... if she started to walk!" he thought to himself, as he descended the stairs to his room. He had switched off the light on Magnolia's landing, but there was a light showing dimly up the stairs from the landing beneath. It shone faintly "Don't be a fool!" he said aloud, shaking his head and dashing his hand across his eyes as if he were trying to sweep something away. "I'm nervy, that's what it is," he went on, still speaking aloud. "I'm worse than Magnolia!..." He descended the rest of the stairs, determined not to show any sign of fear, and then, as he passed the door, he shut his eyes and hurried by. He ran down the next flight of stairs, afraid to look back, and did not pause in his running until he had reached the ground floor. He stood still in the hall for a few minutes to recover himself, and then he entered the room where the others were sitting. They looked up at him. "All right?" Ninian asked, and Henry nodded his head. "You haven't brought the book," Roger said. "No," he answered, "No ... I changed my mind. I didn't really want the book. I just said that to ... to get Magnolia out of the room!" |