“Old Stephen’s” letter in answer to Madame Claire’s second one, contained a great deal that was of interest to her.
The next day, Madame Claire read the letter to Judy, who was keenly interested. Madame Claire thought not. “It’s very odd you should have had three children so entirely different,” said Judy. “They all had exactly the same environment and the same care. How on earth do you account for these things?” “I don’t,” replied her grandmother. “I can merely suppose that they all require different experiences; and they’re certainly getting them.” Her eyes rested on Judy in her brown dress and furs, and on her face with its challenging dark eyes and the too wide mouth that she loved. She wondered what experiences would be hers. Not Connie’s; and even more surely, not Millicent’s. So far her life had been even and tranquil—too tranquil for her own liking. She wanted to live. She had a great deal to give to life—and so far she had not lived at all. “I suppose, like every one else,” went on Madame Claire, “they are working out something—I don’t know what. After all, my children are just people. So many mothers think of their own “Eric isn’t,” protested Judy. “Eric is one of the gods come to earth again.” Madame Claire laughed. “Not Apollo!” she said. “I never liked his profile.” “No, not Apollo. A youngish sort of Jove, but without his skittishness, or his thunders.” “I know what you mean. There is something simple and Greek about Eric. It’s nice of you to see it.” “It’s a great pity he’s my uncle,” remarked Judy. “Do you know, your daughter Millicent has been extremely troublesome lately? I wish you’d speak to her about it. It isn’t only the marriage topic. She wants me to pattern myself after the tiresome daughters of her most tiresome friends. You know the sort of girls I mean. They come out in droves each year, and play tennis in droves, and get married in droves, and have offspring in droves, and get buried beside their forefathers in droves. It’s so dull. I hate doing things in droves.” This amused Madame Claire. “Individualists have rather a bad time of it in your mother’s particular set,” she said. “Of “I have a sort of presentiment,” Judy told her, flushing, “that if I ever do marry it will be some one undesirable. That is,” she hastened to explain, “undesirable from mother’s point of view.” “But not necessarily from mine?” inquired Madame Claire. “Not necessarily,” returned Judy. She walked from the hotel to the house in Eaton Square where the Pendletons had lived ever since Noel was born, feeling that the world was a very blank sort of place at the moment. Having done vigorous war work for nearly five years, she was missing it more than she knew. Millicent could and did respond to the call of patriotism, and had seen her sons go forth to war like a Spartan mother; but why her only daughter should continue to do work long after the coming of peace, and when she had a comfortable home, social duties and flowers to arrange, was more than she could understand. So Judy, weary of argument, stayed at home, paid calls and arranged flowers. She felt something of an impostor, too, telling herself that she had cost her parents a great deal, and they were not getting She avoided the drawing-room where there was tea and chatter, and hurried to her room, which Noel called “The Nunnery,” because of its austere simplicity. The white walls, quaint bits of furniture, and stiff little bed suggested the sixteenth century. The rest of the house was Millicent’s affair, and was “done” every few years in the prevailing mode by a well-known firm of decorators. Noel wandered into her room soon after she reached it, and while she took off her hat and coat, he sat on the foot of the bed, which, if any one else had done it, would have seriously annoyed her. “How’s Claire?” he asked. “Wonderful as ever. She’s got more common sense, Noel, than the rest of the family put together. What do you think? She’s heard about Aunt Connie, through ‘Old Stephen.’ He saw her in Cannes.” “She seems to have married some awful bounder, fairly recently. A Count Somebody. And she’s fearfully unhappy.” “Why doesn’t she come home? Afraid of public opinion, and mother?” “Well—can you wonder? She has no friends left, I suppose. It must be pretty awful for her. Of course you’ll say she’s made her own bed——” “On the contrary, I wasn’t going to say anything so trite. What do you take me for? I’d trot her round like anything if she came here. It isn’t everybody who’s got a beautiful, notorious aunt.” “I’m rather curious to see her,” admitted Judy. “Though I don’t suppose we’d like her particularly. She must be rather a fool to do what she did.” “She couldn’t help it,” Noel defended her. “If you’re a certain type—well, you just are that type, and you act accordingly. That’s what she did.” “Nonsense, Noel,” protested Judy. “That’s a useless, easy sort of philosophy. According to that, no one can help anything they do.” “No more they can, if they’re the sort of people who do that sort of thing. When they get “That’s a hair-splitting sort of argument,” said Judy. “Any more than you can help being a spinster,” he explained, developing his theory. “Being the spinster type, you act accordingly. When you pull yourself together and make up your mind to be another type, you’ll cease to be a spinster. But not before.” Judy sat down, facing him. It always amused her to discuss herself with Noel. “Am I the spinster type?” she asked. “Well, aren’t you? It’s fairly obvious. Look at this room!…” “My dear boy,” she retorted, “I’d have a room like this if I had ten husbands—or even lovers, for that matter. You’ll have to do better than that. How else am I the spinster type, apart from my room?” “You’re a spinster in your mind,” he asserted. “You think celibately.” “Oh, now you’re being too ridiculous!” she scoffed. He crossed his long legs and lit a cigarette. “My dear girl, you don’t understand thought. What you think, you are.” “No.” He shook his head. “I disagree. I am entirely modern in my thoughts. I don’t wish to be anything else. I’m not like Eric. Eric thinks we have had the best. I think we are always having the best. But to return to you.” “Yes, do return to me. I didn’t mean to cause a digression. How can I stop being the spinster type?” “By not hemming yourself in so much. You surround your femininity with barbed-wire entanglements.” “Really? They don’t seem to have kept Pat Enderby out, and some others I could mention.” “They never got in. That’s what I complain of.” “Oh, but my dear Noel—you surely don’t think I’m going to turn myself into a sort of vampire just to please you? Not that I couldn’t—I’m almost certain I could.…” “I never meant that. You willfully misunderstand me. Vampires are all very well on the screen, or on some paving stone in Leicester Square, but they don’t go in our sort of life. No man would willingly marry one.” “They don’t on the screen,” she said. “They “I find arguing with women very trying,” observed Noel. “They always drag in unessentials, and dangle them before your eyes as if they were main issues. Even you do it. As for mother——” “Never mind. Let’s get back to the main issues. I am the main issue—or my spinsterhood. What do you want me to do, exactly?” “Simply this. I want you to cut the barbed-wire entanglements and come out into the open now and then. Men aren’t wild animals, after all. They’re only human beings.” Judy suddenly decided to drop nonsense. “Do you know why I keep inside the barbed wire?” “No. Why?” “Because any man that I meet in this house has been asked here in the hope that I’ll find him marriageable. And so the fairest—the only decent thing I can do is to let him know as soon as possible that I’m not in the market, so to speak. If he’s a fairly good sort and seems to find me at all interesting, I—well, I put up more barbed “I think girls do have a rotten time of it,” agreed Noel. “It’s made me self-conscious,” she went on. “This business of matrimony always in the air. As it is, I wouldn’t raise a finger to attract any man.” “Not even the right one?” “Least of all the right one.” Noel got up and stretched himself. “Well, old dear,” he said, “I’ll make a prophecy. When you meet the right man—hateful phrase—you’ll cut the entanglements, climb the barricades, and give yourself up to the enemy. That is, if I know anything of my sister Judy.” “You don’t. But you’re an old darling just the same. Are you in or out?” “Out. Dining at the club with Gordon. His show! But I’m coming home early. Why?” “Oh, nothing. Only I’m dining with the Bennetts, and they usually send me home in the Heavenly Chariot, so I think I may as well pick you up at the club.” “About ten-thirty or eleven,” she told him. “And be on the look-out.” “Right-o.” He walked to the door and then turned. “And think over what I’ve said, old girl.” |